311208 LASt daay of the yr after work.@ panda 's desktop

thank god today has finished for work
panda has been so pissed for waiting for me while i m sloggin myself in the bank.
i tried to cook sweet n sour pork but i end up doing it wrongly so as a result . i got to walk all the way to the supermarket and get it back.. in the midst of it , i go to go back also to office to clear up all the work, there were so many forms to be packed in boxes..
well panda was so angry with me that he yelled at me in the kitchen. guilt stricken. i had to go and get the lim kum kee sauce myself.. bleah...
after 2 hours , i headed back to 344 and got a nice shower.. washed the toilet . packed the study table as well as slack in bed.. for a little while
looks like i cant really manage well in the kitchen.
his cookin g is not bad.. hahahahha. his mother is real cute.. ;laugh laugh laugh beside me.. hahah

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ikea trip with panda after a heated nite..
jsheng explained to me a phase that men r sometimes too insensitive as instead of sulking we got to tell the men y we are upset over certain issues ..
so i decided to try it out.. n it works
in order to furnish panda 's little room we bought new venetian blinders. new toilet bowl brush . a new sauce pan.. a new tv consol now my feet is tired aft walking here and there.. really not planned to wear aldo shoes its only meant for dinner n posh events.. walking it from 7-11 , 4hrs had left it very sore now..
frens been calling me or buzzing me y i lock the blog.. n after thinking for a while . i reckon its best to keep things low profile ..
theres probably 101 things i planned to keep my house in spick n span condition..
tml is the last day of 2008.. how memorable . a lot of things to reminisce...
3 hrs in the bank n tats it.. yeah... how nice ... NAPPPPPppppZZzzzzzzzzz

fresh in the morning at 7.10 301208

i wake up much earlier today to doll myself for work. for myself
to ca prettier fresher sam today in ubi branch
somehow after a night of councelling from huiru and being realistic on your expectations..
e world is changing , its an indefinite climate and environment out there regardless of in relationship, business cycle. or even stocks market
a new age sensitive gal these gals dun settle less for a man
its been a while since i show the rational side of me , time to cool things down and leave the phone alone.
i have done too much in a short time. it makes me terribly imbalanced .
i should jsut let things go naturally less sweeter and less proactive and be more cool and composed with him.
indeed that should be the strategy
going forward, i will push myself for more referrals in work, more productive worker and colleague in the year of 2009
get lesser buttering from boss. aim to score a higher BSI everymonth and push myself to higher service standards

为什么我觉得一切都是徒劳无功， 白费心机，枉做好人。。都很不切实际。。有点沉重的心情。。。难免吧，过了一夜的折腾。。。 我决定要更好。 更棒。。。。

homemade breakfast from left over sphagetti earlier

今天超级忙？ 很多一整天 servicing work to do.. customer 又demanding。。 impatient.. rude.. and one kind...
又要快！又要对。。 又要省钱！ 生意人个个都一样！！！
bleah.
匆匆忙忙又过一天！
还有两天2009 年， 即将来临。。 很多首尾要收拾， 忙得不可开交。。。连上厕所都有问题。
明天娇娇 and winne 要来我家做cheesecake.. 师傅vivien 有得忙了
还要买菜做饭，，，其实还不错。。 大展伸手。。。明明我是蛮会做菜嘛。。干嘛，， 老娘还是出得了厅房。进得了厨房的才女嘛。。就说了吧。。。
读了张小女闲的收不起的思念。。有一句还蛮妙。。
思念没法量度， 它是一种滋味。 苦涩的时候， 你跟自己说
我再也不要那样思念一个人了！
甜蜜的时候 ，你却又跟自己说
有一个可以思念的人， 原来是那么幸福的。。。
寂寞是没有尽头，思念却有。
到了那一天，你依然发现，你没那么思念那个离你越来越远的人。。

当你抚爱回忆
有些事情， 是结果比过程重要的。

====突然好想你 你会在哪里 Nothing is gonna change my love for u. Thinking of her everyday ,Fated to <3 you. 只要肯努力, 一定能成功! ==== says:
hw can i be dun like tat
====突然好想你 你会在哪里 Nothing is gonna change my love for u. Thinking of her everyday ,Fated to <3 you. 只要肯努力, 一定能成功! ==== says:
no love is like no drug leh
====突然好想你 你会在哪里 Nothing is gonna change my love for u. Thinking of her everyday ,Fated to <3 you. 只要肯努力, 一定能成功! ==== says:
addicted liao

my plans with him.. my first lunch homecooked for lau pei n panda. at home..
got to go sheng shiong / ntuc to get it..
hahaha this is an above good example of a lovesick puppy guy friend i have..

no la cooking is a hobbyy.. then going ikea to buy some new furnishing stuff for 09.. 01/01/09.. tats my plan for the first day。fuirnish room .. clean until its spick and span by 24/1/09. since 26/1/09 is cny first day.. yeah and also our 2nd month together how memorable day..

