A lot of events has happened in the past 30 years and in this 1.5 years in this GE. it has showed me another light in insurance industry when it cares for the family when the first party has departed.
In another 8 weeks during my wedding these are the wish list for my wedding
A happy family portrait.. though I may not be used to it..
with bro worm.. elephant kids.. bro 2. auntie may. rena. yy. Corliss. bro 3. Jan. My n Mxuan.. Panda. as well as dad... that would be a total of 16 of us..
Tomorrow Panda would be back from Malacca.
Moving forth, it would be good to reminisce on but still need to look forward to new beginings.
As I was packing my stuff, its about 30 years of good memories buried with me in the scrap bookings.
While we were having coffee. On ndp a gd family of 3 passed on in accident on highway on their way to airport.. Family ties are forever. The remaining survivor would be a sad man this NDP
On one of the anecdote I wrote i the scrapbook. I wrote something like... To my panda, my first 25 years. you were not part of my memories by from this day on.. u would form part of my life and till the very last day...
how poetic.
Our former forefather looked frail n it was the exchange for a fine place now. Thats how life changes about you turn older. fragile and weaker.
Even uncle pek .. n auntie. dad's elder bro . long term care for auntie. n dua pek back issue is worsening..
Kinda lucky dad only has some minor sleeping issues...
Tomorrow.. we would be attending a dinner with a uncle from China..
hope he can speaks simple chinese for easycommuication.. my teochew is not so chim as his..
Saturday, August 10, 2013
Friday, August 09, 2013
Happy birthday Singapore, 56 days to Mrs Wang Eng Pheng
I was feeling pretty sick and disturbed last night coz I had 4 pills of cbs.. block calories cum tons of medicine for runny nose, fever, flu. dry cough lozenges for sore throat and a capsule for phelgm. M glad out of 5 dAYS. TODAY I M FEELING PRETTY HIGH AND NORMAL.. CAN enjoy the rest of the 4 days of PH. Hari raya and National day.
It was most probably due to the precarious weather which had indeed put me under the weather since Monday. I was whiffing and sneezing like a sick pig and was listless and simply uninterested to indulge in activities like gorging, pigging out. shopping and out in the streets roaming and hanging out. Even having an extra phone call or staying outsides outside more seems to make my head spinning more than ever.
I made Auntie May a Mango Jap cheese cake with the help of Annie Leow and with her generosity to share her skills and patience after a 3hr toil in the kitchen. We managed to get it started and done with. It was the first cake that was ever made in my history and although deco was ugly not in order, the taste was quite light and fluffy, less sweet to suit the taste buds. It was like an initial warmup to prepare a cake for the Panda because of lack of moola and resources. It was something which was intented to create a happy memory for him before we become husband and wife.
Just now when I was in my bed, I kept counting the days left in this house. N it wals 56 days.. thats about 8 weeks to my wedding. I finally sorted out my reason for marrying this man. It was not because of his silly behavior but also his love for my family and my love for his family.The family values we all shared together as a single family syndrome that we are proud to be mummy's boy ad Daddy's girl in this family.
That both our mum and dad sacrificed their lives to put the family together and why my dad placed a lot of importance of family became one of my most important criteria to select a husband as well. It was this trait which was deeply attracted to me.
Besides being greedy and playful together, we both loved our family deeply. And rather than the norm of marrying a daughter off, I would like to think of this matrimonial of extention of love and an additional family to care and share. My Lau Pei officially has an additonal FAT chubby son and my mother in law in 8 weeks time has an extra daughter cum " maid/ helper" to manage the family together.
When I think of this as a different paradigm, the feeling of luginess will diminish a bit.
And the greatest part of giving is not expecting anything in return. Thats like a role of the eldest daughter in law.
As the eldest, now I finally understand stress of being looked upon and learnt with.
It comes with experience, gratitude and grace to be able to love and cherish and acceptance.
Besides the FI papers, I have found the 2nd joy besides serving in customer service.
In order to de-stress as in desserts. I have also got the solution to staying stress free . It is to make more desserts for my loved ones and see a happy smile. This is the part which makes me happy learning how to make happy foods.
And apart from this, my family benefits and it does not really add my waist coz i realise most chefs or those preparing foods or desserts . the joy is not on tasting but seeing other people taste and b most happy about it. Thats the sparkle I like to see for the people around despite the long hours stiring. folding and measuring.
Precision and promptness used to be the least to describe me. I m still as careless and oversee things for work and personal. I m accepting this flaws and overcoming it as I go along.
To adopt a more cautious and slow step before leaping to darker spots as I paddle.
In baking, its all about precision. skills and experience. That goes for chinese cooking, it cannot be learnt overnight and comes with constant practise and feedbacks for improvements.
