a tough week

i dun mean want to be a whining bitch here
but this new place has too much conflict
coz maybe there is too much negativity
too much past hatred or vegence among the ladies
no 2 . there r too many narrow minded people who cant seem to see the big picture so day in and out they whine about a lot of small matters.
firstly the person whos nt really a mentor but acts as one
out to shine , makes my life difficult and not value adding to it
firstly i should change myself . be less petty n more tolerant to houseflies and irritants around me .
and if i should not adapt . perhaps i should just move on .. find something more suitable .
but then again there are always a lot of obstacles n such stone to make me trip and fall . n if i can tackle such an environment n shld tis should occur i guess it makes me stronger more mentally.
being a trainer is not easy. know my work well
clear precise explanation and the ability to read ppl 's body language
secondly asking ppl to upgrade and renew n chasing payment is an art
either u love it or u hate it .
prove everyone wrong so it will increase my self esteem as an individual that i have achieved someting
n learn something .
conflict is everyday 's life to tackle on . so the more i do . the better it gets
housefly or cut throat bitch can continue to irritate everyone to make her feel more superior but whats most important is i do my role so as notto invite gossip .
have that objective in mind i guess will make my stay over here more productive
even getting humilated is one way to get through a hurdle. give it my best shots to get all it takes to achieve my goals.n its the end result that proves it all wrong that i can do it as good as you can... bitch
nt to the expense of making everone ur enemy or offending ppl .
shes really tactless and low class. pui ... i m must tolerate it for the sake of myself and to soak up her good points n discard her ugly self.. learn frm her competency
be humble and quiet achiever . first ting in mind . compete it and then finish all the task and relac one cornerwheni get back home . maybe that could eliminate the negativity i have for being bullied and being unjustified ..
one gd thing that happened to the empty vessels that makes the most noise..
hahahahah getting a write in complain and being a fool for not knowing her work where she claims she knows. hahahahaha worse than ppl who came in later than her .. bites her own tongue for that. boo hoo ..
like a fool also .. its kharma.. maybe