nice food for last weekend

1119.. 102709

0110hrs.. recuperating on my bed with a mask on my face

its gd. long awaited off hour shift. hw nice hoho..time to chill out aft 6 for today n tml.. its been sometime since ichill out.. yeah..

new nails.. cute cute

nice nails i got mei mei.. hahaha.
manage to have time to go sasa as well got a 2 lip gloss and a maskn a new mascara

sun. some snap shots i took while i was waiting for bro 2 @ sengkang

haha

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?id=645865259&pid=3886940#/video/video.php?v=281198480467&subj=645865259

http://content.foxsearchlight.com/videos/node/3603
watched 500days with summer tot tat e plot was lame but ok
summer is a player n tom is a nice guy in the show..
The film tells a story of the relationship between a woman, Summer (Deschanel), who doesn't believe in true love and a man, Tom (Gordon-Levitt), described as a hopeless romantic, who falls in love with her. When Tom is blindsided after his girlfriend Summer dumps him, he shifts back and forth through various periods of their 500 days 'together' to try to figure out where things went wrong. His reflections ultimately lead him to finally rediscover his true passions in life.


What I loved most: One can learn that love is not love if not expressed at the right time to the right person.

What I really hated: Marrying one mane but loving another. How bitchy is that??

Well, this story where the girl does not wanna commit to a relationship falls in love. Helplessly she falls madly in love, made out and even shared alot of stuffs. But to her, love is a fantasy, an illusion and pain and lots of hurt. So she plays safe and tells the man who falls in love with her imanacingly that she is not ready to commit. Evetually, when things go out of hand, he wants to name the relationship when she leaves him all alone.. In despair, the male lead tries but does not make it to forget her. Evetually, the woman who does not wana commit, marries another and she says "It just happens" WTH!! and our male lead finds a new love, hope and destiny. Authum.. So lets all wait for the next movie.."500 days of Authum" :))


was heartwarming seeing one of my gd fren in my convent days get hitched. ash or zhiliang i met before is a dwarf. a short guy whos quite shy . n my fren is like quite chio lor . shes in silkair for the last couple of years.richgal..
my convent fren who just got hitched as well. heard frm her over the yrs on her ups n down with this "beast"
bump into her a couple of times in town once in citilink mall when i was at citigems n another time in arab st. such a lovely couple n an original video wedding mondage i seen ..
its 0141hrs now.. n i m nt tired at all ,its weird , i re read my entries for this yr from the day i moved out n to when i ended.. its been a bizzare.. 4 months out of home this year.
latest news we got from worm was .. his wife jessica also known as mdm 881 or elephant is going to be a 4th time mum again. firstly i congrat them n next i ponder how are they going to support 5 kids in total..
its a big question mark n gd luck to both MR n Mrs bro worm..
some parents can be tat irresponsible . which parents wont want the best for their kids. its a matter of whether they can afford it and vs if they are ready for it. right from the start when pheng started it out with me. he asked me this question which i was not ready to answer him . he asked if i love kids , n if i want to have if i were to settle down.11 months ago. if he had asked me again . perhaps i would have answered flatly a big fat no. maybe time is a n issue. age is money is , as well as pheng 's lifestyle i tot so tat hes a gamer n always an gamer. couldnt convince me n myself that i got a good pick sometimes. but i know tat gamer boy is trying his best to strike a balance between his games . mugging and a relationship.
the one reason i blocked him from this access is nt to provide an easy avenue to find out more about me.
its simply too easy.. hahaha
tis yr seems to b a trend to get hitched from fann wong.. 3 of my frens whom i know n a client. they seem to find their destiny even lsb whose so unsure of marriage of herself previously seem to hoook up on mr nice guy.. mr lee..on some serious planning on their plans to saving up on their future matrimonial assets and veri soon i think i will hear wedding bells ringing from kb soon ..hahahaahha
i just tot the 黄 昏 at sengkang was lovely so i took a few shots while waiting for bro2 to fetch me from buangkok mrt. a marriage n kids is a lifetime commitment
n somehow the video from mingli 's frens shook me a little
a marriage rom takes only 10 bucks to register so is the hdb one..
but a forever is a long time .. n hw to keep tis promise to each other that this forever i will be by your side takes a lifetime to keep that little promise to your other half..once u made a comittment to your lifetime partner that no matter what happens u stick through with them gd or bad, happy n sad times no matter what uu hope to live up to that promise till tat very day u crumble wilt n curl up n die in a little coffin...just a little thought inside my little head at this hour.
i have a couple of things unsettled
today before work by 1 . tings i wanna achieve... get a quick express manicure maybe. still considering or change a more youthful color..
get a simple pair of fake lashes n gd glue for sasa or shumera n walk frm shaw tower to millnia tower. gd exercise.. n be out of house by 12 tml. or by 12.30 do a little shopping in bugis junction n get a life before i go back to a no life lifestyle from 2-11 @ work
things that i hope to settle when i m under 30
1) complete the degree which is pending to be finished
2) get a promotion n go to a non shift environment n big bucks
3)get settled down with a gd man n buy a big ( maybe discounted.. comfortable house which i m happy with . with the man livingin with me )
4) travel at least once a yr n splurge on stuff i really love
5)do things that i tink i never do when i m over 30..
its a countdown to a big 3 n 4 mmore yrs to go..
0209hrs and 12 more hours to work..

