days of suffering. y is it so slow..
looking forward to AL 13-15 dec
next mon will c tat bitch again..
xian..
will enjoy the 4 off days away from work
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Sunday, December 09, 2007
the heartbreaker kid
story plot for this comedy revolves with a single indecisive guy who marries the wrong gal after a short courtship. he was influenced by his dad n friend to get married n ends up meeting the soulmate of his life when he goes on a honeymoon with his wife .his wife turns out to be a indescriptable character who is too wild for this man.duringhis trip, he tries to pursue the new soulmate while trying hard to keep the truth that hes newly wed from the both of the women. morale of the story is such that we should never be influenced by other people in making the first step for personal happines , not to rush into a marriage & assume the current partner is as though the last n confirmed candidate
it depicts how modern relationship can happen such episodes as described in the movie but however in a more exagerated manner. such is tat when it comes to relationship. people often do not rationalise n jump into the relationship n fail to understand each other which leads to other problems later in the relationship
i seen how wq n viv is still entangled in the love lorn problemactic vicious cycle when hes still to obstinate in his thinking. believing that there is still hope of reconcilationm but the root of the problem lies that because of his naive n childish behavior , being together is short lived , knowing my old pal's character, her tolerance for his tantrums would be limited as well
as for myself knowing carefully that pb is a passive person whos always been this manner , would also continue this way. so there is no room for negotation for reconcilation either, the cycle of waiting n waiting , n the feeling of being unwanted is such a pathetic n miserable past of the previous failed relationship
since there is no room for compromising to another person. the conclusion is such tat hes a selfish person n there wont be any happines in the long run if i choose to shoulder all the unhapiness n later recognise there is no reciprocal in the end. finally its going to be much more painful than expected . knowing that there is no outcome . possibilites in an impossible character
i m glad i thought past this point n i n living happily on my own. finding my own happiness in every way, i have my close frens to count on when i have my bad day, n nt bitter about being unappreciated which is y i made the right choice although i do still have some feelings . after all i m still human.opening my options n taking some of the prevoius remarks seriously n bracing my myself up. grilling up for better phsyique n stamina does oso boast my personal ego n confidence
when i saw lila in the character , with her loud n wild character. it reminded me of who i was a couple of years ago while i was with the veri first relationship
nice plot made me thought deeper than usual
this was some review frm a fellow patron who left his remark on the net
If you think thru deep enuff, you really can learn a great deal about yr relationship thru the show......"do we really know and understand the person together w/ you, be it for 6 weeks, 6 yrs, or even 60 yrs? how far would you go to accommodate, compromise, tolerate etc, for the sake of the r/s? What is trust, and what is lying in a r/s? giving in to temptations? or stay faithful?............enjoy moments of laughter while "learning" abt r/s frm this movie......enjoy.........
it depicts how modern relationship can happen such episodes as described in the movie but however in a more exagerated manner. such is tat when it comes to relationship. people often do not rationalise n jump into the relationship n fail to understand each other which leads to other problems later in the relationship
i seen how wq n viv is still entangled in the love lorn problemactic vicious cycle when hes still to obstinate in his thinking. believing that there is still hope of reconcilationm but the root of the problem lies that because of his naive n childish behavior , being together is short lived , knowing my old pal's character, her tolerance for his tantrums would be limited as well
as for myself knowing carefully that pb is a passive person whos always been this manner , would also continue this way. so there is no room for negotation for reconcilation either, the cycle of waiting n waiting , n the feeling of being unwanted is such a pathetic n miserable past of the previous failed relationship
since there is no room for compromising to another person. the conclusion is such tat hes a selfish person n there wont be any happines in the long run if i choose to shoulder all the unhapiness n later recognise there is no reciprocal in the end. finally its going to be much more painful than expected . knowing that there is no outcome . possibilites in an impossible character
i m glad i thought past this point n i n living happily on my own. finding my own happiness in every way, i have my close frens to count on when i have my bad day, n nt bitter about being unappreciated which is y i made the right choice although i do still have some feelings . after all i m still human.opening my options n taking some of the prevoius remarks seriously n bracing my myself up. grilling up for better phsyique n stamina does oso boast my personal ego n confidence
when i saw lila in the character , with her loud n wild character. it reminded me of who i was a couple of years ago while i was with the veri first relationship
nice plot made me thought deeper than usual
this was some review frm a fellow patron who left his remark on the net
If you think thru deep enuff, you really can learn a great deal about yr relationship thru the show......"do we really know and understand the person together w/ you, be it for 6 weeks, 6 yrs, or even 60 yrs? how far would you go to accommodate, compromise, tolerate etc, for the sake of the r/s? What is trust, and what is lying in a r/s? giving in to temptations? or stay faithful?............enjoy moments of laughter while "learning" abt r/s frm this movie......enjoy.........
