Tuesday, October 06, 2009

hhaha day 3... a2 shift





lunch from nus.. hoho.. courtesy sponsered by panda wang..hahaha
i m nt being pushy ma
i wonder wat is it with men i merely just discussed plans of having a house with my bf n hes like so pissed tat i m pushing him come on la house takes 2-3 yrs to plan.
i m 26 if he still wanna dilly dally with his every sat. magic gatheringi mean how long can i take it rite.. thjis aint fair to me at all . i prefer a concrete direction to tell me where my relationship is heading. it must inject some form of purpose to me. its not that i m fearing old or wat. yes i agree its an factor. but i dun want that at the end of the day. i have to put up staying with other people whom i dun have to.i need to hae a sense of assurance tat this man is nt messing with me or just in the moment. its not some game i m toying.. i m nt a young gal.. flowers , chocolates dun amuse me all the time... fine.. i m being aggro.. m i ..
n hes feels offended when i c asuallly asked. how much u have u have in ur cpf
its a realistic question to plan to location i dun c it as a harm as a seasoned banker...frankly.. how much will a hdb price drop .. prior to the situation. it only gets higher over the years. i m just hatching myself against the inflation. becoz it will only get more costly. so will be renovation cost.. wedding dinner n so forth. unless he plans to stay with his family long term. then i got nothing much to comment. i find tat with my own stubborn character bound to have conflicts staying together.its ok i give it another 6-8 mths to go
if he stil gives me .. idun give a damn shit or u r aggressive then no pt continuing.. our values differ.. n we r not on the same line anymore

3 comments:

vivienpy said...

honestly if he's not ready no point force him or talk to him abt it, it will only piss him more

Samantha weiling said...

i know la. cant be forced.. like u mentioned , his character is mould like that. i can only try to compromise as much as possible if not i jolly well move on.. i m giving it a bit of time to test myself wrong that i still took a wise chance with a gamer.

Samantha weiling said...

i oso dunno these days if this chance is took is for better or worse. well i gave myself a deadline as i mention to u on the phone earlier..