I m glad that despite me for being so difficult and insensitive, my bosses are still quite patient with me. My colleagues are friendly to give me advice and despite me being spiteful and demanding. They are still being nice to me whenever I need support.
Sifu, my bosses are ever so kind to nego with me on my leave.
Finally the hormones are really making me kinda emo today to think I am left with 8 weeks and become Mrs Wang Eng Pheng with added roles and responsibilities. no doubt this is the new era but me being the new GEN X. I m trying my best to enrol in classes to improve my cooking knowledge and skills.
And as for my close buddies, we may seem meeting lesser but we have not drifted.
It was at my tips that whenever I could, I could spare them some time to bond with. Only Tb now is more unstable with BB ad work career in his direction.
As for me, the faults of product knowledge and work procedures, I am still working hard to aim for accuracy and less hum tam on the exacts work flow.
It was with my best fu fen and I am blessed with who I have and not really what I have now.
I m blessed with a happy family. best pals and wonderful husband and new family to be. This should be a good closing to my wedding speech I just remembered. Oh my. I must have changed difference versions of it.
It was most probably due to the precarious weather which had indeed put me under the weather since Monday. I was whiffing and sneezing like a sick pig and was listless and simply uninterested to indulge in activities like gorging, pigging out. shopping and out in the streets roaming and hanging out. Even having an extra phone call or staying outsides outside more seems to make my head spinning more than ever.
I made Auntie May a Mango Jap cheese cake with the help of Annie Leow and with her generosity to share her skills and patience after a 3hr toil in the kitchen. We managed to get it started and done with. It was the first cake that was ever made in my history and although deco was ugly not in order, the taste was quite light and fluffy, less sweet to suit the taste buds. It was like an initial warmup to prepare a cake for the Panda because of lack of moola and resources. It was something which was intented to create a happy memory for him before we become husband and wife.
Just now when I was in my bed, I kept counting the days left in this house. N it wals 56 days.. thats about 8 weeks to my wedding. I finally sorted out my reason for marrying this man. It was not because of his silly behavior but also his love for my family and my love for his family.The family values we all shared together as a single family syndrome that we are proud to be mummy's boy ad Daddy's girl in this family.
That both our mum and dad sacrificed their lives to put the family together and why my dad placed a lot of importance of family became one of my most important criteria to select a husband as well. It was this trait which was deeply attracted to me.
Besides being greedy and playful together, we both loved our family deeply. And rather than the norm of marrying a daughter off, I would like to think of this matrimonial of extention of love and an additional family to care and share. My Lau Pei officially has an additonal FAT chubby son and my mother in law in 8 weeks time has an extra daughter cum " maid/ helper" to manage the family together.
When I think of this as a different paradigm, the feeling of luginess will diminish a bit.
And the greatest part of giving is not expecting anything in return. Thats like a role of the eldest daughter in law.
As the eldest, now I finally understand stress of being looked upon and learnt with.
It comes with experience, gratitude and grace to be able to love and cherish and acceptance.
Besides the FI papers, I have found the 2nd joy besides serving in customer service.
In order to de-stress as in desserts. I have also got the solution to staying stress free . It is to make more desserts for my loved ones and see a happy smile. This is the part which makes me happy learning how to make happy foods.
And apart from this, my family benefits and it does not really add my waist coz i realise most chefs or those preparing foods or desserts . the joy is not on tasting but seeing other people taste and b most happy about it. Thats the sparkle I like to see for the people around despite the long hours stiring. folding and measuring.
Precision and promptness used to be the least to describe me. I m still as careless and oversee things for work and personal. I m accepting this flaws and overcoming it as I go along.
To adopt a more cautious and slow step before leaping to darker spots as I paddle.
In baking, its all about precision. skills and experience. That goes for chinese cooking, it cannot be learnt overnight and comes with constant practise and feedbacks for improvements.
I m glad that despite me for being so difficult and insensitive, my bosses are still quite patient with me. My colleagues are friendly to give me advice and despite me being spiteful and demanding. They are still being nice to me whenever I need support.
Sifu, my bosses are ever so kind to nego with me on my leave.
Finally the hormones are really making me kinda emo today to think I am left with 8 weeks and become Mrs Wang Eng Pheng with added roles and responsibilities. no doubt this is the new era but me being the new GEN X. I m trying my best to enrol in classes to improve my cooking knowledge and skills.
And as for my close buddies, we may seem meeting lesser but we have not drifted.
It was at my tips that whenever I could, I could spare them some time to bond with. Only Tb now is more unstable with BB ad work career in his direction.
As for me, the faults of product knowledge and work procedures, I am still working hard to aim for accuracy and less hum tam on the exacts work flow.
It was with my best fu fen and I am blessed with who I have and not really what I have now.
I m blessed with a happy family. best pals and wonderful husband and new family to be. This should be a good closing to my wedding speech I just remembered. Oh my. I must have changed difference versions of it.