01/01/09
menu for lunch

1)tomato omeletee with mushroom n cheese
2)西洋菜汤/ lotus root/ ABC.. carrot. potato. corn soup with vitamins A.B or C
3)宫保鸡丁
4)Steamed 白倡。。
5)Stir fried kang kong...

以上列出。。 大工程。。。。 我得好好计划。。 。免得浪费材料！！！

Ikea items... furnish my little room. make it more guniang kia..
aim to reach office by 9 tomorrow morning,., boss was like so black face when i reach office @ 9.50am.. 20 mins from usual operating hours.. made sandwiches earlier for panda.. microwave it in ubi.. voila.. tats it.. .
aim to reach office real early. to keep irene from nagging...
hahhaha tats all for today.. back to recipe searching mini food project..
genius at work..
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yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yipeeeeeeeee =) .. i m xiao.....

痛过，才知道如何保护自己；哭过，才知道心痛是什么感觉，傻过，才知道适时的坚持与放弃，爱过，才知道自己其实很脆弱。其实，生活并不需要这么些无谓的执著，没有什么就真的不能割舍。

something my fren copied from another fren's blog which i think its quite true in some ways
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i m so freaking pissed now .. that i cant manage to sleep..
becoz of someone who s so insensitive n well he apologised but i m nt totally convinced ,
we shouldnt treat men too well sometimes ... really
i m so angry with myself as well for being such an idiot something which i have not done for other guys.. i did it for him n yet he kick up a fuss ans was so fucking rude to me on msn.. i sitll cant sleep becoz of this
all thanks to someone ... who can amazingly did such a trick
coz everyone was demanding in the bank
n as i tot end day it should end. i got such shit frm bf
simply annoying
i m like a man myself
12/30/2008 1:36:17 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i can drive my own
12/30/2008 1:36:21 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ cook my own
12/30/2008 1:36:29 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n enjoy on my own if i choose to
12/30/2008 1:36:41 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i select my frens n talk to frens or men i wan to
12/30/2008 1:35:47 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ remember i m tough
12/30/2008 1:35:56 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i can do without a man as i always do
today is really nt a gd day just before bed time...

abt your case,十个男人有more than half reply like that lar,dont think 2 much,angry 2much lar,男人就是这么白痴简单的动物!!



12/30/2008 12:24:21 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 12/29/2008 11:41:10 PM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) xmas eve u cook dinner la i know la 12/29/2008 11:41:28 PM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) nw i know housewive nails all ugly one.. 12/29/2008 11:41:33 PM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) almost break all liao 12/29/2008 11:42:40 PM :)Mr Brightside:) 伟玲 i think don cook for me next time k 12/29/2008 11:42:52 PM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) y 12/29/2008 11:
12/30/2008 12:24:22 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 and tell him that u have ur dignity
12/30/2008 12:24:36 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 12/29/2008 11:42:56 PM :)Mr Brightside:) 伟玲 i don wan any comparation in near future 12/29/2008 11:43:10 PM :)Mr Brightside:) 伟玲 u cook for ur dad can liao 12/29/2008 11:43:11 PM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) ok la dun cook liao . ok gd 12/29/2008 11:43:12 PM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) fine 12/29/2008 11:43:14 PM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) thanks 12/29/2008 11:43:18 PM :)Mr Brightside:)
12/30/2008 12:25:00 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 12/29/2008 11:43:18 PM :)Mr Brightside:) 伟玲 k 12/29/2008 11:44:01 PM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) forget abt the bf as well then.. 12/30/2008 12:14:57 AM :)Mr Brightside:) 伟玲 i go bed liao 12/30/2008 12:14:58 AM :)Mr Brightside:) 伟玲 gdnite 12/30/2008 12:15:04 AM :)Mr Brightside:) 伟玲 if ya still wan me to have the bf 12/30/2008 12:15:07 AM :)Mr Brightside:) 伟玲 give me a call
12/30/2008 12:25:34 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 12/30/2008 12:15:16 AM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) text u ba 12/30/2008 12:15:30 AM :)Mr Brightside:) 伟玲 k nite 12/30/2008 12:15:34 AM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) if u still want it then collect it 12/30/2008 12:15:45 AM :)Mr Brightside:) 伟玲 okie 12/30/2008 12:16:07 AM 伟玲 :)Mr Brightside:) dun want i give it someone else
12/30/2008 12:25:48 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 fuck
12/30/2008 12:25:50 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m very angry n veri pissed
12/30/2008 12:25:51 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 no wonder u angry
12/30/2008 12:26:01 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hey
12/30/2008 12:26:06 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u know what i think i know ur pattern
12/30/2008 12:26:13 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 and i think he went overboard as well
12/30/2008 12:26:17 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 communication breakdown

