just finished interpretating his assigmment....
brain dead..
however was quite good as i restart my brain power to absorb new information
a fewtings after tis blog..
read thru my study guide..
revise sociolgy frm pat's class..
hit the sack by latest 3am..
mop e floor , cleared my gabbage. nice n clean
kinda "proud " of my little achievement..
felt more ready to take up little challenges n small steps each day to improvise on myself..
manage to apologise to my superior whos so obessively organised n gradually geting positively influenced by tis huge .. " rugby player guy "
which turns out to b a good ting.. n oso abt ..es p particularly pertaining to cleanliness.
long nite to go.. babe....
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Sunday, September 24, 2006
fruitful sunday
its been really fruitful today having the company of my fellow classmates in our focused study group.. revising each on our own n ocassionally asking constructive questions , yesterday was like my recuperating day n i missed , forgone a hip hop performance to attend a family dinner. as usual sat nite was spent on the study table.. soaking in knowledge preparing for mock exam.
begining to get the hang out of it .. endless readings n references .. manage to create some interest in accounting.
so here m i now.. feeling a little sense of achievement tat i finally pluck up.. reduce my " nuaism" to attempt the past yr exam questions at least for tutorial 1.. not a bad start .
last nite he came over especially to find me.. a mere 3 hr but i guess it was ingratiating..esp when there was some occasionables showers in the middle of the nite facing the peaceful river infront of us.although i dunno y whats hindering him frm going further, but i reckon this is a sign of respect for me .although i do harbour some " evil intention" towards him.. its kinda cute seeing him blush hehehe..tis indeed proves tat hes a rookie ...
my classmates have been discussing if we should fly over to london to attend our graduation ..n at the same time spend a little holiday there as a form of reward for our hard work n effort to attaining our well awaited external degree.
he surely has great determination n discipline by nt answering calls ... surely he has been deeply engrossed himself to excel n put in great effort to achieve his kind of desired grades for his assignments.
nevertheless . i should also adopt such learning attitude , n been more critical of my own studying environment n habits.. to start packing on my notes after revisioion n start some mini planning on the allocation of time to better preparation in my weaker units.
there r so many chapters but in order to make tings more effective , n smart studying its better to start early than to cramp everyting last min, my brain is just so saturated cramming all the information n knowlege. i feel drained although its a sunday
after some chat with joe , it seems tat my endless chatter is giving him some form of stress as well.. hahaha i never really quite understand y his behavior is so devoid of all emotions , tat s due to hes too bogged down with assignments, n his pace is far more fast as i thought, i should b more understanding tat its nt easy to consistenly produce scoring assignments with the interruptions of full time work as well as fatigue sets in . it becomes a challenge of nt sucumbing to sleep, being a part time student myself , i tink i knew it well oso but yet i was so damn irrational n childish.. oh man... time to wake up liao.. almost a educated promising young lady , n i still commit such level .. ahhhhhhhhhh... so paiseh
so today's considered fruitful afterall... i gained a better insight of my man n how much he cares for me as well ... tis type of feeling is good enough knowing tat someone is there for me but e only factor seems to b the lack of time n some form of decent communication that hes willing to fork out.. n to me, my initiative has to capped of a certain level so that i wont appear as pushy or childish.. however what lacks behind is his little mystery as to why of his resistance sometimes .. or hes just too reserved for certain reasons tat i have to find out myself. sometimes its good to understand a person not just at face value & nt to jump in bed with him without understanding if he should be right one to be with. or having more intimate moments with this special significant other . nontheless i do find that hes of similar characteristic traits ,nt all but predominantly like easy going n forgiving seems to b the "click" , the mere difference is that hes more cool n i belong to e hot n quick tempered category.
there must b a tip as to how he can hold his gentlemaness.. or perhaps there is a dark side of him which has nt been explored.
its rather unfair that i impose certain demands on this chap or any promises that i cannot fulfil it myself at this stage.
