ciit pantry finally fri.. 101609 7.01pm

hahahah another 4 more hrs . n i m going panda '
s place.. hahah

dinner@citi pantry 1924hrs

dad prepared a feast haha.. so gd..watching kangsi while eating nt too bad.. with coke and waffer n an apple

before the start of work/ a2 shift 9th working day..

12.30 bedroom studytable
competition. competition. competition.. among the new hires my avg timing is 13 mins per call with clock out of 367 calls for 5 days which equates to 60 calls per day.5 calls per hour. i would say quite all rite for a new timer.. though the target is abt 90calls per day per CPO.. ( citiphone officer)
slowly getting the hang out of it. while verifying i am also smsing.. drink some water..while wrting this entry. i m also listening to salut d'amour coz it helps me to calm down . classical music does helps so if the mood is too intense i guess it would soothe the heart and cool the mind.
was on the phone with tb last nite. coz i couldnt koon till about 5 this morning n i woke up around 10.50am close to 11.. luckily i didnt sleep further if not i would have a huge headache known as the oversleep syndrome..
decided to head for a healthier lifestyle. skipped about 100 times for the skippy skipping rope.
after all its about performance n even more results and nos to prove your worth.american bank is about hire n fire. i seen some bosses really young too.. and capable unlike in oc whereas all the sections r usually older n balder. haha
anyway we cant comparea apples n orange in this aspect . i must look forward n not look back to my decision. this is what i chosed n thankfully i have pinkie my axioo netbook to acc me 浪迹天涯.. think its good enough.. sitting quietly by the singapore flyer sipping coffee and eating my homecooked food. today i prepared carrot.corn soup for dinner n i m gonna bring my udon to cook in the microwave.sounds anti social but this is how it works there. everyone is an individual, and everyone fends for their own. if you got a problem. you got to jolly well solve it and fix the issue and cover your big fat ass then.
patricia whos our overall boss is quite concerned of our ongoing progress and when i was having my salad dinner, she was emphasizing on consistency and improvement in the call volume. sounds hectic. but its not common to see people running around for forms and asking for help while holding the client on the line..
i learnt a few jargon as well .. cm = customer , wv= waiver = afw = annual fee waiver.n so forth.. hahaha its amazing how fast i can type now while calculating late and financial charge for those ah neh xiao.. those hei hei ji lin zai..miser but yet so fussy..
i would say they deserve to be charged but they always like to bargain..
今天早上起来。突然有一个莫明其妙的疲惫感。。
很像腰骨神经不协调。。老了吧。。可能是时候补一补好了不罗嗦了。。better move my ass to go to work..
1257 101309 ( american timing haha so accustomed to it now )

fri ktv nite n a bit of reflection tonite

location : bedroom0142hrs.

i must say that working staggered hours have its gds n bads.
pros.
more $.. save more coz always in prime time working hours. no time to go n tiong past week always rushing back home to avoid late cab fare coz we cant claim.
time is like living in a mad rush.
i spend more time with dad having lunch when i start at 2 . but although i m technically nocturnal ..i still wake up by 10 latest becozs i dun. i know i m going to get a big headache from excessive sleeping
i also got more time in the day to settle my errands. with which i got a heel broken n i havent find time to fix that. maybe i should.
cons.
i cant find khaki for dinner coz i always dunno wat time i have dinner
lugi on personal time for bf and family not forgeting myself too.
i guess its a phase n will get pass through.. hope to get out of citiphone soon n get to a gd department with normal working hours. n still maintain tat same level of $ i m drawing. for better or for worse who knows.
i was watching this chinese drama ard 11 today before work
n it says tis way
每 个 人 都 相 要 过 好 日 子 。 。不 好 的 日 子 已 经 过去 。
以 后 的 日 子 一 定 过 得 更 好 。 。
做 人 一 定 要 忘 记 不 开 心 的 事 ， 懂 得 放 得 下 ， 日 子 自 然 会 显 得 更 快 乐 些 。 。
how true it is but how many people can really do that. call centre is nt a gd place t stay too long too.. except for the lower responsibilities compared to a department post and the portfolio..
havent been sleeping well. been thinking of wats going on for the next 5 yrs or rather 4 yrs when i hit the big 3 soon. its quite a scary thought before u know it. u r there the sinful n most unmarketable age. n who knows i might have to " le long" myself out.. discounted price quickly .chop chop settle..

