A new chapter and begining for my family.

Its been Day 11 since the arrival of my son @ 29 Aug 2015.
The year at Parkview residence has been fun, we learnt so much of one another, and we created a mini version of us due to a dare u would you do it. n so we just decide to go ahead with a dare and then 37 weeks later. We visited Thomson Tamp on 26/1/2015 as I discover some spotting and I have tested using 6 tubes just to confirm this fact.
The journey has been amazing.
I have a tough 6 months with the bank when the sibor rate rocketted, that made me realize the importance of work life balance and to have a good set of healthy body. Strong friendship was made and it was really a difficult transition period for me as I was leading a carefree dink lifestyle before this.
I had a meltdown for the 4th day of delivery, somewhat made our marriage stronger because I know  I have a firm shoulder to lean on. someone to help me where i fall to stand firmly on the ground.
 I have supportive family and friends who have my back whenever adversity and negativity sets in.
It has been a rough transition first day when I was discharged from the hospital.
The baby shower is on 26 Sept 2015.
Its the first step to parenting, things we forgo when we are without children.Children form the nucleus

Day 23 of confinment : Honeymoon days are over soon

5 more days to the final show down to hand over Bb G to us as first time parents.
its been a lot of sweet and bitter memories.
Day 1 : I wake up in nightmare recalling all the bitter memories of my mum's funeral and my tainted childhood and then I yell in my sleep consecutively for 2 nites before regaining back to normal.
I had a distorted perception of myself as a mother who cant fulfil basic requirements, I thought that breast milk was the "only " key infant food. The pressure to force myself to deliver has got too much toil for me, I diligently wake up every 3 hours to pump milk and ensure the milk supply doesnt run out, google has become my next best friend besides my family app for help.
Day 8: Finally a steady stream of
Day 10: I somewhat grasp some concepts of parenting, did our voting and also learn to be patient and attentive
Day 12 : Sneak into a neighbour house and do gelish nails.
Day 15:  Started to sneak out more often, even went out for shopping
Day 21 : Attended an interview but find it unsuitable, timing is not pro family, requires to meet clients to pitch for projects
Day 22 ; Milestone unlocked, learned to shower my kid with some confidence, 4th attempt.
Day 23: Looking forward to facial..
Last 5 days to learn from CL...
27th mid autumn festival ...
26th Gideon's Baby Bash..

14th day as a new mother

it was nothing but smooth sailing.. I gradually got used to sleeping lesser and lesser without the help of any chicken essence intially.
I cant catch a nap in the afternoon, the first 2 nites of transition was really bringing me night mares and the nites which i cant sleep is those nites which my mum was subdued by a bomboh.whenever i tink abt it, I still think that my mum was a kind person n should not be subjected to such a treatment before she passed on. I used to be someone who can sleep through like easily 15 hours but now I m lucky if I can catch like 3 hours of sleep. n my golden period is like after dinner till early hours.
a good full block, then after that once every 4 hours or so to do the routine pumping.
mil remains a caustic tongue, but after knowing her she does have kind intention but she just dunno where not to push her luck further.