fun nite out

happy tonight....simply good
he made plans to book a table next tues at 7pm.. so excited..
hehe.for someone who hates to go orchard went shopping just to pick me a gift.
i am appreciative small things people do to make other people's day

its copied from raccon aka panda 's blog...
i still find it disturbing whenever i read the below 's extract but i know this is part of a memory that cannot be erased that easily from someone.
call it petty a nt .. it stings my eyes. i m really a mature lady who knows what i want and the goals to achieve as well as the methods to achieve it and how best to maintain it
earlier he wrote me a letter to pacify me. i stick it at a prominent spot where i place my fattest pic of the 25 yrs of my life


Friday, August 8, 2008
Re-Constuction of new me...

Everything have ended for us. 15 months of relationship gone like this. Its not long nor short but most importantly of all, I got to experience totally being love from someone during that journey. I know it will be hard to move on like this but I know I have to do it. I treasure the fun moment, romantic times together.

I hope you too work hard on your dreams. I know you can do it de.

I am sad that both of us are loving each other but still then have to end this relationship. Mabbie its good for us bah. I shall not be a hinder to your success anymore.

No one can replace you in my heart and never will be...
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Tuesday, December 2, 2008
So sweet of baby to travel down to PS to find me after her dinner in Novena. We wondering around at there and eventually share a cup of ice blend coffee before we head off. Didnt drove to work today and therefore we have to travel home by bus. Haha.. Kinda like the experience of taking bus ride home with her wor. Can laugh and smile throughout the journey. Overall its a tiring but enjoyable experience. =)

Well, it has been a wonderful time for me ever since I met her. It has been awhile since I've been so delightful.
Posted by raccon at 1:26 AM 0 comments
delightful in english oxford dictionary means "great pleasure " its flattering to know that
i should be very tired as well but my body doesnt allow me to rest, there was too much excitement to begin with
got to wake up earlier to get panda baby his favourite porridge from my neighbourhood. i guess its sweet to buy breakfast for people u love to see everyday
tonite 's dinner had been so sinful.. back to a stricter diet for tml 's
SHopping with ms heng . get the tings i want ..
looking forward to sat . bitching with the gals. steamboat @ my place.
trying to tidy up my little wardrobe. barely 1 month it will be chinese new year. 2 more weeks to 2009
finalised venue for breakfast / lor 27 geylang to meet the folks.. bringin panda .. he s scared . but then he s still got to face them
poor panda is going to have a long day.. i m gonna cheer him up..
i m totally convinced .. cant be that unlucky to meet all the bad men out there rite..
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http://www.hungrygowhere.com/

sourcing for eateries to meet for breakfast is sun
woke up @ 0720 today to prepare. just to meet him for breakfast
my mind was twirling at 3 . n i was almost in lala land.. got to drink coffee. tea to reduce the fatigue
but i guess it was worth the effort
at bro 3 's place . had a simple dinner.. auntie gladys is getting better only e lotus soup was a little tasteless
finally we finaised the venue. sun breakfast is a good timing for my family.

all i want for xmas is u

still waiting in bed for him for come and fetch me for breakfast/ still slacking under the covers.. smelling my little bolster..
he got a little defensive yesterday when i pass a remark . maybe i shouldnt. i should have just shut myself up n let him rot ..
i got damn pissed and i was telling myself if he doesnt apologise. i would really ignore him for good. well he sms to apologise for being so mean.. i didnt even bother to entertain him coz i find it really ridiculous .
went for a nice manicure and pedicure to unwind last nite.
went to sushi tei for dinner n party world with tb, eric and lsb
tb is really a very blur person who didnt bother to book table esp in holiday eve. he was late for 1 hr and we had to wait quite long for dinner to be served.
n this mads ms huang veri angry... she was complainining non stop and grumbling...
angry man= hungry man applies to woman oso.
ok today is a series. started at cartel for breakfast. lunch with jojo. winnie @ wheelrock sunmoon n we went shopping at far east.. jiao jiao wanted a new set of lingrie to amuse her bao ge ge.. hehehe she intro me to a new shop called blush to add some spice ...
dads been complaining that i spend way too much time outside..
ermm sun will bring him home ...
sat/ steamboat @ my place with the sec sch frens ./. cut cost/
next tues is a series of activities... we called it
Project Provocative
stay tunned for the updates// to be updated on 161208