some random thoughts i have in unisim

location : unisim study bench
101709
deepavali holiday
1458hrs
its been about 2 hrs or so since i m in unisim. it really reminds me of my poly days in tp. the settings and the design of the building.
just nw . i saw a reckless car driving veri dangerously
so i report the car plate to my bro
ahaha.. SGD 6332 D.. haha report him .. make sure he kenna saman.. wahahah so wicked of me
1511hrs
1228hrs.. @ lovely bedroom caocao..
finally we got the gps set up. hopefully panda will not roar at me for giving him wrong direction ..
i bought some duck, roasted meat and char siew.. while mother panda cook some vegetables. viv also went to msia with her pak pak n family .. incidentally bro worm n family also came over to visit my dad so i decided not to join dad for dinner then. n i think i will acc dad for breakfast or lim kopi lor.. since i dun c him most of the time these days.
enjoyed today spent a day with panda since last evening.. went to the sch he studied. the feel of TP is strong..save up the $ then no bochap the polictics in citi. its everywhere . i can sense it .. dun care .. just work n stay for the $

ciit pantry finally fri.. 101609 7.01pm

hahahah another 4 more hrs . n i m going panda '
s place.. hahah

dinner@citi pantry 1924hrs

dad prepared a feast haha.. so gd..watching kangsi while eating nt too bad.. with coke and waffer n an apple

before the start of work/ a2 shift 9th working day..

12.30 bedroom studytable
competition. competition. competition.. among the new hires my avg timing is 13 mins per call with clock out of 367 calls for 5 days which equates to 60 calls per day.5 calls per hour. i would say quite all rite for a new timer.. though the target is abt 90calls per day per CPO.. ( citiphone officer)
slowly getting the hang out of it. while verifying i am also smsing.. drink some water..while wrting this entry. i m also listening to salut d'amour coz it helps me to calm down . classical music does helps so if the mood is too intense i guess it would soothe the heart and cool the mind.
was on the phone with tb last nite. coz i couldnt koon till about 5 this morning n i woke up around 10.50am close to 11.. luckily i didnt sleep further if not i would have a huge headache known as the oversleep syndrome..
decided to head for a healthier lifestyle. skipped about 100 times for the skippy skipping rope.
after all its about performance n even more results and nos to prove your worth.american bank is about hire n fire. i seen some bosses really young too.. and capable unlike in oc whereas all the sections r usually older n balder. haha
anyway we cant comparea apples n orange in this aspect . i must look forward n not look back to my decision. this is what i chosed n thankfully i have pinkie my axioo netbook to acc me 浪迹天涯.. think its good enough.. sitting quietly by the singapore flyer sipping coffee and eating my homecooked food. today i prepared carrot.corn soup for dinner n i m gonna bring my udon to cook in the microwave.sounds anti social but this is how it works there. everyone is an individual, and everyone fends for their own. if you got a problem. you got to jolly well solve it and fix the issue and cover your big fat ass then.
patricia whos our overall boss is quite concerned of our ongoing progress and when i was having my salad dinner, she was emphasizing on consistency and improvement in the call volume. sounds hectic. but its not common to see people running around for forms and asking for help while holding the client on the line..
i learnt a few jargon as well .. cm = customer , wv= waiver = afw = annual fee waiver.n so forth.. hahaha its amazing how fast i can type now while calculating late and financial charge for those ah neh xiao.. those hei hei ji lin zai..miser but yet so fussy..
i would say they deserve to be charged but they always like to bargain..
今天早上起来。突然有一个莫明其妙的疲惫感。。
很像腰骨神经不协调。。老了吧。。可能是时候补一补好了不罗嗦了。。better move my ass to go to work..
1257 101309 ( american timing haha so accustomed to it now )

fri ktv nite n a bit of reflection tonite

location : bedroom0142hrs.

i must say that working staggered hours have its gds n bads.
pros.
more $.. save more coz always in prime time working hours. no time to go n tiong past week always rushing back home to avoid late cab fare coz we cant claim.
time is like living in a mad rush.
i spend more time with dad having lunch when i start at 2 . but although i m technically nocturnal ..i still wake up by 10 latest becozs i dun. i know i m going to get a big headache from excessive sleeping
i also got more time in the day to settle my errands. with which i got a heel broken n i havent find time to fix that. maybe i should.
cons.
i cant find khaki for dinner coz i always dunno wat time i have dinner
lugi on personal time for bf and family not forgeting myself too.
i guess its a phase n will get pass through.. hope to get out of citiphone soon n get to a gd department with normal working hours. n still maintain tat same level of $ i m drawing. for better or for worse who knows.
i was watching this chinese drama ard 11 today before work
n it says tis way
每 个 人 都 相 要 过 好 日 子 。 。不 好 的 日 子 已 经 过去 。
以 后 的 日 子 一 定 过 得 更 好 。 。
做 人 一 定 要 忘 记 不 开 心 的 事 ， 懂 得 放 得 下 ， 日 子 自 然 会 显 得 更 快 乐 些 。 。
how true it is but how many people can really do that. call centre is nt a gd place t stay too long too.. except for the lower responsibilities compared to a department post and the portfolio..
havent been sleeping well. been thinking of wats going on for the next 5 yrs or rather 4 yrs when i hit the big 3 soon. its quite a scary thought before u know it. u r there the sinful n most unmarketable age. n who knows i might have to " le long" myself out.. discounted price quickly .chop chop settle..

