movie niteout

its been a stressful week, the business cycle is slow and customers are nasty,demanding & tempermentual.even among my sales team also getting competitive & demoralising.as the saying goes , every sales person has it ups n down. like the business cycle, asia is having a slump now n so happen its the june holidays now n the family people are out of town, bringing their kids during the school holiday. n this leaves the branch walk in so pathetic.sales has plunged badly.someone has to answer for it n this person is boss. n boss is also so nice.. bear with it silently alone.although the team is trying the best to bring up the numbers , it remains challenging coz currently the investors are skeptical about the market, n are not willing to part with their monies, they rather keep it safely with them in their pockets. so this is the challenging part. how to "smoke" them n ensure i get the refferals done.. it was so quiet... even the pfcs are getting worried whether they can make it to hit the minimum target for the month of june.
report for BSI for may was like shit. so i got to "educate" jj if nt she will get from bad to worse
the future appears to be forwarding, i talked to someone today about the progression to corporate banking.consumer banking can earn you better $, but in bb there is a wider scope to cover because its more niche. n i tink it can bring me further in banking career especially with an added advantage & product knowledge.
my new boss is so kind. offer to pick me up on fri to the meeting
well looking forward to the training
ok kungfu panda did helped to destress coz its hilarious
there were a few frens who joined us . oso jj
sometimes we really have to observe from the inside out, to truly understand someone. afterall looks are skin deep, only the character and personality is more important

一个寂寞的晚上

竟敢欺负我的姐妹， 这个人找死
回到家，泄了妆，脱掉隐形眼镜，家里空无一人，四面墙，爸爸出去了，一个人在家，lsb 又去约会了。。我没有朋友
我不是野兽，不可以饥不择食
虽然我是空窗很久。。but.. still must be selective...
今晚的晚餐是customer 下午给的肉粽，好难过。。。我又懒惰出去打包。。不吃减肥算了！我的春天在哪里?
难道我的summer holiday 就要这样虚度得过吗?
还是乖乖打扫房间。。。
房间很乱，hahahahahhaa
今天的customer 很怪，像是对我依依不舍，还有两个星期，就要搬家去ubi,有一点点依恋jalan sultan, 毕竟是我的启蒙分行，感触很多，每次离开一个地方多少都会伤感。我在这个地方学会很多，很多人也给我很多学习机会，我很感激这一路走来的艰辛，有苦有乐，一切一言难尽，我肯定会很想念过去的点点滴滴。很难一时就抹去。我的老板蛮讲义气的support me ..and stand up for me & my rights,嘴巴毒了一点不过嘴硬心软人还不错，吝啬了一点不过很帮我。每一次遇到恶人谷的nasty customer,还好有他不然我会死得很难看！简直是在test my patience.
customer 面前恭恭敬敬，背后是。。。。。。。意思浅浅啦。。。
做了frontline 久了，已练成双面人的角色，没有办法，人在江湖，身不由己。事情不可以总是比想象中更完美，每次总是一定有瑕疵。是这样。。。。。
人毕竟是有感情，经过两年多的洗礼，我渐渐变得外向兼厚脸皮，如过很care面子早就不可以在frontline banking 混这么久了，当初我还那么单纯，容易被骗。。。人心猃恶，人心难测，人言可畏，仁者见仁，智者见智，不同看法往往有一些意见不合的时候。不过一切可以迎刃而解，重点
有两个不同的老板，一个很cool，不讲话，short n sweet.另一个非常罗嗦，好听是苦口婆心，难听是唠唠叨叨拐个大圈解释事情，不讲重点浪费时间，漫漫吞吞，super inefficient n cant multi-task well, cannot handle stress well.. n lack of product knowledge n initative to help as a manager.我最不欣赏这种人。位子做那么高,everything also not sure..push responsibilities.haizz.. 我不服这种人！她还可以高高在上，见低就踩，心里极度不平衡，太没天理了!
今天来了一个老婆婆和他的孙子联名，然后发现被骗，很为她难过，但是又无奈，有些事情是在我无法控制的范围。她外表一直很冷静，讲了一小时，我带她进了meeting room,我帮她打了一通电话，她开始含着泪，哽咽得在讲话，我不知所措，默默离开了。觉得很心寒，因为至亲的人背叛，一定很不好受。。
但是日子还是要天天过，不会为了一个人而停止。
开朗一点吧！
我的新老板roland..关心得打电话慰问我问我知不知道道meeting 换venue 了，很贴心，第一印象不错，象爸爸型。。
第二我所谓闷骚型的人，尤其深不可测，人前人后，判若两人，知道真相一定吓死！平时隐藏得很小心，步步为营，按部就班，可是一被拆穿就爆发力应该非常恐怖。。。象个非常威力的原子弹，atomic bomb,常常处在压抑中的我偶尔属于这类的人。很nice的人也有不nice的时候。认识我久的人影该很了解。。一发不可收拾的道理。人又何苦为难别人，不要那么过分，一切还有商量的余地，把我惹毛了，就。。。。。。
needless to explain
人生充满憧憬，好好把握，自在必得！
刚刚爸爸带回家durian.. yum yum.. yeah
nongshim maggi mee.. dinner..
2108hrs.

不要小看女人的直觉

要如何切身而退
爱一个人几宗罪
离婚外遇劈腿
爱情太无悔
谁的一个吻忽然谁的罪
谁依然像出生一样完美
谁能流下纯净眼泪
哪里去寻找有机的爱
多爱一回也不受伤害
就让心底的话留住最初样子
自然的盛开
哪里去寻找有机的爱
多爱一回也不受伤害
就让心底的爱情线不必灌溉
与生俱来

爱过的无言以对
分一次手更可悲
临别还要对嘴
虚伪的自卑
流浪城市中爱与恨流转
注意你却非要一尘不染
是否想的太过简单
哪里去寻找有机的爱
多爱一回有益而无害
仿佛心底纯真如昔那个小孩
活过来我期待