12/30/2008 12:32:50 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 and u guys love using shortforms
12/30/2008 12:33:01 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 it sounds quite rude if i dun noe u guys really well
12/30/2008 12:33:29 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ who u mean wat sounds rude
12/30/2008 12:33:41 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 ok i paste one line for u to see ah his one ok?
12/30/2008 12:33:42 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hang on
12/30/2008 12:34:12 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u cook for ur dad can liao
12/30/2008 12:34:15 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ his last sms.. you can think i m xiaoqi or wat but you make me sound so bad for saying those stuff. if you think its my fault , i m sorry
12/30/2008 12:34:26 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n my last reply via sms.. forget it !
12/30/2008 12:34:37 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hey hey cool it
12/30/2008 12:34:41 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 big communication break down
12/30/2008 12:34:46 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 dun worry not ur fault
12/30/2008 12:34:47 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 really
12/30/2008 12:34:52 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i feel like a fool really
12/30/2008 12:34:55 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u see if he can SHA JIAO
12/30/2008 12:35:00 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ really feel like dumping the whole lunch box
12/30/2008 12:35:01 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 then it will not come off so bad
12/30/2008 12:35:08 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ smash in his face
12/30/2008 12:35:10 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 and u really shouldnt dump the lunch box
12/30/2008 12:35:14 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 if he wanna collect
12/30/2008 12:35:19 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 he need to lower his pride to come to u
12/30/2008 12:35:26 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u make for him u lower ur pride
12/30/2008 12:35:27 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ fuck him man
12/30/2008 12:35:43 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m nt in the wrong I WILL NOT APOLOGISE MAN
12/30/2008 12:35:47 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 when both has equal choice to reject ah its a give and take
12/30/2008 12:35:50 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ ITS NT MY FAULT AT ALL
12/30/2008 12:35:53 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 no la haha apologise for wat?
12/30/2008 12:35:58 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 silly girl lol
12/30/2008 12:36:01 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ for wat rite
12/30/2008 12:36:04 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u are not at fault ah
12/30/2008 12:36:07 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m so TULAN
12/30/2008 12:36:14 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ STUPID MAN
12/30/2008 12:36:50 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 ok i ask u ah how come u suddenly said this 'Ya la i know xmas eve u do the cooking la'
12/30/2008 12:37:04 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 sounds quite bu shuang
12/30/2008 12:37:09 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i know . he told me ma. he oso cook ma
12/30/2008 12:37:11 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ nt only me
12/30/2008 12:37:27 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 okie how come he so bo liao suddenly tell u he oso cook
12/30/2008 12:38:28 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 okie i dunno how come alright =) but i know u put in alot of effort and hope he sayang u abit more
12/30/2008 12:39:18 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 and being quite an idiot he took it all wrong, he thot u wanna complain
12/30/2008 12:40:04 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ ya wat an idiot
12/30/2008 12:40:08 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i would nt waste time again
12/30/2008 12:40:16 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m like a fool an idiot
12/30/2008 12:40:25 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ who wasted so muuch time
12/30/2008 12:40:33 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hey weiling
12/30/2008 12:40:39 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i am 2 yrs wif my bf leh
12/30/2008 12:40:39 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hahaha
12/30/2008 12:40:42 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 if break hor
12/30/2008 12:40:45 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i have nothing left leh
12/30/2008 12:40:49 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but then love is liddat one
12/30/2008 12:40:52 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 so u are not a fool
12/30/2008 12:41:01 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 dun ever look at urself so poor thing lol
12/30/2008 12:41:06 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u are such a pretty girl!
12/30/2008 12:41:18 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u are very brave in love wat u dare put in so much effort
12/30/2008 12:41:30 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but if put in oso mus get ready that it is a 50/50
12/30/2008 12:41:52 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 so attitude must always be no mmater how much u do, do it v.v.nice wif effort but not wif heart
12/30/2008 12:43:42 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 anyway to make u look good and look correct~~~ u shld sms to stand up for urself and tell him all u wanted was a sayang from him and he has to take it as a complain and hurt u like that. and u say that as someone who loves him alot u dun wanna hurt him like he hurt u so the bfast will be made as usual he can take it ( if u already made la)
12/30/2008 12:45:02 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ still i find tat he takes me for granted
12/30/2008 12:45:13 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ maybe i should just ignore him for a while
12/30/2008 12:46:16 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ lao niang must show some temper liao
12/30/2008 12:46:23 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ little woman doesnt work all the time
12/30/2008 12:54:35 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 wow
12/30/2008 12:54:58 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ if he doesnt appreciate things n privileges i shall then take it back all away simple as that
12/30/2008 12:55:03 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but still u have experience u agar agar ba
12/30/2008 12:55:08 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i treat u well . u take me for a fool . fine
12/30/2008 12:55:16 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ the n i shall treat u like dirt then
12/30/2008 12:55:20 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 lol
12/30/2008 12:55:28 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 how long u wif him?
12/30/2008 12:55:37 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 only awhil rite?
12/30/2008 12:55:52 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ wats e point
12/30/2008 12:55:57 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 ok
12/30/2008 12:56:03 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u dunno how he may react
12/30/2008 12:56:05 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ yeah man
12/30/2008 12:56:07 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i dunno
12/30/2008 12:56:09 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ its o
12/30/2008 12:56:17 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u treat this as a chance to see how he reacts
12/30/2008 12:56:21 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 and how much he loves u
12/30/2008 12:56:22 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but of coz
12/30/2008 12:56:28 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u do ur part to not add oil on fire
12/30/2008 12:56:38 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 coz wat happened is already a fire
12/30/2008 12:56:45 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 now just wanna see who put out fire first
12/30/2008 12:56:48 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 not add more to it