101309 new work week

lcoation : bedroom studytable 1121hrs .... 2hrs before work
today wake up ard 10. at first was awaken by a sms.. tb was right. if i do shift work esp aft nite shift better put hp on silent mode coz if kenna disturb sure find it difficult to sleep back haha.
its a gd thing i went groceries shopping.. nw is pouring heng got stock up food if not sure veri xian to go out n tabao.. still waiting for my pork to defroze before i can pig out again.. hohoho

nua day.. sun rest day.. no more entertaining. shopping n miscellanous

location : gb bed.. 1030hrs
its been a good weekend. good day to slack at home .from fri nite all the way to last evening. fri nite... song ah. panda oso promise me from 4pm onwards. he would guai guai acc me go shopping @ $49..
so as agreed i would meet my friends for lunch first but when he was still playingwhen i went there ard 4.15pm. when i went into midpt bk i had this disturbing auara that i had. unknowningly i raise my voice a bit and said . y arent u ready. wasnt we supposed to endthis at 4pm instead. he replied me 一下子, so i asked him. it better be 一下子， not 等一个钟again.. if nt its as good as i go shopping myself.. wahahaha.. then he gave me this sheepish look.. ok ok give me 5 min . i 'll be done. u go toilet first..
so i gave him a discerning look and told him .do not overindulge in tis lame card game.coz its for people wholack social integration and social life. n its going to eat into them gradually . and eventually those ppl who overdo it. their gfs or spouse just leave them. when was the part that panda chooses to go out with me then to play cardswith his friends first. usually i got to wait for him to end his gaming " ritual" session before he move his butt to come n find me .or rather its usually myself who takes the initiative to got he bk midpt to bark at him and remind him its time to have dinner. he got a fren whos a hardcore addict. getting married but playing 3 times a week. n his wife is complaining. was thinking.. which woman would agree man when the guy is nt doing anything to prepare for wedding except for playing his cards.
there was once we even had dinner ard 9 even thought the agreementwas to play till 8pm. so the final warning was i gave him a choice .i give him a final 5 mins which is what he request .. u beter be done when i m out of the toilet in 5 mins or we can forget about shopping tis afternoon. that wasthe cues that i gave him . n i guess this autocratic side of me is quite intimidating . a lot of ppltell me i look unfriendly. maybe i m .. he can choose to sleep with his cards in bed or me. thats the choice i throw him. if he disregard then .. i would forget abt it too.
had to nag at him to buy shoes n new shoes. tink i almost nag for close to 6-8 mths since he always procastinate to get his new leather shoes for work
from an otaku point of view. slippers r the best invention . n its the most comfortable pair of footwear to be out in town. rubbish theory.. to me .whether is it for work.we should dress appropriately and groom myself according whenever the occasion calls for it.omg i have seen how the fellow otaku dress. omg. its shocking and unflattering . one of the fond memories was when i happen to meet panda's fren who met him at cityhall mrt. he looked like he just got out of bed with a crumpled shirt and worn out pants. n his hair was oily n messy. i was flabergasted then n dumfdounded.. it took me a few seconds to register his image.
i was thinking to myself did he eve n bath or brush his teeth before he stepped out of his house. time for some simple lunch.. maggi mee with egg n chill haahahah 1142hrs
1156hrs back to slurping my noodles.. hoho.. rice burger or sphagettic/ pasta for dinner.. tough choice .. teriyaki moz burger style burger or carbonara pasta.. ok decided buy both the teryaki chicken patty.. minced meat / meatball for sphagetti.. cheese. and tomato prego sauce.. wahahah time to hunt for recipes.. 1237hrs
1531hrs
heheh buy food frm ntuc to stock up. healthy snack to snack in office pantry. say gd bye to rush to buy dinnern kenna suan frm colleague
on fri nite got one passerby collegue suan me n pass such a sarcastic comment. oh u got to work late on a fri nite and tabao back. tat pointo f timei super tulan. but i politely smile back at her ecoz i got 4 bags of food. n i cant scan my staff pass n getpass the door. cant forget tat smirk in her face. ta ma de.. now with food armed .. no fears man. even the last called before my break.. tio the angry complain call.sian liao eat into break time..hohoho time sharp. break end the call n log off.. n for last call just end it by knock time sui sui chop chop n scram out of office