12/8/2008 11:15:55 PM Eugene sam complete with bowtie =)
12/8/2008 11:16:15 PM Eugene sam like a present inviting him to unwrap =)
12/8/2008 11:16:40 PM sam Eugene really
12/8/2008 11:16:54 PM sam Eugene a tag tat says.. come.. come n unwrap me baby..
12/8/2008 11:16:58 PM sam Eugene hahahaha
12/8/2008 11:17:05 PM sam Eugene i m crazy sorry
12/8/2008 11:17:21 PM Eugene sam no lah =)
12/8/2008 11:17:36 PM Eugene sam if my gf whispers this to me, i'll be damn turned on =)

wahahahhahahahahahahahaha...............
lovable quotes on class 95
marriage is like fine wine. when its gets longer . it gets better
when you say i love you is for a moment but it takes a lifetime to keep it
love is when u want to see someone everyday n share e happy n sad tings with tat someone
strange things happen when u r in love
i never kiss a dog before
never sa jiao so much. never was a little woman but then i dunno y i become like tat over the past 3 weeks gradually
12/8/2008 10:46:04 PM kittified @ home sam u kissed his doggy?
12/8/2008 10:46:06 PM kittified @ home sam wahhhh
12/8/2008 10:46:07 PM sam kittified @ home ya
12/8/2008 10:46:15 PM sam kittified @ home i hug him n kiss him
12/8/2008 10:46:16 PM kittified @ home sam big progress frm a non animal lover leh
12/8/2008 10:46:22 PM sam kittified @ home really
romance is giving gesture.. bigger gesture to that someone sometimes
keys to a better marriag
good coomunication. understanding n lots of good sex.. woooo.....
10 reasons y single is good .. topic from class 95 love songs
singles have better sex
singles have more sleep than couples. generally 7 hours of sleep and this make their immune system better
single women have generally lesser mental health issue
marriage benefits men more..
not a gd tradeoff.
come on . at the end of the day.. ppl will grow old. fat. ugly oso.. so wat if hes chubby. i love the way he is..

before e race =) 21.1km

reluctantly i woke up at 0515
been snooking since 0500
all ready for the race. GO SAM ! GO!
Panda should be still in his little dreeam land,, 0315

can i break this record ???
in the end my finishing time is 351 too bad i didnt train for the run and after 17ikm, i thought it took forever for me and i was so eager to finish it
after facial and a nice shower i feel fresh
today is tiong boon's birthday, he suggested jap food @ inchiban boshi looking forward to it