love can make someone insane, or even lose their ability to reason & i believe tis is wat happens to me..
so i have to cope , n behave logically in order to stay focused in this run ... e run with joe n my studies
family do play a important role , seeing those kids do bring a smile to me n a simple homecooked dinner is far more tasty than the famous food out there. there is a element of bonding n kinship involved . just to commit some time n at least once in a week to catch up is definitely condusive . really amazed the tings kids blurt out , really funny sometimes .. my neice n nephew made me relive the days back in primary school
by telling me e story of 3 little pigs.. huff n puff .. e big bad wolf n the chinmey ...
i m glad my knot has been loosened , its better to c tings from a more objective pt of view. brings less worries.. n finally i can close my epsiode of my grouchiness n b normal again.. yeahhh.. a good way to close this week..
begining to get the hang out of it .. endless readings n references .. manage to create some interest in accounting.
so here m i now.. feeling a little sense of achievement tat i finally pluck up.. reduce my " nuaism" to attempt the past yr exam questions at least for tutorial 1.. not a bad start .
last nite he came over especially to find me.. a mere 3 hr but i guess it was ingratiating..esp when there was some occasionables showers in the middle of the nite facing the peaceful river infront of us.although i dunno y whats hindering him frm going further, but i reckon this is a sign of respect for me .although i do harbour some " evil intention" towards him.. its kinda cute seeing him blush hehehe..tis indeed proves tat hes a rookie ...
my classmates have been discussing if we should fly over to london to attend our graduation ..n at the same time spend a little holiday there as a form of reward for our hard work n effort to attaining our well awaited external degree.
he surely has great determination n discipline by nt answering calls ... surely he has been deeply engrossed himself to excel n put in great effort to achieve his kind of desired grades for his assignments.
nevertheless . i should also adopt such learning attitude , n been more critical of my own studying environment n habits.. to start packing on my notes after revisioion n start some mini planning on the allocation of time to better preparation in my weaker units.
there r so many chapters but in order to make tings more effective , n smart studying its better to start early than to cramp everyting last min, my brain is just so saturated cramming all the information n knowlege. i feel drained although its a sunday
after some chat with joe , it seems tat my endless chatter is giving him some form of stress as well.. hahaha i never really quite understand y his behavior is so devoid of all emotions , tat s due to hes too bogged down with assignments, n his pace is far more fast as i thought, i should b more understanding tat its nt easy to consistenly produce scoring assignments with the interruptions of full time work as well as fatigue sets in . it becomes a challenge of nt sucumbing to sleep, being a part time student myself , i tink i knew it well oso but yet i was so damn irrational n childish.. oh man... time to wake up liao.. almost a educated promising young lady , n i still commit such level .. ahhhhhhhhhh... so paiseh
so today's considered fruitful afterall... i gained a better insight of my man n how much he cares for me as well ... tis type of feeling is good enough knowing tat someone is there for me but e only factor seems to b the lack of time n some form of decent communication that hes willing to fork out.. n to me, my initiative has to capped of a certain level so that i wont appear as pushy or childish.. however what lacks behind is his little mystery as to why of his resistance sometimes .. or hes just too reserved for certain reasons tat i have to find out myself. sometimes its good to understand a person not just at face value & nt to jump in bed with him without understanding if he should be right one to be with. or having more intimate moments with this special significant other . nontheless i do find that hes of similar characteristic traits ,nt all but predominantly like easy going n forgiving seems to b the "click" , the mere difference is that hes more cool n i belong to e hot n quick tempered category.
there must b a tip as to how he can hold his gentlemaness.. or perhaps there is a dark side of him which has nt been explored.
its rather unfair that i impose certain demands on this chap or any promises that i cannot fulfil it myself at this stage.
love can make someone insane, or even lose their ability to reason & i believe tis is wat happens to me..
so i have to cope , n behave logically in order to stay focused in this run ... e run with joe n my studies
family do play a important role , seeing those kids do bring a smile to me n a simple homecooked dinner is far more tasty than the famous food out there. there is a element of bonding n kinship involved . just to commit some time n at least once in a week to catch up is definitely condusive . really amazed the tings kids blurt out , really funny sometimes .. my neice n nephew made me relive the days back in primary school
by telling me e story of 3 little pigs.. huff n puff .. e big bad wolf n the chinmey ...
i m glad my knot has been loosened , its better to c tings from a more objective pt of view. brings less worries.. n finally i can close my epsiode of my grouchiness n b normal again.. yeahhh.. a good way to close this week..