i tot panda was quite sweet. he offer to chop onion for me .. in case i tear haha.. n ya hes a fast person in the kitchen..30 mins is all we need to whip up the dishes.. ahahah
2330-hrs
fruitful sun.. hohoh

hehhehe day 4 a2 shift

so far so good . my speed is picking up. i am approaching about 60 odd calls per day..
target call is about 88 i think i m doing fine.compared to the rest . although occasionally i still have trouble maker people bugging me on the phone to discount on late charges . whereas they r the ones who didnt make a single cent to the bill to give the bank a chance to slap them with late fees and compounding interest about a while i dun feel sorry for them at all. seriously they should review their own spending habits before they chalk up a huge debt...
and the smelly feet ppl.. the chow ka xiao.. omg is horrendous. i even had someone in fact a few who called at the point when they were making purchase. that the merchant decline the purchase n one of them was practically begging me to up limit their line although its already goner . cannot make it.. coz its already over limit.. to just let them go through the transaction and they promise to make payment
but the payment term stated in system .. they were practically whispering on the line.. another dispute was a $12 cab fare that turn out to be $400 odd n this person was afraid that they have her 12 nos and the unique verification code.. scare will swipe finish her card. n i was in a dilenma whether to block or not to block card. if i block liao sccare if card invalid how will the merchant be able to creditb ack her extra $ n veri funny. tis person report policce.. hahaha n 2 times she call in . i happen to route n answer her call ,so funny.. if nt atm is gd enough
use c card ntw orth it oso got sur charge
she call in 2 times i so heng can route to my id wa lau but sh veri sweet voice althoug h she yr 78 later i got to check for her c got refund a nt taxi better dun use card tis cabby veri fishy.. write her 16 nos.. n the verification code behind her card n expiry date better. dun let ppl the 3 no.. veri dangerous one.. we can never prevent if the cabby is kuku or especially if we r drunk ourselves.yeah man

all alone in the pantry eating chai fan

location : citi pantry

while the rest of the world is going home.. i m having dinner alone again.. after praying to the tiger god.. nt so jia lat liao but we still mett one or 2 idiots on the line..

better day ahead

today i manage to knock off on time chop chophehe 0035hrs 100809.. american date hoho

onelast call that ended after 2hrs.. simply infuriating.. i almost got the impulse to slam her phone

after thinking it through over the past 3 hours
rightfully if shes nt liable to charges. i jolly well offset n reverse it. n now she demands tat she no need to pay for everyting . where got such ting rite n harping for 2 hrs leh no joke . its nt a matter if i affected a nt but rahter a matter of principle//
the following request came from someone i happen to know. panda 'sfren..
n she insist tat since i m the 4th person who answer her request . the colleagues who handled before me .gave her the instruction that all over payment paid to the wrong card paid will be totally offset.. no more oweing to the bank.
the question harped during the 2hr conversation is as follows
harping on the phone
y i shld pay for this y i shld pay for tat
n how do u derive this payment figure question.
n i got to escalate the call somemore n ask a perosn to take over n settle for
after the 2hr call the conclusion is she shld not be penalised n she would nt even pay a a single cent coz its the bank's fault that the system did not offset her underpayment when she made new transaction the overpaidcard which she did not have to pay
so for a dispute amt of $50/. shes nt willing to pay a single cent for it although its her own fault that she made a mistake herself for nt paying full amount for it.
n out of good will i have reversed all the possible retail interest and late charge she incured .coz she underpaid for the month of july. so come aug n sept bill she incured the charges. she has to clear up whichever that was not paid.n its not someting extra she had to. i m so pissed with her attitude on the phone when she knew its her mistake to overpay to the wrong card in the first place . n she was the one herself who had confused herself on the correct n exact payment for her visa n master cards
for god sakes its nt tat shes got 10 cards n she has to pay a lot of money . its freaking 50 bucks. swipe liao still got the cheek nt to pay .
wat an unreasonable request. its not tat i m asking her to pay late charges . its her retail transaction she overlooked.
the more i think i more infuriated i get.
the more u earn. maybe e more stingy u r. n shes a freaking government "servant'
n shes got a rich bf. i dunno wat 50 bucks equates to her bf. maybe its just like 5 dollars to him since he drives a sports car.
i dun c the fuss at all .
well its like 2am now. n i m feeling imbalanced over the last conversation made 3hours ago.. tink i need a run tml or skipping to get it off my head. although the call was not made personally. i dun like tis caller , customer's or rather panda's sec sch fren who i was dealing with. shes so mean. rude . demanding and stingy.wat else.. she snapped at me n did not allowed me to explain entirely before she cut me off during the conversation . i remember got an instance i asked her to allowme to finish my sentence first .
tml i will go to bugis to temple and pray and get a big packet of flower for flower bath n shun bian go n beat small ppl ... use the clogs to 打小人.. nw tat i understand wat merlinda told me. when ppl owe money they try means n ways to act blur knowing if they cant pay they still incur the debt. .tis is known as the chao kuan idiots category. dun mean to sound racist..i took abt 60 calls today abt 10% is malay young ones under 25 who chalk up debts for nt paying minimum n incur late and interest charge n r unwillingly to pay.so much for today.. i better do sometingto make me happy..
luckily malene n mariam was on the way home to simei if nt i have to pay taxi cab which cant be charged to the bank coz i m AM Rank. n i cant claim ot nor taxi charge coz i m nt doing night shift.. hhaa..明天会更好吧。。。

