happily in love

its been a whirlwind ride with a 2 hr thrashing and butter sessin with 3 of my bosses frm 12 - 2
staying in @ panda residence again on a fri nite
inviting my frens over fora steamboat session tml
gd time to bitch ard

big bang... yeah...
breakfast in eunos market
cartel;s half price cheese cake

using vivien's name i pop by his place. couldnt take it so i decided to clean his little common toilet bowl..

so now while waiting for lsb to bath and get ready to maureen 's place my frens behind me r chatting about naked women and women who appear to be very chio but when they are naked ,, they look like shit when they are off makeup..and how tiong boon got a shock with gals without or zero makeup.. they jumped.. coz its so buang until the flaws come out . the bad experience of one nite stand and here i m bloging quietly while they made their small conversation
like how things change after the relationship after sex
viv made me a cheesecake for me. so sweet of her. its the first time i received a homemade birthday cake for myself.. taste good.. yummy
its her effort of one nite.. 2-3 hours in the wee hours
panda drove me back . we had breakfast in eunos market. theres really lots nice food there
his mum was really efficient, took her barely 1 night to fiz my uniform
went over maureen 's place to chill for dvd.. rusell lee 's horror movie in 4 discs.
n i was totally unamused. slept throught most of the 2hr dvd
dinner was simple salad bought from the ntuc in junction 8

shoppingwith sinyi...

she told me about her singlehood of 3 yrs and maybe she cant find her mr right perhaps
got up at abt 7 today. bought him breakfast. took a cab and sent it to his place
aftermath was tiring.
met with some difficult people today
retail therapy . short listed 2 items but decide to get in on mon since mon is pay day hehhe

4 more days yeah.. looking forward to a luxurious back scrub and massage.. n my beau got arranging . taking effort to make his little gal happy

fun nite out

happy tonight....simply good
he made plans to book a table next tues at 7pm.. so excited..
hehe.for someone who hates to go orchard went shopping just to pick me a gift.
i am appreciative small things people do to make other people's day

its copied from raccon aka panda 's blog...
i still find it disturbing whenever i read the below 's extract but i know this is part of a memory that cannot be erased that easily from someone.
call it petty a nt .. it stings my eyes. i m really a mature lady who knows what i want and the goals to achieve as well as the methods to achieve it and how best to maintain it
earlier he wrote me a letter to pacify me. i stick it at a prominent spot where i place my fattest pic of the 25 yrs of my life


Friday, August 8, 2008
Re-Constuction of new me...

Everything have ended for us. 15 months of relationship gone like this. Its not long nor short but most importantly of all, I got to experience totally being love from someone during that journey. I know it will be hard to move on like this but I know I have to do it. I treasure the fun moment, romantic times together.

I hope you too work hard on your dreams. I know you can do it de.

I am sad that both of us are loving each other but still then have to end this relationship. Mabbie its good for us bah. I shall not be a hinder to your success anymore.

No one can replace you in my heart and never will be...
Posted by raccon at 2:13 AM 0 comments


Tuesday, December 2, 2008
So sweet of baby to travel down to PS to find me after her dinner in Novena. We wondering around at there and eventually share a cup of ice blend coffee before we head off. Didnt drove to work today and therefore we have to travel home by bus. Haha.. Kinda like the experience of taking bus ride home with her wor. Can laugh and smile throughout the journey. Overall its a tiring but enjoyable experience. =)

Well, it has been a wonderful time for me ever since I met her. It has been awhile since I've been so delightful.
Posted by raccon at 1:26 AM 0 comments
delightful in english oxford dictionary means "great pleasure " its flattering to know that
i should be very tired as well but my body doesnt allow me to rest, there was too much excitement to begin with
got to wake up earlier to get panda baby his favourite porridge from my neighbourhood. i guess its sweet to buy breakfast for people u love to see everyday
tonite 's dinner had been so sinful.. back to a stricter diet for tml 's
SHopping with ms heng . get the tings i want ..
looking forward to sat . bitching with the gals. steamboat @ my place.
trying to tidy up my little wardrobe. barely 1 month it will be chinese new year. 2 more weeks to 2009
finalised venue for breakfast / lor 27 geylang to meet the folks.. bringin panda .. he s scared . but then he s still got to face them
poor panda is going to have a long day.. i m gonna cheer him up..
i m totally convinced .. cant be that unlucky to meet all the bad men out there rite..
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sourcing for eateries to meet for breakfast is sun
woke up @ 0720 today to prepare. just to meet him for breakfast
my mind was twirling at 3 . n i was almost in lala land.. got to drink coffee. tea to reduce the fatigue
but i guess it was worth the effort
at bro 3 's place . had a simple dinner.. auntie gladys is getting better only e lotus soup was a little tasteless
finally we finaised the venue. sun breakfast is a good timing for my family.