12/30/2008 12:56:53 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 shld be him first
12/30/2008 12:57:01 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but u dun throw ugly words la
12/30/2008 12:57:03 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 12:57:09 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 let him pick it up
12/30/2008 12:57:12 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 since not ur fault
12/30/2008 12:57:13 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 ya
12/30/2008 12:57:26 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 if he loves u enuff ah can see one
12/30/2008 12:57:41 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u will know which action is he already giving in or he not giving enuff
12/30/2008 12:58:43 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hao ba i hope u and him turn out ok =) coz i noe he had made u v.happy b4 he turned into a stupid idiot tonite
12/30/2008 12:59:51 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ ya
12/30/2008 12:59:56 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m veri angry
12/30/2008 1:00:00 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ still
12/30/2008 1:00:08 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 /2haha
12/30/2008 1:00:15 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 sayang sayang /hug2
12/30/2008 1:00:29 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 sigh.. poor guy dun even noe how to sha jiao to u to cool things down~~~
12/30/2008 1:00:42 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 lol are u his first gf uh?
12/30/2008 1:01:11 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ no
12/30/2008 1:01:12 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m nt
12/30/2008 1:01:48 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 o.O~~~
12/30/2008 1:01:50 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 okie
12/30/2008 1:01:51 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:01:56 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 too baddddddddd
12/30/2008 1:02:01 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 he has no excuse liaooooooooooo
12/30/2008 1:02:11 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 =P
12/30/2008 1:02:25 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 yo u sleep early ba
12/30/2008 1:02:34 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 dun make urself look ugly for him
12/30/2008 1:02:54 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 oh man guys are such visual creatures u never know if another guy will be looking at u next day
12/30/2008 1:04:49 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ yeah man i should look prettier tml
12/30/2008 1:04:53 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ works reversely
12/30/2008 1:05:21 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hehe
12/30/2008 1:05:38 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n ignore him oso breakfast .. food cost $$$
12/30/2008 1:06:17 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 ~~~~
12/30/2008 1:06:19 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hey
12/30/2008 1:06:28 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i ask u a honest question
12/30/2008 1:06:33 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u must answer me honestly ok
12/30/2008 1:06:40 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 else i worried u make a wrong move or action
12/30/2008 1:06:57 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 at this current moment now do u want this relationship to carry on
12/30/2008 1:07:05 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i.e. do u love him
12/30/2008 1:07:24 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 there is no pride or dignity involved in this question
12/30/2008 1:07:29 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 just a simple case of desire
12/30/2008 1:07:44 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 coz u want u must make an action that will go towards this direction
12/30/2008 1:08:01 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i.e. u think that for the relationship to last he must learn to respect u
12/30/2008 1:08:09 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 so u do smt that makes him respect u
12/30/2008 1:09:43 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ wat should i do
12/30/2008 1:11:11 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i think u must let him know he has misunderstood u
12/30/2008 1:11:19 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 and let him know it nuetrally
12/30/2008 1:11:24 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ nah hes apologised
12/30/2008 1:11:40 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ but i tink i m just angry at the moment . oncei wake up for work i m as gd as new
12/30/2008 1:11:45 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ u know me . i m nt small air
12/30/2008 1:11:49 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ dun bear grudges
12/30/2008 1:12:00 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 lol
12/30/2008 1:12:03 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but him?
12/30/2008 1:12:05 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:12:12 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 when u happy in love of coz u wun ar
12/30/2008 1:12:12 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ ya
12/30/2008 1:12:16 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u see
12/30/2008 1:12:21 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 a couple must be in the same mindset
12/30/2008 1:12:31 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 cannot be u recover faster than him and he still stuck
12/30/2008 1:12:32 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ show a little bit of power ma
12/30/2008 1:12:43 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 if he still stuck u have to react accordingly
12/30/2008 1:12:45 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ cannot be i sitll like a fool pretend nothing worng oso ma
12/30/2008 1:12:50 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 no la
12/30/2008 1:12:54 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 no need be a fool
12/30/2008 1:13:01 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but no need be power like that too
12/30/2008 1:13:06 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 too power will be like cynthia
12/30/2008 1:13:09 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 not feminine
12/30/2008 1:13:13 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 not gd
12/30/2008 1:13:32 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 just like u prefer he be respectful he wun want his pride trample on too
12/30/2008 1:13:46 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 okie how abt this frm now on after tmr's bfast
12/30/2008 1:13:51 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 everything u slow down alittle
12/30/2008 1:13:55 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 let him make a first move
12/30/2008 1:13:59 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 then u answer
12/30/2008 1:14:00 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:14:13 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 then u know what he thinking u oso wun malu by forgiving too quick
12/30/2008 1:14:33 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ maybe i should just avoid him for a while as well
12/30/2008 1:14:39 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ to tink tings thru
12/30/2008 1:15:26 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 aiyo
12/30/2008 1:15:26 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:15:28 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 keep communicating ba
12/30/2008 1:15:33 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 couple angry normal ne
12/30/2008 1:15:38 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 just dun malu urself can le
12/30/2008 1:15:45 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 later huh u think liao u still want him
12/30/2008 1:15:49 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 skali he cool off u already!
12/30/2008 1:16:11 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 aiyo so jialat i dunno how ur guy thinks
12/30/2008 1:16:13 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ yeah wat do u tink
12/30/2008 1:16:24 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ m i a petty gal like cynthia
12/30/2008 1:16:24 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i think u shld keep up wat u do
12/30/2008 1:16:27 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 no la