Saturday, July 13, 2013
In whatever I do for the next 11wks, I hope that it is a happy preparation
for the next 1 1 weeks to come, 11 weekends, of 22 days. i hope to maximise time with Dad. slim down be a happy bride with happy guest. on 29.9.2013
Monday, July 08, 2013
wedding speech n wedding vow
首先感谢大家抽空。
谢谢我的家人，父母亲的养育。英平妈妈。还有表姐，姐妹和兄弟团。
还有亲人，老公给我的包容和谦让。一路走来很感激身边关心支持我。
英平和我很荣幸分享我们的喜悦，because knowing each other we got to celebrate mother n fathers day again. this means a lot to me .. coz both of ur come from single parent since young.
今天是我和英平开始的起跑点。往后要一起过日子by
收到大家的祝福，我们很开心
往后还有很长我哥哥常常讲。我们会一起好好进营婚姻。
最后还有未嫁或娶的朋友，希望你也找到幸福！
enjoy ur dinner, 如果有招待不周请多多包含
Sent from my iPhone
谢谢我的家人，父母亲的养育。英平妈妈。还有表姐，姐妹和兄弟团。
还有亲人，老公给我的包容和谦让。一路走来很感激身边关心支持我。
英平和我很荣幸分享我们的喜悦，because knowing each other we got to celebrate mother n fathers day again. this means a lot to me .. coz both of ur come from single parent since young.
今天是我和英平开始的起跑点。往后要一起过日子by
收到大家的祝福，我们很开心
往后还有很长我哥哥常常讲。我们会一起好好进营婚姻。
最后还有未嫁或娶的朋友，希望你也找到幸福！
enjoy ur dinner, 如果有招待不周请多多包含
Sent from my iPhone
Thank you friends, families, colleagues. for joining us today on our special day.
Firstly,We have al ot of relatives coming from sarawak. JB and also friends who have booked their leaves way advance just to attend. I have my jie mei to support me coz i tend to forget details . blur and sotong n panicky , my family who has been supportive. My papa who has been a single parents to me.. my bro n sil who guides me along the way for this whole wedding planning. giving me invaluable advice
my husband who can tahan my faults and my weaknesses n despite all that \still loves me dearly. I m beri fortunate to have all my khakis who has been on my side. Without all these people, this day wont have happen so smoothly. So thank you for your efforts. With this day on, ah pheng n I shall work together as man & wife. Lastly we would cherish one another till we r old n gray n Manage to find somone and we shall continue to irritate eaclh other until we cant. hahahaha Lastly Once again,we appreciate your presence, sit back relax Hope you enjoy the rest of the evening with us and have a joyful sunday night.. cheers..
Friday, June 28, 2013
Prehoneymoon trip with the teaching assistants with ITE college East n panda
Day 1
June 20 2013
Meet at Ubi
6.45am
Reach custom 8am
Breakfast 9am
Federal Route Bak Kut Teh
Lunch break. kopi
Kuantan Homestay
Mangrove Swamp
Firefly watching
Turtle Watching Tregannu
June 20 2013
Meet at Ubi
6.45am
Reach custom 8am
Breakfast 9am
Federal Route Bak Kut Teh
Lunch break. kopi
Kuantan Homestay
Mangrove Swamp
Firefly watching
Turtle Watching Tregannu
Sunday, June 16, 2013
私はこの暑さですぐに狂ったつもり
Its been a good week except that there were some emails exchanged for some incorrect information revealed.
4 gold has been bought by Panda. He made some breakfast too.
We had a happy fathers day dinner n dessert time at Chinatown pt..
4 gold has been bought by Panda. He made some breakfast too.
We had a happy fathers day dinner n dessert time at Chinatown pt..
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Tuesday, June 04, 2013
A sweet dream
I had a dream close to reality. IT was so vivid I could see it rolling like my premonition to witnessing my own wedding ceremony as a 3rd party. Deciphering wedding dreams indicates wedding anxieties but half the time I forgot ten my late mum 's presence.
So in my dream, I could hear myself reciting the vows before my family people and of all people I could see my mum in the crowd smilling and waving at me.as someone whos notan advocate of the spiritual sort. Whether I was undergoing stress during wedding preparation or it was my mum appearing in my dream. It cannot be determined.
I shall conpare it to actual day to match the incidents of occurance to validate whether I see it coming as dejavu or plain coincidence
So in my dream, I could hear myself reciting the vows before my family people and of all people I could see my mum in the crowd smilling and waving at me.as someone whos notan advocate of the spiritual sort. Whether I was undergoing stress during wedding preparation or it was my mum appearing in my dream. It cannot be determined.
I shall conpare it to actual day to match the incidents of occurance to validate whether I see it coming as dejavu or plain coincidence
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