康熙来了20080604女星抓猴密诏传授
可能女人天性比较敏锐，对事务细心，第六感都蛮精准，真是逃不过法眼
最近有几件事情发生了我不得不相信。
朋友之间多年的默契不可忽视，好强大的力量啊！
太多不可告人的秘密。。
知道可要灭口。。。
楼上的小孩谜底揭开，原来是生病了，应该是吃药的时候就会大吼大哭，好恐怖！传来的哭声烦死了！
刚才看了那些明星如何抓奸，quite interesting

it voices down to a trust factor, without trust it is tiring to cling on to a relationship, those 艺人were too obsessive in finding out the truth whether their partner cheat. their methods include formulating the password from a email. coz one of them actually had a different address to keep in contact with many gals
secretly went to hk trip.lie to the gf that he was going out with a best fren. turns out to be double dating. 2 men n 2 gals going off n this poor gf was kept in the dark all along
so in then end they had a clean break , however one of them was quite violent, there was a fruit plate on the table so this gal used the back of the knife n fork to poke this poor man..hahaha serve him right for being so flirtatious. .花心的臭男人
诸如此类，多数男人是有偷吃的恶习
thats y a woman's intuition is so powerful,it preempts the ladies from being cheated. n usually this is not a good feeling knowing that you 've treated like a fool.
女人的直觉有时太妙了。。

rainy weather 070608 1443

. some guy which i took photo with @ the pump room n this gal fren claims that we have this similar effect.. that we look alike..do we... ?
weather was super gd.. branch is so quiet
was chit chatting with the pfcs.. hahahah
as usual moey is super lor soh cant stand her. shes nice but veri naggy once she starts she cant stop
today went to ica to collect passport.. wa lau. damn paiseh coz my nets card declined .. n i didnt bring other cards along n its already at the counter so luckily still got some spare cash lying in the wallet if not is veri丢脸，，malu le.. e counter staff waited for me to return this time with cold hard cash

funky man helped me to bring my bag when we were squeezing out of the pump room.. n then he bought me coke n helped me to open considering that i had longnails , might break themm ..kinda sweet gesture
but too bad hes a little short for me..
1450hrs
to be contiuned after badminton session

i went over to grandmother's place for dinner n had some family bonding
ktv with e crew.

was just thinking when opportunities knocks on your door, really must grab tightly

070608 03141hrs

its must the tea @ mac at liangcourt because i m so awake now despite being out the whole day
heheh as usual my relief boss moey.. is a real nag but tgif
joined ms heng n friends for dinner in clarke quay.. know 2 new frens. simon n jason
simon is also quite a shy person n blushes easily.perhaps the nth person i know who is in IT line doing adminstration stuff
his old pal, jason should be in advertising line
quite a nice outing.. however i would call simon the shy boy whos not very spontanous..terrified of taking pictures n uneasy especially photosession in between 2 gals. when we mention tall dark n handsome in the lift, jason was like "selling" simon.
jason: simon , the description that you just mentioned reminds me of the man next to you .haha
overall both simon n jason are nice men.. gentlemen as well . simonbuy us dinner . n ms heng treat us drinks so i paid for the cab ride back
jason is quite cute as well ask for mine n ms heng;s no just to ensure we r safe back home

as usual at abt 1am. lau pei called me on the handphone
dad: liNG AH . Y R U STILL HANGIN OUTSIDE
as a result i got to pass the phone to ms heng n ask her to pose off as lsb..
it can be so embarassing. so big liao. still dad demands my fren to ans the phone to prove my innocence
haiz simon. only drank 2 cups of liqour n then cannt make it.. men who can drink...
ok lsb should be stil out.. enjoying her self with her another group of khaki.
badminton session.. got to reconsider coz i plan to sleep thru the day after work tml after attendingthe launch of a spa.. some client of mine
complimentary body scrub
i passed simon some wet tissue coz hes got this goner look n jason commented .. so sweet sam..
oso first time in my life. someone complimented i m sweet hahaha
0331

某个晚上

FRIENDS MICHAEL W.SMITH
this song
we are frens n frens forever in a world of all of them
though its hard to let you, n a smile to keep u going
n a lifetime not too long to be as frens..
a song to keep me accompany in the lonely night.. when there are no phone calls no assigment n no exam
.. no bf
i just watched the channel 8 show. a part of it this sentence is very enqaging

婚姻不是个游戏，的确是。生活在一起有很多实际的问题，不是单靠爱情就能解决
同居住在一起必定有磨擦，合不来也不稀奇
年纪还小的时候，总是有幻想，长大了仍然存有一些些，日子久了，渐渐不再存有false hope.
还是脚踏实地面对现实比较实际
女人要有财务金钱的保障,生活踏实不用为钱烦恼
常看到悲剧的上演，工作上看到别人跟金钱的纠纷，令我不禁感慨
人生有太多曲折，不好的事情想想如果发生在自己身上，难以想象！
自好面对，
坏人真的很多，躲也躲不完，最好自己小心防备他人才可以学会自卫
人往往都蛮矛盾，有男人嫌人家不够好，没有的时候又烦会不会没人要
两个人不同的环境长大，思想差距，处理方法不一样，样样都能吵架
一天吵到晚，看看哥哥和嫂嫂天天这样，驾车走错路也可以吵，算是一种生活情趣吧！
婚姻生活是枯燥乏味，还是幸福快乐，见仁见智
小女人肯定没有问题。象我这样有小小的大女人，，， 难
有些朋友我没话说，， 标准老婆。冠军老婆


i decided that in order to be financially independent , the first step is to grow my wealth in terms of net asset worth
so i went forward to get my employee share scheme, a fraction of my monthly income to be reinvested to the share to enjoy greater benefits
next month i m going to a new
joining a new team in ubi pionner batch in business banking. new branch
its an honour to be invited to this new n dynamic group.new boss new colleagues..new environment
rather than 墨守成规，can try out new things is also not a bad thing afterall
subsequently its a series of training activities n teambuilding to start this team with a big bang
chor sen n thomas are very capable people n leaders ,except that they are a little naggy
will stive to make this a huge sucess
0116

