a spanish film which was so bloody idiotic

it gets in to me.. i realize.. i had a bad day. .n tis guy was so overly concerned tat i wanted to just leave , but then i just put on a smile ... its a chore man
by obliging , i really dunno if i m doing the right thing but then hes a nice person
my patience is really begining to wear off n the questions i have in my head is like m i wasting my time out here with someone's company who i dun really quite enjoy in the first place
i had people telling me again n again on certain agenda in my scope of work and today i typed out my resignation letter dated 31december 08, to be ending on 31jan2009 and i dunno whether this will really come true ?
i saved it in my email draft column
somehow i realize how stressful it can be if imposed on the same treatment vice versa.
i watched a shaky movie . seated at the first 3 rows ,after 1 hr i had this nauseous feeling building up gradually while i m out on date with someone who i seriously got to reconsider for the second date out.
towards the end of the movie after some gory and unsightly wounds and scene it just makes me more disgusted , and i had this tingly sensation to rush to the loo as the effect of the diet pills start to act on me
n he started to blabber on further, i had the impulse to leave immediately but as a form of respect i still maange to stay on
when hwee leng called me today to sound me out. i tink i rattle on and bursted out ranting on the challenges i had on the ground. in fact maybe its also probabbly the first time after 4 months when expectation of other ppl imposed on me gets higher and tougher.
when sometimes u really got to pull urself and tell urself and console with every smile that you can muster.. each and everyday will get better and better with each day
despite the fact . everyday is indeed a challenge ahead
cynical ... by the people i meet recently . i just like to put this episode behind of me .. drown myself in deep sleep and wake up fresh next day
the effect and side effects of socialising.. being at ease in my little room has became a secondary source of happiness and peace
the burining sensation of the pills acts up. my adrenalin pumps higher , faster , i had an increased dosage of the medication and this keeps me wide awake and restless at this wee hours