it reads 4.43am 19/4/08
TGIF activities-
Forbidden kingdom
double J- JET lee & Jackie Chan
its quite entertaining to c 2 major veterans sparring with one another , nice choice
back from a 6hr ktv @ kbox 10-4
seldom sing for so long but definitely this must be a once in while occasion.
expensive n exhuasting if you dun have the stamina
luckily i napped for an hr if nt i tink tml it would be such a drag
plans to have a quiet retreat at home for the weekend since my dad was went to msia 2D1N with my bro 2 n his family, it should be a gd time for me to revise for my exam at home since theres no one in the house. quiet n serene. n to make things worse my speaker juz die on me so its dead silence unless i transfer songs to my hp
or rather tml i will troubleshoot n investigate to c wats wrong with this bloody com.
met some of lsb's working pals n some new frens.its been high time since i behave like some teenager, still hanging out in the wee hours. n after comtemplating , i decided that as a proof of my confidence, i went forward to wear the super low cut top which i bought in bangkok 2yrs ago
many of them have moved on i heard. good for them nt exactly a prospective place if you were a young n aspiring individual, yearning for the material needs, 4,5,10C s u want n desire
today my colleague asked me if i will be sad to move on, n my reply was . i m a human also , i do feel sad to leave all this friendly people which i have been working hard with for close to 3 yrs .
change is always constant especially in cosmopolitian city in singapore . the dynamic n fast pace is something is always a common feature in this lonely , tiny small city
which is y many working class ppl would gather at pubs, social networking gala dinners, outings , cafes, coffee joints like starbucks n start to pour out their daily rantings n bitterness towards their outlook in work or personal perspectives
life is such that it always revolves bei huan li he.
from meeting , knowing , leaving n separating . its all part n parcel but how many ppl really will internalise this point
e bb head, shared something during the briefing on last wed which i found it kinda motivating. the word impossible , to the more positive personnel..
IMPOSSIBLE = I M POSSIBLE
interesting man is what i would describe , always leashing on new ideas to improvise , looking forward to a success in this project n collaboration
ubi is an industrial area that will really train your patience, n pollution is bad. traffic is horrendous, time to adapt n get used to this new environment again after hanging in town
tml is a series of mundane activites again. work . sch n home
nothing new
but i really hope that once i complete UOL , i can travel widely to c the world outside insteading of still staying in myc omfort zone, n of coz when i now i make that decision on the other hand i will lose certain things i have now, social life n family bonding
oncei had a fren who was not willing to step out of comfort zone to make changes n now shes happily stationed in hk for the next 2 yrs . n end result from someone whos also dependent on her mum.. nw is a self confident young lass who can cook her own meals. do her own laundry n housework
sometimesi really admire ppl who can leave their homes , their most familiar environement n stick in a jungle full of uncertainities n dangers ahead n theres always a high level of ambiquity n risk involved
writing has been a most indirect method , explicit manner to express certain disclaim n displeasure , n most of all it poses as a healthy manner to vent some negative energy out channel to other areas, n when i read back some of the earlier entries i itend to laugh a lot . oh i was so insane then, y would i done such things
i was really pondering if i had been the person yrs ago n such an incident in office happen. would i have really lost my cool n yell @ tat fool.
at least i did display my professionism in work n act normally at least in the office
the rain has been pouring since 2 approximately for abt 3 hrs now.. n its nice n cool this evening
my last appt with a client jus bw made me thinking about elites. this middle age couple came along , they had 2 daughters. one of them whos a rare breed , a doc to b in her undergrad process of obtaining her medical degree.
1or 2 yrs ago , i personally helped her with her tfl , some loan to settle her sch fee
shes the typical silver spoon person , borned from a rich family that never has to worry for $ n through her path in life this little gal has been quite smooth sailing , considering , shes got the ace grades among all other ppl to be prestigiously selected to b a doctor. but after making some small chat with her,to find that shes those type of heck-care attitude. airhead or arrogant person
she was so full of herself . "ru chou wei gan"
for ppl in this "elite" group , maybe they have never tasted failure or setback , everything that they achieve comes so easily
i cant help but depise such a group
probabbly i m in an environment , in the average income group which i have to fight for what i want or what i have now . it always hard work, continuous determination n effort to keep things going, so when i have to converse with such spoily brats , i cant help but feel disgusted with such ppl. i had this wat if theory. wat if ur parents were not this rich, wat if u didnt had such an nice n comfortable environment , no need to worry abt $ to keep you going for daily needs, would u also have achieve the same level of sucess as of today.
n i also thought deeper had my mum would be still around , would i have turned out differently then
maybe 5yrs ago when i graduated, i behave exactly like her. but its different when u enter society , no matter how smart u r, there will always be ppl smarter , more sly n more scheming n all u can do is to prevent urself from all this possible dangers that lies ahead n the best solution is to stay alert , sharp, keen judgement n humble
maybe tat young lady is not a sociable person , but her body language tells otherwise, i hate ppl who r so arrogant n behave rudely to their parents in public.especially u know they r e normal folks , although they r nt that highly educated ,s till they have some basic manners or courtesy
bruce lee had tis saying from forbidden kingdom. how can u absorb more when ur cup is so full , must empty it so that new knowledgecan be constantly exchanged n transfered
i remember one of a senior or some ex manager told me. young gal , u have a long way to go.. so never be self conceited , the wrong attitude n this will land u in some wrong direction that you r going at.
of couse they r always e gracious elites ard..a handful perhaps
time to rest.. time to recuperate for tml.
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