Robert Kiyosaki 's Cashflow game 101 040608 2330hrs

today was nonsense. earlier at work were a group of customers . there is this unreasonable one who was selective listening. really is a byatch .. fren. husband n wife really one of a kind
magadelene this new colleague is suspected to be a prime suspect for stealing jasmine 's gucci wallet. she appears too aloof too 冷静already .machiam those 杀人不眨眼type . very scary
today was supposed to create this corporate account. actually there is no queue but i cant stand this colleague. shes so lazy n sloppy . fine i can help her to fill up the applications but her quality of her work is sloppy as well
the ic had this black patch that the address of the account holder cannot be seen
as a result, my manager f**** me n told me off for this elementary mistake , n i cant stand myself being scolded for such silly n unforgivable mistake since i m almost 3 yrs in this job
last sat , the ic of the customer was found in between 2 tables .. right inside n we suspect is also mag. coz she was the last person who was holding on to the customer ;s ic before it dissappear
n the strange thing was she claim as usual
没有看见，非常冷静
there are a lot of new comer. freerider n wicked colleague out to frame kind souls like me n my other colleague
陷害 is really no gd. unethical n i wonder what are the minds of these people.
cant be bothered with them, transfering out in july oso hope e new team ppl have lesser wicked people
恶毒的小人

cashflow 101 just now the financial seminar i attended @ performance motors is indeed very useful,informative & enriching. its about a different mindset
having goals, planning. taking risk n having the assets to pay for the liabilities in the form of added net cash flow. passive income everymonth . mainly in the form of real estates,grabbing opportunities n making a gd decision in terms of investing as an investor to grow the wealth. liquid assets sitting in the banking account wont grow n will lose out to inflation & time value of $. sometimes when opportunities come dont have the capability is also a waste
In the game , theres also this simulate life events such as having a baby, unexpected events such as downsizing, bankruptcy,business dissolving, investments losing money. n many..
i tink it takes a lot of guts. prudent risk taking to make things happen
one the sucessful entrepenur that conducts the workshop is a very capable business man.
because ppl who are usually not risk taker or indecisive , could make a wise decision miss out on a lot of good opportunities to make more $, n make $ work harder . as such they are stil very much a employee. working hard to make ends meet
4 types of people
Employee - majority.. poor n middle class ppl
Small business owner - profesionals. lawyer,doctors,bankers . but cannot stop working once they stop income stop
Business man - really rich ppl. bill gates, trump - freaking rich ppl e best group
Investors-slightly smarter ppl
some of the middle class belong to this chunk
to be rich must use other ppl's $
he mentioned something
when u have more $ , more choices , less $ less choices. no $ no choices
which is true
e mindset of a poor person , middle class n a rich person
poor person : i cant afford it.. cheap cheap.. save .. save more.. work ..
rich person : this is expensive, how can i afford it
midde class get into debt eventually , buy a lot of toys like cars, condol, private property, liabilities which they must work forever to pay off , n they cannot afford to stop working
whereas a rich person use the assets, revenue or income generated to pay off the liabilities n generate more passive income thus increasing the net pay check value every month in the long run
objective of the game is to get out of the rat race. get out of fast track n retire
there was this team player who is so focused in getting out of the race , in fact his planning was so strategic n well organised . less than an hour can complete it
really a gd financial seminar to know more.. fruitful event
0017hrs

sex & the city movie aft work 1220hrs 040608

Men prefer being solo over a bad marriage: study By Belinda Goldsmith
Mon Jun 2, 1:26 AM ET

SYDNEY (Reuters Life!) - Bachelor Carl Weisman got fed up of being classified as a playboy, a loser or a commitment-phobe so he set out to find out exactly why he and a growing number of eligible men were steering clear of marriage.
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Weisman, 49, conducted a survey of 1,533 heterosexual men to research a book aiming to give women an insight into why some smart, successful men opted to stay single -- and help lifelong bachelors understand why they are still the solo man at parties.
He concluded that most men were not afraid of marriage -- but they were afraid of a bad marriage.
"Men are 10 times more scared of marrying the wrong person than of never getting married at all," Weisman told Reuters in a telephone interview.
"This is the first generation of people who have grown up with bad divorces. People assume there is something wrong if you don't marry but these are men who have made a different choice and not given in to social pressures."
The release of his book "So Why Have You Never Been Married? - Ten Insights into Why He Hasn't Wed," comes amid a growing trend for more people to stay single, with less social or religious pressures on men -- and women -- to tie the knot.
Weisman said U.S. figures showed that in 1980 about 6 percent of men aged in their early 40s had never married but this number had now risen to 17 percent.
AFRAID TO MAKE MISTAKES
Weisman said his online survey found there are three groups of bachelors -- about 8 percent who never want to marry, 62 percent want to marry but of which half won't settle for anything less than perfection, and about 30 percent who are on the fence.
Four out of 10 bachelors did not want children compared to three out of 10 wanting to be a father. The rest were undecided.
But while 72 percent of respondents said they were not afraid of marriage, about half of them said the situation that scared them most was marrying the wrong person.
"It's so important to these men to get it right. My best advice to single women after bachelors is to be patient. If you're in a hurry to get married you'll be frustrated," he said.
Weisman also found that financial issues, both positive and negative, played a large part in men's fear of commitment.
"Those with little money said they would have nothing to offer a partner, with some suffering self-esteem issues and withdrawing from the dating pool," said Weisman, an engineer-turned-author with two books now published.
"While those who are financially sound were terrified what a bad divorce could do to them."
Weisman said his research blew away any idea that single men were unhappy.
"A compelling issue was how many of them had found contentment in a never-married life," he said. "They had created lives full of careers, friends and ambitions. It was not like they walk around all day worried about not being married."
For him, researching the book made him also look at himself -- and he ended up living with a girlfriend for the first time.
"Now we're looking at getting married. As I researched the book I found I was looking at men 10 years older than me and it was like looking into the future. If I didn't change, nothing would," he said.
(Editing by Miral Fahmy)