Thursday, December 06, 2007
finally i pulled through the 4th day in bukit panjang
currently trying to get used to a perfectionist boss for the time being another 7 more days to go.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
freaking tired after travelling daily for 3hrs
today's my 3rd day in bp branch
shes damn lame
damn bloody strict
almost blow up
another 2 more days.. n she will be on holiday
shes domineering n stringent
another 8 more days back to host branch .
how i miss my dear sweet boss..in js
shes damn lame
damn bloody strict
almost blow up
another 2 more days.. n she will be on holiday
shes domineering n stringent
another 8 more days back to host branch .
how i miss my dear sweet boss..in js
Sunday, December 02, 2007
finishing 21.1km for stancharted run in 3hr15min
sat was a disaster.. moey is such a terrible co worker & colleague to work with
the run.. went there at abt 6am this morning n now 7hrs later
6.15pm ended e run abt 9.30am
guess who i bump into consectively pb who is so unexpected , we had intended to participate the run together when we were discussing abt it last yr this time
n i cut him which is quite an achievement
the run.. went there at abt 6am this morning n now 7hrs later
6.15pm ended e run abt 9.30am
guess who i bump into consectively pb who is so unexpected , we had intended to participate the run together when we were discussing abt it last yr this time
n i cut him which is quite an achievement
Friday, November 30, 2007
review from 2006- current 2007 301107
back frm 13/1/06 when i joined the bank n till now 30/11/07 its about 22 months down the road now.. from someone whos veri goon du & careless.for my first 3 months , the thought of resignation is constantly on my head. wonder how i got through it for the past 2 yrs, coming Jan 08 would be my third year in this bank. Thankfully the end result after going through series of the hardships & difficult periods, I have challenged myself to be more proactive, tactful & meticulous somehow or rather n also sensitive to my customers' body language n needs. although i have my fair share of complaints , i m rather surprised to be getting awards n recognition consecutively for last year as well as this year. the Group business banking award as well as the top YTD compliments for Sept 2007 for yr 2007
recalling the days of being a newbie , being bullied , difficult boss & mean colleagues who did not really bother to teach me some of the things which iwas unsure of .
my inital days of the work was like some lost lamb trying to fish my way out of the dark tunnnel. on some instances , i got to call an old fren of mine for help.. J without her guidance i believe i will not be able to achieve some skills that i have till today
my new boss has been giving me a lot of support as well. refering me n encouraging to take on more tasks n challenges.
but then again i am not very eager yet to take on the challenge, mainly due to the fact that my academic achievement has not been achieved or completed.
Since the series of bad turns & more exposure to foriegners , chinese speaking clients , also partly due to a new assistant or colleague from china . my level of chinese has greatly improved because consciously i have been reminding myself to read chinese novels , newspapers n practise speaking better chinese without the local singlish chinese terms which we commonly used that are not widely understood by other overseas chinese.
my tour to tw has brought me a deeper understanding in terms of superb service, the visit to other banks also broaden my concept of receiving excellent service from a customer point of view and as a service provider, service excellence
these days, i tend to refer sales not only with the product benefit but also a genuine concern on growing customers' wealth
therefore when my clients can sense my sincerity on their portfolio, they are more open to my suggestions & not just blindly following our recommendations.
the mass banking portfolio has led me more insight of the living condition of the lower income group.
The personal touch to deliver a lost client's wallet to her place gave me whole new perspective of the older generation these days, not only she stayed in a small n cramped area. i realize how strong she was as a 90yr old folk to take care of her daugher in her 50s who was mentally less inclined . Beneath that iron steel n determined look of hers lies such strong character that i couldnt comprehend much.
there was a elderly gentleman who described my organisation as the "junk bank" due to logo which was shaped like a chinese junk.
He mentioned that in his younger days, he came from the rival company known as the match stick bank.
regardless of whether he meant it as " junk" or not "junk" i should relate it as an insulting term to myself as well as the organisation. Simply mean
Colleagues come & go, better ones can chat up. nt so close one . just maintain an amicable terms with a hi bye relationship n some occasional greeting
next week would be a new week covering some new branch. bukit panjang is a far far away place from friendly eastie, anticapating the new yet political environment. heard a lot from them especially a strict superior does not help to ease my mind , the uneasiness which will land on me.
despite the prempt difficulties ahead of me, the determination to survive well in hostile n foriegn environment is always in my head to stay calm & to be able to adapt well in anykind of tough situation that i m in. which will better prepare me in the next battlefield
i m grateful to those who have lent me a hand as well as those who mocked at me. without their efforts to lecture at me or to smirk at me , i wont be able to stand on my own feet to face the troubles . currently as the so called more senior personnel , i constantly face a lot of new n strange enquires n possible difficult questions , maintaining a cool mind is tough without being offended n taking in more personal remarks
my fellow colleague is nominated & undergoing some form of tasks for the eligible bacherotte, hopefully everyting goes well smoothly for her & my covering of the relief work.
the recent case of the dragon boat accident is like some tragic incident on 5 youths. such a waste fated though. such is life when some events had to happen
recalling the days of being a newbie , being bullied , difficult boss & mean colleagues who did not really bother to teach me some of the things which iwas unsure of .
my inital days of the work was like some lost lamb trying to fish my way out of the dark tunnnel. on some instances , i got to call an old fren of mine for help.. J without her guidance i believe i will not be able to achieve some skills that i have till today
my new boss has been giving me a lot of support as well. refering me n encouraging to take on more tasks n challenges.
but then again i am not very eager yet to take on the challenge, mainly due to the fact that my academic achievement has not been achieved or completed.
