its been 3 days since i wrote at my own computer.. my fingers itch
got to take anice n long bath.. its been a day since ihad clean underwear n mask.. yes my liquid neutrogena
finally settled down
1343hrs
its been a series of makan session. so sinful started of ubi xmas dinner.. hotpot with panda's frens/ mandy's housewarming dinner as well as the chicken rice feast . kuey chap.. bubbletea..
the 2 of us have been on a eating streak but its super shiok. coz i know i will start working out soon in 09..
plans to achieve
zero. no procastination
slim to 50kg.
earn more $
save more $
exercise more. eat lesser junk
sleep more
get angry lesser
take more care of my face , body. family . panda .friends
be happy every single day.. or dun get angry for more than 24hours . max or even lesser
wish that e yr of 09 bring more positive surprises for everyone around me
my friends who are retrenced to get settled down quickly
i feel genuinely happy for lsb. its been years since i see a sparkle in her eyes when she smiles
http://www.vivienpy.blogspot.com/
n the only trick to achieve the goals .. to be determined . very focused. rational and objective in everything i do..
there are only many things we can do to make a difference everyday
very soon in 3 days time i will be 26. he will be 27
another 3-4 years to hit the big 30
time to make some adjustments in our lifestyles. spending habits
we cant be living in fairytales all the time . characters in fairytales dont need to grow old, die, eat , shit, pay bills or be in the rat race
11 jan 09, will be my 3rd cny with the bank,
these 3 yrs has just gone past.. n seeing people come n go has been of a reminder to myself to continue to thrive for optimum performance
because its only yourself that you are constantly challenging and outsmart or even go beyond
seeing rick happy has been another source of happiness to me. n i must thank someone for making all this possible to my friends who are so understanding to me and a thoughtful beau who made all the possible happen.
its been a blissful 1 month with him with minimal bickers so far here and there
he has made remarkable improvement on his personal grooming and lifestyle to make and accomodate a non gamer partner.. kudos to him. cheers
results speak for its elf and after the gathering with his friends, i begin to discover another side of him . bubbly.. brightside. cheerful.
i seldom hear him complain much.. really positive and loud personality
i m truly happy and glad that i put thru the couple of years , it has really been a ride
when i invited jiao jiao over at my place 3 nites ago , i realize i had this baby diary which contained all my old letters ., diaries. xmas cards. birthday cards from my old friends and pals and it brought me a trip back to the 13yr old weiling. samantha or ah sum known to panda.
surprisingly the letters were still in good condition.its amazing how a decade has gone.
23/6/08- current
6 months in ubi business centre.. gave me more opportunities to work with experienced and gem award winners bossses. colleagues and sme clients
something i would never forsee i would when i was with js...
as promised to myself i really had quite a memorable birthday this year. homely xmas celebration with the people i knew and a warm hug from him..
its intangible asset.. priceless and heart warming / perhaps so.. i think i am more than willing to be a little gal afterall to the rite person..
to lower myself .. to respect and care for the man ..
to learn to cook well . to upgrade myself ..to finish uni as i promise myself to find time for my dad .. get a even shapier body to reward myself and go on a trip with papa perhaps. pay for him and make him a happy papa.. happy man. sometimes $ can only solve material needs.
it doesnt work all the time but it can but little acts of kindness to other people u show love to regardless of partner. family or even extended to other parties. u feel somewhat rewarded yourself because u put a smile on them and that is super priceless
in some ways i get "bullied" but the world is round . sometimes u win a little. u lose a bit but at the end of the day .we end up as fertiliser old and gray
kinship is something u cant forsake. u cant even choose your own siblings or ur parents.
in the past, i always wanted to move out on my own and taste whats like to be financially independent n self reliant
but recently i thought that i been so pampered that i forgot how to behave like that as well
the more you detest responsibilities. e sooner it gets to you
babysitting a kid yesterday just made me develop a lot of sentiments in me. raising a child is not an easy task not only u only got to cultivate good values, u need a lot of patience and time n effort in order to do that.
recalling that . my dad and mum didnt have all the time in the world to give all the wise advice to me. its only when i met the nasty people .. i learnt it the hard way but truly it was also an experience in me
i was still thinking about my resignation letter draft copy which i kept in my email drafted last month
i was hesistant to send it out..
or should i opt for the support role instead so that i can leave ubi branch . store more cash . work in town so that i can go to SIM more conveniently
tml sharleen will be back. i have to re adjust my mood all set up. perked up for work
cny is always a busy period for me..
lastly having a broad shoulder to lean on feels good.. its the best thing to happen in 2008......
back to slumber land... llalalallalalalallalalalalalallalalallalallalalalalalLAALALLAL 1447 281208
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