2 different date in 2 different days

i tink its rathe refreshing to be dating 2 types of guys i n 2 consecutive nites. to open up some social networking .
well i went to gucci , lv n coach to window shop. identified some of the bags.. heheh so exciting
e 2 ppl- the IT man and e events person.

a funeral which i attended

a neighbour whose got knocked down a few days ago.. passed away shortly .. was only 41. single man.
wat a waste
attended his wake juz now aft my facial

0204 270307

its another freaking nite. n i m starving at 2am in the morning. n i tink e coffee was too strong so i cant sleep at nite
another 2 more days before i end my relief stay in bedok
havent been sleeping much lately

260308 =_=

i m in the bb desk.. the walk in crowd is simply pathetic therefore i must find some thing to amuse my self

my 200th post

since the yr 2003 or so i been a somewat blogger , its been 3yrs since 21/2/05. how time passes by so quickly
this is the 200th entry. its 11.04pm 24/3/2008
this week i will be in bedok north branch for the next 4 days n then i will complete my assigment .tonite will be overniteing at tampines for 1 nite
had soyabean drink for supper juz now . hope i can stay up later today for some past yr question papers

first quarter of 2008.. ending soon

veri soon. march is ending soon.. today is already 23th. later at 3-8 i have got event in suntec with other sales staff from another branch.
i was browsing the lv , coach. gucci. kate spade website on those branded bags.. looking forward to bonus so that i can do the necessary allocation this yr.
lately this yr i c a lot of my frens transforming into many major roles from little gals to married woman . becoming mothers n settling down one by one, many of which r those express ppl.. becoming mother before preparing to be one mentally as well as financially
another 10 weeks or so. to be exact 1.5 months will be the yearly exam.. nothing much to be afraid of. its e usual stuff to prepare since all 3 units which i m taking is all retake units
a few updates. ruolin juz become a mother of 1. gave birth to a health baby girl in this month probabbly 2-3weeks ago
currently my jie mei gang consists of the young n upcomingsingle who most of us are still doing our part time uni program. n the best part is none of us are attached yet except for one whos already preparing to apply for a flat together with her bf. its amazing that after almost a decade of the fragile friendship, that all of us are still bindly in contact espfor me n viv
these 2 weeks i m attached to joanne's branch to relief for her staff . i tink again its a gd chance to get rid of being stagnant in a same ground for too long
lim kopi with zhenlong n jiao jiao @ marina sq. i wonder if this is due to the fact that i havent been writing much. weird feel.
i m proud to declare that after almost more than one yr since 2006 dec or 2007 may i have truly got over the stigma of singlehood. enjoying it the freedom
the financial independence

Swamp
To see a swamp in your dream, symbolizes aspects of yourself that are repressed and dark.
To dream that you are walking through a swampy area, foretells that you will be find yourself in an adverse situation. Disappointments in love may also be implied from this symbol. You will suffer much displeasure from unwise conduct of those around you. On a less negative note, walking through a swamp, denotes that you will experience prosperity and pleasure, but through dangerous and intriguing means

i tink its quite accurate.. ages ago i had a strange dream in the swamp, that period i was troubled
whatever that was in the past can never return so the most of it that i make the best it to look forward for better future. nice things to hope for

To dream that you are having sex with an ex or someone who is not your current mate, denotes your reservations about embarking in a new relationship or situation. You may feel nervous about exposing yourself or currently feel a resurgence of those old emotions and feelings that you felt back when you and your ex were together. Believe it or not, it is not uncommon for people approaching their wedding to experience especially erotic adventures with partners other than their intended spouses. This may be due to the intensity of your sexual passion with your fiance. It also relates to the new roles that you will be taking on and the uncertainty that that may bring.

my boss is transfering to a business centre n the best part was just as i was talkig abt him. i received a call from someone from the head office ; linda called me to ask if i was interested in business banking as well. i tink its gd for a change