dinner break a2 shift

location :10th flr millenia tower
dinner break 1730-1830hrs.
my own personal time in the pantry. i doubt veri seldom ppl come in here n tabo. the atmposphere in the plattform is so intense. i can feel myself hurrying within the 300sec performance target timing.. hahaha..seetoh is eating beside me which i munch my char siew bao

hhaha day 3... a2 shift

lunch from nus.. hoho.. courtesy sponsered by panda wang..hahaha
i m nt being pushy ma
i wonder wat is it with men i merely just discussed plans of having a house with my bf n hes like so pissed tat i m pushing him come on la house takes 2-3 yrs to plan.
i m 26 if he still wanna dilly dally with his every sat. magic gatheringi mean how long can i take it rite.. thjis aint fair to me at all . i prefer a concrete direction to tell me where my relationship is heading. it must inject some form of purpose to me. its not that i m fearing old or wat. yes i agree its an factor. but i dun want that at the end of the day. i have to put up staying with other people whom i dun have to.i need to hae a sense of assurance tat this man is nt messing with me or just in the moment. its not some game i m toying.. i m nt a young gal.. flowers , chocolates dun amuse me all the time... fine.. i m being aggro.. m i ..
n hes feels offended when i c asuallly asked. how much u have u have in ur cpf
its a realistic question to plan to location i dun c it as a harm as a seasoned banker...frankly.. how much will a hdb price drop .. prior to the situation. it only gets higher over the years. i m just hatching myself against the inflation. becoz it will only get more costly. so will be renovation cost.. wedding dinner n so forth. unless he plans to stay with his family long term. then i got nothing much to comment. i find tat with my own stubborn character bound to have conflicts staying together.its ok i give it another 6-8 mths to go
if he stil gives me .. idun give a damn shit or u r aggressive then no pt continuing.. our values differ.. n we r not on the same line anymore

wedding dinner @ furamaeiverfront. venus ballroom

dinner over there was so so for the food but the service was really sloppy. i had to ask 3 times for my red wine to be served. thats bad. whats worse the person next to me for the whole nite only had a cup of tea. despite asking countless times for her coke or sprite. in spite of all the episode last nite. maybe i shld b fair to panda.
in the first place. furama hotel aints the best place to locate. n he did try his best
i should be thankful he gives in too
although i dun really approve the manner he handled it last evening. i still got to accept that panda is a big roughy bear sometimes who doest know how to handle lady properly. couples afterall fight all the time. when was it ever rosy like u c in fann wong's wedding video. fights all the time aint tat healthy but it boasts both of our negotiating skills .haha.
after a month in citi, it didnt take long for me to find out that its a cruel and harsh place to work in.ocbc. ubi branch or even jalan sultan is a little garden compared to the jungle in citi.all of us watch our back all the time, and theres no room to tolerate mistakes .. so long to go.. welcome to citi.. the amazing jungle with sorts of ugly creatures out there lurking. i shall arm myself with the weapon to weld them off one by one.ruthless is the key to survive in a jungle.. WAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

