long week tis week

did a video shoot earlier.. went hotpot culture with the sec sch frens
i had a otherwise opinion of the banking environment
people are ruthless and merciless. they would stoop to anything to gain their own interest and objectives. double standard treatment from bosses is common.
now that times are bad. those who under performing or condemned are indirectly asked to resign .people i used to know can be so wicked and faked. nice on the surface but unscrupulous . i m so disappointed with how human nature, to protect their own interest to get themselves out of trouble and save their bloody own skin
no choice la
ren jia jiang hu sheng bu you ji. take everyday as it comes.
there are so many external factors that you can stop, i feel so defeated sometimes that it really doesnt pay to be kind at all. i lost to people who are ball lickers. more wicked and knows how to play the game well n usually i got the shit where people throw me in.. somehow i still got to face it realistically la. its everywhere anyway
face the shit la .. since its such a bitchy world. have to be bitchy then cannot beat them join them lor
tml training is from 7-9 its another bloody long day. i bloody hate it.. only thurs n sat is left
fri is networking nite @ orchid country club to c some lamer performance also. wats left thurs is agm nite for union employees.. i fucking hate this week suddenly why do i have to attend such boring events. instead of slack at home
i m nt bitchy by nature but if the environment force me to be . then i "ll do it then! energy yogurt bar from south africa taste gd. .the sanitizer stinks but it helps against germs n H1N1
the chocolate fondus was sinful but good