Loss of a jovial, kind invaluable veteran comedian. LYdia

her sudden death in St mary hospital this morning at 8.38am shocked many. 2 yrs battling with the illness n still growing strong. sad to comment , its also a relief to her but it was a regret that her daughter didnt have the chance n she did notlive to see her singing career take off as well as to see her happily married n set up her family with her kids n husband
lydia is well known in the entertainment line.. with my memories in the late 80s until all the way, i watched some of the sitcoms she did in singapore production as well , Living with lydia
n after watching some of her clips , n the sharing session by many of her tvb colleagues , she strikes as a experienced elder sister. motherly figure who will always remember to care for her less experienced colleagues , n show utmost professionalism in her work by excelling 120% in herperformance, all rounder . singing, dancing, hosting as well as other aspects like being a gd mother, mentor n performer in the entertainment industry.
A gourmet by nature , with her well endowed figure. chubby . bubbly n cheerful i think she brings a smile to every household seeing her in the tv se t while i was still a small girl myself.
she is widely recognised by her signature black thick plastic spectacles n her hearty laugh.. it in the clip in this hongkong drama. mei wei tian wang..
shes like 2yrs older than my mum. started off as a teen actress n made her stardom with her forthright character n genuine smile on her face, i guessthe only downturn was her unhappy marriage. but she faced it bravely as a single parent, n despite the difficulties n pain, she still had the courage to be a mother as the age of 40, i doubt many will dare to take up such a challengeas compared to other women that age
i hope in another world , the general public will remember her as a symbol of an era in the entertainment industry . someone who gains respect
her daughter, sin yi or yan yi will nevertheless be well taken care of by the other seniors who were helped by lydia before.

something lovely

well da shu n i were on msn.. n so i was at ms heng's place n they decided to interrogate me on someone . however we r juz mutually good frens as of now.
hmmn he really looks dashing for a middleaged man, toned n built
i saw his new msn pic , tink looks gd
my thick n black eyebrows looks natural nw
ok da shu is naughty..

a late nite outing with da shu

he came over to my place to fetch me
at abt 12.30 after i got settled down
sweet person but a bit naggy

valentines' day 2008 140208

v day 2007

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Summary of events on Vday2007
Fun & Germ's futile efforts to cheer me up on V day by surprising me with a stalk of rose
Having a celebration with JEssica @ Sakae's PM.. before HRM's lecture
COuldnt really eat much due to a outburst of a series of events , domestic issues , academic & work
Attending M's last le cture on the exam format for HRm
Attending to weird,erratic situation during operations @ work which turns out more problemactic than usual
Stressful & tiring evening to focus. yawning throughout my class
Finally retreating 2 slumber n relaxing

comparing & contrast .
no class this yr
out with ET & Lu jie
enjoying myself more this yr
letting go of the past
received a gd sms frm a fren, green tea
happy valentines to me as wellas a sms

he mentioned that i wa a sweet gal hahaha so happy

besides its quite warming to know well someone cares for me at least. lesibian is having class to nite so its nt possible to ask her out for dinner either n so here i m now again the meeting room using the lap top to pen down any possible thoughtsthat is steaming n my head

after the eyebrow embroidery , my luck seems to be improving hehehe. the tarrot reading did boast my esteem as well as my confidence level

this yr seems to be so much better as compared to 2007

now relaxing my toes. i took off my shoes n air it in the meeting room . hehehe cant feel so happy

another event happening is the day 9 for hockiens is the sugar cane to the heavenly king which coincides with the western valentines' day. e preparation starts after 11, sugarcanes , some offerings outside my place. shortly later my brother , sister in law n the kids will pop by my place to make the offering together. in addition , we also have to fold those joss papers in a special format shaped like a cap , helmet

DAy 7 lunar yr

its everyone's birthday
the NEL train is so infuriating. had this power trip fault. causing a delay in every stop from outram park all the way to puggol. was so inefficient
the cabin was so stuffy n while i was waiting outside the cabin at outram station was so warm as well as it was an interchange station , there were many people alreadying crowding at this area. wat a day to end like this

however this song is quite nice , lyrics remind of someone who is newly in love





歌曲：有你的快乐
歌手：王若琳 专辑：start from here
"有你的快乐"

怎么都不想睡天特别的亮夜特别的黑当我深深的呼吸心中充满想你的甜蜜想和你走在雨中想要你牵我的手傻傻的你不敢说爱而我也故意要你为我等待说不出有多么快乐还是不够这感觉这一切就好像飘在外太空别的星球只有我们存在