1250hrs home living room armchair
http://www.mywedding.com/kokoporky/index.html
these days. creative methods to rsvp a wedding dinner from a fren. usually its mixed feeling gettingthose red bomber cards. on one hand. u r happy for ur fren.. n on the other hand u r wondering when will be ur big day as well.. so much for it.. requires the right one. n planning oso . was reading hdb website today on how to go about owning a new flat, the eligibility, the process and the cost and instalment of owning one new house. its a lot of $ which will then remind me again . the cost.. being as a seasoned banker. my colleague was telling me how fast n calculative i m when shes beside me at my cubicle. haha maybe tats zhi ye bing
followed panda to nus today for lunch.as in on 100509 ( us banker.. used to american date)
NUS is somewhere n somewhat so not associated with me . i was never good in studies or exeptionally bright..so when i step in there. i feel younger oso
校园的气息很清纯。。相比之下外面吃饭差多了，至少价钱就差强人意。。我蛮久没有完全放下。。好好、享用一餐..afterall sch brings out the best in you as a kid. its also a place free of backstabbers. kpi indicator n stressful . cruel n hostile environement.
merlinda encourage me to watch my back..
for once. i tot its gd training for me . i knew i could be zaizai after 1 month of mentorship. in fact. i m close to target soon. i handled abt 50 calls for today. target is set at 88 calls per day. i m still short fall of 30 days nt too bad sia.
suddenly i find myself talking fast. walking fast. n typing so fast.
http://www.hdb.gov.sg/fi10/fi10201p.nsf/WPDis/Financing Your Home (e-Financing)HDB Housing Loan - How To
looks complicated.. but it has to be done... got to check more on property price
considering i m nt young . it takes almost 3 yrs n if i still dun do someting abt it . then . even when i hit 30 i might have t o suffer the fate of living with in-laws., tat the crinching part.. in laws r nt ure parents but ur spouse 's , u r nt th e biological kids but somehoew u still got respect n put up with them
still nt tired.. 0323hrs
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*Users who are searching for past resale transacted prices in specific locations (by town or street name) can refer to the "Resale Flat Prices" e-Service.

TOWNS
1-ROOM

2-ROOM

3-ROOM

4-ROOM

5-ROOM

EXECUTIVE
ANG MO KIO
-

$170,000*

$246,000

$340,000

$490,000

$565,000*
BEDOK
-

$170,000*

$235,000

$313,000

$430,000

$495,000
BISHAN
-

-

$288,000

$392,000

$515,000

$596,800
BUKIT BATOK
-

-

$235,000

$345,000

$439,500

$488,000
BUKIT MERAH
$159,800*

$198,000*

$275,000

$454,000

$555,000

-
BUKIT PANJANG
-

-

$225,000

$295,000

$370,000

$420,000
BUKIT TIMAH
-

-

$325,000*

$400,000*

$580,000*

$616,500*
CENTRAL
-

$199,000*

$306,250

$418,900

$515,000*

-
CHOA CHU KANG
-

-

$216,000

$304,500

$360,000

$427,000
CLEMENTI
-

$175,000*

$265,000

$388,000

$495,000

$642,500*
GEYLANG
-

$173,000*

$215,000

$371,000

$457,500

$555,000*
HOUGANG
-http://www.hdb.gov.sg/fi10/fi10201p.nsf/WPDis/Buying%20A%20Resale%20FlatStatistics%20-%20Median%20Resale%20Prices%20by%20Town%20and%20Flat%20Type?OpenDocument
-

