new cam whoring session

did some cooking for panda n my 1 yr anniversary for yesterday lunch..sweating like a pig man.. hahah
tats y my face looks flushed..
i tried cereal prawn, sammbal fish, teriyaki chicken wing n stir fry to miaow with shitake mushrooms looks pretty decent for a meal

bought a new bag today.. heheh nice

0049.. living room

hoho today bought tonics for myself n a new bag..
birdnest collagen n chicken essence standby for night shift..
just gulp my second bottle of bird nest for the day.. hohoho, hopefully it makes my skin glow. fri ph got to work. hari haya haji. so long n say gd bye to ph.. hoho

second night shift MT tower 79106 extn

it reads 4.51am in the morning..
i had hockien mee earlier this time i m smarter.. i bought bao sheng . bought the brans essence prune essence for fibre and better bowel system detoxification. oh well. its really effective.. summary of 11/20/09 before N shift
i went for a massage, foot spa had dinner with panda watched tv for a long time i havent been able to watch prime time hour local tv shows coz the usual one i watched is repeat telecast and its all mostly foriegn productions haha..

well slowing getting used to being nocturnal.. so far sleeping at 4 n waking up at 12.. haha

my lens r dried... a bit tired now my screen shows abt 43 calls within 5 hrs which is abt 8.6 calls per hour . theres like only 3 ppl doing night shift and the calls kept coming in since 1158 when i last log on n i only manage to go to the loo after 3hrs odd.. as compared to the last time i did night shift today is more hectic tha n the other. but compared i was less hungry compared the last time as well. haha
i bought

0208hrs 18 oct 09

lately i been waking up at abt 1pm odd or the most i can manage is 12 or worse i roll back to bed aft meal which is veri unhealthy
n worse still i couldt succumb to temptation. i go to supper n try to make it up by sleeping later
so today i tried the fruit therapy .. papaya ..apple tea n watermelon for dinner
it works i m nt so hungry now..
try my best to wake up early tml for sports
lsb got the job. happy for her. ...

thurs.. still one more day to go

omg both of us look round both me n panda.. oh mine
the pandacouple. vs the didi n meimei..

luckily there is one such ting called photo editing
my pic for this doesnt look so round beside jasmine. wat a consolation.. haha

was just chatting to roy after work
roy happens to be a superior of mine whose been in citiphone for almost 5yrs
haha
after 2 mths in citi shifter role.. nite time is so much different. gota bit of screwups with some difficult request
kenna butter for the first half of the day and was rectifyiing it latetr part of the day. got out of office around 2.15 reach home ard 2.30 since 3 a total of about 11hrs in office .haha

gather some info from roy that i realize ppl i thought thatwere nice turned out otherwise n ppl who r nt so nice turned to be quite ok in the end.. haha. looks r discerning.
gd tingi was not withaustin 's team haha.. but jerry.. the one who looks so fucked n demanding in his request and requirements of the performance haha
way to go to find out more.. i try to convince myselfto stay for at least 2 yrs. now 2 mths now the road another 22 mths to 2 yrs and 10mths to 1 yr. haha

late at nite..

my first secondary pic with my classmates taken almost 13yrs ago..
look so kuku then.. haha

N shift. first nite shift done in my entire life

attended hao hao 's 21th bdae..nice
had an apple..kiwi..a meiji yogurt .. and some water..
hahaha
a bit tired now.. go wash face...
i slept a little when i was on nite shift. hahah.another 40min before night shift knock off yeah.. hoho.. time to do followup n make a call to korea before i go off.. when ups is up at 8am. .. then i can enjoy my weekend in peace .settle off if i can send out her cardby wed.. give her an ans to shut off her ..
1026hrs finally on e bus back home looking forward to cao cao.. home sweet home..haha..was sleeping between 3-5 n occasionally openin my eyes wheni hear someon e talkin to me on the phone..
tink will skip eating... sleeping is more impt. . haha
just woke up from a 5hr hibernation.. song.. haha
the trick to surviving a N shift = sleeping as much possible wheh theres no calls.. power naps.. hahah
there are fewer calls at night ..so i tend to doze off when ever i have a chance hahha
now i understand y shifters mostly r fat.. really need food to stay awake
i had a healhierchoice.. i gave my colleagues.. fruits to eat. hahha
tried to refrain from drinking coffee or tea though haha..panda is picking me up in 10 min haha.. going over to bbro 3 place fo dinner... hhhaha stilla bit stoned after a 5 hr nap..
its like my clock for timing is switched.. i cant sleep the usual timing i used to sleep n i m awake the hours that i ought to be sleeping..
i tink by the time .. i switch back to office hour .. i gonna be a pandaporkie cum owl bird liao haha
1737hrs

after 3 nites of A4

my body still smells of panda's bed n bolster.. hoho
use "night shift " as an excuse n creep in panda 's place ..
hehehehhehehehehe
listening to the tokyo love story.. nice.. when i listen to it during my bus ride it brought me back.. time seem to stand still 10yrs ago . flashback of my secondary days just seem to rewind back.. fairly nostalgic..

