first day of OX yr

ok i woke up sleepy head when xavier knock at my main door
visited first uncle , went over to bro 2 place for lunch.. auntie may's curry chicken is good. n homemade hakka yon tau foo.
we played black jack earlier among my family while waiting for baby andre to wake up from his nap
my bro 3 really Mr Ban LUck .. at least 8-10 times
even when i got 21 , 20 i oso lost to 5 cards to bro 3. we ban him from being banker liao.. hahahah gamble until TL .. full points 21 still lost to him
so finally i become the banker. he put a stake $4 to make me win back but ended i paid $8 back to him coz he ban luck again.. kao we tried a test whether it was the seat then again when i swop
whilst i got one time ban luck and ban ban once
pop over to ah ma 's place.. heee bro worm was still in ah ma 's place so no choice got to shake hand with her n wish her happy new year .. manage to carry lewis sng the latest family member or rather being pushed to. tat little boy looks really like his mother. elephant..
back from my grandmother 's place .
there was this auntie who love to pinch my cheek when i was a kid. she wanted to do that earlier also.. omg. shes my mother 's cousin. she had 3 sons.. all boys no daughters so hehhe she sat beside me and keep bombarding me questions on like if i got a bf, what is my bf doing. when i want to get married . aiyoh imagine at my age still kenna pinched wa lau.. so pai seh in front of other cousins earlier
asked mq when hes going zhida 's place. n mike will also be bringing his wife along later.
1730hrs
hehe my cousin just came
brought along an ang moh bf along

went back to grandma 's place for dinner . chill out at her place then zhida 's palce
another round of akwardness in the air as i stay to introduce some topics

loe hei + reunion + mahjong @ mandy 's place earlier

OX year 260109
DA nian Chu yi
earlier with kor kor.auntie may. jan. the kids + papa
0608 hrs
finally decided what to wear for today's visiting
bath n settle down after mahjong
was late for dinner earlier after hopping to panda 's place
was too full to continue second round
was angry in the car with the tone that he spoke to me
but couldnt care less to remain angry for too long as it was cny anyway who cares man about that lousy panda sometimes.
hes driving to malacca later. hopefully hes got a safe ride over there
overall result of " phua kiow " earlier net loss = $2 to lsb coz after the host 接财神, i simply collapse on the sofa couch halfway the host threw me a blanket and they ended around 4.30am in the morning. this time to prevent papa 锁门 again, i gave him a call to inform that i will pa mahjong outside with lsb and friends first
pics from landlord 's leftover reunion dinner, pics with andre my nephew.. loh yu sheng's pic earlier at bro 3 place
so in the end mandy was a little 脸臭臭 that she became our 陪客, according to lsb when the net effect was a breakeven for me as i was previously losing about $15-$20 and she 平胡 several times if not i will have to lose even more. i got to thank her for that and while shes trying hard to win, well.. too bad then
tml morning. kor kor n sister in law will pop by first followed by a family lunch and a visit to ah ma 's place .. time to meet those relatives that you see once a year.. how superfical.. and also to gamble among the siblings.. hehehe one way to increase income in the festive season

reunion dinner / lunch..

last nite.. i passed landlord and rick some masks to do. time for nourishment after slogging .. how boring in bro 3 place
woke up at 7.15 today to prepare to go to temple to pray to mama..
but i took my time to prepare so left bedok around 7.45am to reach dad 's place at 8.15
as usual bro 3 was nagging at me to move back home so i decided to stay at my own place for these 2 nites during cny to sleep in landlord 's place on tuesdat night then
so here i m bloggin at bro 3 place while kor kor and papa buy 4D
and jan is busy feeding the baby whereas the terror is well taken care by auntie glady's.. hehehehehe
so far dad has no more objection of me moving out but ocassionally nagging at nothing beats being at home. at ur own bed n stuff
the temple earlier is chaotic
lots of people coming in and out .zooming here n there .
the noti boy, xavier, was touching offerings and the 3 of us.. papa m kor kor got to stop the boy from disturbing the undead
the another little boy.. andre. is now a bit gong gong still dunno how to say gong xi fa cai..
as usual the crazy ah gong is playing with xavier
after dinner will meet my jie mei for movies .ktv then mahjong how exciting..
hehehee

one day before reunion dinner 240109 2235

bought some cute clips @ tm to motivate myself to keep my hair long..

Self declare break for a day

was tossing the turning last nite .. feverish and cold under the blanket still. panda text me and tease me to tell me coz i feel cold without this bearly hug n tats y i m still cold.
recently the winds at night has been especially cold and strong. was wearing a pair of shorts back. visited the library earlier last evening when i reached bedok central, it was like almost 8.. 7.45 to be exact , cooked another nongsin noddle for dinner again after having fish bee hoon after branch closed.
hahah its funny just now the way DR TAn at the clinic asked me..
gd morning .. ms sng how ARE you today
me: Dr tan. recently at nite , the winds are so strong. make me so cold n chilly. i cant sleep at nite
knock off veri late at nite.. no time to sleep.. so very headache.. these days..
n veri stressful coz very busy in the office during cny period..
DR tan : Ms SNg, i kknow what to do liaoo.. how many days u want.. 1 day enough or 2 days ?
me: hahahha.. Dr tan ..1 day enough.. now recession cannot mc for too long. will kenna "pok" one