$233,000

$306,000

$375,000

$460,000
JURONG EAST
-

-

$240,000

$320,000

$446,000

$475,000
JURONG WEST
-

-

$212,000

$301,000

$372,000

$420,000
KALLANG/WHAMPOA
-

$196,000*

$244,000

$386,000

$520,000

$546,900*
MARINE PARADE
-

$190,000*

$300,000

$418,000*

$608,000*

-
PASIR RIS
-

-

-

$326,500

$385,000

$471,000
PUNGGOL
-

-

-

$334,500

$388,000

$460,000*
QUEENSTOWN
-

$180,000*

$275,000

$458,000

$588,000

$705,000*
SEMBAWANG
-

-

-

$313,000

$362,000

$416,000
SENGKANG
-

-

-

$326,000

$376,900

$455,000
SERANGOON
-

$153,500*

$228,000

$333,000

$404,000

$474,000
TAMPINES
-

-

$260,000

$340,000

$393,000

$482,500
TOA PAYOH
-

$181,300*

$260,000

$405,000

$527,500

$650,000*
WOODLANDS
-

-

$198,100

$288,000

$340,000

$419,500
YISHUN
-

-

$221,000

$270,000

$365,000

$440,000
OVERALL
$159,800

$180,000

$240,000

$320,000

$380,000

$455,000

Notes:
1) (-) indicates no resale transactions in the quarter.
2) Figures in asterisks (" * ") refer to cases where there are less than 20 resale transactions in the quarter for the particular town and flat type. As such, they may not be representative.
3) The data above excluded transactions that may not accurately reflect the market price; i.e. resale of part shares, resale between related parties, cases under the Conversion Scheme, resale of terrace flats, converted flats and HUDC flats and unsold flats sold in the open market at market value.
4) The figures are rounded to the nearest hundred dollars.




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fumming nite

location : homebed room 0140hrs
its been all but enjoyable evening for me.
which comes as a twist aft a yelling epsiode with him on the phone on the ride back. i been thinking a lot more these days. is he really a guy i can rely on in the long run.i had naively n foolishly thought that i can accept what ever flaws i see in him as being a complement to me.
but till last night..tings changed.. i thought that hes just simply obsessed with his games , but he doesn t see the point to a respect to a lady that yelling on the phone or slaming it while i didnt even manage to finish my sentence .so how tis episode keep rolling in my head n i find it difficult to erase it off my head .. its ticking 0149hrs n aft whining to huiru. i still find it tough to chew it off my head
10/5/2009 1:38:22 AM ♠ ♥ n e o n τ e τ r a ♣ ♦ Sammie you are low maintanence on material but high maintainence on emotional
this few months. i always felt like a second best item besides magic cardsfor him , outings got to be postphonen my capacity to acoomodate gets higher threshold n his patience for me lesser n so i towards him
i was thinking long in my head. would i then in future got to shoulder all the housework on my own while he sets his mind on the game set n his game totally ignoring of my physical self, n at end of it i stop harping n whining about this realistic fact that all the hard core gamers r all like tat
they r disillusional and obsessed in the gaming world . n no amount of housework or other errands can supecede the former.secondly if we were to start a family , would he then again put his gaming khakis above the rest again?i cant help it but be cynical with my own judgement once again. if i took a wise chance to start a relationship with a gamer. someone i dun usually associate myself with .

its time to think through thoroughly. i need to stop n chuck it. its a brand new week for work. new month . new targets to work on. even aft he apoloogised . i m upset on wats been going on . a relationship tat works out fine doesnt only depends on the input . its oso the output from e other person
m i really unreasonable as what huiru comments, or was i simply just dumb enough to take in watever crap was thrown to me unknowingly.tati shldnt even have offered myseld to my own expense.
have i been tolerating too much that ican normally absorb to the point tat when i blow up tats it. tat i m starting to think that i m taken for granted . threshold for patience gets thiner n before i knew it. i lose it esp whe n ppl provoke me . n i so game on it. tat my tolerance against threats n abuse just gets diminishing in effect . n to the pt when i m numbor when i simple canttake it anymore i shut system n refuse to acknowlege more...theres just too many things running along my head. head heavy time to slee[=[ 0209hrs