12/30/2008 1:16:29 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 pls dun be
12/30/2008 1:16:30 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:16:33 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 okie
12/30/2008 1:16:42 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 keep up wat u normally do wif him
12/30/2008 1:16:46 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 while u decide u want him anot
12/30/2008 1:16:46 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m nt n i will never be
12/30/2008 1:16:52 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 no need to open urself like a boooooooookkkkkkk
12/30/2008 1:16:59 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ ok ok ok
12/30/2008 1:17:15 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 somethings hor u need to think u let him know he will know how to deal wif u
12/30/2008 1:17:19 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 then u cannot decide liao
12/30/2008 1:17:20 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:17:36 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 meanwhile got gd catch u can keep as fren in ur potential list first
12/30/2008 1:18:09 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 else later u dump ur whole social circle to realise at the end of eveyrthing u are only left wif married gfs and no single guy frens at all
12/30/2008 1:18:29 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 lol no la not desperate but single guys are always useful for raw dating purpose
12/30/2008 1:19:27 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ haha ya i still guys interested in me anyway
12/30/2008 1:19:48 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hehe
12/30/2008 1:19:49 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 gd!
12/30/2008 1:19:51 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 =D
12/30/2008 1:19:57 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 wa u are so clear minded
12/30/2008 1:20:00 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i got demand
12/30/2008 1:20:03 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m 2 5 nt 52
12/30/2008 1:20:12 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 /haha
12/30/2008 1:20:16 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ he should b thankful i m nt shallow
12/30/2008 1:20:21 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ petty and stingy at all
12/30/2008 1:20:29 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ compared to other gals out there
12/30/2008 1:20:36 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m the best person.. but i have done enough
12/30/2008 1:20:40 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m nt
12/30/2008 1:20:47 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 lol
12/30/2008 1:20:51 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 no one perfect
12/30/2008 1:21:04 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ but i did things i neve r did for other ppl
12/30/2008 1:21:10 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ which is fair rnough
12/30/2008 1:21:17 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 if u can stand all his flaws and he can stand all ur flaws then both of u match
12/30/2008 1:21:28 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m tryin t
12/30/2008 1:21:29 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i tink u do alot
12/30/2008 1:21:30 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ to
12/30/2008 1:21:41 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ yes i did , n i should just stop it
12/30/2008 1:21:50 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ its nt going to be gd for me in the logn run
12/30/2008 1:21:51 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 well he does alot too
12/30/2008 1:21:58 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i dunno wat to say
12/30/2008 1:22:07 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but i thot it shld be like thisfor both in love
12/30/2008 1:22:15 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i.e. he do alot u oso do alot
12/30/2008 1:22:28 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 encourage each other to sayang each other and grow the love
12/30/2008 1:22:36 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u see how much he do ba
12/30/2008 1:22:38 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 like i said
12/30/2008 1:22:47 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 my bf will never do for me the things ur bf do for u
12/30/2008 1:23:16 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 similarly i can never imagine myself rushing a cheesecake unless i am sure he will appreciate it and i am not going to kill myself if he doesnt
12/30/2008 1:23:27 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ of coz i wont kill myself
12/30/2008 1:23:36 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ huiru , i m a fighter nt a kuniang kia
12/30/2008 1:23:40 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i do alot sometimes but eveyr time i do i amke sure i wun be upset if he cannot appreciate
12/30/2008 1:23:41 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ althoug h i m sometimes with him
12/30/2008 1:23:50 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:23:56 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 ya u are not kuniang
12/30/2008 1:24:02 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but at heart maybe u may be one
12/30/2008 1:24:08 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 he brings out the soft side in u
12/30/2008 1:24:21 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ maybe
12/30/2008 1:24:23 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but u have no idea how to keep it out of harm
12/30/2008 1:24:32 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i decided to change my settings for my blog
12/30/2008 1:24:37 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 err okie
12/30/2008 1:24:38 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ nt allow easy acess
12/30/2008 1:24:48 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 for his sake?
12/30/2008 1:24:50 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 to blk him?
12/30/2008 1:24:52 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ becoz it becomes too convenient n open book
12/30/2008 1:24:56 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 abit ba
12/30/2008 1:24:59 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n i need to make changes
12/30/2008 1:25:15 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ to make it a little morechallening n less convenient t o him
12/30/2008 1:25:22 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ hahahahhahahahahah .. i m wicked
12/30/2008 1:25:24 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 okie sounds terrible
12/30/2008 1:25:31 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ no i m nt
12/30/2008 1:25:33 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ tis is e real me
12/30/2008 1:25:37 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 yes it is
12/30/2008 1:25:43 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 but do u want him to see u like that?
12/30/2008 1:25:45 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 =)
12/30/2008 1:25:46 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i met all sorts of nasty ppl 5 yrs
12/30/2008 1:25:52 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i have to protect myself
12/30/2008 1:25:57 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i dun give a damn u know coz u are my fren
12/30/2008 1:26:01 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:26:03 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 its differnet
12/30/2008 1:26:04 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ yeah man
12/30/2008 1:26:10 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i can dun meet u forever and still be ur fren
12/30/2008 1:26:13 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 bfs ah
12/30/2008 1:26:17 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 dun let it cool ar
12/30/2008 1:26:20 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 cool liao
12/30/2008 1:26:22 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hard to get back
12/30/2008 1:26:32 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 let it be fiery still u can hate eeahc other
12/30/2008 1:26:43 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 got hate is only bcoz still got feeling and love
12/30/2008 1:26:50 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 when it cools all dies
12/30/2008 1:26:56 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ doesnt matter
