i found this entry from a writer rather interesting n meaningful so i decided to copy it
青春是回首的時候最好，就連童年，也彷彿是往回看的時候比當時快樂。
當我們脫離了童年，帶著飛奔的腳步跑向成人世界，跑的路越遠，童年的記憶也好像越發鮮活。每一回首，只記得當時的無憂無慮，就連那時候挨過的打，縮在被窩裡掉過的不知多少的眼淚，覺得沒有愛和沒人了解的孤單，都可以一次又一次帶著調皮的微笑告訴身邊的人。
那麼，要是現在有一台時光機器，要回去嗎？ 那就可以永不長大。
不用長大，也就不用承受做為一個成人的各種傷痛。
假如不想回去童年，那麼，想要回去比現在年輕的某個時候嗎？
女人最好的年紀到底是幾歲？
有人說是２５到３０歲，也有人說是３０到３５歲。
每一個過了３０歲的女人，幾乎都有一個妙想天開的想法，那就是：擁有現在的一切，卻可以回到２５歲的時候。２５歲不一定是生命中最好的，但是，要是能夠帶著現在的一切回去，那樣的２５歲就會變成最好。
我不想回去童年。那時的我，沒錢也沒自由。
我也不想回去比現在年輕許多的那些日子。那時候，我沒有現在的事業。
其實，我不是想回到過去，我只是不想繼續老去。
this is a novel which i tink i will read it again coz its a veri touching story
荷包裏的單人牀
女主角蘇盈暗戀著男主角秦雲生，雲生雖然最後也接受了她，但他心裡思念的，是一個求遠不會回來的女人。世上最遙遠的距離，不是生與死的距離，不是天各一方，而是我就站在你面前，你卻不知道我愛你。
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http://www.xanga.com/clapbangkiss/ . find her life .. high life...
went to submit my form for the passport renewal
went to watch this thai movie chocolat. the gal is damn innocent looking but her muay thai is fantastic . she bash up men to get $ for her mother for her cancer medicine bills
her dad is a japanese in the movie.. oso another hunk
even the mother is a very attractive person with a tatoo on her left shoulder.
my nails broke.. so heart pain. have to "rescue my nail" thought of doing a fake one , extension however grace my manicurist advised me not to so cannot " mei bu mei" already at least for one week before my nail grows longer for my middle finger
just ended a conversation with auntiemay.. she was bitching with me on whether i m attached n the truth is i m still a swinging single.
it seems that the people around me are getting more dates n i m still stuck @ my study table.. reading my hr notes due to finish on fri
i havent really got into the exam mode . this is bad. i got to spot 3 essay questions. 2000 words each
there are 2 blind dates to attend after exam next week. but all i can think of now is how to refer more sales n close more deals to prepare my another round of shopping spree in hongkong in july
its finalised.. yeah.. jul 3- jul 7
yipeeee.
sat i got to join my sales team to help my fellow colleague to move her house in bishan after work n then join my gang for dinner in indulgz so strictly from now onwards there should be no more shopping impulse to reduce further damage total grooming expenses is estimated to be chalking up a bit as well as today's spree its almost 70 bucks or so..
considered cheap. coz mondo is having a sale for 2 pairs @ $15 n 1 shot.. ever in my life i bought 4 pairs at 1 go for different occassions . its a steal.. yeah . ^_^ hehe
today is just preliminary
e real spree will be in july.. yeah summer sale.. hongkong here i come.. auntie may was advising me.. 1 bag go there 4 bags come back.. imagine the amount of damage to your pocket.. is indescriptable... so i must have store more
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
this is one thing always on my mind.. cant get sick seeing all day in office.. get high counting them in the backroom
sometimes the dream of swiping your own $ is like just a dream n slowly i m fufiling my dreams n seeing the m turn into reality
my tour trip n my first designer bag
but behind all this is nothing but sheer hard work , the ever ready to serve n the passion to do your things really well
just like when u thought that sometimes u never make it e.g to catch a bus n you know if you miss this you will have to wait for a very long time like 20 mins to catch the next bus. n thats when u really buck up n tell yourself.. hey u got to do it or u never achieve it. n u will never break your own track record.. i m an expert in chasing after the bus n i make sure i can hop on it usually.like today i got to run for at least 3mins to catch the bus. if nt i will be caught waiting in the bus stop with lsb
i must say after today. i m really convicted for june sales i must make it to reward myself handsomely for july.
the branch sales has been going downhill n the ranking has dropped drastically its making the team very stressed whether we can make it in may '08
so hopefully in july when i join corporate banking, n when i wear the new uniform it will bring me better luck. a better sales referral commission .. HUAT AH!!! HUAT HUAT !!
today is already wed . exactly 2 days to prepare for hr.. will plan on a running or swimming regime to ensure my weight stays focused as well
wat a irony nite. i read my blog back in 2007. i was such a loser then.. drunk n demoralised, but look at me now. confident. capable n in control of my finances n my
own goals n plans.
just one year ago i was behaving like a lunatic, a drunkard who cannot even control her own emotions n behave appropriately. even e manicurist who saw me commented i was like ohh totally transformed with a better brows. longer neater finger nails n toe nails as well as a more chirpy outlook
i have used 1 yr to break beyond my own barrier n the next list is to buy clothes off the shelf without trying in hongkong. gd news i m a S size now. if nt a M.. i m no longer L or XL.. thank god . my efforts have not been wasted . i have beem enjoying myself this 1 yr n i m glad i have moved on proudly.. although there are times which i will have "what if" we were still together would it really make a difference to the sam in 28/05/2008
my decision to leave him was correct. i wouldnt be happier if i choose to stick to someone who cannot make me xin fu.
theres a difference between an idealistic scenario n the actual outcome n when these expectation do not meet the criteria. the end result is you are very dissappointed by such an outcome n recently the candidates proved likewise
u cant help by be skeptical afterall in singapore's population the male ratio n female ration is such that the male ratio is going down. so chances of hitting one good man has gone down as well. wat to do . shun qi zhi ran. no pt getting some tom dick or harry n regret for the next 30-40 yrs that u r sleeping with someone u doubt u will love n cherish in good times n bad times for the rest of your remaining span
its been really a long entry tonite n i just feel like pouring everything out because the oppression of putting on a fake smile has been carried down for so long. its only until recently i begin to embrace singlehood in another light of tunnel. by consistently reminding yourself of your other priorities n also personal development so as not to grow stagnent with the society
thinking back i was such a naive gal back then with low self esteem n low self confidence. not being able to reject ppl . colleagues n always a goody who gets pushed around.. nah not now.. try to smoke me. n u r dead..
i have a different spending lifestyle n my lfestyle revolves more grooming n self actualisation acts . which is also the highest level of needs in maslow 1943 's needs model
which starts from basic, social, safety, n lastly self actualisation. it transcends within materialism n its like a higher level of soul within.. an inner peace i find when i do yoga in my little room
after witnessing the recent events of natural disaster n the transition changes of oil price rising n climate changes . i cant help by feel truly fortunate that we are in sunny singapore with not much disasters. the bible did comment the signs of the world ending is the wars happening.. yes it happened.. iraq n usa n natural disaster happening n strange virus coming up.. this day eventually comes n what matters is doing things which i know i wont regret for the next 10-20yrs to come that i havent make a mistake.i dun regret what i did before to contribute to now
伍家辉 肚子饿了(39) hes a talented singer who can compose who moved from the back scenes to the front line singer , hes come a long way. he was the one who sang 一人一半 . 881 theme song.. film directed by royston
cheers for the hard work i put in for being the me now..
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