weeknite after class...

weeknite after class...

its been another marketing class on a wed evening, had a sumptous dinner @ sakae sushi..as a result missed a bit of class.. totally demotivated to attempt marketing as a unit during exam.. in uni level in Uk level is so damn academic as compared to e poly days where u can rely on ur integrated project to pull u up n pass....
a little guilty for nt concentrating in class. was casually taking notes down n was chatting with my classmate

been really procastinating on my revision on my term 1 n current term 2 notes.. i usually doze off after reading a bit.. tis affects my progess n brain power oso nt good.,, cant store so much as compared as to e past when i was in my teens .. just memorise for those geography diagrams n essay questions to prepare is a breeze man..

the more difficult units to attempt happens to b units like sociology which is nt a common sense unit ... n besides my level of english n essays is not really exceptionally strong .. which makes it a challenge to me to present my essay in a really coherent manner.

i m starting slowly each day to prepare my units for exam next yr in another 7-8 months time.. just sent out my bank draft to london.. really stressed to excel, ok another 30 mins or so.. i gotta start studying a bit.. everyday 1 hr is nt really difficult to spare.. to revise n internalise some knowlege in lecture.. come to tink abt it 1.5 hrs per unit per week is insufficent to absorb the same as compared as a full time student.

no wonder my frens in part time for those lazy ones.. grades really cannot make it . it s such a scary tot when u know u spent a fortune on those units & at the end of the day.. u still get such lousy grades .. ur heart will wrench into a tight knot n e next ting u feel like banging ur head on the wall ...of course the effort invested in it.. does nt necessarily equates to the actual result produced other elements oso contruibute a part to it , like luck, if the examiner or marker likes ur script or even if you spotted the rite exam units n how thorough was ur preparation for the whole damn semester, seriously all the one yr of study is all reflected in a 3- hr examination ..wat a joke..

wat really happens after graduation .. its like a big question i asked myself often after going thru or currently going thru the phase of rushing n working n studying.. the objective is to ultimately climb the coporate ladder ? .. enjoy the fruits of labour ?or just plainly to have more bargaining power as a employee n earn as big bucks as possible .. or simply a combination of all.. ?
n at a certain age like 35 or even 40 m i willing to forgone this for a family.. or will i b easily contented to settle for a nice n cozy family.. kids n caring husband . 10 yrs frm now or will i still be a swinging single..

life in ur 20s is a exciting begining , fresh frm sch a lot of tings to explore n lots of aspirations. now after in the working force for anbbt 3 yrs now in 3 separate companies n industries , u r just begining to be less idealistic n less complacent when u were just a innocent fresh grad with no industry experince,another 2 more years i will be in mid 20s, i m starting to visualise my path in my later career . As compared to the mindset in ur early teens or adolescence , ur goals to achieve seems so much smaller n easier to attain .. life was so muc h simpler n plain happy just being with ur close buddies in school n revising for exam. ther e was just too much to reminisce.. reciprocal affection n kindness to ur beloved ones ..
another 6 more mins .. have to start flipping those lecture slides...
pen off.