ahmad for a day

erm he came over my place to send me to work . he promised to come my place around 9 but in the end he was late at 9.15 so when i mention that i will take my bus to work then he quickly sms me that he will come in 5 min...
n the past few days was like ....
well i was being treated like a queen
n i want to continue to abuse my authority hahahahahha
i feel asleep at the sofa earlier while watching tv n then i got a few sms n then i could nt sleep
recently i took some dieting pillls n i took more coffee.tea than usual
i stopped e pills today
n i realize hw the curb of my appetite has caused i couldnt eat too much even i stopped e pills but i manage to shed like 3-4kg
Sam said:
so c. so nice to b a teacher now
Eugene said:
lol
Eugene said:
it's always good to be one
Eugene said:
depending on your motivations lah
Eugene said:
for money, then no
Sam said:
yeah unlike me
Sam said:
i should be grateful

Eugene says:

Eugene says:
you are very optimistic leh
Eugene says:
respect
Sam says:
aiya . still must eat rite
Sam says:
although i m constantly being challenged
Sam says:
and my patience being tested. with the recent cranky clients


Sam says:
ya . all naive n obedient
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
really ar
Mr Brightside says:
i wonder how naive and obedient can u be wor
Sam says:
i had made mistakes along e way . when i was younger.
Sam says:
n for a long time i wallow in self pity n doubt myself.. so these 2 yrs had been a long way for me
Sam says:
n before i fall in any pitfall i really need somone who can be there for me

11/23/2008 12:50:18 AM Sam :)Mr Brightside:) imagine wat happens if i let u hold my hand.. or rather u
11/23/2008 12:50:23 AM Sam :)Mr Brightside:) manage to hold my hand
11/23/2008 12:50:44 AM :)Mr Brightside:) Sam mm..
11/23/2008 12:50:49 AM :)Mr Brightside:) Sam i donno?
11/23/2008 12:50:51 AM :)Mr Brightside:) Sam haha
11/23/2008 12:50:59 AM Sam :)Mr Brightside:) hahaha tats just a tot . i had
11/23/2008 12:52:01 AM :)Mr Brightside:) Sam mm.. haha mabbie shd try if u knock my hand again next time
11/23/2008 12:52:33 AM Sam :)Mr Brightside:) omg i think i have to restrain myself from doing that

Mr Brightside says:
haa
Mr Brightside says:
would u slap me in the 1st place?>
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Sam says:
if itold u i had to restrain myself wat do u tink then
Mr Brightside says:
i donno wor
Mr Brightside says:
i ish not sam
Sam says:
ok
Mr Brightside says:
so wat will u do?
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Sam says:
i got to constantly remind myself that i m a gal .
Mr Brightside says:
a gal
Mr Brightside says:
whom can slap man?
Mr Brightside says:
mm
Sam says:
who can choose to let the man hold me or slap him
Mr Brightside says:
hmp
Mr Brightside says:
okiee..
Sam says:
if i told u i like to cuddle a lot . would u believe me
Mr Brightside says:
ya..
Mr Brightside says:
end of the day
Mr Brightside says:
ya still a girl mah
Sam says:
hahahahhah ya lor . although i m sam but i m samantha
Mr Brightside says:
not sam man
Mr Brightside says:
hahaha
Mr Brightside says:
that will scares me
Mr Brightside says:
ha
Sam says:
hahahah///
Sam says:
that will shock u
Mr Brightside says:
that will shock me or
Sam says:
so next time i shall walk further away from u.. n keep my arms folded then. haha
Mr Brightside says:
lets try lor
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
den i will knock ur hand instead
Mr Brightside says:
=)
Sam says:
n since u had to resist the urge.. aha .. i know someting new today.. hohohohohoho
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
at least i am being honest wor
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
at least hint u wanna knock me or not wor
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Sam says:
u didnt dare to look straight in to my eye today.. m i correct
Mr Brightside says:
wah
Mr Brightside says:
where got
Sam says:
ok next time i shall stare at u for more than 10secs to prove my assumption
Mr Brightside says:
if ya gonna stare at me for more than 10sec
Mr Brightside says:
don blame me if theres anything gonna happen
Mr Brightside says:
hahaha
Sam says:
then i shall look away then
Mr Brightside says:
haha'
Sam says:
model answer rite
Mr Brightside says:
clever gal
Sam says:
n if my date were to be a little more romantic and amusing . i tink maybe i might fall for him
Mr Brightside says:
wah someone hinting me that?
Mr Brightside says:
mm
Sam says:
well ....
Mr Brightside says:
romantic
Mr Brightside says:
mm
Mr Brightside says:
lets wait till it rain heavily
Mr Brightside says:
den i show u wat ish lomantic
Mr Brightside says:
haaaaa
Sam says:
maybe u should try to source for more ideas
Sam says:
n maybe u can ask my gd fren wat kind of trick amuses me instead
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
i have my tricks wor
Mr Brightside says:
maybe shd ask u for a actual date wor
Sam says:
well juz nw i fell asleep while watching tv .. but then a couple of sms n sound woke up . n then i regain the state of alertness becoz of someone
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
not because of missing that someone, u think i would sms and miss call her?
Mr Brightside says:
mm
Sam says:
mmmm makes sense...
Sam says:
valid reason..
Mr Brightside says:
haha