http://www.sexandthecitymovie.com/
http://www.newline.com/sexandthecity/?cat=13
Follow the adventures of Carrie (Sarah Jessica Parker), Samantha (Kim Cattrall), Charlotte (Kristin Davis) and Miranda (Cynthia Nixon) four years after the series ended as they continue their lives in Manhattan. Along with original characters such as Mr. Big (Chris Noth), Magda (Lynn Cohen) and Steve Brady (David Eignerberg), Academy Award Winner Jennifer Hudson joins the cast as Carrie's (Sarah Jessica Parker) new assistant.
tues nite watching these brings me a lot of tots
satc is a series of entangled relationship among these 4 gals from their 20s to their 40s
after watching the movie, hopefully it brings me hope for the quest for true love. that true love exists
its a twist in the plot when carrie finds herself jilted n dumped on her wedding day
mr big's 3rd marriage n then suddenly he cant bring himself to marry the woman of her dreams
it is a classic chick flick
女人恋爱时，容光焕发
可是当一个女人失恋时，她将会失去双倍的光彩
so when carrie saw mr big in th car. she got out of the limosine n in the vivenne west wood wedding gown she slamed the bouuqets of lily @ his head, that felt so real . real emotions. a woman really angry with a bf who last min changed his mind to marry her. what could be worse
since miranda is such a workholic, she hasnt been in bed with her husband for as long as 6 months. so finally steve cheated on her she was so upset with him
classic 台词:
I changed myself for you
n for miranda's bed scene with steve n since miranda is such a 刚强的铁娘子，this sentence spoils all the romance in bed..
steve, can we get this over n done with
so since mr big 悔婚，so carrie had to go "honeymoon" holiday with her gals..
that was the crunching part. she slept for days n there s this scene tat samantha fed her breakfast on her bed coz she was so 憔悴, thats when i realize how sunken her face was , a 40yr old woman with no makeup. eyebags n pale ..
20s a time to explore love
30s time to realize your mistakes
40s to buy drinks for your frens
samantha jones, shes a high flyer eventually dumps her bf of 5 yrs n decides to stay single because the reason is she realize she loves herself more than anyone
funny part , during valentine shes makes sushi. ly naked at her apartment waiting for her bf to havea steamy session her. but shes dissappointed where she lies there waitingfor 3hrs.. watching her sexy neighbour having sex with different gals every day, yet she holds back to avoid any scandal with this guy
bathing scene of this neighbour.. superb
Charlotte who gets pregnant with her husband whos supposed to be sterile. she was so angry with mr big. that her water bag broke outside a restaurant, tis is super drama. cursing at our best fren's ex bf n then in labour
her classic line
i curse u the day u r done n then after e argument,mr big sends her to the hospital
finally miranda confess that she said something which affects mr big's decison on the marriage rehearsal eve. after she quarrel with steve n was so upset
you r crazy to b in a marriage, marriage ruins everything, tis affected mr big n i tink this is part of the reason he chickened out of marriage
when carrie knew abt this. she was so mad with miranda that she did such a thing n refuse to talk to her for days..
since it was mr big's 3rd marriage , he didnt want a big hue ha.. n vogue.. carrie a a merchandiser . the head editor wanted to make a cover feature of her a 40yr old bride. she had all this photo shots.. nicely shot. n almost e whole world knew she would be gettng married n the nsuddenlyshe was dumped. after she picked herself up. hire a black assistant to organise her stuff coz she sold her apartment n then bought back her apartment back again at a higher rate
she spent 3 days to clear her things n then she had to organise it back again when she realize she s nt staying in thepenthouse with mr big
she was a lucky gal, a wonderful man, n a penthouse manhatten suite.
big is a charming man.. e kind of man who is so man..
小女人with a 很有charm 的熟男
well i tink tis is e kind of man which will suit me
carrie's vivenne westwood wedding gown is so gorgeous , it will make any gal jealous.
there s a scene whereby carrie in her pyjamas, new yr eve takinga cab down to her fren's place just to celebrate new yr eve with her coz her husband took the son out for dinner n she was all alone in the apartment eating tabao chinese food
so in the heavy snow .. she call her just to chat n carrie took the trouble to go to her apartment to acc her
how many of such frens can u find in your life , the scene is quite funny when carrie finds mr big unwilling to get out of the car to go in the library which they are going to hold their wedding n dejected.
she was so upset n then her frens supported her during the trip in mexico
it was her darkest period after almost 10yrs with a man
frankly speaking
一个女人有多少个十年，错过了就是错过了。
所以carrie 可以和mr big break up n reconcile n eventually get married, happy wedding is a gd ending
even miranda forgave her husband for his infidelity n went for marriage counselling n then they got back together
after marriage , their flame simmer down n then they had less n less of sex n then marriage ruined everything
everything became so routine. even their sex life was affected , coz miranda behaves like a man, shes a attorney , a lawyer who even had to take both sides of the pros n cons to make a decision whether to reconcile with her husband n if she does , she got to fulfila promise to meet steve at a bridge
n then there was these 2 options. between feeling n reality
a quest for love,, these 4 ladies n they gt the ending they desired in the end
its always a gamble between finding true love n meeting the wrong guy
bad guyyyyyssss......
they are everywhere.无所不在。
很高兴我从新找回自信，重新出发，没有自暴自弃，一年后的今天我不一样了。
和从前到现在，有很多很多，一个晚上一言难尽，我不会选择过去的我，有了岁月的成长累积的不同人生体会才会多姿多彩，尝过酸甜苦辣，才会珍惜以后的幸福
我坚信我一定会幸福，一定。。遇到错的人，会来一个带给我幸福的人。要继续相信爱情。有时走过婚纱店会幻想自己穿上婚纱的一天，心里甜甜的，
有一次去manicure,有个人和我说，如果一个女人肯为一个男人生小孩应该是很爱他，因为生小孩付出和牺牲的实在太多了。。
好男人。。 嗨在那里。。。。

hectic day today

today is the soft launch for oc preferential share. super busy . my arm still hurt from yesterday's badminton
i had soup spoon for dinner earlier . the mushroom is so filling
lunch was e 辣椒排骨面,shiok.辣到很爽，肚子烧烧.but too much liao.. feel so bloated.
didnt even have much time to take a sip of drink, was busy presenting the share prospectus information n launch details.
its a opportunity cost between career advancement & family
e more u earn , e more u spend. rich dad poor dad was a interesting aspect on the value of assets & liabilities. terms like financial literacy & knowledge to get out of poverty cycle

