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while lsb is cooking..
i decide to key in an entry
it was nice of her to want to cook a little snack for the kid n myself.hahaha its going to be a fun day ahead..
whilst panda is busy in school. i had enjoyed myself. truly looking forward to the break off work
i managed to have some peace to myself without a kid at my side harping at me to use the computer.
later we will be meeting the rest of the people at abt 3 in the afternoon..
i wonder hows the discussion going on with landlord and her siblings.

Marley

hes such a cute labrador.
touching movie. the love for your own dog goes a long way
dogs will return the same amount of love if the owners devotes himself to them.
its a sad ending. most of the patrons who watched it tear a bit including myself and lsb
for every pet lover. i think its a loss n pain when you lose something which u loved a long time .
its heart wrenching as the pet owner has to c his own dog die to be put to sleep to reduce his last breath. laying there staring at you. begging u to end its life..
they painted a picture of couple, marriage, parenting and kids
heart warming movie which makes the ending so sweet while the kids had feelings for their dog while they drew pictures of the dog and burry it with it .
last evening. pop over to dempsy 's for italian dinner and wine. we orders moscato some fruit wine . athough the price was a little steep . the overall ambience was good.
germaine leaving the bank to be a salesmanager for financial systems.. selling some it solution to institutions.. well a great start for everyone

finally a long weekend.

i have finally waited for my long weekend
was counting down in office since 2 in the afternoon
i have 3 days of break altogether.. yeah
fri sat and sun
tml at 9 i will meet up vivien. sinyi n maureen to see ms heng off to hongkong who will be outstation there for at least a yr
as usual today was raining like almost the whole day as well..
i just got myself a warm shower n now it feels fantastic now.
looking forward to watching marleen and me with vivien tml and also later on dinner with germ fun and siew ping at the timbre in orchard.. yeah yeah n also cycling on saturday
tomorrow also will visit lan yi in red hill for her consultation on this yr forecast for me..
need some guidance from her.. today stanchart called me but however germaine was on the line so the line got cut off n that person didnt call me back again
later on i will pick up the boy n yeah i will stock up on some canned food.. the dinner was again terrible today only the carrot . corn n onion soup looks edible . the rest looks like shit again today
had wanted to visit the library but decided not to coz i miss the bus stop n its a long walk.
boss had to go to pasir ris. client ;s house to fix my error for me .. didnt want to face him so in the end once cash is balanced decided to head for the exit straight away
so looking forward to having fun for the weekend.. yeah.....
=)

rainy rainy day

it was raining the whole day.. really bad weather and chilly in office..
bad weather makes me miss home. my mum and how long my day was at work
下雨天只是让我觉得无限的惆怅
阴阴的天空挂着一个窒息的气息

dinner was lousy.. sister jo has this steamed egg with brocoli that looks like vomit to me..
the cabbage looks weak as well
in the end i cooked some korean instant noodeles as it seems to be the best choice out in the food cabinet
freezer was filled with junk processed food if not the rest are lousy canned food
regreted not tabaoing the nice food at the food centre
after rushing from brex international.
the walk to office was endless.
it simply made me more depressed for work then i m now counting down to thurs evenig 5.30pm for a long weekend..
the sky was like grey for the whole day. as it persists on to rain mercilessly for the whole day. everywhere is wet wet wet n only wet and mouldy
i had a late lunch at about 2 today coz i came in later in office at about 10.30am so i decided to skip lunch however i took a quick lunch at abt 2 in 10 minutes
banana has these intention to talk to me or sound me out but waking up at 7 today just made me more exhausted to care about anything now.
i dun really care if my interview pulls through. although i guess the intervier i think had a general quite positive overall impression with me
their products belong to some high end user whereby only top notch companies would adopt , and they got to pay a premium for it to cover the design costs and all . cost me quite a bomb to take a cab to the industrial area and then back to ubi.
overall rating today.. i m better off curling up in bed reading..

a nite out in town.

tonite i m out in town shopping for phones to find that i cant debundle mio as a whole another 1 more month before i can cancel the useless mio plan that i have.
its kinda sad . currently planning on an Iphone or htc phone if possible but i m not too sure whether i will be able to get used to the phone functions
i finished printing out the resume i needed for my interview tomorrow morning. tomorrow will be long day as i got to be out of the house latest by 7.45am in the morning in order not to be late for the interview with brex international at 8.30am i hope i can end early ...

iron scar behind my hand

sleeping @ my house for the last nite

managed to clear my room within 3 hours .. its an achievement. my room is now ready for rental
so while panda is busy playing street fighter . i will forward my resume to the hr @ job plus
while my dad is reluctant to shift over to sengkang which is expected.
well nothing new changes .

a tiring day after a few nites of inadequate sleep hours

home cooked food taste yummy
even using my own computer is great.
dad's shifting to sengkang offically tml..
i got lots to throw tomorrow..

