Wednesday, July 29, 2009

some random thoughts i had today

i was tinking .. if i want to switch industry . came to a point.. i was askin myself do i want to remain in this line for the next 5-10yrs. issit someting i really want or becoz i cant part with the pay n the lifestyle
its like a world of compliance .. power struggle.. . mind games.. stressful n fast paced work pace.. this corporate banking.. switch here for abt 1yr odd now.. doingservicing for the past almost 4 yrs or so.. n i m veri fed up wit h work n environment its a compromise to pay .its always a tie between money n interest
recently i got this chest pain. is making me veri stressfulm i being to diffcult on myself
9:18:55 PM ~~~ Jeff ~~~ Porkie There's one motto i live by...Maybe u'll like to think abt it:- "Leave home issues at home when u are at work...and once u leave the office,leave the office issues behind and go home".Dont mix the 2 together or u'll be very miserable.
7/29/2009 9:19:56 PM Porkie ~~~ Jeff ~~~ which is y most ppl join banking industy because undeniably its one of the well paid industries but then again more money doesnt mean more job satisfaction
7/29/2009 9:21:04 PM ~~~ Jeff ~~~ Porkie True true...i agree with tat.But tats just it,u do the job just for the money and dont think too much abt it.At the end of the day,wats impt is tat u make money every mth and live happy spending that money.
lately i got tis issue when i tense up. i tend to forget to breathe n then my shoulder starts to ache coz i been slouching ..so my body is giving me signs of fatigue
a fren told me this... U need a really good fuck.....A damn good one....Hahah.... =P medical research has shown that a good...now,great sex actually helps to relieve stress.Trust me...that temporary when done on a constant basis,means alot k....
Its been proven by medicine science
Normally a once rusty one bangs ya........U'll be brought to heaven and back to hell at the same time...tats how it is....hahahaha its pretty entertaining..
i really need a change. of career progression.. tats what been making me draggy for work
do not compromise for pay find something happy n $$ nt too far from what i m currently drawing.. im nt happy being a friendly loan shark..
maybe sports can loosen me up rather than a gd fuck... wahahahahah rofl...
backache again.. true spa.. back rub. yeah man..
theres tis saying which we discussed for today's morning briefing before operations.. what do relationship manager do in the bank. obviously they dun talk about relationship.. hahhaah we talk about money all the time.. which is an understatment. when the company mentions about care for the customer..
the .. its our pleasure campaign is offically launching next week/ e ads r running next week causing much excitement and torment to our emails.. all loud n raging..
its adding more stress,, its more like its our " Pressure".wahahahah
we received new SOPS checklist today.. KPI.. key performing index.. for BSI.. branch service index .. since the bank thinks the service can me measured why is y they go to great lengths to ensure we r like macdonalds.. consistent n competent
why is that it has to be so compliant.. so to adhere to audit issues.. i hate ruless. m i in the correct place then.. arrrggghhhh ...
tml.. thursday
fri.. end month.. end of the week. start of a mini war zone soon.. with ppl tendering last min n urgent leave as well as mcs again. wtf... sat.. .cycling ..spa.. massage . or bitching anyting.. wats life now .. its meaningless n boring.. i can consider being a housewife if i manager to become one.. hahahaahhaha then i can pull off selling my credit cards , discussing bad payment terms. fraudulent n suspicious transactions.. n say hi to my kitchen.. i love being a housewife.. n drop the further studies plan.. wahahahhaha m i crazy..
rule no 1
never trust a man fully 100%
rule no 2
always have $ in hand
rule no 3
honesty n integrity.. no secret between couples.. thats what i told panda frankly like t ncs to him
rule no 4
always believe in urself n ur capacity
well i think his little ex gf sms him last week n he admitted openly n told me his replied message.. oh tats nothing between them . .n now hes got someone waiting for him on the other side.. hahahhha he better behave. or else.... hiak hiak hiak...

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