Since the series of bad turns & more exposure to foriegners , chinese speaking clients , also partly due to a new assistant or colleague from china . my level of chinese has greatly improved because consciously i have been reminding myself to read chinese novels , newspapers n practise speaking better chinese without the local singlish chinese terms which we commonly used that are not widely understood by other overseas chinese.
my tour to tw has brought me a deeper understanding in terms of superb service, the visit to other banks also broaden my concept of receiving excellent service from a customer point of view and as a service provider, service excellence
these days, i tend to refer sales not only with the product benefit but also a genuine concern on growing customers' wealth
therefore when my clients can sense my sincerity on their portfolio, they are more open to my suggestions & not just blindly following our recommendations.
the mass banking portfolio has led me more insight of the living condition of the lower income group.
The personal touch to deliver a lost client's wallet to her place gave me whole new perspective of the older generation these days, not only she stayed in a small n cramped area. i realize how strong she was as a 90yr old folk to take care of her daugher in her 50s who was mentally less inclined . Beneath that iron steel n determined look of hers lies such strong character that i couldnt comprehend much.
there was a elderly gentleman who described my organisation as the "junk bank" due to logo which was shaped like a chinese junk.
He mentioned that in his younger days, he came from the rival company known as the match stick bank.
regardless of whether he meant it as " junk" or not "junk" i should relate it as an insulting term to myself as well as the organisation. Simply mean
Colleagues come & go, better ones can chat up. nt so close one . just maintain an amicable terms with a hi bye relationship n some occasional greeting
next week would be a new week covering some new branch. bukit panjang is a far far away place from friendly eastie, anticapating the new yet political environment. heard a lot from them especially a strict superior does not help to ease my mind , the uneasiness which will land on me.
despite the prempt difficulties ahead of me, the determination to survive well in hostile n foriegn environment is always in my head to stay calm & to be able to adapt well in anykind of tough situation that i m in. which will better prepare me in the next battlefield
i m grateful to those who have lent me a hand as well as those who mocked at me. without their efforts to lecture at me or to smirk at me , i wont be able to stand on my own feet to face the troubles . currently as the so called more senior personnel , i constantly face a lot of new n strange enquires n possible difficult questions , maintaining a cool mind is tough without being offended n taking in more personal remarks
my fellow colleague is nominated & undergoing some form of tasks for the eligible bacherotte, hopefully everyting goes well smoothly for her & my covering of the relief work.
the recent case of the dragon boat accident is like some tragic incident on 5 youths. such a waste fated though. such is life when some events had to happen
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
si bei tulan with the unexpected guest in my house
i flare up real big time.
at least i said my piece to him. recent unhappiness that was bottled up. tink if i dun explode feel veri imbalanced
below r some the messages which i convey to my lesbian buddy
i just told my bro off
That was my last piece before he left
GET LOST ! I HAVE NO MORE PATIENCE FOR U. N IF U WANT TO BRING UR GF UP . I HAVE A BROOM READY N I WILL USE E BROOM TO CHASE HER OUT,, N I HATE HER
life sucks no matter wat you do you can't seems to keep their mouth shut says:
life sucks no matter wat you do you can't seems to keep their mouth shut says:
wat can i say
life sucks no matter wat you do you can't seems to keep their mouth shut says:
its all s fault mah
sam says:
tat is me rite
life sucks no matter wat you do you can't seems to keep their mouth shut says:
then wat he say
sam says:
he mumbered something ., i will move out anyway
sam says:
i ask him to get lost then. dun give trouble to e family
tat woman didnt come to my house then but i have been wanting to tell my bro off
i already told him i have warned him if he still doesnt get it i will personally tell tat woman off. i told him straight that you dun respect our father or the family because all the tings that you have done is just not giving respect to him as the owner of the house. but all along we only keep quiet if not would have just chased her away
sam says:
i ask him to watch out. continue on . n u better be careful tat our late mother will surely not let u off !@
sam says:
tis is quit e intimidating rite.. tis is wat my bro2 teach me one . as a last resort
sam says:
hahaha
my fire has subsided a bit.
at least i said my piece to him. recent unhappiness that was bottled up. tink if i dun explode feel veri imbalanced
below r some the messages which i convey to my lesbian buddy
i just told my bro off
That was my last piece before he left
GET LOST ! I HAVE NO MORE PATIENCE FOR U. N IF U WANT TO BRING UR GF UP . I HAVE A BROOM READY N I WILL USE E BROOM TO CHASE HER OUT,, N I HATE HER
life sucks no matter wat you do you can't seems to keep their mouth shut says:
life sucks no matter wat you do you can't seems to keep their mouth shut says:
wat can i say
life sucks no matter wat you do you can't seems to keep their mouth shut says:
its all s fault mah
sam says:
tat is me rite
life sucks no matter wat you do you can't seems to keep their mouth shut says:
then wat he say
sam says:
he mumbered something ., i will move out anyway
sam says:
i ask him to get lost then. dun give trouble to e family
tat woman didnt come to my house then but i have been wanting to tell my bro off
i already told him i have warned him if he still doesnt get it i will personally tell tat woman off. i told him straight that you dun respect our father or the family because all the tings that you have done is just not giving respect to him as the owner of the house. but all along we only keep quiet if not would have just chased her away
sam says:
i ask him to watch out. continue on . n u better be careful tat our late mother will surely not let u off !@
sam says:
tis is quit e intimidating rite.. tis is wat my bro2 teach me one . as a last resort
sam says:
hahaha
my fire has subsided a bit.