12/30/2008 1:27:05 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m nt eager to gert myself married off
12/30/2008 1:27:12 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i need more $ than love
12/30/2008 1:27:19 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 remember if u want to block him out of ur blog, he may not be bothered to read it again nxt time
12/30/2008 1:27:27 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 ur blog is a very useful tool
12/30/2008 1:27:42 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 to help u say what u wanna say without saying it to him in the face
12/30/2008 1:27:53 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 so think carefully okie
12/30/2008 1:27:53 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:28:03 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 jiayou worrrr
12/30/2008 1:28:20 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ if i block it . wat does it imply anyway
12/30/2008 1:28:25 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ he doesnt bother oso
12/30/2008 1:28:29 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 it implies that u wanna win
12/30/2008 1:28:31 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 lol
12/30/2008 1:28:39 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 how u know he doesnt bother
12/30/2008 1:28:39 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ yes i wanna win
12/30/2008 1:28:46 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 never speak for him
12/30/2008 1:28:49 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i always do n i know it
12/30/2008 1:28:53 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i wil lget my way
12/30/2008 1:29:05 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ eve n with my clients who wants to squeeze the b est deal out of me
12/30/2008 1:29:18 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i try to win them back over .eat back their own fucking words n suck up to me for my loans
12/30/2008 1:29:35 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ try going to to standcharted then n get ureslf rejecrted.. bleah.. .
12/30/2008 1:29:49 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:30:00 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 okie dun lose urself while winning can liao
12/30/2008 1:30:13 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ of coz i wont
12/30/2008 1:30:17 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 coz i believe u are a beautiful girl with an amazing character
12/30/2008 1:30:23 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i got an image n composure to upload
12/30/2008 1:30:41 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 i dun want him to go away with any bad impression of u
12/30/2008 1:30:47 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ e ^%$&#*%@@ is only meant for eyes nt for ears
12/30/2008 1:30:51 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ uphold i mean
12/30/2008 1:30:54 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ he knows me
12/30/2008 1:31:00 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ we both have a fiery temper n we both know it
12/30/2008 1:31:07 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ seriously its nt the first ime oso
12/30/2008 1:31:24 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ he yell at me in the kitchen before n belive i yell back louder
12/30/2008 1:31:33 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 okieee
12/30/2008 1:31:36 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u guys really match
12/30/2008 1:31:39 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 ~~~~
12/30/2008 1:31:40 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n we both laugh
12/30/2008 1:31:45 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ belive me
12/30/2008 1:31:51 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hehe
12/30/2008 1:32:17 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n the reason y he yell is .. i debated that plastic shold nt be cooked in the pot
12/30/2008 1:32:30 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n the instruction on this chicken was to cook together with the stupid plastic
12/30/2008 1:32:34 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ hahhaha how funny rite
12/30/2008 1:32:42 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 -_-!
12/30/2008 1:32:44 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u guys win...
12/30/2008 1:32:53 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 ya la
12/30/2008 1:32:54 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 see
12/30/2008 1:32:58 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 good match
12/30/2008 1:33:03 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 equally annoying to each other
12/30/2008 1:33:03 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:33:10 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n then e bro was liek huh.. ok .. n then he backed off from the kitchen
12/30/2008 1:33:19 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 errr hehehehe
12/30/2008 1:33:22 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hey i ask u ah
12/30/2008 1:33:27 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 is he sleeping now?
12/30/2008 1:33:32 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 if likely so
12/30/2008 1:33:36 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u shld sleep toooooo
12/30/2008 1:33:38 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hahhaha
12/30/2008 1:33:43 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 why lose sleep over him!
12/30/2008 1:33:45 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i dun care la
12/30/2008 1:33:52 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i jsut happe nto drink more cofffee today
12/30/2008 1:33:59 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n i was like super fast pace
12/30/2008 1:34:05 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 wa..faint okie...
12/30/2008 1:34:08 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ coz everyone was demanding in the bank
12/30/2008 1:34:24 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n as i tot end day it should end. i got such shit frm bf
12/30/2008 1:34:30 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ simply annoying
12/30/2008 1:34:34 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 ~~~
12/30/2008 1:34:39 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 love is fated
12/30/2008 1:34:40 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 dun worry
12/30/2008 1:34:42 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 =)
12/30/2008 1:34:52 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 hao ba i go rest first k?
12/30/2008 1:34:57 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 tmr i need to wake early hahah
12/30/2008 1:35:09 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u jiayou and try not to damage ur blog too much
12/30/2008 1:35:26 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i wont.. its been 3 yrs going to 4
12/30/2008 1:35:35 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 /haha
12/30/2008 1:35:36 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 good
12/30/2008 1:35:47 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ remember i m tough
12/30/2008 1:35:56 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i can do without a man as i always do
12/30/2008 1:36:02 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 :-O
12/30/2008 1:36:09 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 lol k u win me hands down
12/30/2008 1:36:10 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha
12/30/2008 1:36:13 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i m like a man myself
12/30/2008 1:36:17 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i can drive my own
12/30/2008 1:36:21 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ cook my own
12/30/2008 1:36:29 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ n enjoy on my own if i choose to
12/30/2008 1:36:41 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ i select my frens n talk to frens or men i wan to
12/30/2008 1:36:50 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 :-O
12/30/2008 1:36:56 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 faint LoL
12/30/2008 1:37:04 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u are more capable than me but all the same
12/30/2008 1:37:10 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 u are a sweet lady to me still
12/30/2008 1:37:14 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 =)
12/30/2008 1:37:16 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ ok ok