Saturday, September 23, 2006
lovely weeknd ahead
my weekend has arrived, has a fantastic nite last nitemy frens ...drinking... nice...
i 've gonna really enjoy.....
other tings nt important if hes nt available , then i would enjoy on my own with other alternatives
my feet is aching.. my throat feels hoarse.. i need a nice recuperaing nap to recover...
i 've gonna really enjoy.....
other tings nt important if hes nt available , then i would enjoy on my own with other alternatives
my feet is aching.. my throat feels hoarse.. i need a nice recuperaing nap to recover...
Friday, September 22, 2006
cool....
i havent make a mistake.. such stupid blunder @ work.. tis is e final straw , oh man.. i hate myself for behaving like tis .. it reflects badly on myself oso if i have to forgone certain ppl . i make i have to do it..
or else it just going to corrode me soon...
i hate being bitter
i hate being invisible
i hate to act childish
i want to b the same sam again.
i m just letting loose of my own emotions at work its totally insane..
i should just treat him like dirt as well n let him have a taste of his own medicine
notice how many I's i type its 11 in total tis shows how egoisitic n selfish i can b... i cant stand it !!!!!
still waiting for a colleague to finish her presentation n march to lunch.. its another 6 more hrs to go before my weekend.. oh my lovely weekend !!!!
or else it just going to corrode me soon...
i hate being bitter
i hate being invisible
i hate to act childish
i want to b the same sam again.
i m just letting loose of my own emotions at work its totally insane..
i should just treat him like dirt as well n let him have a taste of his own medicine
notice how many I's i type its 11 in total tis shows how egoisitic n selfish i can b... i cant stand it !!!!!
still waiting for a colleague to finish her presentation n march to lunch.. its another 6 more hrs to go before my weekend.. oh my lovely weekend !!!!
Thursday, September 21, 2006
irrational behavior
i m doing this in the midst of my working hours.. i seriously need to detoxify to digress some of my negative behavior.. that e fact is i m behaving irrationally , abnormally.. feeling bitter not to b appreciated by him, that it is just a little game perhaps to him.. it feels terrible n its a pain.. but yet this is like a phase for me..
some days i begin to wonder if i m attached or just " attached" as a term. i seriously have to evaluate again if this is again goint to affect me emotionally...
most of my entreis posted r usually pleasant musings or even anticipating ones .. but now everyting's nt the same ... i m taken for granted..
well now i m back home comfortably at my study table back again since hes nt available got to "complain" again..if this doesnt bother me. then i would b lying...
probabbly lesbian buddy is rite... its just a matter of time if two people can click n last to the test of time, if it wasnt meant to b.. it will nt last long either.
there r a lot of false deception which i cant seem to decipher , tis irritates me to a certain extent tat i cant do anyting abt it either but use time to get seasoned.
probabbly when e ppl who have no time try to make some time .. tis happens.. errors happen
i will b a independent gal who can stand on her own
i wont let such minor stuff get in my way
time to get some control of myself
a rational sam,
a logical sam
someone who can take control of her emotions
less emotional n more serious work
cool n calm..
resilient n resolute
some days i begin to wonder if i m attached or just " attached" as a term. i seriously have to evaluate again if this is again goint to affect me emotionally...
most of my entreis posted r usually pleasant musings or even anticipating ones .. but now everyting's nt the same ... i m taken for granted..
