Tuesday, December 09, 2008

http://www.hungrygowhere.com/











sourcing for eateries to meet for breakfast is sun
woke up @ 0720 today to prepare. just to meet him for breakfast
my mind was twirling at 3 . n i was almost in lala land.. got to drink coffee. tea to reduce the fatigue
but i guess it was worth the effort
at bro 3 's place . had a simple dinner.. auntie gladys is getting better only e lotus soup was a little tasteless
finally we finaised the venue. sun breakfast is a good timing for my family.

Monday, December 08, 2008

all i want for xmas is u


















still waiting in bed for him for come and fetch me for breakfast/ still slacking under the covers.. smelling my little bolster..
he got a little defensive yesterday when i pass a remark . maybe i shouldnt. i should have just shut myself up n let him rot ..
i got damn pissed and i was telling myself if he doesnt apologise. i would really ignore him for good. well he sms to apologise for being so mean.. i didnt even bother to entertain him coz i find it really ridiculous .
went for a nice manicure and pedicure to unwind last nite.
went to sushi tei for dinner n party world with tb, eric and lsb
tb is really a very blur person who didnt bother to book table esp in holiday eve. he was late for 1 hr and we had to wait quite long for dinner to be served.
n this mads ms huang veri angry... she was complainining non stop and grumbling...
angry man= hungry man applies to woman oso.
ok today is a series. started at cartel for breakfast. lunch with jojo. winnie @ wheelrock sunmoon n we went shopping at far east.. jiao jiao wanted a new set of lingrie to amuse her bao ge ge.. hehehe she intro me to a new shop called blush to add some spice ...
dads been complaining that i spend way too much time outside..
ermm sun will bring him home ...
sat/ steamboat @ my place with the sec sch frens ./. cut cost/
next tues is a series of activities... we called it
Project Provocative
stay tunned for the updates// to be updated on 161208

12/8/2008 11:15:55 PM Eugene sam complete with bowtie =)
12/8/2008 11:16:15 PM Eugene sam like a present inviting him to unwrap =)
12/8/2008 11:16:40 PM sam Eugene really
12/8/2008 11:16:54 PM sam Eugene a tag tat says.. come.. come n unwrap me baby..
12/8/2008 11:16:58 PM sam Eugene hahahaha
12/8/2008 11:17:05 PM sam Eugene i m crazy sorry
12/8/2008 11:17:21 PM Eugene sam no lah =)
12/8/2008 11:17:36 PM Eugene sam if my gf whispers this to me, i'll be damn turned on =)

wahahahhahahahahahahahaha...............
lovable quotes on class 95
marriage is like fine wine. when its gets longer . it gets better
when you say i love you is for a moment but it takes a lifetime to keep it
love is when u want to see someone everyday n share e happy n sad tings with tat someone
strange things happen when u r in love
i never kiss a dog before
never sa jiao so much. never was a little woman but then i dunno y i become like tat over the past 3 weeks gradually
12/8/2008 10:46:04 PM kittified @ home sam u kissed his doggy?
12/8/2008 10:46:06 PM kittified @ home sam wahhhh
12/8/2008 10:46:07 PM sam kittified @ home ya
12/8/2008 10:46:15 PM sam kittified @ home i hug him n kiss him
12/8/2008 10:46:16 PM kittified @ home sam big progress frm a non animal lover leh
12/8/2008 10:46:22 PM sam kittified @ home really
romance is giving gesture.. bigger gesture to that someone sometimes
keys to a better marriag
good coomunication. understanding n lots of good sex.. woooo.....
10 reasons y single is good .. topic from class 95 love songs
singles have better sex
singles have more sleep than couples. generally 7 hours of sleep and this make their immune system better
single women have generally lesser mental health issue
marriage benefits men more..
not a gd tradeoff.
come on . at the end of the day.. ppl will grow old. fat. ugly oso.. so wat if hes chubby. i love the way he is..