在一起越来越久开始会对你在乎这感觉我们都明白只要你在身边日子就亮起来说不出有多么快乐还是不够这感觉这一切就好像飘在外太空别的星球只有我们存在爱情在这个时候我的心又像天气晴时多云偶尔有雨说不出有多么快乐还是不够这感觉这一切就好像飘在外太空别的星球只有我们存在


english version. lost in paradise

i know that it might sound strangebut you made my seasons start to changeit happened so suddenlylike heaven has waited up for mei've just been looking so longkept meeting my mr.wrongin every model and every sizenow my fantasyis staring at your eyessometimes you think i'm beautifulbut i don't knowi'll keep it to myselfyou say it,it feels wonderfulmy smile can showi'm lost in paradisethe letters you wrote to meshowed me the signs i've never seeni thought every man i'd wantfalls out of a dating magazinebut i konw that with youi was so far from the truth,on every page and every linenow you're my everything i guess you know how to read my mind i know i guess that it showsthe message left flows to memake it more worth than make believe

DAy 5 CNY我在墾丁天气晴01A

been conversingwith this guy , greentea since last week findthis middle aged keke quitecute
a 38yr old man but only 1 gf all his life
hes kinda atheletic n active for someone his age. hahaha finally someoneto spice up my weeknight besides reporting to SAA for classes. finally pluck up my courage to msn with green tea. hes quite a cheerful person. typical leo character who takes care of his body very well.
我在墾丁天气晴 quite a typical taiwanese idol drama but is suitable for people who are still recovering from their previous relationship
rather touching lines. been to kenting last nov . did not get to see the summer kenting. i believe it will be very fun at kenting da jie
quite suitable to watch under such weathe now in sg.today really warm man. sunny singapore weather is back
took off today n went to fix up my eyebrow , did the embroidery
proceed for tarrot reading in spellbound
got my answers to my queries
seems like now is the transition stage for me
seem to be chatting with green tea more often these days find him a nice pal to chat up with. He asked me about my past relationship n its the first time people describe me as secretive
hahahahaha
kenting is a really interesting place in summer in the southern part of taiwan whereby its like a mini bali with lots of water sports activities. regretted nt having the opportunity

day 4/5 cNY

day 4 of cny yet another boring day as well

had intended to go cycling or doing some sports to relieve some boredom

in the end i went for inchiban in amk hub n the service was horrendous

after that we went to tb's place to play 3ppl mahjong subsquently 4 ppl mahjong

lost in total abt $13

luck tis yr maybe not so good
started with day 1 when the photoframe which i was in my grandmother's place . dropped when i was browsing n it landed on my right foot n followed by earlier on I almost twisted my left food while i was getting out of a fren's house after mahjong session

Day 3 or day 4 of cny

its been quite a while since i updated on a lengthy entry
been over to stone man's place for dinner juz realized how expressive kids can be these days with their marvelous acheivements n fantastic personalised blogs.. check these out http://www.jialebeliefs.blogspot.com
these kid is 12 yrs my junior seemingly my mother's sister's daughter
kids of these era are so savy with the web n games . this is one area which i cant be inclined in whereas the rest of my frens excels in this area

2 nites before CNY ' 08

its been really a busy 2 weeks in the branch which i happen to omit as this is the first year i m writing about the work scene in 3 yrs, this is the my 3rd year with the bank.
busy days passes by like a whirl
rude & unreasonable people arguing over lack of new notes. no more free gift
hes been in thailand for the past 3 weeks or so .we were supposed to meet up for a drink before his business trip , however for some reason or so the meetup was delayed
that day i was just not in the mood to get out
ironically one of friend also asked me out to the same place
i wonder on the next outing would it be another awkward setting again
to be continued