well now i m back home comfortably at my study table back again since hes nt available got to "complain" again..if this doesnt bother me. then i would b lying...
probabbly lesbian buddy is rite... its just a matter of time if two people can click n last to the test of time, if it wasnt meant to b.. it will nt last long either.
there r a lot of false deception which i cant seem to decipher , tis irritates me to a certain extent tat i cant do anyting abt it either but use time to get seasoned.
probabbly when e ppl who have no time try to make some time .. tis happens.. errors happen
i will b a independent gal who can stand on her own
i wont let such minor stuff get in my way
time to get some control of myself
a rational sam,
a logical sam
someone who can take control of her emotions
less emotional n more serious work
cool n calm..
resilient n resolute
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
weeknite after class...
weeknite after class...
its been another marketing class on a wed evening, had a sumptous dinner @ sakae sushi..as a result missed a bit of class.. totally demotivated to attempt marketing as a unit during exam.. in uni level in Uk level is so damn academic as compared to e poly days where u can rely on ur integrated project to pull u up n pass....
a little guilty for nt concentrating in class. was casually taking notes down n was chatting with my classmate
been really procastinating on my revision on my term 1 n current term 2 notes.. i usually doze off after reading a bit.. tis affects my progess n brain power oso nt good.,, cant store so much as compared as to e past when i was in my teens .. just memorise for those geography diagrams n essay questions to prepare is a breeze man..
the more difficult units to attempt happens to b units like sociology which is nt a common sense unit ... n besides my level of english n essays is not really exceptionally strong .. which makes it a challenge to me to present my essay in a really coherent manner.
i m starting slowly each day to prepare my units for exam next yr in another 7-8 months time.. just sent out my bank draft to london.. really stressed to excel, ok another 30 mins or so.. i gotta start studying a bit.. everyday 1 hr is nt really difficult to spare.. to revise n internalise some knowlege in lecture.. come to tink abt it 1.5 hrs per unit per week is insufficent to absorb the same as compared as a full time student.
no wonder my frens in part time for those lazy ones.. grades really cannot make it . it s such a scary tot when u know u spent a fortune on those units & at the end of the day.. u still get such lousy grades .. ur heart will wrench into a tight knot n e next ting u feel like banging ur head on the wall ...of course the effort invested in it.. does nt necessarily equates to the actual result produced other elements oso contruibute a part to it , like luck, if the examiner or marker likes ur script or even if you spotted the rite exam units n how thorough was ur preparation for the whole damn semester, seriously all the one yr of study is all reflected in a 3- hr examination ..wat a joke..
wat really happens after graduation .. its like a big question i asked myself often after going thru or currently going thru the phase of rushing n working n studying.. the objective is to ultimately climb the coporate ladder ? .. enjoy the fruits of labour ?or just plainly to have more bargaining power as a employee n earn as big bucks as possible .. or simply a combination of all.. ?
n at a certain age like 35 or even 40 m i willing to forgone this for a family.. or will i b easily contented to settle for a nice n cozy family.. kids n caring husband . 10 yrs frm now or will i still be a swinging single..
life in ur 20s is a exciting begining , fresh frm sch a lot of tings to explore n lots of aspirations. now after in the working force for anbbt 3 yrs now in 3 separate companies n industries , u r just begining to be less idealistic n less complacent when u were just a innocent fresh grad with no industry experince,another 2 more years i will be in mid 20s, i m starting to visualise my path in my later career . As compared to the mindset in ur early teens or adolescence , ur goals to achieve seems so much smaller n easier to attain .. life was so muc h simpler n plain happy just being with ur close buddies in school n revising for exam. ther e was just too much to reminisce.. reciprocal affection n kindness to ur beloved ones ..
another 6 more mins .. have to start flipping those lecture slides...
pen off.
its been another marketing class on a wed evening, had a sumptous dinner @ sakae sushi..as a result missed a bit of class.. totally demotivated to attempt marketing as a unit during exam.. in uni level in Uk level is so damn academic as compared to e poly days where u can rely on ur integrated project to pull u up n pass....
