i m doing this in the midst of my working hours.. i seriously need to detoxify to digress some of my negative behavior.. that e fact is i m behaving irrationally , abnormally.. feeling bitter not to b appreciated by him, that it is just a little game perhaps to him.. it feels terrible n its a pain.. but yet this is like a phase for me..
some days i begin to wonder if i m attached or just " attached" as a term. i seriously have to evaluate again if this is again goint to affect me emotionally...
most of my entreis posted r usually pleasant musings or even anticipating ones .. but now everyting's nt the same ... i m taken for granted..
well now i m back home comfortably at my study table back again since hes nt available got to "complain" again..if this doesnt bother me. then i would b lying...
probabbly lesbian buddy is rite... its just a matter of time if two people can click n last to the test of time, if it wasnt meant to b.. it will nt last long either.
there r a lot of false deception which i cant seem to decipher , tis irritates me to a certain extent tat i cant do anyting abt it either but use time to get seasoned.
probabbly when e ppl who have no time try to make some time .. tis happens.. errors happen
i will b a independent gal who can stand on her own
i wont let such minor stuff get in my way
time to get some control of myself
a rational sam,
a logical sam
someone who can take control of her emotions
less emotional n more serious work
cool n calm..
resilient n resolute
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