mad blast last evening

well i literally blew up in the family car, when those kids refused to take my instructions & behaved like monkeys on the loose
i didnt know what overwhelmed me, this mad rush of blood just came to boil after a long day at work submissive to my superior & my clients.
I just began to yell at some mad hag when they showed ultimate disrespect
then i didnt have much mood to carry on with e family dinner as well , as such i excused myself n took a cab straight home once e car touched down @ sk
once i reached home, i just took everyting out. cooked maggi me for dinner took some headache pills n went straight to bed. was so tired. tat i didnt know.. slept for the next 12 hrs n woke up ard 745 tis morning
with a lot of boiled repression hidden subsciously, i begin to build this layer which i know if i do not release tension, eventually would affect myself mentally
slowly i begin to put jl 's at the back of my mind n move on in the plans of my own
earning as much as possible n obtaining gd grades for my studies , clear it move on to another firm n do someting i m really passionate.
each day when i face my clients, i tell myself i got to bear with it for another 1 more yr until i can safely tell myself i can do without this job.


with this i m blogging in the middle when there are nt much :rabbits" or fish in the br.. heheh
while that idiot cisco keeps poping by time n time to stare at my monitor , i use the coporate website to distract him away

at work it is war. those who command power earns more respect ultimately
hopefully when i get the " cert" i will be a superior who is respectable as well as humanitarian
there r new shuffles , the new BM or boss after 16/6/07 , till then , hes someone whos veri meticulous in his work m n extremely strict in terms of disclipline , work or "compliance" to the rules & regulations

theres tis talk of the day for every briefing n todays 's be emphatetic to your ctm which is actually a show., "an act"
delibrately to delight your customers
other lame ones include : flexible in exercising ur discretions"
managing expectations & mindset
wat else.. whose idea was it anyway
who cares
y customers r getting smarter n smarter these days , they can tell frm a fake or genuine smile anyway
at home i retreat. i simply shut myself in the room n read or msn which is a different me at work
i choose nt to entertain if i have a choice
tats e real me
10am 14/6/07