Happy day

e reports were all doing great .. n i was really veri pleased with myself

I would say.. my work performance was being appreciated

i had more responsibilites n i guess the relationship with my boss improved oso coz she has more trust in me now

n i got quite a gd compliment written in . today.. i guess it made my day

does tat sound gd .. when i have to burn the next 3 days for system testing n

meetings

n well .. its been 2yrs since i had sometinf for someone but i m like lacking the courage
hahaha someting a fren told me
Lolx....smart man dont try anything funny too fast....only after awhile u'll get to see their true intentions.And whether they are realy sincere about u or they just want screw u.Tats how it is....too bad men were made tat way.Not our fault.Of course,if a sincere guy comes along,grab him or u could lose a valuable

earlier i was having dinner with a colleague.. n she had a bf who had leukemia.. jsut realize hw cheerful she was..n recently another colleague oso whose husbandpassed away due to some cancer..both of them were talking abt it.. n they started tearing in the office.. n i got a bit awkward coz i was just beside them at the cubicle. n i had to call my fren n talk gossip to pretend nt hearing abt anyting
it happened a few days ago. n just nw she gave me a lift home.i started to ask her were they discussing about her bf's conditioni started to ask her were they discussing about her bf's condition
then she mentioned she was the one whose husband just passed away started a topic on her blog n her husband when they were going thru the illness together .. n she started to tear n her voice cracking.
panda suggested a trip for me for my birthday
well when i mentioned tat i m not like her fren who jumps into bed with any guy and he starts to be defensive that we will postphone the trip first.
1 yr ago . i was a true fat gal,, i weigh a hefty 68kg for 1.65 frame , i m glad i went thru a process to a healthier sam
~ Maverick ~ says:
Oh,how did u lose it?
Samantha Sng says:
thru sheer determination man
Samantha Sng says:
n recenrtly i did someting to escalate.. i had some diet pills

panda told me tat he had a gal fren who had a relationship with tis guy in 1 week, they ended up in bed anyway when they were drunk . the gal felt sick of the whole damn episode n shortly they broke off.
Samantha Sng says:
tats y its usally unwise to know ppl in a pub or in a drunken state of mind
Mr Brightside says:
mm..
Samantha Sng says:
whe n u dun even have a common understanding
Samantha Sng says:
n then after the so called fling.. its just plain emptiness. n a sheer waste of time
Samantha Sng says:
its like a vicious cycle to fool ard.. for the sake of having it.
the bad men just love to fuck around ...
citi follks usually have a chain of intertwined and complicated short term relationship n flings
i dunno maybe i m just a litte confused n overwhelmed by the past weeks of sweetness and concern by a man
nah.. i duno maybe our family background was quite similar.. n he felt like a brotherly figure to me
but then i cant deny tat hes got a nice personality also
panda 's really a big guy . i can hide behind him

Samantha Sng said:
he was the eldest n his pa passed away when he was 17
~ Maverick ~ said:
Well,then u should let him know u view him as such...as a brotherly figure.Make it known its not possible.
Samantha Sng said:
but then i cant deny tat hes got a nice personality also

~ Maverick ~ says:
U're one confused lady eh....Well,sit down and think about what is it u really want.Think with ya head and heart.
~ Maverick ~ says:
If its wat u really want and u think he's sincere aabout u and not about getting into ya pants....then go with what ya heart feels.
Samantha Sng says:
or probabbly he hasnt won 100% my heart
Samantha Sng says:
he is one sincere guy
Samantha Sng says:
i was a bit sick last evening . so when i told him i was out with my fren in town. he offred to send me back home. n he sent me to my door no monkey business
~ Maverick ~ says:
Well,any guys can do tat.Being sincere isnt hard.
Samantha Sng says:
hes quite chubby
Samantha Sng says:
although i m nt shallow.. but i still prefer my man to have a build
~ Maverick ~ says:
He knows he's chubby and stuff and cant get a gf so easil,so he get a target,be nice to her and stuff....make it look like he's so sincere then one day u guys will end up in bed and after he gets to screw u...he stand up,say i'm done....he's got what he wanted and he'll walk off to go look for the next target and do the same thing again.

it s always a trial n error experiement. hiting the wrong or right buttons


yeah....tats how it is.

but then u cant stop loving becoz of tis just like u cant stop living although u will die one day

Yes,tats true.....u see how it goes.When u're so into one guy u dont see other guys ard who could be better.

precisely its known as selective perception n also commonly known as blinded by love


i was still thinking 2 yrs back i was still a fat gal
Samantha Sng said:
with low self worth andesteem
Samantha Sng said:
n i was with a horrible man .. who took me for granted

i m usually so composed n rational for work but when it comes to certain tings. i tink i m just a gal oso