Sunday, December 07, 2008

before e race =) 21.1km






reluctantly i woke up at 0515
been snooking since 0500
all ready for the race. GO SAM ! GO!
Panda should be still in his little dreeam land,, 0315

can i break this record ???
in the end my finishing time is 351 too bad i didnt train for the run and after 17ikm, i thought it took forever for me and i was so eager to finish it
after facial and a nice shower i feel fresh
today is tiong boon's birthday, he suggested jap food @ inchiban boshi looking forward to it

Saturday, December 06, 2008

first movie date

after a long nite n tossing and turning.. i couldnt really catch a deep sleep coz i miss my bed and my favourite cao cao bolster
because panda 's place is really different from mine.. so it took me a while to coax myself to sleep
n since it was a last min decision. i had to use men 's facial wash for the first time for my 25 yrs of my life.. wang wang as usual is a horny dog who will come n disturb me while i try to stick in his room
met his mum n his 2 younger brothers . sound like a nice lady also
so we helped to run some errand for mother panda.. n he gave me a lift home and since i was having some sickening cramp. panda tabao as usual some bao n muffin for me along the way
later on joining auntie may for steamboat and panda was so nice.. he bought the tickets.. when bro worm brought back some trouble back home again n lau pei was nagging non stop the moment i step in the house.. we got some warrant arrest letter from LTA who was attentioned to ms lua who is known as elephant aka bro 's worm 's gf.. they r jinx man.. so in the end me not home last nite was not highlighted instead. the focus was on worm n elehpant
their newborn not long ago.. n i guess lau pei is worried sick coz he keep calling bro worm to collect all the " red letters " attention to bro worm n family..
when will the bro worm episode stop . its like a soap opera that never ends. at least zhen qing ended..
i m gonna enjoy the steamboat later n bolt with panda.. yeah yeah yeah..
there are some unpleasant tings which happened during work and also sweet sweet incidents which made my day.. i guess its just plain fate how things turn out from day one.. from dinner to lunches. breakfasts.. yippeeee. somebody to be with me in the festive season after 2 yrs of windowless and empty social lifestyle
he bother to come and find me. bought the tics. tried his best to make his little gal smile.. we are similar and yet different
i havent really seen the other side of him neither has he. but hes quite an accomodating person so far since i met him
got to wake up at 5 in the morning to prepare for the run .. aim to finish early
e ting about big men is they give this extra kind of protection that the thin ones doesnt.
its feels warm to lean against somone like him , a sense of security when he firmly grips me with him. like a real man or some panda . i cant really differentiate. but what i gather so far is hes someone that i grown gradually acustomered to and fondly in love with .
i m not a romantic person by nature however i feel loved with him
its like an overwheiming effect which i havent had for a very long time
maybe there are certain things i must learn to live with like his little habits of munching snacks. the more on you impose on someone, conversely the other party might impose expectation on u as well
a person 's size is not a good indicator on the person 's true character and in time to come , all the other unfavourable traits will show.
the attraction betweem the leo man and sagitarius lady is really amazing so far. its like unstopppable dynamite all fleged to ingnite any moment
certain instances or simple gesture simple reflect how a person behave
there are clearly a lot of grey areas now and as far as its concerned , i got to really spend some time and effort to understand him well
hes like a gentle giant whos sweet and endearing however if hes provoked , i can forsee of unspeakable disastrous outcomes.
i should be careful when i was suposed to do something delicate in the kitchen with him on fri . but i dunno y i can allow myself to be so clumsy and akward in front of him .its just so dumb of me to be so careless at that moment .
hes got this childlike chuckle when he laughs at the theatre . omg i m really love with him ...
its definitely not his external that i m attracted to . but its like a person whos thinkinh out of the box to care for someone genuinely from the heart and feel for that person .
sometimes things just happen for some reason and perhaps it was probabbly arranged it this way. i tink last nite was a quite a memorable day for me . despite on certain constraints we had on our first movie date. i thought that it was pretty enjoyable , maybe i should stop nagging at him , and help him fix those little issues and be happy with him , that shoud improve the process of knowing someone better.1255

