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the neighbour's kid continues to be a source of disturbance to me
my dad likes to on the tv real loud at 7 in the morning to watch zao an nin hao so its didnt really take me long to be awake
the topic this morning at zao an nin hao is
career woman vs small woman
so the debate whether a career woman's marriage is challenged to compromise for a successful marriage and if the lady is more sucessful than the man.. is it really a potential conflict "
there are examples from the mediacorp. the female host is quite a character herself..well well .... not up to me to decide . its after all a personal decision between a couple when they decide things
luckily due to my family demographics , i have 2 pairs of couples to learn from when they share their everyday life stories n i learn to step a back sometimes
this is really subjective and how much a woman wants to lower herself for her husband, partner and family
woman are always on the losing end.
looking at celebrities is quite an excellent example, almost
20yrs of courtship n all it takes is another kiss from another woman to spoilt the relationship
continue to strive to work in a condusive working environment and be happy everyday
whether a not i love my job is really secondary
i m not born with a silver spoon, this is a known fact
the recession is coming, i should hold back my tongue , my anger and face the world
corporate banking is indeed a bitchy business n in order to survive i must learn to adapt and be bitchy when necessary
xmas has been round the corner and although its been a gloomy outlook, i enjoyed my break with panda and my family n my lsb
they have been so accommodating and understanding towards my cranky self
when i told my dad about the bitch sharleen , he was also nodding and acknowledging that i am really very "sway"
in conclusion there is nothing to prevent her from back stabbing me further or even unexpectedly but what i could do to improve on a personal level is to do my best and prevent people from attacking me unnecessarily
avoid being overly personal to her and keep a line with her
batam trip is definitely out of the list for sure , i tink i rather spend myself and forgone the trip
even lsb would be a better choice with me together
i had offered to be her landlord should she have plans to move out. well shes really upset. i know and i try my best to hong her .. given my means to..
sometimes money potentially given none, too much or too little poses a great source of problem and issues to an individual
everyday i handle people's portfolio and i tell myself to be emotionally less engaged to their affairs and focus on the tasks
being to compassionate is not going to do me good either
because there are really too many unfortunate people around and all i could do minimally is to solve of their cash flow problem as a friendly legal loan shark so as to bring in revenue to my own pocket to the best of my client 's benefit as possible
although both cant be compromised just like my man
he is a sweet person but he can be sting sometimes works both ways
i have to accept this flaw just like how he did to accept my "su NYU" image
n in order to push myself further in work i must go with the flow and accept that i m paid to clear shit work after all
on a mature scale i reckon , even jan commented recession is just so close already and even if work is tough we should buck up together
even if i choose to transfer department to avoid backstabbers, it is inevitable to avoid such characters even prior in another place, company, backstabbers is a new term to me after working for 5 yrs
fortunately in my course of career in epson, europa and citibank, i dont really recall that i was so eager to quit because of another fellow colleague
hey y m i tinking of quiting., i m not aquiter. i should bite back instead. i m definitely totally fire for a game. nt the nice same. keep to my scope.. and aim to get out of work . i almost forgoet my objective with the bank. use this job to leverage and get my bloody degree from rmit
times are bad. the degree is worthless at this phase of economy
after 3 -4 yrs perhaps that extra pc of paper might be more useful then .. till then its still a lousy situation everyday. how gloomy . i got to face angry self employed proprietors who is facing a bleak situation that their business might not make it .. and also being extra nice to them . providing a comfort ear to them or double up as a pyschiartrist to them to vent.. hahahahahahha
0820 time to wash up and prepare for work
today is really a long day ... how sad.. ... why is there a debrief when i m so eager to chiong out of ubi after branch.. YYYYYYYYY.....argggghhhhhhh
xian ah
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