all i want for xmas is u

still waiting in bed for him for come and fetch me for breakfast/ still slacking under the covers.. smelling my little bolster..
he got a little defensive yesterday when i pass a remark . maybe i shouldnt. i should have just shut myself up n let him rot ..
i got damn pissed and i was telling myself if he doesnt apologise. i would really ignore him for good. well he sms to apologise for being so mean.. i didnt even bother to entertain him coz i find it really ridiculous .
went for a nice manicure and pedicure to unwind last nite.
went to sushi tei for dinner n party world with tb, eric and lsb
tb is really a very blur person who didnt bother to book table esp in holiday eve. he was late for 1 hr and we had to wait quite long for dinner to be served.
n this mads ms huang veri angry... she was complainining non stop and grumbling...
angry man= hungry man applies to woman oso.
ok today is a series. started at cartel for breakfast. lunch with jojo. winnie @ wheelrock sunmoon n we went shopping at far east.. jiao jiao wanted a new set of lingrie to amuse her bao ge ge.. hehehe she intro me to a new shop called blush to add some spice ...
dads been complaining that i spend way too much time outside..
ermm sun will bring him home ...
sat/ steamboat @ my place with the sec sch frens ./. cut cost/
next tues is a series of activities... we called it
Project Provocative
stay tunned for the updates// to be updated on 161208

12/8/2008 11:15:55 PM Eugene sam complete with bowtie =)
12/8/2008 11:16:15 PM Eugene sam like a present inviting him to unwrap =)
12/8/2008 11:16:40 PM sam Eugene really
12/8/2008 11:16:54 PM sam Eugene a tag tat says.. come.. come n unwrap me baby..
12/8/2008 11:16:58 PM sam Eugene hahahaha
12/8/2008 11:17:05 PM sam Eugene i m crazy sorry
12/8/2008 11:17:21 PM Eugene sam no lah =)
12/8/2008 11:17:36 PM Eugene sam if my gf whispers this to me, i'll be damn turned on =)

wahahahhahahahahahahahaha...............
lovable quotes on class 95
marriage is like fine wine. when its gets longer . it gets better
when you say i love you is for a moment but it takes a lifetime to keep it
love is when u want to see someone everyday n share e happy n sad tings with tat someone
strange things happen when u r in love
i never kiss a dog before
never sa jiao so much. never was a little woman but then i dunno y i become like tat over the past 3 weeks gradually
12/8/2008 10:46:04 PM kittified @ home sam u kissed his doggy?
12/8/2008 10:46:06 PM kittified @ home sam wahhhh
12/8/2008 10:46:07 PM sam kittified @ home ya
12/8/2008 10:46:15 PM sam kittified @ home i hug him n kiss him
12/8/2008 10:46:16 PM kittified @ home sam big progress frm a non animal lover leh
12/8/2008 10:46:22 PM sam kittified @ home really
romance is giving gesture.. bigger gesture to that someone sometimes
keys to a better marriag
good coomunication. understanding n lots of good sex.. woooo.....
10 reasons y single is good .. topic from class 95 love songs
singles have better sex
singles have more sleep than couples. generally 7 hours of sleep and this make their immune system better
single women have generally lesser mental health issue
marriage benefits men more..
not a gd tradeoff.
come on . at the end of the day.. ppl will grow old. fat. ugly oso.. so wat if hes chubby. i love the way he is..

before e race =) 21.1km

reluctantly i woke up at 0515
been snooking since 0500
all ready for the race. GO SAM ! GO!
Panda should be still in his little dreeam land,, 0315

can i break this record ???
in the end my finishing time is 351 too bad i didnt train for the run and after 17ikm, i thought it took forever for me and i was so eager to finish it
after facial and a nice shower i feel fresh
today is tiong boon's birthday, he suggested jap food @ inchiban boshi looking forward to it