last 7 days as a citiphone officer

7 days from now .. another 8 hrs 10 Feb.. i m am officially not an employee of citibank
the short stint over there is somewhat different from ocbc previously.
first time in my life, i tasted night shift and what its like to be so tired biologically and effectively though its 2 days off. its 1.5 day to recover from lack of sleep. shift work is indeed tiring and the extra allowance is not so easy to earn afterall
like today after i had lunch with panda earlier.. this feeling is so sucky.. i dread going to work today although its just 8 hrs ..
7x8 -56 hrs
i got to do those call backs to explain the discrepancy, the investigation of the usual fraudulent and suspicious txns. its making me very dreadful for work.
when the offer pop by for a 5 day fixed timing and the chance for me to get back to mainstream and well balanced lifestyle. it seemed just right
of course i havent really started with dp.. there would be difficulties there as well, just that the timing is more acceptable for individuals for a well balanced lifestyle weekends freed ..
i just experienced the sunday blue syndrome and this is even more moody than the usual mon blue. usually mon blue disappears after a gd lunch or after 3 pm.. coz then its looking forward to knockoff.
sounds like a branded firm to work for .. but after all the abuse, a lot of my colleagues in citiphone have feedback that their life span will shorten after working too long here .
i remembered leonard telling me these. i havent had a proper social life for 4.5 yrs..
no wonder he always look so moody at times ..
whereeas i have superior who are quite cool about it. even joke about difficult clients while they are off the hook..
i was so tempted to take mc everyweek since tomorrow is off day and thursday .. but thinking about it.. it might tarnish my record in the bank or other banks .. since its my last week just fulfil and leave in good word..