everything hasnt been going smoothly. work, personal .one of my colleague sent me tis
Sam, as a fren i have some advice for you. Dun let your heart rule your head..think about it.. You dun really seems like urself after your break.. very emotional and hard to talk to. you flare up veri easily.. And very thorny.. i think you need to give some thoughts about it. Dun hurt those people around you esp those who care for you. with that i dunno y..
a list of bad things
printer jam
finger banged by meeting rm. so it bleed so luckily i got plaster myself
harrassed by nasty clients. those who come n come n come n look for u for e same ting.. double job
scolded for whole day by weirdos
do tings nt within my scope. nt my problem oso get it frm e client becoz i happen to take over e scope
kenna suan by ccb colleague. someone who is veri yaya
sweared by the above ccb colleague (KNN)i tink after one long day for front line . SWEAR BACCK AT HIM...HE CAnFXXX the wall... its his losing end i f i refuse to refer my work to him
i hate myself like this. i cant seem to gain self control like i always do
was so mad that i slamed the meeting room door which is also the first time i did that in my 1.5yrs in that office. stuck in tat room coz tat knob became stuck halfway n i needed help
e trigger pt came when tat %$&^#( swear at me.. KNN n i lost my cool nt in front of my client but i yelled at tis male colleague
which i believe he has been tolerating me for the past few days
i cry veri easily .. veri moody.. like the whole world is against me ,,, i tear easily like some insane looney
m so bad. i even yell at my best female fren
e only ppl which is spared is my dad. he knows nothing abt me
i have tis heavy sinking feel in my heart like someone just dug it away. i cant breathe
i seem to be taking it out n nt behaving well
i m so angry with my self
i dislike the person i m now
y cant i take it easy like other ppl
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