Monday, November 19, 2007
191107
i have 3 ppl which i know who is their birthdays
2 of my frens & my dad
one of which is someone whom i celebrated with in ikoi restuarant last yr today
so fast one yr liao.. 4yrs since i split with ed, 2 yrs with goose n almost coming to 1 yr with pb
everyone seems to be blissfully attached with their significant other
no mood to start revising
all resit units. when i start to flip the first page.. i get deep down demoralised wondering why i didnt clear in the first place
2 of my frens & my dad
one of which is someone whom i celebrated with in ikoi restuarant last yr today
so fast one yr liao.. 4yrs since i split with ed, 2 yrs with goose n almost coming to 1 yr with pb
everyone seems to be blissfully attached with their significant other
no mood to start revising
all resit units. when i start to flip the first page.. i get deep down demoralised wondering why i didnt clear in the first place
Monday, November 12, 2007
ending.. back to home sweet home tw trip 5/11/07- 13/11/7
day 1 : taipei, qiu fen,yeh liu nice scenary,yangming shan,min zhu ji nian tang,some castle theme resturant,shilin night market,
day 2 :Tai chung,feng jia Night market,xi men ding. taipei 101
Day 3 : tainan,anping lao jie
Day 4 : kaoshiung
Day 5 : Kenting, visited the zhuoying hospital
Day 6:southern part. cat head nose , er luan pi
Day 7: Liu fu chun amusement
wu fen pu.. remember this most coz i was pick pocketed at this place
Rou he Night market
Day 8 : Back home to Singapore
things i really miss taiwan: the climate.nt the cold or rainy one. 20-23 degrees or sothe windy cooling one.. the xiao chi.. wholesale in wu fen pu; cheap clothes n nice design the veri cute taiwanese who helped me during my trip.. liao dao.. my guide who was such a humourous n knowledgable man. a retail staff by the name of xiao ting who was such a big help in her professional in her recommendation which made me look slimer. of course, by maintaining my diet, n not adapting to the climate n food there n unhealthy sleeping schedule did contribute for sliming. the 8 day trip did pull my family bond closer as a result my little nephew sticks to me at times. the young butler at this fu jun hotel in taipei looks charming who bears a slight resemblance like one of the singer in fei lun hai. yan ya lun . hes quite a nice smile n directed me to the police station near the hotel i stayed n provided much assistance. the tour group which i joined were all nice n jovial people..especially sharon who lent me a hand when i slipped n fell in qiu fen
carrying the baby pram around is no joke especially travelling for long hours & changing hotels everyday like 6 hotelsin 8 days
back to singapore brings me to the things which i have taken for granted like the political stability ,cleanliness, toilet, safety, multi language heritage n the unique singlish , fellow singaporeans share.
the close proximity from one place to another is only a mere 30mins or so latest by cab, car, no natural disasters. strong currency . n some of the efficiency i c among most services in most companies
being bilingual with the basic language of english n chinese brings me certain advantages especially among the asian countries , with not much difficulties , its easy to blend in with the 2 most prodominent languages used widely.
however during the taiwan trip, obviously i was not used to the primary language , chinese. pu tong hua as the main communication mode , besides i was educated using english so initally the switch to communicate with some of the locals there was quite a challenge.
the transport system is quite chaotic , during my first day of the 8-day trip in taiwan, i was totally bewildered n bizzared by some of their methods adopted, the style of the english n some of the jargon used . sometimes when i listen to their radio channels or watch tv , there are bound to be some chinese which i dont quite get it
i learnt to be more polite towards my customers during this trip n picked up some dressing etiqutte. oh mine, all of them are so well dressed n groomed in the service n retail industry, if they could improve in their english standards i tink this will bring them further in the region.
I met up with this ntu lecturer who is sitting beside me on the way back frm tw to sg on a sq flight, just had this instant instinct that she looked like a teacher to me .. n most importantly was a english teacher. call it my sixth sense or wat. she was on a 4day business trip in taipei for some conference to help the taiwanese to improve on the standard of the language efficiency
the trip back frm kaoshiung back to the capital taipei can take abt 5 hrs.. most of the time.. we can be dozing off from time to time which is someting that i m not used to it back to cozy home town over here
this entry is procastinated much long n delayed about 1 week or so . was much in holiday mood didnt have a lot of focus when i returned to work on 14/11/07
17/11/07 ocbc family day -- lousy event
18/11/07
met up with the gals coz one of them was back frm a japan trip/ nice bitching session
went for a facial juz now.. attended a family dinner @ tony roma's at suntec to celebrate my old bean's birthday which is currently today 19/11/07
it is also pb's n bro zane's birthday was contemplating whether to send a birthday sms to them. in the end decided nt to anyway .. with which pondering in my mind was 3 words that sprung up.. whats e point ?
i c more friends getting married.. pregnant with their child.. some which i heard getting married at a young age n then divorced first, second time which i ponder if i can really belive in marriage n seein my own bro in his all messed up love life with someone so complicated. 2 kids of 2 different fathers n now with my bro whos also someone nt suitable marrigable candidate.
the one for me seems far n unreachable. able to stay carefree n free spirted is such a luxury . singlehood can also be fun as well.. with some spinsterhood fellow jie mei.. last min travel plans..
able to focus on my personal goals
splurging on my own expenses without having much worries.its perhaps i have totally lost confidence in the men which i dated... having gained n lost is such agony.
the mixed emotions that contantly runs in my mind still strikes a terror deep within me. of course nowadays i do still keep an open mind . casually browsing around but i c no suitable candidate.