060108

went steamboat last nite
china zone
@ geylang lor 1
ambience poor. war zone

fresh start for 2008

Unknowingly i m approaching my mid 20s marking 25 this yr in 2008
After reading year 2007 & 2006 its been a rocky 2 yrs in service line. Hopefully my 1st email this year is not a complaint letter again, i have enjoyed 1/1/2008 , went shopping with dad, bought pair of jeans from samuel n kelvin.cheap one @ 29 bucks while my dad had a bargain as well orginally 49 , reduced to 26bucks
countdown @ merry's place in the landed property
now i have a second opinion of residents who r rich. they stay in big hollow houses who keep to themselves most of the time nt interacting much with their neighbours. i find it terribly quiet to be in the room on my own if i were merry
we played taboo a card game with the gang again this time countdown @ merry's place , ordered canadian pizza n had some coke , blue berry tea to go along with the dinner which we had a late one ard 9pm coz lu n viv n i went cycling @ ecp earlier. however viv was quite unlucky landed on her butt o nthe last day of 2007 31/12/07 and had to c a doc today
lu n viv had a sleepover at my place this morning , we slept at about 4am today watched some lousy scareless thai horror movie which we all ended up dozing in front of my tv set
i was quite r n r today lazing at home taking my own sweet time to rest as well had a power 1 hr nap
2/1/07
sch reopen day
3 important dates
8th May 2008 econs
16th May 2008 poa
30th May 2008. hr

this little blog has recorded all my pleasant n the unpleasant memories , going forward 2008 is my 3rd yr updating in this online diary
the first date was on Monday, February 21, 2005
wow oh mine i have gone a long way n today calls for good occasion for some nostalgia memories

first day of 2008, prayed at the rochor temple as well for gd well being
evon sms me to go ecp to cycle which i rejected , as well as a buffet dinner @ parkway , however its juz against my principle of dieting again

its weird now it s 2330 i m still not in bed yet.haha i would try rereading my entries
hope tml would be a gd start of the first day for work in 2008

281207 2321

25/12/07 11.30
my computer was in a mess & despite many attempts to on my pc previously & despite many attempts to on it, it still doesnt work therefore i know i wont sleep if i knew i didnt pen down my thoughts so i wrote it on a diary first
so here i was with that black organiser
i am thankful that i have such wonderful family & friends all this while by my side
24/12/07
Bitching with " lesibian" birthday @ her place with her family members & with lu,maureen,"merry"also william, tb.nice colleagues . i have wonderful memories for the 2 short days i have for 24-12-07 - 25-12-07
Although my mind is sometimes torn between pb,whirling within my tiny brain on how he is doing now. Just couldnt resist sending him those greeting sms thoe prank ones , n here he was calling me, so we exchanged a few sms & i gathered information that most of his clique was either married or attached, from there i couldnt but help feel sorry for him that his reply was to stay home to play psp while the rest of the world were like busy celebrating . but on the other hand, i was with my own gang of frens. n so i ponder on the decision of asking him to join or suggestive of joining him. in the end i chosed to stick with the gals
nevertheless playing taboo with the gals n merry was just as fun as we straddle. tearing betwee nthe ideas of playing bowling @ kallang leisure park & playing board games at birthday gal's place, with merry's chauffeuring around. All i can conclude is we enjoyed 2007 xmas as wekk as viv's bdae
last xmas was kinda memorable as i hada bad row with joe shortly we broke off followed by a long weekend alone, as i was too upset to entertain, i still got the blog entry to certify.
recalculating.. i had gone through 3 relationship altogether so far as long as from 4 years . 1 yr and lastly 4 months didnt take long to realize how wilful n immature i can get at times. looking back i hope to achieve more for the 5 yrs to come
23/12/07
Auntie may organised a xmas family gathering collaborating her family,as well as dennis n family, my family , joanna , rick , auntie moon,altogether 10 kids

25/12/07 lunch at Ajizen @ marine parade
cycling @ east coast park. happen to bump into jessica , my uni classmate from stansfield, made some small talk
played some arcade games with the kids, from the interaction can understand how n why some kids behave in a certain manner, i read from today paper previously n i tink this is quite true n now i understand. kids are like a shadow of the parents. boys as of father n gals to their mothers
i can see it when i focus on their features physically n their facial expression they display
was watching this channel u, there was this yu dan professor. on the public speaking n the topics was on the art of making friends & the 3 stages
although it was a fairly short episode about 30minm i believe i benefited
young stage, middle age, n old age
the main points was the meaning of true friendship, how to cultivate & the techniques of holding a proper conversation without offending the other party . in case i forget, those were the following advice she provided to avoid on the pitfalls of the 3 stages
young. abstain from sex
middle .. not to be scheming . to plot or fight against others
old.. avoid materialistic..complain probabbly at that age already acheive a lot so must discount some material wealth
currently i would say i m still between young & middle age. my pay now is considered stable. in the process of acquiring more material wealth