0150 31/12/08 , n i m still angry some silly things n a idiot.. .time to catch some decent sleep
12/30/2008 1:37:23 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ e compliments r gd enough
12/30/2008 1:37:26 AM 伟玲 ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ bye bye
12/30/2008 1:37:31 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ 伟玲 haha okie wan an

last xmas pics .. omg my face is super round

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just find this song very nice.

解脱 李玖哲
爱永远都是难题
失去分寸太容易
谁都是凡人不够小心翼翼
有时候忘了珍惜
伤害来的太无意
有时爱太急需要空间呼吸
争吵愈狠痛愈深刻
然后不断自责
我们都忘了最初的快乐
拥抱越紧痛愈深刻
谁不会舍不得
现在我给的或许并不是你要的
如果分离是唯一的解脱最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我
爱着你仍是我的执着
让你哭泣对不起为了爱承受委屈
说过的承诺其实还没忘记
愈是在乎的关系愈是相处不容易
伤害了你我也失去勇气
争吵愈狠痛愈深刻然后不断自责
我们都忘了最初的快乐
拥抱越紧痛愈深刻
谁不会舍不得
现在我给的或许并不是你要的
如果分离是唯一的解脱最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我
爱着你仍是我的执着
走到感情关键时候却握不住你的手
还能有什么藉口让爱再回头
多少的爱说不出口
就让时间帮我说话我一个人拼命挣扎
总比两个人一起难过还好吧
如果分离是唯一的解脱最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过遗憾让我来过
就算过去的回忆太脆弱连未来也没有我
爱着你仍是我的执着
爱着你唯一的解脱

back home nicely settled down with mio broadband working.. n lan line working as well

its been 3 days since i wrote at my own computer.. my fingers itch
got to take anice n long bath.. its been a day since ihad clean underwear n mask.. yes my liquid neutrogena
finally settled down
1343hrs
its been a series of makan session. so sinful started of ubi xmas dinner.. hotpot with panda's frens/ mandy's housewarming dinner as well as the chicken rice feast . kuey chap.. bubbletea..
the 2 of us have been on a eating streak but its super shiok. coz i know i will start working out soon in 09..
plans to achieve
zero. no procastination
slim to 50kg.
earn more $
save more $
exercise more. eat lesser junk
sleep more
get angry lesser
take more care of my face , body. family . panda .friends
be happy every single day.. or dun get angry for more than 24hours . max or even lesser
wish that e yr of 09 bring more positive surprises for everyone around me
my friends who are retrenced to get settled down quickly
i feel genuinely happy for lsb. its been years since i see a sparkle in her eyes when she smiles
http://www.vivienpy.blogspot.com/
n the only trick to achieve the goals .. to be determined . very focused. rational and objective in everything i do..
there are only many things we can do to make a difference everyday
very soon in 3 days time i will be 26. he will be 27
another 3-4 years to hit the big 30
time to make some adjustments in our lifestyles. spending habits
we cant be living in fairytales all the time . characters in fairytales dont need to grow old, die, eat , shit, pay bills or be in the rat race
11 jan 09, will be my 3rd cny with the bank,
these 3 yrs has just gone past.. n seeing people come n go has been of a reminder to myself to continue to thrive for optimum performance
because its only yourself that you are constantly challenging and outsmart or even go beyond
seeing rick happy has been another source of happiness to me. n i must thank someone for making all this possible to my friends who are so understanding to me and a thoughtful beau who made all the possible happen.
its been a blissful 1 month with him with minimal bickers so far here and there
he has made remarkable improvement on his personal grooming and lifestyle to make and accomodate a non gamer partner.. kudos to him. cheers
results speak for its elf and after the gathering with his friends, i begin to discover another side of him . bubbly.. brightside. cheerful.
i seldom hear him complain much.. really positive and loud personality
i m truly happy and glad that i put thru the couple of years , it has really been a ride
when i invited jiao jiao over at my place 3 nites ago , i realize i had this baby diary which contained all my old letters ., diaries. xmas cards. birthday cards from my old friends and pals and it brought me a trip back to the 13yr old weiling. samantha or ah sum known to panda.
surprisingly the letters were still in good condition.its amazing how a decade has gone.