Mr Brightside says:
maybe u shd go bed first wor
Mr Brightside says:
i know u r super tired
Sam says:
i know i m supposed to be super tired but somewhat an overwhelming effect made me confused
Mr Brightside says:
confuse?
Sam says:
was havig a headache when i woke up
Mr Brightside says:
oh man
Mr Brightside says:
headache cause not enough sleep?
Sam says:
wanted to pop some pills again. but i tink i will just give it a pass n c hw it goes
Sam says:
i slept for abt 1 hr odd before i transfer to my bed n when i saw ur sms
Mr Brightside says:
mmm
Sam says:
e tv program had a little hypothesing effect
Mr Brightside says:
mabbie u need to cuddle some panda to sleep at night bah
Sam says:
ya maybe tat should work
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
/me changing into pope
Sam says:
haha its not pope its po
Mr Brightside says:
lol
Mr Brightside says:
i'm pirated one mah
Mr Brightside says:
pope
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Sam says:
pirated one ah.. then gd a nt ..
Mr Brightside says:
gd as orignal wor
Sam says:
ohhh
Sam says:
so should i b glad tat i found a gd catch then
Mr Brightside says:
u shd?
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Sam says:
tat i was awake by those calls . sms
Mr Brightside says:
oh man
Mr Brightside says:
i guess the cuddle makes it up for u
Mr Brightside says:
good enough to put ya in sleep tonight
Sam says:
erm. but too bad. i only have my bolster currently
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
teleport ar?
Mr Brightside says:
mm
Sam says:
wats teleport
Mr Brightside says:
and my bed is empty beside me
Mr Brightside says:
lol
Sam says:
ya my bed is beside my desktop whose isnt.. unless u havea study room
Sam says:
n maybe u havea giant size pooh bear as well
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
no lar
Mr Brightside says:
no have wor
Mr Brightside says:
unless u wanna be that pooh?
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Sam says:
omg tis is certainly another side of u ..
Sam says:
haha funny man
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
no lar
Mr Brightside says:
was toking crap
Mr Brightside says:
eh i realise i got more pikachu than pooh
Sam says:
i tink u were trying to be flirtatious
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
haha
Mr Brightside says:
oh n
Mr Brightside says:
no
Mr Brightside says:
kanna caught
Mr Brightside says:
lol
Sam says:
oh shit i exposed u
Mr Brightside says:
u sexpose me
Mr Brightside says:
=(
Mr Brightside says:
alot mosqitoe biting me
Mr Brightside says:
darn
Sam says:
hahahahaha


i cant explain either , i 've been acting all strangely as well. somewhat abnormal . but its nice being wanted and missed .but i just cant be certain of this whole ting
n i couldnt sleep one nite.. i was so confused n the overall overwhelming effect was so irriating.
i got to be more professional n my colleagues could sense it .. i m seeing someone or i m in love

i was just recalling how funny the incident wwas when he fetched me to collect my suit after work in orchard. after we finish the errand for his mum and also mine .. its was already 3.30 n i havent had my lunch
n i was like gobbling my food away for the 5mins n he was trying nt to tlaugh coz all the eateries in orchard are packed.. n i settle for mac n i started to munch in one corner coz i ordered in impulse n i chosed takeaway..
luckily i manage to find seats in the end. if nt really stand one corner n munch on my late lunch with him and that will be super malu..
a bit paiseh coz e seat a bit too small for him n i tink the angmoh beside us oso know . so offer to give us the seat.. he mentioned another 3 min n they will be off
n he keep smiling secretly becoz of tis
coz when he turn back suddenly i alreadt ordering at the counter liao..