a little guilty for nt concentrating in class. was casually taking notes down n was chatting with my classmate
been really procastinating on my revision on my term 1 n current term 2 notes.. i usually doze off after reading a bit.. tis affects my progess n brain power oso nt good.,, cant store so much as compared as to e past when i was in my teens .. just memorise for those geography diagrams n essay questions to prepare is a breeze man..
the more difficult units to attempt happens to b units like sociology which is nt a common sense unit ... n besides my level of english n essays is not really exceptionally strong .. which makes it a challenge to me to present my essay in a really coherent manner.
i m starting slowly each day to prepare my units for exam next yr in another 7-8 months time.. just sent out my bank draft to london.. really stressed to excel, ok another 30 mins or so.. i gotta start studying a bit.. everyday 1 hr is nt really difficult to spare.. to revise n internalise some knowlege in lecture.. come to tink abt it 1.5 hrs per unit per week is insufficent to absorb the same as compared as a full time student.
no wonder my frens in part time for those lazy ones.. grades really cannot make it . it s such a scary tot when u know u spent a fortune on those units & at the end of the day.. u still get such lousy grades .. ur heart will wrench into a tight knot n e next ting u feel like banging ur head on the wall ...of course the effort invested in it.. does nt necessarily equates to the actual result produced other elements oso contruibute a part to it , like luck, if the examiner or marker likes ur script or even if you spotted the rite exam units n how thorough was ur preparation for the whole damn semester, seriously all the one yr of study is all reflected in a 3- hr examination ..wat a joke..
wat really happens after graduation .. its like a big question i asked myself often after going thru or currently going thru the phase of rushing n working n studying.. the objective is to ultimately climb the coporate ladder ? .. enjoy the fruits of labour ?or just plainly to have more bargaining power as a employee n earn as big bucks as possible .. or simply a combination of all.. ?
n at a certain age like 35 or even 40 m i willing to forgone this for a family.. or will i b easily contented to settle for a nice n cozy family.. kids n caring husband . 10 yrs frm now or will i still be a swinging single..
life in ur 20s is a exciting begining , fresh frm sch a lot of tings to explore n lots of aspirations. now after in the working force for anbbt 3 yrs now in 3 separate companies n industries , u r just begining to be less idealistic n less complacent when u were just a innocent fresh grad with no industry experince,another 2 more years i will be in mid 20s, i m starting to visualise my path in my later career . As compared to the mindset in ur early teens or adolescence , ur goals to achieve seems so much smaller n easier to attain .. life was so muc h simpler n plain happy just being with ur close buddies in school n revising for exam. ther e was just too much to reminisce.. reciprocal affection n kindness to ur beloved ones ..
another 6 more mins .. have to start flipping those lecture slides...
pen off.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Blissfully attached
wat more can i ask for now.. wonderful family , caring bf, gal frens who will b there for me.. ok colleagues n boss.. rewarding position with the organisation .. could strive for better.. but at current stage everting seems to b nicely in order , well managed ...
tis time i m in tis comfy arm chair in bro 3's brother in law's study room listening to alexander wang's li lom's songs while typing out the blog ... KISSif only 分 goodbye..
每一次和你分開 ﹐ 每一 次 kiss you goodbye, 很舍不得。。愛情的滋味此刻我終於最明白
wat happens if u dun get to c ur significant half?
its like a internal struggle with yourself on focusing ...
我希望他是我的未來 coz i believe in him
if only i got more time with him....... thats a long tot. i just realized how diverse our values vary..
but our style is to agree to disagree which aint a bad idea as well.
tis time i m in tis comfy arm chair in bro 3's brother in law's study room listening to alexander wang's li lom's songs while typing out the blog ... KISSif only 分 goodbye..