010608 sports n family day 2222hrs

just ended a family dinner n most of the time, i hear my 3rd brother n 2nd brother as usual yelling at their kids @ the dinning table.Parenting is indeed a difficult task , kids these days compared to the one 10yrs ago or even my age 20yrs ago is entirely different, every few min there is one kid among them misbehaving, i m glad i m not a teacher. my patience is also so limited.. hahahahahaha used to give tuition to get more pocket $ during my poly days.. nt a easy job.. brain cell die a lot oso. for scolding n nagging @ children
maybe i always play ard with my niece n nephew, the ones buying birthday presents or bringing them to macs. as a result i lost the sense of "respectable look". most of them bully me. hahahaha
auntie may is a very fierce mother.. most of the kids are scared of her.. compared to when i know her when i was 9.. is a different picture.
my bro is in shift work so most of time she takes care of the kids. so if the 2 kids fight at home, it can be a headache man.. so in a way shes trained to be very firm n strict mother so those 2 monkeys will not misbehave
tonite we c an episode when my 2nd bro try to teach his son how to do mathematics n some phonics language questions
i experienced when i was in primary school oso.. dad had to support 4 children , my mum was a housewife n they were not very highly educated so most of the time, my 2nd bro was my tuition teacher..
just as we were about to leave, we c a teary boy hugging his uncle.. my 3rd bro.. his eye was swollen n he looked so bitter
有一个boy boy从书房走出来，chek chek :( ,
我的papa骂我很大声。。。。。
so I m also a 过来人, 二哥is a very impatient teacher , teach a bit still dunno , then he will get fed up.
i must thank my bro . coz now my handwriting is like typewriter , last time when i write crooked , i will get it from him sure get a spank on the ruler for using ink eraser or mistake.. haizzz,,sad.. then my 3rd bro n i just shrugged our shoulders.. dun cry yang yi.. its only homework..
only reached sk @ 8. by time time i already 饿到 omg... e lrt can be so slow..
in the family car. my sister in law can be so naggy.. pregnant women can be so cranky
auntie may's curry chicken is good..havent "yam tong " for long, everyday tabao food until i also scared..
these days. child care centre has to be so protective of the other kids. as usual the child whos sick got to be sent home for mc so as not to affect other kids.. when iwas younger, where got such thing.. now is the era of enrichment courses & tuition n more assessment books to prepare for the foundation in school.my 老豆was always working coz we were so poor in the past, my bro always remind me they had no $ for recess time. got to wait for my father's wage for recess. luckily when i came out.. life was slightly better but still i dun c my parents often.. but my mum still manage to send me for enrichment course like speech n drama.. coz i was in this convent school, english speaking environment . n i was like an "alien" there coz my family only speak chinese n hockien at home..
as a result during my early days. i was like a very reserved n introverted little gal in sch.. last time where got time for my parents to send me ballet or which ever class. we even had difficulty to eat let alone enrichment classes.
luckily i picked up things quite fast..
when i saw my niece in school ..i recall my childhood was nothing by assessment books & tuition class.. nothing really to be happy about.. haiya.. we didnt even have online games or internet at that time. after all internet was only introduced when i was in my teens
later when i grew up. wat nonsense i did earlier in school doesnt help me at all now
attending this financial seminar on wed , cashflow 101 should be very interesting
went giant today.. packed with so many young couples
e hypermarket is sooooo happening ..
jiao jiao.. conclusion super nua.. get so fed up with her sometimes. e way i c her @ work.. play psb in the toilet somemore
played badminton with lsb, kelvin n fren.ah kun.. jason n fren.. i forgot his name.. he reminds me of chipmunk
anyway its quite enjoyable. long time never play badminton also.. i was attacked by chipmunk accidentally .. chipmunk also a bit paiseh.. haha
one of them when i saw him ,reminds me of polar bear. the feel n the whole package.. fair n softspoken.. just 2ppl by similar in some way
i read rich dad poor dad, robert kiosaki's financial knowlege , based on his own personal experienced, now hes semi retired i his 40s. quite an interesting book now tat i read to the 2nd chapter
consumer price index is like so high now read in BT. 7.8% alone here in sg. .. lunch @ a kopitiam today at a neighbourhood in aljunied is comparable to a food court.. nw the food is almost same price $3.50- $5 for one meal.$2 a meal isa thing of the past
with such rising cost. hw can the average singaporean survive on a meagre pay..
$$$$$$$ .. .bro 3 was still complaining to his wife in the family car...
老婆u dun anyhow spend $,, i wont have a promotion even have oso not much increment..
last nite one my fren was telling us about an ex classmate after she got married n gave birth to a daughter.. she became very nua ,dress so sloppily.. zero makeup with just a polo tee & a denmin skirt.. omg if i were become a mother myself will i also be so 懒惰n so nua..
世上没有丑女人，只有懒女人
可是升级妈妈型之后，真的会改变一个人的想法。其实我并不讨厌小朋友，就是没有太多耐性。养儿现在不是妨老， 是烦恼。
自己还不是妈妈，所以还不能体会其中的辛苦。
女人在现今社会蛮可怜，又要能出得了庭堂，见得了世面。also known as trophy gf or trophy wife 还要进得了厨房， 生活对许多工作上的挑战。非常艰辛困难，即使挺着大肚子也要挤车，巴士地铁，通常多数人都是act blur.. 哪里有人会让位，日子还是要天天过。。
等到时后荣升，为人父母再说吧！ 很像很遥远的事。。 不可能太快发生。。。
我还那么小孩子气。。。不适合现阶段结婚生子。。太习惯家人照顾一切，很难想像自己也要维持一个家。做 妈妈都好辛苦啊！不眠不休传心家庭的大浪费大把青春。。。
女人就是要嫁得好不然好后悔，好遗憾!
要好的男人不然不嫁也罢。。

我也很想他。。。。
那时我们总有好多话什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化我不想再多说话
经过了相遇挣扎我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事啊
有一天你突然问我
在那个时候是否也爱着他
我也很想他我们都一样
在他的身上曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他是因为你而开始飞翔
我也很想他在某个地方
我少了尴尬你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短思念却很长
还记得那年我们曾许下的愿望是星星骗了我们我们
却因此少了一课真正必修的学分
我也很想他我们都一样
在他的身上曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他是因为你而开始飞翔
我也很想他在某个地方
我少了尴尬你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短思念却很长
我们都一样

pissed n fed up

as usual brother worm n elephant pop by my place again.. sunday spoiled again,the neighbour's kid originally cries in the morning at weekdays. now weekend morning oso..so sian..

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The dinner tonite to describe was superb tonite. Indulgz @ tan quee lang followed by riciotti italian pastry for dessert. nt only that we also went shopping to aid digestion,
earlier today was a super long day woke up ard 7.30am today for work . slept only abt 4- 5hrs some of my pics looked awful coz my eyes looked puffy
i headed to 娇娇's place to help her to shift her barang barang from amk to bishan.shes only been here frome china to singapore since last oct n i counted shes got almost 10 items . big ones.. i cant imagine people who come here from overseas to work. its an agony to 搬家seriously.so much things to move. n to make things worse further , she quarreled with her landlord.两个老女人没有结婚,n then very 洁癖n naggy
her new landlord is a taiwanese with 2 kids who are teenages range from 12-18 which is better coz the previous is really weird ppl. beofore jiao left, she sprinkle rice beads @ the entrance n water as well. weird bitch!
so moving house is very 麻烦!
e dinner was great with good company. had some red wine @ riciotti . tiramisu, sofiano n domemo.. e tiramisu literally melts in your mouth
入口即化,shiok sia
dinner was sinful @ indulgz but worth the $ n calories .. can play badminton to burn it off
we had lobster soup.mushroom soup. honeychicken, lobster baked rice,fish. n pasta
seriously i 've been looking forward to the weekend gettogether session coz the week ahead is going to be crazy. there is this soft launch of the preferential share@ an attractive interest rate.
lots of customer might pop by to enquire on this blue chip share when its offically launced. share issue date on 29/7/08
so many tings on my mind.. cannot make any mistake on mon. if nt if the forms are sent down wrongly n they dun get the interest..$$ i will get it..
there was an incident today colleague lost one of the ctm's ic.. strangly it cant be found. as usual ctm made a hoo ha.. haiz hope e ic can be found

