A normal Tue morning after a Monday blue day

Manage to scrap through Mon. again didnt had this 50 calls per day shit. Had facial, long chat w Peggy my facial expert since 2008. engage her service for 2 yrs n then i break to study n neglected my skin. my second half of the agenda. care for my body n skin then becomes my next goal. shall i say no to macdonalds for lunch again in order to watch my weight. Shall I then be more strict that i should go at least 2 wkdays for gym since I have the tendency to slack on weekends. My next indulgence . shall i get a SAMsung SIII or a note.. or save the $$ FIRST UNTIL the iphone 3GS cannot make it.. 14 days to renewal contract. 5 days to payday since 19th is not a working day.. 1 yr has passed. many friends getting married, how many are truly blissful. Happy in their marriage. Does shot gun marriage lasts, and if the man is not really to commit would it really make of a difference if they were compelled to be fathers where in their heart they stil yearn to be kids who never grow up. Hopping marriage would change the mindset is only 1 sided thinking it would happen ideally. My last trump card when I have no in law support. Learn to be a good mother, wife. daughter. sis. daughter in law n gd fren. One of my old pal tell me, I got this trick of filling up people's gap when they talk or this completion of the social butterfly knack. Its not that i like to be a social buterly.. tb its inborned. Solution to MDB's infamous living habits, learn to ignore certain stupidities and console myself its know my fault that people do not know what questions to avoid and wht not to ask n the art of speaking w Tact n respect for others so people wont get easily offended and worked up. Its like a angry button. once Poked cant be deflated. N some people are just so S enough not to sense it. Its inborned in the genes, if i stay cool n uncontrolled perhaps i could control my sanity better and not let anger get the better of me. Life is precious. do not risk higher BP n let my mother;s curse continue.. Tiger Flying CLub.. here i come... destress watch yandaos..