nite out from home











so yesterday i was out with him at his place , its not part of my plan to stay over @ his place n since ubi br was a 2 min drive from blk 344, so i decided to go over since e door was locked as usual and i didnt want to wake daddy up from slumber.
update of activities..
br was having some renovation .. richard 's shop and it was a combo nitemare when i started the day lau sai.. the chubb alarm going off and the whole branch going haywire was really in a foul foul mood until panda dropped by and passed me again some snacks.. some cute muffins and buns
i managed to chop chop and finish my work while panda came and picked me up
we had a simple dinner @ his place with him mum
its 0845 n i m still home at his place, while tat panda is still busy with the games ..
the dinner went on smoothly just that i was a bit lun chun.. i spilled some ma you chicken sauce on the floor n i got a little panicky and then i got to start wipping the floor . ooh man... n then i just guai guai eat quietly and try my best of my EQ skills to strike a conversation with mother panda and panda at the living room. i hope i made a gd impression for the first time.

it was nice takinga nice breeze @ east coast having a little pc of cake at coffee bean and then supper @ geylang while we went for teo chew porridge
its been almost 2 weeks since i met panda. n everytime i whine at him, he will bring me nice food to pacify me, its a nice gesture of showing his form of concern to me .
however this has to be done sparingly if not i will oso become ms panda in a matter of time .. when i m tired , if hes oso tired. he will still be my ahmad.. hmmn.. lovely dovey . my frens have been happy for me .. i m happy with him n i hope it can go on n on .. cheers....
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Thursday, December 04, 2008

just realize today is thurs =)






the week just flew by everyday n before u know it , its already thurs. i guess with a wonderful beau near me, its quite diffiult to forget time exists
love should be like the fire charcoal endearing and enduring . not like the fireworks that flicker for a while and then burn out. i hope panda and i will be like the charcoal long lasting and consistent, then it will serve a purpose for me to commit
commitment is a lifetime and should never be compromised
dad was readding the papers in the living room n before i know it.. yeah hes been nagging n reminding.
ling ah.. u better dun liu dao wan wan teng chu.. in hockien.. now times r bad.. u never know when u will be shot or raped if u try to go overseas with your gal frens.. xmas season better dun stay out too late at nite if not u might run into those crazy or bad people.. as he was reading it.. i was still applying makeup in my little dresssing room.. hehehehheheh lallallalalaa
3 more days before standcharted run will i be ableto beat the 3hr15min record for 21.1km. or would i be worse off..
last yr when i saw him with another gal at city hall mrt.. i dunno y.. i was maybe still jealous over it that the person beside him was prettier. better figure.. younger than me thats y i was so determined to complete my first half marathon with beautiful results.
panda is still on e way to gb for breakfast.. hehehehe i m so noti today..
breakfast in bed...
abstinence.. hmmmn its not a bad idea also. at least it brings about excitment when the actual action comes..0827

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the aftermath of the mumbai blast. that lu hwei yen 's wake at mandai
was raining the whole day.. saw the news.. watched with my dad.. hes been nagging at me not to go overseas or stay out too late at nite.. looking forward to fri