dozing off on the desk earlier .. 2137hrs

愛一個男人，可以愛他的英俊，愛他的聰明，但請不要只愛這些。他的聰明，他的容貌，他的個性，他的錢，他的事業，都是屬於他的，只有他對你的好，才是他對你的情意。

是這份情意，讓你在他的人生中有了一席之地。

是他對你的好，使他變得獨一無二，也使你變得獨一無二。

也許他不英俊，他也不是世上最聰明的人，但他是對你最好的人，那才值得珍惜。

曾經以為，離別是離開不愛的人，有一天，長大了，才發現，有一種離別，是離開你愛的人。有一種離別，是擦著眼淚，不敢回首。

習慣是甜的，也是苦的。

兩個人本來是陌路人，人海中相遇，愛上了，從此以後，習慣每天見到你，習慣了你每天的電話，習慣了你的微笑，習慣了你每次道別的背影，習慣了每天想起你，習慣了你在家裡走來走去的聲音，習慣了睡在你身邊，習慣了你睡覺的模樣，習慣了你身上的氣味， 習慣了你抱我和吻我的方式，也習慣了你和我親熱的方式，還有你在床上說的那些情話。

時光流逝，不知不覺間，原來已經習慣了人生中有你，習慣了你的好，也習慣了你的不好，總是猜到你什麼時候會發脾氣，習慣了你不怎麼可愛的臭臉，也知道你什麼時候最好說話，什麼時候最好欺負，又什麼時候最心軟，總是習慣了你對我心軟。

直到一天，選擇離開你，或是失去了你，驀然回首，才發現愛已變成習慣。

一個人的夜裡，仍然習慣睡在床的一邊，空出本來屬於你的那一邊。

明知道這樣的的想念再也沒有歸途，卻還是會每天想起你。

靜下來的瞬間，你獨特的氣味依然鮮活如昨，在我鼻子周圍縈迴，但我深深知道，這熟悉的氣味終究會讓時間吹散，不復記憶。

從今以後，彼此又成了陌路，我們都得重新習慣新的人。到了那一天，你會用你習慣的方式去吻另一個人，在床上說著那些你跟我說過的情話，重覆那些親熱的動作，就連道別的背影與微笑，也全歸另一個人所有。

習慣曾有多甜蜜，當失去的時候，也就有多苦澀。

was copying it from zhang xiao xian 's blog found her words very gan xing on a tuesday night n it sounds quite true also so decided to paste it here
met up with a client at the elobby
he told me .. young lady.. dun believe in marriage , its for people who are hopeful and it doesnt end well like in those fairytales n its for people who believe in fairy tales
after 7 yrs of marriage , his wife left him suddenly leaving him with a daughter . drove the car under her name and is going to get married with another man in malaysia
another sec sch fren of mine also newly divorced , mother of 2 . has a new gf.. how funny it is .. more women commiting in infidelity in marriage
looking forward to sun.. can meet family for reunion lunch , to join vivien , mandy for movie. ktv and then mahjong.

cartel dessert n jacks place.. dinner mixed grill

today been a series of gong gong wrong way to work.. miss my stop... almost lost a cheque today.. heng ah i manage to retrieve it..
its either i got lost on the way back or the bus driver refuse to let me alight n then i walk one big round to tanah merah mrt..
jacks place mixed grill is yummy.. had some cakes.. met up with landlord 's friend..
shes really a brave woman who bears a child for a boy who will not marry her .
well people think differently . i might not have done the same if i were her ..maybe i dun have maternal instincts yet..
kids are too challenging and exhuasting these days. when i went back to geylang bahru neighbourhood i missed the wan tan mee so much.. i ordered upsize one.. n bubble tea and bread.. n later pig out at tb place . watch them play mahjong. eat amos cookies n twisties chips.. hot n spicy yummy
but i didnt realize the express service terminates at 2235 so i waited half an hour for nothing reached home ard 12.15.. how stupid of me... damn it.. so as a result i decide to pig out today.. dun care. skipped my pilates class despite knocking off early.. yeah.. yu myum.. so xingfu.. =)

omelete sandwich for the didi n myself

0925
woke up ard 730.. t o have some quality time with landlord and didi.. got to find his singlet for him update later... joinin lau pei.. bro 3 n didi for breakfast
so in the end had breakfast with lau pei. bro 3. his wife jan. . noti boy xavier and jianhao.. at bedok
after which i headed back old neighbourhood for facial
n then i decided to do a little spring cleaninng at home.. while the old man is out with my bro n the nephew. so while jianhao didnt want to stay with auntie juicy at home so bro 3 decided to bring the kids to chinatown.
so i changed dad 's bedsheet secretly.. and the sofa covers.. while hes out..
i have no intention to move back old home depsite bro 2 giving me a long chat on the phone last nite.
he told me i will have to pay a high price n try dun to push my dad too far.
so i told him my decisioin will be final n i will learn to be independent which is not only the source of reason that my dad n i quarrel .tats y i decide to hide.. thats not the point.
sometimes meeting each other once in a while.. gan qing is better
later meeting nelly in cookie museum.. giving family dinner a pass.. feels shiok after facial all nice and refreshed. yeah man..
panda's mother cooking was great.. i havent had mama cooking for quite long.. i almost forgot how my mum looked when she is super high after she close deal as property agent..