besides i dun wanna settle for second best
i was tinking long n deep that with such character i portray, i cannot be a good homemaker n some times i can get so wilful n short tempered n capricious i guess not much men can get along with me
pb is a nice fren but not a gd lover to maintain long relationship
the secretivness n freedom he gives doesnt justify the seriousness in his part
now almost 6 months apart.. i tend to give myself space to digest the unhappines n put it aside n live day to day happily. simply appreciating all the happy things i have now n all the good news i share
of course bro worm's plight did create an impact in my selection n my view point in relationship on how men n women can change so drastically over a decade n how married people can also continue to indulge in infidity while they already have such a happy family scene
i also observe the couples in my family bicker non stop n i find it a bore sometimes
till the day i can seek my own happines.. wish me luck in my career now.. getting even better n better .smooth transition n more sales n compliments many more good tings to come for me..
good grades for exam in 2008
good men r hard to come by.. really...
completed the 10km run in sept. 21km for stanchart run in dec.. hope my stamina is good.
next month is my bdae month as well as christmas run should plan for a 3 day break for my birthday n relax.. pamper myself well
1.03
19/11/07
day 2 :Tai chung,feng jia Night market,xi men ding. taipei 101
Day 3 : tainan,anping lao jie
Day 4 : kaoshiung
Day 5 : Kenting, visited the zhuoying hospital
Day 6:southern part. cat head nose , er luan pi
Day 7: Liu fu chun amusement
wu fen pu.. remember this most coz i was pick pocketed at this place
Rou he Night market
Day 8 : Back home to Singapore
things i really miss taiwan: the climate.nt the cold or rainy one. 20-23 degrees or sothe windy cooling one.. the xiao chi.. wholesale in wu fen pu; cheap clothes n nice design the veri cute taiwanese who helped me during my trip.. liao dao.. my guide who was such a humourous n knowledgable man. a retail staff by the name of xiao ting who was such a big help in her professional in her recommendation which made me look slimer. of course, by maintaining my diet, n not adapting to the climate n food there n unhealthy sleeping schedule did contribute for sliming. the 8 day trip did pull my family bond closer as a result my little nephew sticks to me at times. the young butler at this fu jun hotel in taipei looks charming who bears a slight resemblance like one of the singer in fei lun hai. yan ya lun . hes quite a nice smile n directed me to the police station near the hotel i stayed n provided much assistance. the tour group which i joined were all nice n jovial people..especially sharon who lent me a hand when i slipped n fell in qiu fen
carrying the baby pram around is no joke especially travelling for long hours & changing hotels everyday like 6 hotelsin 8 days
back to singapore brings me to the things which i have taken for granted like the political stability ,cleanliness, toilet, safety, multi language heritage n the unique singlish , fellow singaporeans share.
the close proximity from one place to another is only a mere 30mins or so latest by cab, car, no natural disasters. strong currency . n some of the efficiency i c among most services in most companies
being bilingual with the basic language of english n chinese brings me certain advantages especially among the asian countries , with not much difficulties , its easy to blend in with the 2 most prodominent languages used widely.
however during the taiwan trip, obviously i was not used to the primary language , chinese. pu tong hua as the main communication mode , besides i was educated using english so initally the switch to communicate with some of the locals there was quite a challenge.
the transport system is quite chaotic , during my first day of the 8-day trip in taiwan, i was totally bewildered n bizzared by some of their methods adopted, the style of the english n some of the jargon used . sometimes when i listen to their radio channels or watch tv , there are bound to be some chinese which i dont quite get it
i learnt to be more polite towards my customers during this trip n picked up some dressing etiqutte. oh mine, all of them are so well dressed n groomed in the service n retail industry, if they could improve in their english standards i tink this will bring them further in the region.
I met up with this ntu lecturer who is sitting beside me on the way back frm tw to sg on a sq flight, just had this instant instinct that she looked like a teacher to me .. n most importantly was a english teacher. call it my sixth sense or wat. she was on a 4day business trip in taipei for some conference to help the taiwanese to improve on the standard of the language efficiency
the trip back frm kaoshiung back to the capital taipei can take abt 5 hrs.. most of the time.. we can be dozing off from time to time which is someting that i m not used to it back to cozy home town over here
this entry is procastinated much long n delayed about 1 week or so . was much in holiday mood didnt have a lot of focus when i returned to work on 14/11/07
17/11/07 ocbc family day -- lousy event
18/11/07
met up with the gals coz one of them was back frm a japan trip/ nice bitching session
went for a facial juz now.. attended a family dinner @ tony roma's at suntec to celebrate my old bean's birthday which is currently today 19/11/07
it is also pb's n bro zane's birthday was contemplating whether to send a birthday sms to them. in the end decided nt to anyway .. with which pondering in my mind was 3 words that sprung up.. whats e point ?
i c more friends getting married.. pregnant with their child.. some which i heard getting married at a young age n then divorced first, second time which i ponder if i can really belive in marriage n seein my own bro in his all messed up love life with someone so complicated. 2 kids of 2 different fathers n now with my bro whos also someone nt suitable marrigable candidate.
the one for me seems far n unreachable. able to stay carefree n free spirted is such a luxury . singlehood can also be fun as well.. with some spinsterhood fellow jie mei.. last min travel plans..