sun family lunch

..my new nails from nail palace.. hahaa
was bitching abt panda with my bro n sister in law.. haha
dad was exeptional happy oso tat i tag along.
lunch atbro 3 place was gd with the rest going back to sk for some children's party with auntie may. rena n yang yi..
bro3 then decide to bring the kids out for a spin . while baby andre. jan n i stay at home n nua.
panda's out for his usual magic ritual. while i decide to spend some family time @ bro 3 place. jan is gd. lunch was bakuteh n the sauce was from malaysia. taste pretty gd for a homecooked deal
in laws are always in laws for a reason .so much for that.
location: bro 3 place. dinningtable
was watching fann wong's wedding.. wonder who will be the victim to tame me for life.. haha
101010 looks like a gd date. minquan sounds like a gal on msn.
10/4/2009 2:04:10 PM mingquan_20@yahoo.com Sammie u got see fann wong n chris wedding dinner
10/4/2009 2:04:15 PM Sammie mingquan_20@yahoo.com got la
10/4/2009 2:04:15 PM mingquan_20@yahoo.com Sammie on channel 8 nw
10/4/2009 2:04:28 PM mingquan_20@yahoo.com Sammie i feel like getting married liao
10/4/2009 2:04:29 PM mingquan_20@yahoo.com Sammie haha
10/4/2009 2:05:22 PM Sammie mingquan_20@yahoo.com issit y leh
10/4/2009 2:05:25 PM Sammie mingquan_20@yahoo.com so eager to get hitched
10/4/2009 2:10:52 PM mingquan_20@yahoo.com Sammie ya
10/4/2009 2:14:27 PM mingquan_20@yahoo.com Sammie very eager
10/4/2009 2:15:04 PM mingquan_20@yahoo.com Sammie wo zhong yu jia chu qu le
10/4/2009 2:18:58 PM mingquan_20@yahoo.com Sammie i wan to get married on 11 nov 2011
hahahaha hope later dinner is gd

1809hrs location : lucky chinatown mac

was waiting for stepmother before.. bro sent me to chinatown mrt. while he went to cantonment for meeting . was a bit mad with him. tat i was always almost second best.had to wait alone n have dinner alone while waiting for cat to take cab with me. ya life is like a struggle.. u have tis gd one u cant have other tings gd all the time
like oc is a so called more friendly envionment to work in but unfortunately the pay sucks.
everyting needs to be done at his convenience where he can over-rule it for his outing for games and games n more games.since tings r to be only fulfiled at his convenience then whats the point of having a partnner. i just knew it. i cant even count on him . i better rely on myself. more gurantee

mooncake festival dinner @ ah ma.. n lunch @ ikea..

dinner was @ ah ma 's place n today was raining quite heavily so no moon watching earlier so i stayed at bro 2 place n on my netbook while the rest wen to seng kang cc to "shang yue"
the 2 yao gui ppl.. after brunch continued ikea meatballs n chicken wing..seems like my target of 55kg is a long way to go. haha with such a humongous appetite of a panda partner. i suppose its tough too..nevertheless we still had some private time together

tml will be attending navicom technology.. cheryl 's wedding , its been a long way now since i knew her in jalan sultan branch when both of us are still new horns in our respective role in the organisation.
shes been chubby since day 1 i met her.. haha.. so much for today

Sep
2009
愛對一個人

Sep 16th, 2009 by 張小嫻

有一句老掉大牙的話是這麼說的：「好的開始，是成功的一半。」

寫書的確是這樣，只要開頭順利，自己也就心中有數，知道這本書會好看。所以，開頭最難下筆，有若千斤重，結局卻是最容易寫的。

可這句話用在愛情裡並非全對。所有的愛情，開始的時候總是好的，總是甜蜜和快樂的，到頭來卻不一定會成功，不一定能夠開花結果。

想要成功，好的開始比不上愛對一個人。

一直以來，令我長大的，從來不是我的敵人和那些傷我的人，而是我的良師益友和我所愛與愛我的人。

愛對一個人，人生就等於做對了大部分的事情。

是我愛和愛我的那個人使我強大，也使我知道我雖弱小卻可以無所畏懼。

是我愛和愛我的那個人讓我知道我無須理會那些傷我的人，我只需要活得比他們好。

是我愛和愛我的那個人使我知道我要不停進步，也使我知道即使我在原地踏步，他也不會捨棄我，只會回頭牽著我的手帶著我一起走。

是我愛和愛我的那個人讓我知道我雖然是他的負累，卻也是最可愛的負累。

是我愛和愛我的那個人教給我智慧和慈悲，卻也讓我知道即使是最仁慈的人，也有他必須果斷的時候。

人活著，就是要活得比昨天好一些，再好一些。要愛得比昨天幸福一些，再幸福一些。

愛對一個人，是好的開始，也是最後的成功。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UF8uR6Z6KLc&feature=player_embedded#at=580.. inspiring speech..