benevolence is important in a person's cultivation . modesty is also essential in a person's sucess n the conclusion is the more cultivated you are, most probabbly the chances of getting good friends who truly care for you

there are 3 main character in a frienship
the outspoken people- expressive , leading the conversation
follower - neutral in their stand
quiet ones- those who just listen in a corner quietly

technique
keeping your mouth shut at the appropriate timing. friends are your mirror image of an individual. respect for one another goes a long way. not forcing other people to act on your own set of values.stop advising your fren when they simply dun accept your advice

i found her recommendation quite useful. oriental thinking is confusing with those confusicus teachings n chinese idiom seriouslybeing english educated i find myself mentally challenged when i try to recall those lengthy proverbs. All i can visualise is those bamboo strips of books and long lines. therefore yudan's advice was what i can consolidate with the help of english subtitles on the tv screen
after the series of UOL revision, my general grasp of hidden meaning and gradually becomes stronger as i get used to the thick readings & long lectures i get ffrom my lecturers . my absorption just gets better after the gruelling in bukit panjang. the interaction, although was tough helped built endurance, patience & the sensitivity to work, higher expectation of myself m the keen sharpness as well to be more meticulous, so it was a fruitful experience

thinkinh forward what jianhao told me on a cab back ride strikes a deep impression, my daddy doesnt wants me n my mother anymore coz he found himself a new gf,, after hearing this , i cant help but feel heavy hearted for this little boy in which ever way u name it. this yr i bought rick an expensive bdae gift a pokemon game as i thought he was deprived of his fatherly love for him n joanne'sbro , 4 yrs of suport emotionally as he was like the acting fatherly figure for him
he held to her as she had to shoulder the responsibility . as an elder bro
if my younger sis was treated badly by her husband n leading an unhappy marriage tolerating all sorts of nonsense
sometimes parent love cant be replaced by someone else
this yr i also bought some candies , chocolate from candy empire to my frens n some of the kids
taking a step back, my softer side, emphatetic side of me i stiill harbour is no kids policy
occasionally i do enjoy the company of kids maybe at his stage of me. at 24 still want to enjoy life as we only live once so we got to truly enjoy who knows what will happen tml

2612/07
met up with siew ping, germ. n fun @ a dinner in defu
the crab stung me, before i can taste the butter crab i bled. as the sharp spike pierce through my gums.. i bled before i can eat it..

28/12/07
n now at work more peaceful everyting 's getting better nw. bettter in handling nasty ppl n the correct technique n the PR in the interaction

holiday

yeah... i manage to spend my 11 days in bukit panjang

gd day to slack at home.. after shopping yesterday

bought some gifts for the kids .. toys.. lucky clover for my colleagues ...
upcoming event is e xmas family gathering

........... tml got to go back office.. wat a drag. but at least is a familar place.. at js..

171207

how i recall last yr today which was my birthday's celebration which i had was in maureen's place having steamboat with polar bear n the gals n william. gals out night while her parents were overseas when we played a bit of mahjong n watched dvd. we stayed over night at her place as a common practise when her family went overseas while shes alone here in sg
i m glad this yr's christmas would be an enjoyable compared to last yr's when i was in complete agony , i just happen to write finish today's entry n then i just casually browsed through 2006 dec's blog onwards to 2007's entry
i juz realized how unhappy i was n obstinate i were then
there was a new theory revolving my head , if there was no hope there would be dissappointment
so y bother with stuff which i would nt be able to control then
the right man would come crawling to me sooner or later
then perhaps the days of spinsterhood would be over soon

4 days has passed . n tml will be a long day
enjoyed my family outing with the kids
had a memorable 24th birthday
i guess some things got to be let go
this yr birthday wish is more $$ & gd smooth work flow. less difficult customers . more sales
more $ equates more security and confidence
losing weight n sheding the excess .. to boast up confidence level
i tink i still the eligibility to take my time for the time being
if i got the luck to meet someone better . it would be a bonus
after meetin him on fri
i can tell myself truthfully i moved on, thankfully after such a long time recovering
when can i stop kissing the frogs n spot the prince
the family's outing emerged with more kids. with the addition of inviting joanne n rick
planning the next family gathering on 30th dec which is rick's 8th birthday
east coast park. aracade with e family
cycling . blading. dinner
upcoming programs. xmas with the gals n birthday celebrating with lesibian buddy 0104hrs