担心&开心

我一早起来七上八上,辗转难眠，非常紧张可能读太多。唯一想到可以放松这个不安的心情只有跑步和听音乐。
果然,确实会好一点，每次在考场的气氛都很凝重，感觉很孤独。你望着考卷，然后没有答案的时候，那一瞬间只是可以愣在哪里想。然后你看看周围的考生信心满满，你知道自己完了high chance, this unit 是荡掉了，大包明年再重考吧。。。.现在已经垂头丧气。。cannot cannot..
怎么办！！！！how can i hiong this paper n try to pass at least ??
很多references 都没有办法背完。。。。。看来要祈祷神啊。。tolong tolong...
头脑已经要爆掉了，没有空位装了
if only HR is open book hahhahahahaah, should score quite well..very wishful thinking of me...
总觉得考完 UOL会老很多cause premature ageing,brain cells will be all dead .. i look so haggard in the mirror this morning, my face devoid of all emotions.blank & blur looking..
today is fri le, should feel happy ..

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早上起来我去楼下跑步，精力充沛。
收拾心情准备明天应考，过了这关就等三个月等成绩放榜。此刻心情有点复杂，很快要结束exam leave,面对现实,回到工作岗位。不能再赖床了！有点xian..
回到家还爬了整座的楼梯，practise yoga, stretch my muscles.. 保持健美身材。健康就是美！！
希望明天的paper 不要太难，hope to score better than last yr ideally。桌上放了灌pocari sweat..喝了超爽！
冰冰的，shiok!
我觉得用中文来表达很贴切， 意义也可以比较生动。
太久没有运用，真的有点生疏。
连读都有问题，何况是写。
在一个讲中文的客户群的环境之下工作，怎样都要学几句应急，不然会死得很难看，中国的市场越来越lucrative,如果可以和这群target group communicate, 会是一个很好的商机。
我想这样以来我也可以自我提升中文的水平。长远来看应该是件好事
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just now earlier i was watching Tyra Banks Show ,fashion tips from around the world,from different parts of the world
snakemassage from Israel, during the show,the snakes glide into the massager's body.. omg..
24carrat gold face massage-Egypt, damn expensive but i tink coz its proclaimed to be really good n effective, method used by the ancients Egypts from the various respresentatives from respective countries
Japanese eyelash perm - the result is gd , can consider doing it coz i got straight n limp eyelashes
Brazillian Booty massage to firm e butt.. it works amazingly. brazilians are known for their 翘屁股，round , big nice n firm , but the rest of the body is slim, i didnt know there is a butt facial in brazil
Algeria, some eyeliner treatment vegetable semi-permanent makeup which gives instant glamour to the eye. making it big n nice . something which they use in the saloon to tatoo on e eye , could be applied to brows as well as lip liner making the face more dramatic & 3-dimensional
Turkey-Small fish to nimble on the foot to make it smooth like a baby's bottom
some weird tips ,
Bizzare methods of beauty tips includes bull semen to apply on the hair for glow & shine
Bird poop as a face cream..
Honey on the face as a facial- worth a try should be nourishing to the skin
strange tings women do to make themselves pretty
tyra's own personal tip is to wear a scarf while doing the curves on the hair but it doesnt appply to me coz i have natural curly hair. reason is nt to let the man next to you c the ugly side of the process while gals curl up their hair with curlers
tb was like so madness, riding a bike after practising for 15mins , he sort of dislocated his shoulder when he fell from the ride on one of his trips while the pillion jumped off the bike so he was fine. n so this young man try to adjust it by himself n miraculously he managed to adjust it to correct place
his travel mates consisted of the high elites with reputable backgrounds, obviously they are very rich n one of them is a ceo of a company in thailand whereas one the dad own a import n export co in vietnam
he mentioned about a mountain city n everyday they drank a lot of booze. johnny walker blue label, the most expensive range, n they ate dinner in a private yacht .omg wat a high life,its when ur parents r freaking rich, you can consider such a lifestyle.basically in summary these bunch of ah sia or 公子哥are players also commonly known as playboys in short.
when i met him for coffee earlier, he looked like he just been to war. totally disorientated, messy hair, puffy face.. e to describe him, he was like living for the moment with those ah sias. although they are really friendly & hospitable to him a guest