first movie date

after a long nite n tossing and turning.. i couldnt really catch a deep sleep coz i miss my bed and my favourite cao cao bolster
because panda 's place is really different from mine.. so it took me a while to coax myself to sleep
n since it was a last min decision. i had to use men 's facial wash for the first time for my 25 yrs of my life.. wang wang as usual is a horny dog who will come n disturb me while i try to stick in his room
met his mum n his 2 younger brothers . sound like a nice lady also
so we helped to run some errand for mother panda.. n he gave me a lift home and since i was having some sickening cramp. panda tabao as usual some bao n muffin for me along the way
later on joining auntie may for steamboat and panda was so nice.. he bought the tickets.. when bro worm brought back some trouble back home again n lau pei was nagging non stop the moment i step in the house.. we got some warrant arrest letter from LTA who was attentioned to ms lua who is known as elephant aka bro 's worm 's gf.. they r jinx man.. so in the end me not home last nite was not highlighted instead. the focus was on worm n elehpant
their newborn not long ago.. n i guess lau pei is worried sick coz he keep calling bro worm to collect all the " red letters " attention to bro worm n family..
when will the bro worm episode stop . its like a soap opera that never ends. at least zhen qing ended..
i m gonna enjoy the steamboat later n bolt with panda.. yeah yeah yeah..
there are some unpleasant tings which happened during work and also sweet sweet incidents which made my day.. i guess its just plain fate how things turn out from day one.. from dinner to lunches. breakfasts.. yippeeee. somebody to be with me in the festive season after 2 yrs of windowless and empty social lifestyle
he bother to come and find me. bought the tics. tried his best to make his little gal smile.. we are similar and yet different
i havent really seen the other side of him neither has he. but hes quite an accomodating person so far since i met him
got to wake up at 5 in the morning to prepare for the run .. aim to finish early
e ting about big men is they give this extra kind of protection that the thin ones doesnt.
its feels warm to lean against somone like him , a sense of security when he firmly grips me with him. like a real man or some panda . i cant really differentiate. but what i gather so far is hes someone that i grown gradually acustomered to and fondly in love with .
i m not a romantic person by nature however i feel loved with him
its like an overwheiming effect which i havent had for a very long time
maybe there are certain things i must learn to live with like his little habits of munching snacks. the more on you impose on someone, conversely the other party might impose expectation on u as well
a person 's size is not a good indicator on the person 's true character and in time to come , all the other unfavourable traits will show.
the attraction betweem the leo man and sagitarius lady is really amazing so far. its like unstopppable dynamite all fleged to ingnite any moment
certain instances or simple gesture simple reflect how a person behave
there are clearly a lot of grey areas now and as far as its concerned , i got to really spend some time and effort to understand him well
hes like a gentle giant whos sweet and endearing however if hes provoked , i can forsee of unspeakable disastrous outcomes.
i should be careful when i was suposed to do something delicate in the kitchen with him on fri . but i dunno y i can allow myself to be so clumsy and akward in front of him .its just so dumb of me to be so careless at that moment .
hes got this childlike chuckle when he laughs at the theatre . omg i m really love with him ...
its definitely not his external that i m attracted to . but its like a person whos thinkinh out of the box to care for someone genuinely from the heart and feel for that person .
sometimes things just happen for some reason and perhaps it was probabbly arranged it this way. i tink last nite was a quite a memorable day for me . despite on certain constraints we had on our first movie date. i thought that it was pretty enjoyable , maybe i should stop nagging at him , and help him fix those little issues and be happy with him , that shoud improve the process of knowing someone better.1255

nite out from home

so yesterday i was out with him at his place , its not part of my plan to stay over @ his place n since ubi br was a 2 min drive from blk 344, so i decided to go over since e door was locked as usual and i didnt want to wake daddy up from slumber.
update of activities..
br was having some renovation .. richard 's shop and it was a combo nitemare when i started the day lau sai.. the chubb alarm going off and the whole branch going haywire was really in a foul foul mood until panda dropped by and passed me again some snacks.. some cute muffins and buns
i managed to chop chop and finish my work while panda came and picked me up
we had a simple dinner @ his place with him mum
its 0845 n i m still home at his place, while tat panda is still busy with the games ..
the dinner went on smoothly just that i was a bit lun chun.. i spilled some ma you chicken sauce on the floor n i got a little panicky and then i got to start wipping the floor . ooh man... n then i just guai guai eat quietly and try my best of my EQ skills to strike a conversation with mother panda and panda at the living room. i hope i made a gd impression for the first time.

it was nice takinga nice breeze @ east coast having a little pc of cake at coffee bean and then supper @ geylang while we went for teo chew porridge
its been almost 2 weeks since i met panda. n everytime i whine at him, he will bring me nice food to pacify me, its a nice gesture of showing his form of concern to me .
however this has to be done sparingly if not i will oso become ms panda in a matter of time .. when i m tired , if hes oso tired. he will still be my ahmad.. hmmn.. lovely dovey . my frens have been happy for me .. i m happy with him n i hope it can go on n on .. cheers....
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