last nite @ cini ktv was like a roller coaster ride
i cried like free n made everyone worried
i was drunk
but i could still make it home
without anyone sendind me up
however i puke like free flow oso
now my throat is like tastless n dry
my jaws hurts a lot now coz in order to wake myself up i slap myself really hard . several times i slap myself but i didnt have any feel or any pain
dunno y i self torture myself like this
its like a complete fool
i completely lost myself in rational thinking
n started to sob half way nonstop when i was drunk
which i guess tat was my true self... tat i was truly veri sad over the past few events which happened recently
e ending was like no one had seen me like this before
i was never so depressed openly before
i caused a lot of inconvenience for e working staff there n oso to my colleagues
it was just incontrollable.. n it was great venting off some negative feelings but in a veri stressful manner
tinking back i tink it was rather embarassing act
have to avoid cinileisure for a while
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