很有feel的一个晚上

虽然会期待，可是很怕受伤害
再还没伤得遍体鳞伤最好可以自救,不然就会重蹈覆辙，无法自拔，再一次为情所困。这样很伤，对身心不好
在凝静的黑夜里回忆过去的甜蜜过去何尝是件坏事，有太多太多，有时感伤，有些难以忘怀。
难过的时间有时会比开心的长
其实也属与各人见解，见人见智，
每一次的一个结束，我往往需要一个很长很长的时间痊愈，信心受损，打击很大，都会怪自己是不是自己的问题还是对方的问题?
一年后的我，信心满满，对人生充满报复和理想
不会再对往事耿耿于怀，撰牛角尖，自寻烦恼
回想起来自己很蠢，有一度放弃自己， 太对不起自己了。
过去的反映凸显了现在的蜕变，成长的一个过程和代价。
常常有人说，记忆在大脑的潜意识是很模糊不清，有时却非常痛苦，有时却很清楚， 有些泽是选择性的画面。
我因天生乐天派，所以我并没有把这些放在心上
因了解而分开，我没有后悔这个决定，我深信是对的选择，他肯定不是我结婚的对象
如果勉强继续只是在拖时间两个人都不开心
现在如果以结婚为前提来交往是有压力吧，可是想想年纪也不小，看看身边周曹的朋友渐渐嫁掉了又或者有固定的partner,总会小小的羡慕。总是参加了某某某的婚礼会有一些小小冲动，也想成为女主角，可以步入红地毯迈向另一个人生的阶段。
刚才上网看看旧同学的照片，发现她的新家很漂亮，值得夸奖，老公人好没毛病挑，是个好男人。
她现在很幸福，我为她高兴找到一个可靠的伴侣
有个朋友们曾经comment过我的行为稍有拘谨，有一点距离感，很讶异会给人这样的印象。我个性比较男生，豪迈，通常玩的时候放得很开玩得很疯。
可能因为工作关系平时保持认真严肃的一面,有时难以抽离当下的心情.长时间带着专业的形象导致我下班后的后遗症，简称发神精。。。xiao chay boh..
发生很多事情，我不得不学得洒脱，看开一点，有些东西不由我控制。该来的总回来避也避不了，要面对眼前的困难和问题，长大了就是不一样不可以依赖大人或长辈。
往往想通了都能迎刃而解。
遇到的人不对，或是时间玩了大家，原本你年纪还轻还抱有天真的想法，爱情庞大的力量是可以改变一个人的行为和品行，确实不可以，一切即是暂时性，时间长了人又会故态复萌，根本问题还是存在，并没有解决。
如果没有心灵上的包袱，会活得更自在更精彩。
一向来我行我素，不希望会人会干涉我的行踪，而这个某某某必须可以接受我偶尔的任性，蛮不讲理，还有无理的要求，很难吧！
顺其自然，忠于自己，要天天开心，笑口常开，充实自己，不要亏待自己。要好好过每一天。
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蜂蜜幸运草
郑元畅苏慧伦,Chiaki Ito (伊藤 千晃, Itō Chiaki?),張鈞甯,彭于晏
法证先锋Ⅱanother favourite drama recently coz the story line is just so exciting, u cant help it by wanting to find the truth coz it is fast paced n its just a hongkie version of CSI. to seek the truth n redress the unjustice
大小爱吃080526, 康熙来了, became my favourite show almost a few days if i m not out socialising my life revolves within 偶像劇,鄭元暢　n some nonsense clip which i watch to destress within my exam period . there are just so much to study n the local tv channels can be so boring.. i cant imagine life without tudou.com or youtube man.. i m such a 宅女
happily contented eatting cup noddles n no need to dress up or entertain people i m nt familiar with n enjoy some inner peace n solitude。享受一个人自由自在的生活，无忧无虑， 没有任何心理包袱or emotional baggage is an ideal kind of lifestyle , unfortunately we cant live like an hermit all the time. we need some interpersonal interaction in order to live normally
已经过了两年没有过情人节的日子，今年的生日原本计划出国庆祝但是如果其中一个人有
男朋友就要放弃这个计划。。。。
我没有朋友
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http://www.pixnet.net/honeyclover2008
刚才下午时下了一场大雨躺在床上显得特别优闲，从房间看见外头下着雨，细雨纷纷， 空气觉特别凉爽，心情变得轻松，睡了一场午觉。很精神 可以安心全力以赴专心努力温习。
今天应该挨通宵，死背那些内容。家里静静的，老豆又去做保公了，晚餐还要自己搞定，闷闷的，早上游了一个泳不然会疯掉，一整天留在家里不出门会长蘑菇。

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/PT-WwA8fMLs/

Honey and Clover (ハチミツとクローバー, Hachimitsu to Kurōbā?) is a Japanese manga series written and illustrated by Chika Umino.

是时候温书了，两天很快过的，30/5/30 1730赶快来让我可以痛快玩一场，大吃大喝 尽情享受，最好是玩到忘我境界，放开胸怀
希望是可以遇到对的人，不要再维持空窗状态，很像再虚度光阴把有限的青春都浪费了

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睡睡醒醒刚刚因为太困了在书桌又睡觉了原本应该10。30才起来但是黄忠文先生打电话给我报平安。 报告他到机场。所以平常容易醒睡的我自好起来了，我又泡了今天的第二杯咖啡保持体力
他应该玩得很疯，在电话里跟我讲他的schedule几乎天天酗酒，狂吃海鲜，非常颓废的人生，听了有一点不爽可是又无奈，郁闷！ 郁闷！ 郁闷！，我呀我很想出去玩
夜深人静， 没有任何风吹草动显得格外冷清，连风都没有，还好有下雨不然更闷热
我已渐渐习惯楼上那个邻居小孩虽然我还是隐隐约越听到一些哭声，我决定不管了，小朋友毕竟是小朋友。。。。
除了忍还是忍，将来我家的小孩可能更恐怖，过动的小朋友真的很够力，很辛苦，我想我小时候还是蛮呆呆的很好照顾没有太多问题，那小孩哭也太夸张了，早上6am plus.天还没亮就可以连续哭半小时至45分钟，现在晚上也start engine cry nonstop.. wats e f***King problem man... driving me crazy while i try to focus on the examination preparation....e crying sounds very stubborn & persistent. infact thats not crying. its yelling n screaming at the top of his/her lungs.. if i can hear i think the unit directly upstairs or me.. the unfortunate one can also hear clearly from our bedroom,so conclusion, this kid is damn power.. not tired of crying
中气十足，有时候有冲动要上去揪出凶手因为实在太烦了，平时就要迁就怪怪的customer, 回到家还必须面对这种人，都几个月了那个家长也太不服责任了吧，我在想这个小孩子可以哭多久，几时才可以乖一点，大家都很久没有好好休息。。。。2213

GSS.. a shopping trip @ orchard 2250

i found this entry from a writer rather interesting n meaningful so i decided to copy it
青春是回首的時候最好，就連童年，也彷彿是往回看的時候比當時快樂。

當我們脫離了童年，帶著飛奔的腳步跑向成人世界，跑的路越遠，童年的記憶也好像越發鮮活。每一回首，只記得當時的無憂無慮，就連那時候挨過的打，縮在被窩裡掉過的不知多少的眼淚，覺得沒有愛和沒人了解的孤單，都可以一次又一次帶著調皮的微笑告訴身邊的人。

那麼，要是現在有一台時光機器，要回去嗎？ 那就可以永不長大。

不用長大，也就不用承受做為一個成人的各種傷痛。

假如不想回去童年，那麼，想要回去比現在年輕的某個時候嗎？

女人最好的年紀到底是幾歲？

有人說是２５到３０歲，也有人說是３０到３５歲。

每一個過了３０歲的女人，幾乎都有一個妙想天開的想法，那就是：擁有現在的一切，卻可以回到２５歲的時候。２５歲不一定是生命中最好的，但是，要是能夠帶著現在的一切回去，那樣的２５歲就會變成最好。