今天还在和熊猫有了这段对话, 他觉得我是有企图心重的人。在金融业日子久了不知不觉地也变了。。
势力眼很像是正常的现象，在和同事之间的相处方式也有自我防备的趋势。只有得到应有的效应就算
成功就得进取，但是我个人认为也不至于不折手段。
在和 merlinda 吃过午饭后，竟点中我的疑点
要在弱肉强食的环境中生存并非如此容易。不过需要一些技巧和人缘.社会的累积和适当的社交可以帮助一些。。太多反而反效果_。变回成新人。凡事谨慎为妙。。。我常常在为自己的将来铺好路。。。毕竟金融界范围很小。。点一点就那几个人换了又换也就那几间银行,风水轮流转， 也不知几时需要他人的帮忙。 不要短后路对知己比较好。
离开了一个月。。 几个星期过得特别忙碌。
每天都在追寻完美。。赶着时间。时机。把握这一切的一切
因为机会只有一次我也渐渐随着时间的流失学会很多,听到和看到的都给了我 许多启示。得来的不易。所以更要好好珍惜，把握
今年的中秋节平平，没有特别得庆祝
我默默在某个角落安静得闲着
人越是年纪大了，顾虑特别多。有个同事坐在我隔壁提起。我有一副很认真的神情。
也看起来有点杀气十足。也就是这样。 表面上。初次的碰面我给别了的影象总是蛮
冷艳，严肃。 没有邻家女孩的童真和平易近人的照形。不过也好。。可以保护自己。我其时也可以三八。混熟何尝不是如此?
静静的夜里。。我反复回想许多。其中居多有好的不好的。。开心和不怎么开心的
我追求的一切真的值得吗?我儿时的灯笼记忆不多。父母也没太多多余的时间陪伴。天天忙着赚钱。为家而奔波。。小时候盼快点长大
长大后盼望快些念完书。赚更多更多钱生为女性的我。天天分秒必争
从小就有养成不可输。久了。人会变得压抑。也没怎样。
习惯成自然

location ms bennch waiting for merlinda

1252hrs location : citi pantry
i still got 8 mins before my test starts.a bit gan qiong. but i just treat it like a normal call ba..
still got 10hrs before i knock off. just hope that i will pass it soon . i feel so left out that my other colleagues r on the jonb and i m still left behind.
its quite a nice scene over here . with th e nicoll highway and the esplanade . another 5 min to calm down
haha just ended a call on a young lady on getting her way on exeptional approval for temp limit increase to get her w edding dinner downapayment approved
n she was being quite yaya on the phone , trying her luck to ask to waive for some over limit charge.. veri rude also.. obviously trying to test her luck ..
location : citi pantry
15mins before break is over.. hahahahha.. countdown to 3 hrs to knock off for meat ball show

A2 (2-11)Day 2 shift 2/10/09

shift work is indeed tiring. i had trouble falling in bed again. n i m so used to wakin up early as well. so as usual. at ard 8am. as usual go toilet to clear toxic. n then brush my teeth n all .
bo bian.. standard timing to dua lau.. lan lan wake up for detoxification lor shift work is tiring man wonder whether the allowance can compensate for youth a nt.i m taking extra care now for my face to ensure i dun age too rapidly than 大胖...
i knew it when he had to take the initiative to make peace hahahaha. n i make him send me to work. which was unintentional coz my guide and my barang that i usually carry is quite heavy
cant imagine if iwalk all the way from shaw tower to milenmia tower. so panda drove me to millenia walk mall . i offered to pay erp for him. but nevertheless i bought meatball 3D tics by mistake. so ok la write off liao.
later i got to run the errands of going to toa payoh to deposit 2 cheqs before i start my a2 so that it can clear by mon cpz due date is on 5/10/09
if i use access its 3 working days to update transaction n sway sway may kenna late charge.. hahaha
i try to acc dad as much as i can la. maybe wake up slightly early to lim kopi with him while i got some time before A2 starts.. hehhee its a brand new day.. n i m so looking forward to fri 2300hrs. n 2340hrs .. the meatball hahahahah..
lots to update soon

children day

location room study table. desk top. so long since i used my desktop.. sincei bought pinky 3 weeks ago
although was a bit sore over last nite conversation with him. i decided not let to affect my focus for today. had to stay till 11pm from 1pm onwards.