shopoholic weekend..haha

after a haircut n 2 days of shopping.. enough damage done.. haha

my dad is talkin in his sleep again
but tis time hes laughing as well . i wonder wat he dreamnt abt made him so happy...

2.16am..
tml n whole of this month i start and end late.. start at 4pm tml..
my nails have dried up. painted them myself.. haha pink glitter n clear one..
went out with pa. bro n the kids @ bedok 85 market earlier .tabao some o lua. chicken wing n otah for panda n family oso..
kor kor is the best sent me to his place n then turn to kpe to ah ma 's place.
lsb just went to the citi interview. hopefully she might become my colleague as well .. hohoh cross finger wait for gd news
2 days ago. i was happily swiping my cards away..collected my altered pants @ suntec this afternoon. had a hair treatment n a thrim at actpt.. winnie whos the stylist is the best.. her wonder cut did my chin a little size smaller..some illusion effect.. my chin double is still there but then some skills are there n seemingly my chin n face become slightly smaller by proportion with her cut.. hoho
n on sat.. lsb n i were shopping at queensway n lot one.. we shopped for office wear. shoes.. heels from mondo going at first pair $19.90 n second pair $10 avg $15 gd buy..
i bought a pair of sport shoes as well..@ 159 must be one of the weekend i spulrge in singapore usually i dun go beyond $200 per session..inclusive of today's hair treatment faceshop mask..eyemask. blusher and sleeping mask i shld have blown it o knew it..nov payment shld be a lot. no more credit card purchases ... hehe
only for this month
mid mth i m starting on my first graveyard shift .. never did nite shift before. i hope i dun doze off..
i bought stronger mask too to make sure i dun have puffy eyes and dark eye rings..
peggy 's skin science skincare products. did me justice at least i c results.. they r clearly visible.. tml i got to drag myself to go jogging n cook carrot corn soup for dinner .. coz its only 15 mins.. hahah

nice food for last weekend

1119.. 102709

0110hrs.. recuperating on my bed with a mask on my face

its gd. long awaited off hour shift. hw nice hoho..time to chill out aft 6 for today n tml.. its been sometime since ichill out.. yeah..

new nails.. cute cute

nice nails i got mei mei.. hahaha.
manage to have time to go sasa as well got a 2 lip gloss and a maskn a new mascara

sun. some snap shots i took while i was waiting for bro 2 @ sengkang

haha

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?id=645865259&pid=3886940#/video/video.php?v=281198480467&subj=645865259

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watched 500days with summer tot tat e plot was lame but ok
summer is a player n tom is a nice guy in the show..
The film tells a story of the relationship between a woman, Summer (Deschanel), who doesn't believe in true love and a man, Tom (Gordon-Levitt), described as a hopeless romantic, who falls in love with her. When Tom is blindsided after his girlfriend Summer dumps him, he shifts back and forth through various periods of their 500 days 'together' to try to figure out where things went wrong. His reflections ultimately lead him to finally rediscover his true passions in life.


What I loved most: One can learn that love is not love if not expressed at the right time to the right person.

What I really hated: Marrying one mane but loving another. How bitchy is that??

Well, this story where the girl does not wanna commit to a relationship falls in love. Helplessly she falls madly in love, made out and even shared alot of stuffs. But to her, love is a fantasy, an illusion and pain and lots of hurt. So she plays safe and tells the man who falls in love with her imanacingly that she is not ready to commit. Evetually, when things go out of hand, he wants to name the relationship when she leaves him all alone.. In despair, the male lead tries but does not make it to forget her. Evetually, the woman who does not wana commit, marries another and she says "It just happens" WTH!! and our male lead finds a new love, hope and destiny. Authum.. So lets all wait for the next movie.."500 days of Authum" :))