101309 new work week

lcoation : bedroom studytable 1121hrs .... 2hrs before work
today wake up ard 10. at first was awaken by a sms.. tb was right. if i do shift work esp aft nite shift better put hp on silent mode coz if kenna disturb sure find it difficult to sleep back haha.
its a gd thing i went groceries shopping.. nw is pouring heng got stock up food if not sure veri xian to go out n tabao.. still waiting for my pork to defroze before i can pig out again.. hohoho

nua day.. sun rest day.. no more entertaining. shopping n miscellanous

location : gb bed.. 1030hrs
its been a good weekend. good day to slack at home .from fri nite all the way to last evening. fri nite... song ah. panda oso promise me from 4pm onwards. he would guai guai acc me go shopping @ $49..
so as agreed i would meet my friends for lunch first but when he was still playingwhen i went there ard 4.15pm. when i went into midpt bk i had this disturbing auara that i had. unknowningly i raise my voice a bit and said . y arent u ready. wasnt we supposed to endthis at 4pm instead. he replied me 一下子, so i asked him. it better be 一下子， not 等一个钟again.. if nt its as good as i go shopping myself.. wahahaha.. then he gave me this sheepish look.. ok ok give me 5 min . i 'll be done. u go toilet first..
so i gave him a discerning look and told him .do not overindulge in tis lame card game.coz its for people wholack social integration and social life. n its going to eat into them gradually . and eventually those ppl who overdo it. their gfs or spouse just leave them. when was the part that panda chooses to go out with me then to play cardswith his friends first. usually i got to wait for him to end his gaming " ritual" session before he move his butt to come n find me .or rather its usually myself who takes the initiative to got he bk midpt to bark at him and remind him its time to have dinner. he got a fren whos a hardcore addict. getting married but playing 3 times a week. n his wife is complaining. was thinking.. which woman would agree man when the guy is nt doing anything to prepare for wedding except for playing his cards.
there was once we even had dinner ard 9 even thought the agreementwas to play till 8pm. so the final warning was i gave him a choice .i give him a final 5 mins which is what he request .. u beter be done when i m out of the toilet in 5 mins or we can forget about shopping tis afternoon. that wasthe cues that i gave him . n i guess this autocratic side of me is quite intimidating . a lot of ppltell me i look unfriendly. maybe i m .. he can choose to sleep with his cards in bed or me. thats the choice i throw him. if he disregard then .. i would forget abt it too.
had to nag at him to buy shoes n new shoes. tink i almost nag for close to 6-8 mths since he always procastinate to get his new leather shoes for work
from an otaku point of view. slippers r the best invention . n its the most comfortable pair of footwear to be out in town. rubbish theory.. to me .whether is it for work.we should dress appropriately and groom myself according whenever the occasion calls for it.omg i have seen how the fellow otaku dress. omg. its shocking and unflattering . one of the fond memories was when i happen to meet panda's fren who met him at cityhall mrt. he looked like he just got out of bed with a crumpled shirt and worn out pants. n his hair was oily n messy. i was flabergasted then n dumfdounded.. it took me a few seconds to register his image.
i was thinking to myself did he eve n bath or brush his teeth before he stepped out of his house. time for some simple lunch.. maggi mee with egg n chill haahahah 1142hrs
1156hrs back to slurping my noodles.. hoho.. rice burger or sphagettic/ pasta for dinner.. tough choice .. teriyaki moz burger style burger or carbonara pasta.. ok decided buy both the teryaki chicken patty.. minced meat / meatball for sphagetti.. cheese. and tomato prego sauce.. wahahah time to hunt for recipes.. 1237hrs
1531hrs
heheh buy food frm ntuc to stock up. healthy snack to snack in office pantry. say gd bye to rush to buy dinnern kenna suan frm colleague
on fri nite got one passerby collegue suan me n pass such a sarcastic comment. oh u got to work late on a fri nite and tabao back. tat pointo f timei super tulan. but i politely smile back at her ecoz i got 4 bags of food. n i cant scan my staff pass n getpass the door. cant forget tat smirk in her face. ta ma de.. now with food armed .. no fears man. even the last called before my break.. tio the angry complain call.sian liao eat into break time..hohoho time sharp. break end the call n log off.. n for last call just end it by knock time sui sui chop chop n scram out of office

i tot panda was quite sweet. he offer to chop onion for me .. in case i tear haha.. n ya hes a fast person in the kitchen..30 mins is all we need to whip up the dishes.. ahahah
2330-hrs
fruitful sun.. hohoh