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

MRs BRightside.. bright n cheery ^_^





great start ahead. i managed to have an average of 8hrs of undisturbed sleep last nite as it was chilly and comfy under the covers ..
still dressed in my hello kitty pyjamas and messy head, i decided to drop in an entry before i head off to work ^_^
a sense of euphoria.. hmmn waking up feeling good that i feel wanted again and to be able to love someone i love,,,I m not damaged goods or unwanted for once
its just amazing with the settings . all so nice with my office just behind his place and his office just near me.. its just uncanningly coincidental .
conclusion of men and the statement is stil valid in today's context , never trust them 100%
my mum used to tell me as a little gal.. u must rely on yourself, anyone can leave u anytime no matter how perfect the relationship and i must learn to be strong if i have to be alone
linda i supposed had a blissful marriage for 5 yrs and she knew her huband in her jc days until he was cancer stricken and eventually he had to pass on
its kinda sad to c her occasionally poping in office with 2 big eyebags despite the heavy makeup concealed beneath
the recent mumbai blast has left a fellow singaporean , young and promising dead. that gal is really a pity , young and pretty lawyer at 28 all nicely dolled up with her husband on trip, and suddenly shes shot dead in the head when she was held hostage , how terrible .besides her parents the saddest person should be the husband beause he couldnt do anything to stop the terrorist then. how emo.. it could have be to find your beloved dead in front of you
to learn and cherish....the loved ones .
its a classic cliche m but how many people will do that.. seriously
eveyone obsessed with stocks, tabloid, paparazzi, money, career ,and some extra perks towards sucess
and behind the successful leaders whom i worked with , really taught me a lot like thomas and chor sen. both are of them are VPs and above and they juggle their family and work really well. none of my business head smokes except sharleen tay...
shes a tough character but really funny
a typical peranakan as we were bitching about is a super submissive lady,.
disclaimer : however if she found out that her man is cheating on her.. that man is going to be very dead..
hahahhaa .
i have been acting so dumb in front of him .. oh man.. it should nt happen i m usually so cool ahd composed during work
i suppose theres always a softer side of everyone , the vulnerable side which a woman wants to be protected also . and probably that will provide a chance for the man to dominate and shield his woman.
panda has been a thoughtful man since day one. i hope this can continue on even until a very long time
i cant pin point whether i m serious about him, but frankly i m nt like a 20yr old gal or what . so i guess there s a lot of work to be done to work things out amicably as 2 adults . to be able to rationalize and negotiate like 2 adults together to solve things and not create more problems for ourselves. one theory i must admit, there is no such things as forever, and one day like it not . he wont be and cant be there forever for me.
later this evening . we gonna shop at ikea.. feels like an old couple.. we do things like waking extra early just to have breakfast together due to the advantage that we start work slightly later than the rest at 9.30 and since he stays near and drives, we can leverage on it.. its 0830, i better get my ass off my couch before i run really late for work.. to be continued..

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today i have some high EQ, a fellow colleague was trying to be funny with me.. da xiao sheng with me. yell at me at such a loud voice e rest of the world knows shes scolding me. weird character.. my fellow coilleague who happen to sit next to me.. i almost explode. however i tried to calm myself down by gulping down 2 big cup of icewater
sam says:
actually i know she veri bad tempered one.. tats y i lun.. lim pei want to give her 2 tight slap liao
sam says:
she intercom me.. then i cup her phone in boss table .si bei bui song
sam says:
tink she can eat me. if i yell at her at banking hall sure do it 10 times louder with my extensive hockien vocabulary
in order to punish her.. i didnt speak to her except for work for 2 hrs or so until..
just before branch close she pass me a hi chew sweet to try to pacify me..and then peace
woah.. i knock off early today.. panda came over to fetch me.. elena,lily n june were playing paparazzai at the car park
June, Elenna, lily : hello. sam ! u r stil lat the car park.. lets c which car comes in to get her in .. hahahhaahah
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back from ikea
its a spread of food. tonite my treat to panda.. pig out session.. screw e diet..

sam said:
i tink he will be more stressed.. .i got more ppl in my house all men

ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з♡~yUnEsE@sAn ™*♡ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з says:
lol
sam says:
3 men
sam says:
dad. n 2 bros
sam says:
scare him until his balls shaking. wahahhaha

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

rainy nite

it was a relatively quiet day for the first week of the month, trade activities have gone down . so when the rain kept pouring after 4pm, naturally the walk in crowd was also affected
since the rain was pouring so heavily , there was no incentive to go home early . so the few of us started chatting about men