lacklustre performance... easily exhausted n down on luck

Before the lunar pig yr march in.. i have this buggy thought that this year is going to be not so smooth ahead with increase of difficult situations n new problem issues arising frm work.
the rain continues to pour mercilessly on this weekday afternoon .. on lunch hours.
tings like technical fault, those which r nt human error happen to disrupt my normal routine... i wonder if tis is due to my lack of luck or just fate...
perhaps its a new term. n i m still adjusting to the hours... so exhausted after class each day .. n i 've having too many dreams recently. which makes me even more drained out even i had many hours of beauty recuperating sleep .
lady luck is just not on my side......

i hope my luck gets better

the yr 2007 marks a new start. n my first email was a complaint issue... OMG, n before that the sad news is my sales team is gonna spilt.. one of my members cannot move to a new team. n shes gonna b transfered. tis is so demoralising after working together for a couple of months , we manage to build up a little bond, its a mixed feeling.it affects everyone , no one's recovered frm the sudden news.
to make matters worse, my phone just die on me.. n i manage to get a little loan phone from a pal if nt i super handicapped without my cell... it says no service.. no signal on n off . tis is so pek jek...
even if i dun like the changes, i still got to accept it even the new team might not be as friendly n caring environment.
its like a political decison.
i hope my luck gets better.....
i need a lot of positive energy.. coz i have been so grouchy lately.. i tink i remind myself of a shriveled plum sometimes..
i really need to take tings slow , n put relationship on hold for a while , coz all tis little episodes just drive me to a corner.. i had enough, n till e rite one pops... i tink theres no need for me to get hurt unnecessarily. time to learn frm tat old lesson. nt worth mentioning..

e end of a long weekend n a brand new start

it s the end of the long weekend, a brand new yr, 2007. seriously i dunno how i manage to get thru it.sometimes when i c someting , or listen to some songs, it reminds me of him. i know its over but somehow i cannot bring myself to accept the truth coz it hurts to know.
i put in effort but i cannot c the result. e more i give in, the harder it is to get over it.
wat a joke...
tis will take me a long time to heal... i try my best to forget but its nt easy
i wonder if its so easy for him on his side..