when i met my ex colleagues i had this extra radiant smile in me, had lunch with germaine and zhen long.. auntie ah zhu was surprised to c me drop size, happy that i managed to n ask me to maintain this.. its been very encouraging that my efforts were welll received by all. even though tomorrow i have a long day ahead. i cant erase the overall excitement last evening on my big day
it has been a happy nite for me
although we had a slight argument earlier. overall fantastic birthday treat
"dessert" was rejected for valid reasons of course =)
neverthelsss i felt treated properly, well respected by a friendly panda man
family man in fact..
he sent me to my bro 's place so that i could sharethe cake with my family.
despite the fact he was dealing with a difficult "thirstylady" he did try his best to be patient with me. i knew that because he said sorry for being a harsh bitch in the car.
today when i was shopping alone as usual.. i wanted to shop for him when i c a steal for him . i never felt like that before. wanting to shop for someone i care for.. i cant explain it but it just happens naturally.
the reason y i m still up at 0150 was because i m too nua to remove my makeup earlier. massive damage to skin.. the hydrating mask from liquid netrogena works wonder. my skin has been too listless
i been swiping my cards too frequently , time to keep it under lock and key but the effect was well worth it for someone i wanted to impress.i did it . he appreciated and money was well spent only i have to try my best to earn it back then n cutting on expenses next month
i was doubting myself
he is a gem boyfriend who takes effort to plan to surprise as well as to amaze me with his "tricks"
i realize we have similar taste in our merchandise, value for $ , careful spending, wise evaluation and the love for good food and our family bonding with our siblings , parent and animals.
he has a fiery temper no doubt but i like the feeling of being tamed. it makes me feel so woman out of a sudden
i was a little wilful and unreasonable which deserves to be "Scolded"
takes time to accept certain behavior which have been ongoing for many many years
the same old same old doesnt work for everyone especially a family man like him
he is ultra sensitive like ah soh.. auntie like chuckle.. i can understand y he can bond so well with mummy n my family. jovial, easy going, caring, reliable.. fun loving..and someone who loves me dearly n treats me like a princess
mummy's boy is a gem
no body did anyting for me like him before . in order to save like $15 , he drove a long way just to get my nephew some game.. pokemon.. n i m so blatant to be so sulky and inconsiderate earlier .. tat was so bitch of me despite all the sweet things done.. a big apology to panda for my attitude..
what could have been improved was .. he could have sai nine to me like a woman n i would have ok la ok la.. n then have more patience with me although i have none oso
i will let u off tonite then. hiak hiak hiak
fire sign like us r like tat , we spat off like a dynamnite.. veri passionate and spontaneous...
e sparks are so wild.. if he can keep his fiery temper under control and i can be really tame or rather rational to handle the situation . i m very sure things , issues can be resolved in an amicable manner
time will tell whether we can continue to build on this relationship... its like a long long route ahead . enough of ranting.. i can forsee this xmas would be a really sweet one ahead .. with panda..... ^_^(=^-^=)..yipppeeeeee
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