able to focus on my personal goals
splurging on my own expenses without having much worries.its perhaps i have totally lost confidence in the men which i dated... having gained n lost is such agony.
the mixed emotions that contantly runs in my mind still strikes a terror deep within me. of course nowadays i do still keep an open mind . casually browsing around but i c no suitable candidate.
besides i dun wanna settle for second best
i was tinking long n deep that with such character i portray, i cannot be a good homemaker n some times i can get so wilful n short tempered n capricious i guess not much men can get along with me
pb is a nice fren but not a gd lover to maintain long relationship
the secretivness n freedom he gives doesnt justify the seriousness in his part
now almost 6 months apart.. i tend to give myself space to digest the unhappines n put it aside n live day to day happily. simply appreciating all the happy things i have now n all the good news i share
of course bro worm's plight did create an impact in my selection n my view point in relationship on how men n women can change so drastically over a decade n how married people can also continue to indulge in infidity while they already have such a happy family scene
i also observe the couples in my family bicker non stop n i find it a bore sometimes
till the day i can seek my own happines.. wish me luck in my career now.. getting even better n better .smooth transition n more sales n compliments many more good tings to come for me..
good grades for exam in 2008
good men r hard to come by.. really...
completed the 10km run in sept. 21km for stanchart run in dec.. hope my stamina is good.
next month is my bdae month as well as christmas run should plan for a 3 day break for my birthday n relax.. pamper myself well
1.03
19/11/07
Thursday, November 08, 2007
tw..tw
guess wat i m online at tw,at silver river hotel lobby using their internet to log in , todays e 8th nov been in tw for abt 3 days
the weather has been wet in taipei & the trip has been enjoyable so far
last nite i was juz so much in insonmia that i couldnt sleep in taipei , maybe due to too much caffeine n food at nite. slept abt 3 hrs so far on average
wake up at abt 6-7am daily n i sleep ard 2 or 3 in the morning. to top it up i was thinking or rather remicsing the past in my room tryin my best to get to sleep . with the help of the local channels. in a foriegn place. e last thing on my mind , well cant be helped too
besides the good place to write is oso during the trip
taipei alone is a city that never sleeps with endless nite market n food all over..
stinky tofu, fried sotong, chicken .. hao da chi pie , theme cave restuarant
cute ah bing gege at the memorial hall
n oso the people here is juz so polite. their bazzar is endless
ximeng ting.. i blow abt 7000Nt.. which is like i spend over S$300 plus in a shop which is impressive... i dont do this often though
at tis hr,, at a rundown or rather nt so developed taichung. e hotel is old reminds me of the run in bencoolen..
red carpet.. chinese setting.
tml is the 4th day.. hot spring
tainan
kaoshiung
n then back to taipei & friendly singapore in another 4 more days
8/11/07
0100
the weather has been wet in taipei & the trip has been enjoyable so far
last nite i was juz so much in insonmia that i couldnt sleep in taipei , maybe due to too much caffeine n food at nite. slept abt 3 hrs so far on average
wake up at abt 6-7am daily n i sleep ard 2 or 3 in the morning. to top it up i was thinking or rather remicsing the past in my room tryin my best to get to sleep . with the help of the local channels. in a foriegn place. e last thing on my mind , well cant be helped too
besides the good place to write is oso during the trip
taipei alone is a city that never sleeps with endless nite market n food all over..
stinky tofu, fried sotong, chicken .. hao da chi pie , theme cave restuarant
cute ah bing gege at the memorial hall
n oso the people here is juz so polite. their bazzar is endless
ximeng ting.. i blow abt 7000Nt.. which is like i spend over S$300 plus in a shop which is impressive... i dont do this often though
at tis hr,, at a rundown or rather nt so developed taichung. e hotel is old reminds me of the run in bencoolen..
red carpet.. chinese setting.
tml is the 4th day.. hot spring
tainan
kaoshiung
n then back to taipei & friendly singapore in another 4 more days
8/11/07
0100
Saturday, November 03, 2007
bro worm n his funny moves
its so disgusted.. an intruder in the house who i dunno is in ..
my bro worm's latest squeeze
i cant imagine after e tw trip back . wat would it be like
my bro worm's latest squeeze
i cant imagine after e tw trip back . wat would it be like
Thursday, October 18, 2007
181007
140 days in a flash
i didnt give up on myself
dieting. havent been eating much for dinner
runninh preparing for GE run
burryinh myself in work
less gossip during work
sleeping more like 10 pm..
68 down to 63..
50 is the ideal..
try 60 first.. 55 then 50
7kg.. i can do it.. 5kg is gone especially the butt area
improvise various methods to slim down without harming my body
221007 10km GE>>> YEAHHhhhhhhh
i didnt give up on myself
dieting. havent been eating much for dinner
runninh preparing for GE run
burryinh myself in work
less gossip during work
sleeping more like 10 pm..
68 down to 63..