was heartwarming seeing one of my gd fren in my convent days get hitched. ash or zhiliang i met before is a dwarf. a short guy whos quite shy . n my fren is like quite chio lor . shes in silkair for the last couple of years.richgal..
my convent fren who just got hitched as well. heard frm her over the yrs on her ups n down with this "beast"
bump into her a couple of times in town once in citilink mall when i was at citigems n another time in arab st. such a lovely couple n an original video wedding mondage i seen ..
its 0141hrs now.. n i m nt tired at all ,its weird , i re read my entries for this yr from the day i moved out n to when i ended.. its been a bizzare.. 4 months out of home this year.
latest news we got from worm was .. his wife jessica also known as mdm 881 or elephant is going to be a 4th time mum again. firstly i congrat them n next i ponder how are they going to support 5 kids in total..
its a big question mark n gd luck to both MR n Mrs bro worm..
some parents can be tat irresponsible . which parents wont want the best for their kids. its a matter of whether they can afford it and vs if they are ready for it. right from the start when pheng started it out with me. he asked me this question which i was not ready to answer him . he asked if i love kids , n if i want to have if i were to settle down.11 months ago. if he had asked me again . perhaps i would have answered flatly a big fat no. maybe time is a n issue. age is money is , as well as pheng 's lifestyle i tot so tat hes a gamer n always an gamer. couldnt convince me n myself that i got a good pick sometimes. but i know tat gamer boy is trying his best to strike a balance between his games . mugging and a relationship.
the one reason i blocked him from this access is nt to provide an easy avenue to find out more about me.
its simply too easy.. hahaha
tis yr seems to b a trend to get hitched from fann wong.. 3 of my frens whom i know n a client. they seem to find their destiny even lsb whose so unsure of marriage of herself previously seem to hoook up on mr nice guy.. mr lee..on some serious planning on their plans to saving up on their future matrimonial assets and veri soon i think i will hear wedding bells ringing from kb soon ..hahahaahha
i just tot the 黄 昏 at sengkang was lovely so i took a few shots while waiting for bro2 to fetch me from buangkok mrt. a marriage n kids is a lifetime commitment
n somehow the video from mingli 's frens shook me a little
a marriage rom takes only 10 bucks to register so is the hdb one..
but a forever is a long time .. n hw to keep tis promise to each other that this forever i will be by your side takes a lifetime to keep that little promise to your other half..once u made a comittment to your lifetime partner that no matter what happens u stick through with them gd or bad, happy n sad times no matter what uu hope to live up to that promise till tat very day u crumble wilt n curl up n die in a little coffin...just a little thought inside my little head at this hour.
i have a couple of things unsettled
today before work by 1 . tings i wanna achieve... get a quick express manicure maybe. still considering or change a more youthful color..
get a simple pair of fake lashes n gd glue for sasa or shumera n walk frm shaw tower to millnia tower. gd exercise.. n be out of house by 12 tml. or by 12.30 do a little shopping in bugis junction n get a life before i go back to a no life lifestyle from 2-11 @ work
things that i hope to settle when i m under 30
1) complete the degree which is pending to be finished
2) get a promotion n go to a non shift environment n big bucks
3)get settled down with a gd man n buy a big ( maybe discounted.. comfortable house which i m happy with . with the man livingin with me )
4) travel at least once a yr n splurge on stuff i really love
5)do things that i tink i never do when i m over 30..
its a countdown to a big 3 n 4 mmore yrs to go..
0209hrs and 12 more hours to work..

some random thoughts i have in unisim

location : unisim study bench
101709
deepavali holiday
1458hrs
its been about 2 hrs or so since i m in unisim. it really reminds me of my poly days in tp. the settings and the design of the building.
just nw . i saw a reckless car driving veri dangerously
so i report the car plate to my bro
ahaha.. SGD 6332 D.. haha report him .. make sure he kenna saman.. wahahah so wicked of me
1511hrs
1228hrs.. @ lovely bedroom caocao..
finally we got the gps set up. hopefully panda will not roar at me for giving him wrong direction ..
i bought some duck, roasted meat and char siew.. while mother panda cook some vegetables. viv also went to msia with her pak pak n family .. incidentally bro worm n family also came over to visit my dad so i decided not to join dad for dinner then. n i think i will acc dad for breakfast or lim kopi lor.. since i dun c him most of the time these days.
enjoyed today spent a day with panda since last evening.. went to the sch he studied. the feel of TP is strong..save up the $ then no bochap the polictics in citi. its everywhere . i can sense it .. dun care .. just work n stay for the $