我不想回去童年。那時的我，沒錢也沒自由。

我也不想回去比現在年輕許多的那些日子。那時候，我沒有現在的事業。

其實，我不是想回到過去，我只是不想繼續老去。
this is a novel which i tink i will read it again coz its a veri touching story
荷包裏的單人牀

女主角蘇盈暗戀著男主角秦雲生，雲生雖然最後也接受了她，但他心裡思念的，是一個求遠不會回來的女人。世上最遙遠的距離，不是生與死的距離，不是天各一方，而是我就站在你面前，你卻不知道我愛你。

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went to submit my form for the passport renewal
went to watch this thai movie chocolat. the gal is damn innocent looking but her muay thai is fantastic . she bash up men to get $ for her mother for her cancer medicine bills
her dad is a japanese in the movie.. oso another hunk
even the mother is a very attractive person with a tatoo on her left shoulder.
my nails broke.. so heart pain. have to "rescue my nail" thought of doing a fake one , extension however grace my manicurist advised me not to so cannot " mei bu mei" already at least for one week before my nail grows longer for my middle finger
just ended a conversation with auntiemay.. she was bitching with me on whether i m attached n the truth is i m still a swinging single.
it seems that the people around me are getting more dates n i m still stuck @ my study table.. reading my hr notes due to finish on fri
i havent really got into the exam mode . this is bad. i got to spot 3 essay questions. 2000 words each
there are 2 blind dates to attend after exam next week. but all i can think of now is how to refer more sales n close more deals to prepare my another round of shopping spree in hongkong in july
its finalised.. yeah.. jul 3- jul 7
yipeeee.
sat i got to join my sales team to help my fellow colleague to move her house in bishan after work n then join my gang for dinner in indulgz so strictly from now onwards there should be no more shopping impulse to reduce further damage total grooming expenses is estimated to be chalking up a bit as well as today's spree its almost 70 bucks or so..
considered cheap. coz mondo is having a sale for 2 pairs @ $15 n 1 shot.. ever in my life i bought 4 pairs at 1 go for different occassions . its a steal.. yeah . ^_^ hehe
today is just preliminary
e real spree will be in july.. yeah summer sale.. hongkong here i come.. auntie may was advising me.. 1 bag go there 4 bags come back.. imagine the amount of damage to your pocket.. is indescriptable... so i must have store more
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
this is one thing always on my mind.. cant get sick seeing all day in office.. get high counting them in the backroom
sometimes the dream of swiping your own $ is like just a dream n slowly i m fufiling my dreams n seeing the m turn into reality
my tour trip n my first designer bag
but behind all this is nothing but sheer hard work , the ever ready to serve n the passion to do your things really well
just like when u thought that sometimes u never make it e.g to catch a bus n you know if you miss this you will have to wait for a very long time like 20 mins to catch the next bus. n thats when u really buck up n tell yourself.. hey u got to do it or u never achieve it. n u will never break your own track record.. i m an expert in chasing after the bus n i make sure i can hop on it usually.like today i got to run for at least 3mins to catch the bus. if nt i will be caught waiting in the bus stop with lsb
i must say after today. i m really convicted for june sales i must make it to reward myself handsomely for july.
the branch sales has been going downhill n the ranking has dropped drastically its making the team very stressed whether we can make it in may '08
so hopefully in july when i join corporate banking, n when i wear the new uniform it will bring me better luck. a better sales referral commission .. HUAT AH!!! HUAT HUAT !!
today is already wed . exactly 2 days to prepare for hr.. will plan on a running or swimming regime to ensure my weight stays focused as well
wat a irony nite. i read my blog back in 2007. i was such a loser then.. drunk n demoralised, but look at me now. confident. capable n in control of my finances n my
own goals n plans.
just one year ago i was behaving like a lunatic, a drunkard who cannot even control her own emotions n behave appropriately. even e manicurist who saw me commented i was like ohh totally transformed with a better brows. longer neater finger nails n toe nails as well as a more chirpy outlook
i have used 1 yr to break beyond my own barrier n the next list is to buy clothes off the shelf without trying in hongkong. gd news i m a S size now. if nt a M.. i m no longer L or XL.. thank god . my efforts have not been wasted . i have beem enjoying myself this 1 yr n i m glad i have moved on proudly.. although there are times which i will have "what if" we were still together would it really make a difference to the sam in 28/05/2008
my decision to leave him was correct. i wouldnt be happier if i choose to stick to someone who cannot make me xin fu.
theres a difference between an idealistic scenario n the actual outcome n when these expectation do not meet the criteria. the end result is you are very dissappointed by such an outcome n recently the candidates proved likewise
u cant help by be skeptical afterall in singapore's population the male ratio n female ration is such that the male ratio is going down. so chances of hitting one good man has gone down as well. wat to do . shun qi zhi ran. no pt getting some tom dick or harry n regret for the next 30-40 yrs that u r sleeping with someone u doubt u will love n cherish in good times n bad times for the rest of your remaining span
its been really a long entry tonite n i just feel like pouring everything out because the oppression of putting on a fake smile has been carried down for so long. its only until recently i begin to embrace singlehood in another light of tunnel. by consistently reminding yourself of your other priorities n also personal development so as not to grow stagnent with the society
thinking back i was such a naive gal back then with low self esteem n low self confidence. not being able to reject ppl . colleagues n always a goody who gets pushed around.. nah not now.. try to smoke me. n u r dead..
i have a different spending lifestyle n my lfestyle revolves more grooming n self actualisation acts . which is also the highest level of needs in maslow 1943 's needs model
which starts from basic, social, safety, n lastly self actualisation. it transcends within materialism n its like a higher level of soul within.. an inner peace i find when i do yoga in my little room
after witnessing the recent events of natural disaster n the transition changes of oil price rising n climate changes . i cant help by feel truly fortunate that we are in sunny singapore with not much disasters. the bible did comment the signs of the world ending is the wars happening.. yes it happened.. iraq n usa n natural disaster happening n strange virus coming up.. this day eventually comes n what matters is doing things which i know i wont regret for the next 10-20yrs to come that i havent make a mistake.i dun regret what i did before to contribute to now
伍家辉 肚子饿了(39) hes a talented singer who can compose who moved from the back scenes to the front line singer , hes come a long way. he was the one who sang 一人一半 . 881 theme song.. film directed by royston
cheers for the hard work i put in for being the me now..
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