y should i let a bitch ruin my day

its 8.17pm now on my computer
i manage to get out of the office by 6.05pm today
that bitch sickening idiot is being rude to me again.
for some lame diary that some rm internal mail to her.
until after cny.. now then she came and bark at me if i received through internal courier. coz she was being asked if she got it . she yell at me at the trade desk so loudly than the client at the cubicle actually commented on how the colleague relationship in this place can be so bad..
imagine , a third party who witnessed our conversation. i bet if her boss was sitting at the desk , she wont have use her kind of tone on me today
well those people like me who choose not to show any emotion on the face and choose to act blur eventually win. coz bad news spread around . n since i had the mind set on job hunting after vb , i wont bother myself with such irritant or pest in my office
its only that a selfish idiot like her would be so brainless as what she always use on such terms on me
shes already 33 this year. another 7 years or another 2 yrs to her mid career crisis whereas i got a gd 10 yrs of my life to decide what i want to deal with it.
and before i freak out . while iwas on my bus ride back to bedok central , i had the choice of goin to the library and the n home n then i wanted to swim like 10 laps to cool down. coz when i recall the chain of events that happened today . i m still rather agitated that the fact that i blanked out for about 5 secs before someone came and interupt on our conversation at the trade desk.
in the end i borrowed a book on the art of war by sun tzu, art of the marketing and previously i took this book on the diet for menopause.. i dunno by sitting at the computer table , i m able to have a piece of mind.. relaxing at my little corner even though the landlord is sitting quietly at her armchair while i do my stuff online
like checking on the availabity of job opportunities online and other nonsense sites which i frequently visit.... knowledge is power.. i will brush on techniques to fight that bitch . its war. i shall declare it..

dinner @ panda 's place

bought a toy from the toy shop .. hiya but wang wang tat dumb dog doesnt play with balls. wat a weird little puppy
the little puppy was put up for adoption .. was found abandoned at the petshop.. so cute looking only 2months old..
too bad i dun have my own house.. my landlord doesnt like pets as well..
mother panda cooked some dishes although it was leftover. it taste as good as well.. shes a nice lady to chat up with.. hahahahha

i hope i will be n can be a gd teacher
always had some teachers in mind that i had fond memories of also. n i hope i can also impart these skills to the little ones.
in my adolescent years. i didnt really have much people to look up too since there were only men in the household. so i look up to my teachers in school and look forward to school for the interaction with my peers
so hopefully when i become a teacher myself, i would also be of a rolemodel to these kids..
i had teachers i really like and becoz of them i loved the subjects i took.
on the contrary i also had some lecturers which cause me to have an impulse to drop the unit as well , one good example is management accounting and international finance..
its not easy being a gd teacher as well. tiring job. demanding
by parents. students. and the hods.
have to prepare the class material the night before and if the passing standards doesnt adhere , i guess both the student and the teacher will be in much tension and subjected to a lot of srutiny..

sent out my MOE application

i wonder how is my application like to go thru..
its 8 pages long online
for this Entrance Proficiency Test (EPT)
my english got c5 still need to go for RELC to take some english proficiency test to ensure my english is ok.. how sian. i wonder if my application will go thru.. 2-3 weeks to consider my application
i m afterall an average performer . wonder if i can put through .
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16/2/09

150209 vdinner= babysittingjianhao

for this yr's valentine's i truly enjoyed myself with pheng pheng jie jie .. hes been an endearing lover to me and i find myself immersed and contained in his love
no doubt that we had a long day out, he tried his best to put on a smile with me while we were out.. he was yawning all the way when he fetched me from my place last evening.
cafe olive proved to be a nice place for dinning with simple dishes at affordable prices, i have another 30mins before i go down to fetch rick from his abacaus class and now is the only time when i have some peace to myself to write a little more story
we watched tom cruise show. valkyrie its about a war show with adolf hitler and the men rebeling but did not suceed in doing so . it was a sad ending with tom cruise in the end getting shot and killed as the ending.
after which i decide to head back to panda's place for sleepover to prevent him from fetching me back coz i find it too tiring for him and sat was the only day which i could hold him to sleep.. hes such a nice boy even when hes asleep..
so today abt 1.30pm i went over to pick up jianhao and we went mac for lunch. bedok library to borrow some books . met up with my dad for kopi.. went to TM to play arcade and then my bro3 place for a visit. stayed abt 1 hr at the aracde ,, its noisy. very groggy after staying there for too long..
anyway had a nice dinner.. yummy..
dad last min went back home usually like tat . goes off suddenly most of the time
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15/2/09

V day 14/2/09

Its been a pleasant surprise receiving flowers from eng pheng.
the flowers were great except that most of it were starting to wilter
took a cab from ubi back home. took back the flowers.. start to have lunch and start uploading the pics .. looks good..
since the year i joined the bank, i havenet had anyone by my side to celebrate vday with me... how time flies. today is the 3rd valentine since i joined the bank
i received 5 red roses and a little bear.
hes now having class in unisim so i decide to head back home to slack while he comes n pick me up later after class.
we have an dinner appointment at 5 today. i wonder where we are going. nan de that the boy is not around, once there are people around me , i dunno how to compose and blog properly.
earlier just now my 3rd bro called me if i m going out tonite. i was still on the cab then..
well his sister tis yr got date hahaha.tml will then go back home n c my papa.. for dinner or lunch after jian hao 's abacaus class.
kinda looking forward to dating with panda later.. how exciting.. i wanna give him a big bear hug,, he must be so tired today. staying up so late till 3 last night and going class early and meeting me up for dating.. how terrible.. i must sayang him later.. ^_^
I love my pheng pheng.. so sweet. huggable and cute..

12 feb 09.. completed my scrap book the night before

its been tiring doing the scrap book.. finding ideas on how to present my pictures.
i even found glue on my hand. hahaha lol..

1936hrs
having dinner at th table while watching tv
dad tabao lunch for me today. happy
when i was about to knock off.. was about to find a TT which was not processed. so in the boss had to wait in the office for customer to resign the form.. haizz do TT forms have legs then