50 is the ideal..
try 60 first.. 55 then 50
7kg.. i can do it.. 5kg is gone especially the butt area
improvise various methods to slim down without harming my body
221007 10km GE>>> YEAHHhhhhhhh
Sunday, September 30, 2007
warm sun
its been a long time since i got settled down in front of a tv without much disturbances.. with tokyo drift in the background its like a hip hop setting
e week has gone by in a flash. unknowingly its the nth day since i last communicated with PB its about 120 days now..
on the 15th day of the lunar month which is consequently also mid autumn festival that day.. last tuesday during lunch i went to the temple near my office n drew a divination lot . guess it did boast my ego coz it kinda nice n motivating
time can rob a person of its senses , as the days pass , my sensory glands just go numb towards emotions. n the remnants of what it remains does nt sting now
the past 120 days i had is like a whirlwind another 100 days or so would be 2008.
slowly it corrodes my mind. erroding my memories that i vaguely remember still , selected scenes of what ought to be ,
i had a early nite for sat last evening . approximately sleeping abt 12 hrs . n waking up early for a morning jog
星期六晚上 哪都不想去 也无法入睡 看着电视机 持续...星期六深夜 我想起了你 没什么特别 只是回忆 你让我自由 我很感激 星期六深夜 永远不会有任何人能代替你 星期六.
星期六的深夜
星期六晚上
哪都不想去
也无法入睡
看着电视机
持续在发呆
喝了七分醉
闭上了眼睛
试着不想你
但已来不及
忘了如何
让眼泪停止流下
还好没人看见
没人会说话
星期六深夜
我想起了你
没什么特别
只是回忆
你让我自由
我很感激
星期六深夜
永远不会有任何人
能代替你
星期六晚上
哪都不想去
也无法入睡
看着电视机
持续在发呆
喝了七分醉
闭上了眼睛
试着不想你
但已来不及
忘了如何
让眼泪停止流下
还好没人看到
没人会说话
星期六深夜
我想起了你
没什么特别
只是回忆
你让我自由
我很感激
星期六深夜
永远不会有任何人
能代替你
这就是遗憾的滋味
陪着我形影不离
明天我会面带微笑
但无法忘记你
li hom ' ssongs is just so emotional enaging...
still remember this song 第一個清晨
entangling those scenes that i cant forget that easily
forgeting is gd therapy
at least it gets out of your chest n u stop brooding all the possible outcome n possibilities
been busy preparing the for upcoming run n mentoring my new colleague. jiao ( x2)
was watching lim hom's you tube for his 我们的歌]庆功演唱会.:.
impressive. quite a stunner
however i find that rain'es new hairdo horrendous.. jelly look a alike
terrible image consultant but a bold change afterall it has created a impression remembering that jellyfish head.
n also occasionally doing stretches , crunches to slim those problem areas
e week has gone by in a flash. unknowingly its the nth day since i last communicated with PB its about 120 days now..
on the 15th day of the lunar month which is consequently also mid autumn festival that day.. last tuesday during lunch i went to the temple near my office n drew a divination lot . guess it did boast my ego coz it kinda nice n motivating
time can rob a person of its senses , as the days pass , my sensory glands just go numb towards emotions. n the remnants of what it remains does nt sting now
the past 120 days i had is like a whirlwind another 100 days or so would be 2008.
slowly it corrodes my mind. erroding my memories that i vaguely remember still , selected scenes of what ought to be ,
i had a early nite for sat last evening . approximately sleeping abt 12 hrs . n waking up early for a morning jog
星期六晚上 哪都不想去 也无法入睡 看着电视机 持续...星期六深夜 我想起了你 没什么特别 只是回忆 你让我自由 我很感激 星期六深夜 永远不会有任何人能代替你 星期六.
星期六的深夜
星期六晚上
哪都不想去
也无法入睡
看着电视机
持续在发呆
喝了七分醉
闭上了眼睛
试着不想你
但已来不及
忘了如何
让眼泪停止流下
还好没人看见
没人会说话
星期六深夜
我想起了你
没什么特别
只是回忆
你让我自由
我很感激
星期六深夜
永远不会有任何人
能代替你
星期六晚上
哪都不想去
也无法入睡
看着电视机
持续在发呆
喝了七分醉
闭上了眼睛
试着不想你
但已来不及
忘了如何
让眼泪停止流下
还好没人看到
没人会说话
星期六深夜
我想起了你
没什么特别
只是回忆
你让我自由
我很感激
星期六深夜
永远不会有任何人
能代替你
这就是遗憾的滋味
陪着我形影不离
明天我会面带微笑
但无法忘记你
li hom ' ssongs is just so emotional enaging...
still remember this song 第一個清晨
entangling those scenes that i cant forget that easily
forgeting is gd therapy
at least it gets out of your chest n u stop brooding all the possible outcome n possibilities
been busy preparing the for upcoming run n mentoring my new colleague. jiao ( x2)
was watching lim hom's you tube for his 我们的歌]庆功演唱会.:.
impressive. quite a stunner
however i find that rain'es new hairdo horrendous.. jelly look a alike
terrible image consultant but a bold change afterall it has created a impression remembering that jellyfish head.
n also occasionally doing stretches , crunches to slim those problem areas
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
sulky tuesday as well
had a bad rub last evening after leaving the office ard 8
rough time getting out of bed ,seems like a long time since i had a good massage
the therapy resulted me feeling more sore n the outcome was i couldnt sleep well as usual
woke up ard 7 n i still dont feel fresh coz i was having weird dreams all night
i still got a lump in my throat which i dun feel ok with it.
need to shout my lungs out or go on a holiday spree to curb such a sulkyattitude syndrome
enough of those 2 who i dunno is up to which sleeve
pissing me off to end my day as if my monday is nt bad enough
my dad is the victim as usual when i asked him if hes homel ast evening coz theres no way i can rush back in time coz i was stil rushing my work to boss
gave him a scolding over the phone which shocked my crew
they all thought that i was quite a fierce gal on the phone
as usual veri angry with the 2 sales staff i got.. simply pushing me products.simply nt treating me like a customer
freaking pissed off!
