Tuesday, May 02, 2017

6 months from removing and cutting contact fromthe toxic family member

My feelings now
A total stranger i couldt care less let alone the fat gal she has
Firstly still after 6 months from the last meetup
Disdain and disgust for the parents
No respect
Still deep down a deep hatred and wrath which I need to contain within myself before i slap her 2 tight slaps and give her a pc of mind.
But still i tell myself forgive but never forget
She will get her own kharma
Also ppl who take and dun give usually are not the happiest
Anyway its a long path till toddlerhood teething and many other elementary teething issues along the way
It is ok and perfectly fine we do not click at all and neither should our paths cross 1 day and even so if i m alone w a kid. they would be the last for me to approach
I m still holding a pot of popcorn and c how long it last before the next volcano as the dormant volcano usually erupts once in 3 yrs 5 yrs or even 10 yrs.
For such weaklings. I dun tink it would last too long to begin with . So lets just give them a maximum of 3 yrs n i shall have my reservations
One who is undeserving and one who takes it all the pride of a man and total submissivness
Well it does not work at least in my household .
It does creates a fire in my occasional when i chain up the recollections
No 2. i should tink i should lead a more exciting fulfilling happier life without the toxic creatures.
Firstly it does not value add my relationship
Secondly such ppl dun deserve my concern or my energies at all
THey can go fuck spider and do whatever they can and tats none of my concern
Ppl who r not worth my time i.e. my unreasonable request or the quiber well just burns off my excess mental stress and is certainly cause of more wrinkles and white hairs
Lastly its again the dreaded dinner with the idiots
But again i will once hold fake it and make it.
ANyway its a day which I attend to mark attendance not really much to c her face or entertain her kid.
hahahaha
Cheers to her who keeps her kid at home.
We shall make a experiment on 2 kids on their overall cognitive and motor skills.
The past 15 months in IFC and Childcare greatly dispel the initial misconception
The pros over the cons
immunity build up
Better motor skills
social skills
adaptability
HAha and for the pair of noob parents from my prevoius post.
Serve u right
Based on past experience, i give it tat she will tender aft 2 yrs becoz she cant stand living in the same household
no 2. i tink she would miss her child too when he hit 5 yrs old and question where is my own mother.
N tats the time perhaps they have to outsource hire n fire n retrain
wont be too long before they hit the toddler curve as well. it will happen soon n soon they needs more stamina.
as well as verbalisation
Could not have agree more, I made the right decision 2 yrs ago to build my own independence and learnt it the hard way
Its a tough journey with many arguments, sleepless nights nontheless watching the bub grow is the greatest achievement so far.
 Maybe the child will forget how the mother made it
But it will always be a special relationship between my first love and a new mum theory

In 4 mths time, meeting LSB 's new bub boy
And a 2nd time sleepless and birthing experience , more things to share with me as our friendship deepened although our time spent is lesser but our topics remain closer as we have common grounds of topic
No longer leading my life aimlessly but having solid plans, to plan. meals to cook. responsibilities to fulfil and creating more memories with our upcoming roadtrip to Taipei with the Popo.. Perth w Papa n Papa's godmum n mummy.
An anticapting Q2 n Q3 ahead with another PH

Spent a gd staycation at Hotel West.

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