每一次和你分開 ﹐ 每一 次 kiss you goodbye, 很舍不得。。愛情的滋味此刻我終於最明白
wat happens if u dun get to c ur significant half?
its like a internal struggle with yourself on focusing ...
我希望他是我的未來 coz i believe in him
if only i got more time with him....... thats a long tot. i just realized how diverse our values vary..
but our style is to agree to disagree which aint a bad idea as well.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Its all in my mind: wonderful start of a turning pt
its all in my mind: wonderful start of a turning pt
while listening to jay chou's latest hits.. Many streams of my thoughts flow on a quiet Friday midnite .. my com reads 12.05am on september 16, 2006
thinking back on how I gone spend my weekend nite nicely curled on the study table revising , is rather demoralizing or rather mixed feelings.. More time for serious study but to forgone bgr. its nt a gd tradeoff.
tml's a long day for me n my fellow colleagues, 8.30am start work all e way stop for abt 2 hrs then road show 1pm- 8.30pm @ white sands branch . road show again... hope i can just escape earlier..
I got to motivate myself to earn more commisson for this month, did so badly for last month cant believe i was so slack.. After shopping @ bugis village just now after work , geting some nice heels , its time to get to serious work. There is the usual bread n butter issues ; bills to pay , targets to meet, difficult customers to solve n deadlines to meet .
hopefully a wonderrful start of being a studious n diligent student will let my effort pay off for my initial tradeoffs altogether...
he has become my beacon. a wonderful partner who's ever level headed .His exteriors exudes an air of coolness is wat was fixed on my first impression the first time i set my eyes on him on our date on 12/8/06.
there are many questions abt him, but i have too little answers to it. i need a key. n its mutual understanding n communication even in the absence of him , of being together .. 2 weeks would b away in a blink of the eye , n watever feelings would b contained n the tots of seeing him n in his arms would b so anticipating.
love should b allowed to b cultivated, to b nurtured slowly like caring for the young ones.. consistently giving attention & care but oso occasionally giving each other time of independence to allow e kids to shine on its own.
there r too many outstanding tings to KIV abt but lack of time to cater for every aspect, its like a touch n go concept for both of us. as much as i would like to b with him.. there are always constraints within that makes it infeasible to do so.. theres a lot of compromising to be done with him but then again its still e begining. n its a long path to go .. tat is to " get there" " the one" the ideal partner,, 3 magical words he told me..
love me
trust me
be with me
with tat we ended a 3hr conversation , thrashing on the conflicting pts of opinions which was quite a refreshing start. suddenly " the honeymoon" was shortened.. however.. would wish to prolong this phase of courtship
i admit ,, those seniors ard me r veri well groomed n tis reflects in their aura of elegance they exhibit n its contagious..
maybe its him,, it could b myself another phase of me, another side of sam who could b oso as alluring.time for a refreshing image . again from the defunct sporty sam to sexy sam.
i have to pull myself together to really focus on wats really important to me
i got to prolong my attention span altogether .e long periods spent in reading is demanding n it certain takes a lot of my energy trying to piecing out info , internalising knowlege to size it up in a coherent manner..wat if i have 2 brains to work with. extra brain power to boost my intelligence . havent even touch the accounting tutorial.. n its a boring unit to begin with as well.. sch work start to sink in .. nonetheless e endless weekend roadshow is begining to crash on my hectic schedules to meet.. to accede to the requests of the clients . e boss.. n to sch work
while listening to jay chou's latest hits.. Many streams of my thoughts flow on a quiet Friday midnite .. my com reads 12.05am on september 16, 2006
thinking back on how I gone spend my weekend nite nicely curled on the study table revising , is rather demoralizing or rather mixed feelings.. More time for serious study but to forgone bgr. its nt a gd tradeoff.
tml's a long day for me n my fellow colleagues, 8.30am start work all e way stop for abt 2 hrs then road show 1pm- 8.30pm @ white sands branch . road show again... hope i can just escape earlier..