rough time getting out of bed ,seems like a long time since i had a good massage
the therapy resulted me feeling more sore n the outcome was i couldnt sleep well as usual
woke up ard 7 n i still dont feel fresh coz i was having weird dreams all night
i still got a lump in my throat which i dun feel ok with it.
need to shout my lungs out or go on a holiday spree to curb such a sulkyattitude syndrome
enough of those 2 who i dunno is up to which sleeve
pissing me off to end my day as if my monday is nt bad enough
my dad is the victim as usual when i asked him if hes homel ast evening coz theres no way i can rush back in time coz i was stil rushing my work to boss
gave him a scolding over the phone which shocked my crew
they all thought that i was quite a fierce gal on the phone
as usual veri angry with the 2 sales staff i got.. simply pushing me products.simply nt treating me like a customer
freaking pissed off!
Monday, September 24, 2007
lousy monday
about 20 mins ago i had this heated argument with this bitch relief boss of mine who was like openly challenging me whereas i rebuked her for being bitchy as well which was simply a case of someone whos not co-operative the again the similar type of entry which i had previously posted also known as ccb colleague which still holds this title till this day
i was damn pissed off which i simply jsut talked back to her because i no longer can stand the way she speaks to us .
the open fire lasted for about 10 secs but i can sense that i am about to yell at her any moment n that wouldnt be nice to any colleague for a short stay
i can imagine if shes my mum then it will be ended in chaos & fights as usual
forget about that bitch sam, shes always like that as despicable as usual usually attack me when the boss is not around
the examination of my door that creaks so often reveals that i have been slamming too much of my door
btw my taiwan's trip has been confirmed & i m just about to log on to apply for my annual leave , 8 more days n it will be forfeited if i do not use up all these leave
was about to log in and submit to black face for approval when hes back on tues another 1 more day of tolerance
i was damn pissed off which i simply jsut talked back to her because i no longer can stand the way she speaks to us .
the open fire lasted for about 10 secs but i can sense that i am about to yell at her any moment n that wouldnt be nice to any colleague for a short stay
i can imagine if shes my mum then it will be ended in chaos & fights as usual
forget about that bitch sam, shes always like that as despicable as usual usually attack me when the boss is not around
the examination of my door that creaks so often reveals that i have been slamming too much of my door
btw my taiwan's trip has been confirmed & i m just about to log on to apply for my annual leave , 8 more days n it will be forfeited if i do not use up all these leave
was about to log in and submit to black face for approval when hes back on tues another 1 more day of tolerance
Friday, September 21, 2007
210907 jsb
finally its fri mooncake festival is just round the corner for this yr i didnt buy too much of the fancy branded mooncakes from the branded eateries like raffles the plaza, goodwoodpark etc in order to cut cost
everything is still the same
going on everyday
i posted my bank draft just now
another $800 is blown away
the laughing from the meeting room is just so atrocious
the pfc from the thomson branch is so flirtatious, her laughter reminds me of a slut from moulin rouge
haiz
now i only can blog during office hours as my com is down wata sad fact
but the good thing is i can focus on my studies without loggin on the com
everything is still the same
going on everyday
i posted my bank draft just now
another $800 is blown away
the laughing from the meeting room is just so atrocious
the pfc from the thomson branch is so flirtatious, her laughter reminds me of a slut from moulin rouge
haiz
now i only can blog during office hours as my com is down wata sad fact
but the good thing is i can focus on my studies without loggin on the com
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
numb with life. going with the flow
i havent been writing for a while , updating on my progress recently i got a new assistant who can assist me in work n cover me while i go on eat snake break like now bloggin coz my com is down n there hasnt been any incentive to be online as well . after recovering on a recent setback of the 2 units which i flunked. i decided to be a good student for a start by studiously reading up journals which i threw somewhere in a charles n keith paperbag at some corner of my room
updates which oso imply i m spending more sundays at home with my family . tinking lesser of someone who is no longer important. i do hope he is getting on fine as well in his studies
anyway its a nice feeling . nt overly worried sad or happy . so called empty window zone
e trip to taiwan in nov 07 with my dad n bro would b a nice period to recuperate n also a best time to chill with my family
i havent thought so far on getting to know someone new as for now. kinda happy with now
that i have no one to look forward to go out with . that someone is waiting for me
i guess the recent case just cracked me up. finding a reliable man is still e better option out there or taking good care of my self on my own works just as well
i m in the meeting room with the survillence around me but i dun care . since i got someone to take care of the branch
updates which oso imply i m spending more sundays at home with my family . tinking lesser of someone who is no longer important. i do hope he is getting on fine as well in his studies
anyway its a nice feeling . nt overly worried sad or happy . so called empty window zone
e trip to taiwan in nov 07 with my dad n bro would b a nice period to recuperate n also a best time to chill with my family
i havent thought so far on getting to know someone new as for now. kinda happy with now
that i have no one to look forward to go out with . that someone is waiting for me
i guess the recent case just cracked me up. finding a reliable man is still e better option out there or taking good care of my self on my own works just as well
i m in the meeting room with the survillence around me but i dun care . since i got someone to take care of the branch
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