23/6/08- current
6 months in ubi business centre.. gave me more opportunities to work with experienced and gem award winners bossses. colleagues and sme clients
something i would never forsee i would when i was with js...

as promised to myself i really had quite a memorable birthday this year. homely xmas celebration with the people i knew and a warm hug from him..
its intangible asset.. priceless and heart warming / perhaps so.. i think i am more than willing to be a little gal afterall to the rite person..
to lower myself .. to respect and care for the man ..
to learn to cook well . to upgrade myself ..to finish uni as i promise myself to find time for my dad .. get a even shapier body to reward myself and go on a trip with papa perhaps. pay for him and make him a happy papa.. happy man. sometimes $ can only solve material needs.
it doesnt work all the time but it can but little acts of kindness to other people u show love to regardless of partner. family or even extended to other parties. u feel somewhat rewarded yourself because u put a smile on them and that is super priceless
in some ways i get "bullied" but the world is round . sometimes u win a little. u lose a bit but at the end of the day .we end up as fertiliser old and gray

kinship is something u cant forsake. u cant even choose your own siblings or ur parents.
in the past, i always wanted to move out on my own and taste whats like to be financially independent n self reliant
but recently i thought that i been so pampered that i forgot how to behave like that as well
the more you detest responsibilities. e sooner it gets to you
babysitting a kid yesterday just made me develop a lot of sentiments in me. raising a child is not an easy task not only u only got to cultivate good values, u need a lot of patience and time n effort in order to do that.
recalling that . my dad and mum didnt have all the time in the world to give all the wise advice to me. its only when i met the nasty people .. i learnt it the hard way but truly it was also an experience in me
i was still thinking about my resignation letter draft copy which i kept in my email drafted last month
i was hesistant to send it out..
or should i opt for the support role instead so that i can leave ubi branch . store more cash . work in town so that i can go to SIM more conveniently
tml sharleen will be back. i have to re adjust my mood all set up. perked up for work
cny is always a busy period for me..
lastly having a broad shoulder to lean on feels good.. its the best thing to happen in 2008......
back to slumber land... llalalallalalalallalalalalalallalalallalallalalalalalLAALALLAL

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so after mahjong we decided t ogo for another round of food feast.. murtark mutton n fishball soup.. yum yum//
while hes at the shower. i decided to pen in a fast entry
its been 1 month n 2 days since we are offically together ..
whether we can eventually make it together is still a big questiON MARK..
butwat i wanna do now is to make the best of now while in my prime n nt let it go to waste
panda has been quite a wonderful beau to be with. .
the kor kor ..how should i describe him..
the first person whom i entrust a kid with to let him take care
everything went out fine only the part when rick insisted to eat mac. i have no choice but to call in for him ..

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so exciting. panda is babysitting rick since 3
had very nice chicken rice with him after work..
rick is at his place now
earlier we went ice creams chefs for icecream.. nice.. on a hot weather //
. e 2 boys pa game while i gossip with the gals
the host r chatting among themsevles with vivien while i blogg.. hehhehehehe
last nite went over topanda's friend's place for steamboat
busy snatching food
with choolate fondue.. n hotpot.. F********g superb
i got a sleeping bag and a water bottle for xmas gift while he got face shop masks and famous amos cookies. heheheeh
later got to send little jianhao back cgh.. we gotta have a little dinner together and play mahjong .. yeah...

xmas eve with pheng 24/12/08 & 1042 25/12/08

feels weird to be domesticated
wats me man these days
the gifts received this yr ... nice.. e tofu man tong kong
joanne gave pheng a panda tong kong
whereas i got a red mizuno bag frm him while i gave him a bodyshop aftershave cream.
xmas with pheng is a heart warming . family affair. away from the usual orchard crowd.
pheng can cook.. i know i can rely on his cooking
n today i got to cook jap curry n sphagetti coz my bro2 doesnt like sphagetti. i tink i will be dead soon later in the kitchen n he didnt offer to come over to help me.. oh no .. i m so worried now.. i hope my food turn out decent for all to eat ..

panda agreed to lend me a hand.. yeah..
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