I got to motivate myself to earn more commisson for this month, did so badly for last month cant believe i was so slack.. After shopping @ bugis village just now after work , geting some nice heels , its time to get to serious work. There is the usual bread n butter issues ; bills to pay , targets to meet, difficult customers to solve n deadlines to meet .
hopefully a wonderrful start of being a studious n diligent student will let my effort pay off for my initial tradeoffs altogether...
he has become my beacon. a wonderful partner who's ever level headed .His exteriors exudes an air of coolness is wat was fixed on my first impression the first time i set my eyes on him on our date on 12/8/06.
there are many questions abt him, but i have too little answers to it. i need a key. n its mutual understanding n communication even in the absence of him , of being together .. 2 weeks would b away in a blink of the eye , n watever feelings would b contained n the tots of seeing him n in his arms would b so anticipating.
love should b allowed to b cultivated, to b nurtured slowly like caring for the young ones.. consistently giving attention & care but oso occasionally giving each other time of independence to allow e kids to shine on its own.
there r too many outstanding tings to KIV abt but lack of time to cater for every aspect, its like a touch n go concept for both of us. as much as i would like to b with him.. there are always constraints within that makes it infeasible to do so.. theres a lot of compromising to be done with him but then again its still e begining. n its a long path to go .. tat is to " get there" " the one" the ideal partner,, 3 magical words he told me..
love me
trust me
be with me
with tat we ended a 3hr conversation , thrashing on the conflicting pts of opinions which was quite a refreshing start. suddenly " the honeymoon" was shortened.. however.. would wish to prolong this phase of courtship
i admit ,, those seniors ard me r veri well groomed n tis reflects in their aura of elegance they exhibit n its contagious..
maybe its him,, it could b myself another phase of me, another side of sam who could b oso as alluring.time for a refreshing image . again from the defunct sporty sam to sexy sam.
i have to pull myself together to really focus on wats really important to me
i got to prolong my attention span altogether .e long periods spent in reading is demanding n it certain takes a lot of my energy trying to piecing out info , internalising knowlege to size it up in a coherent manner..wat if i have 2 brains to work with. extra brain power to boost my intelligence . havent even touch the accounting tutorial.. n its a boring unit to begin with as well.. sch work start to sink in .. nonetheless e endless weekend roadshow is begining to crash on my hectic schedules to meet.. to accede to the requests of the clients . e boss.. n to sch work
Sunday, September 03, 2006
wonderful start of a turning pt
sometimes when people ask me in the past if i believe in fate..i always give the sheepish n skeptical smile. but i kinda have to admit when cupid strikes.. it does..
new love is found, although he has crossed my path 5 years ago.. certain tings happen for a reason n i guess it has indeed to me..
significantly he is now an important figure to me.
more importantly he has been a pillar of strength to me , my fort ..
lovey doey doesnt work when u r older.. mutual respect , understanding n similar goals n values is crucial n key elements to work tings out esp in a difficult period.
yet i cannot explain the theory behind opposite attracts...
i feel like i m always with the "wrong" type of men,, or rather this is fate...
its a wonderful start with this great beau. all the qualities i can ask for.if there was anyting tat was lacking would b time .. time is a factor n e level of commitment .. when u cant even convince urself to commit , how would u expect the other party to do so as well.. shall c how it goes .
new love is found, although he has crossed my path 5 years ago.. certain tings happen for a reason n i guess it has indeed to me..
significantly he is now an important figure to me.
more importantly he has been a pillar of strength to me , my fort ..
lovey doey doesnt work when u r older.. mutual respect , understanding n similar goals n values is crucial n key elements to work tings out esp in a difficult period.
yet i cannot explain the theory behind opposite attracts...
i feel like i m always with the "wrong" type of men,, or rather this is fate...
its a wonderful start with this great beau. all the qualities i can ask for.if there was anyting tat was lacking would b time .. time is a factor n e level of commitment .. when u cant even convince urself to commit , how would u expect the other party to do so as well.. shall c how it goes .
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