Angry Pork day!!!! GONG CB... ATB. PUI

22/8/2012 8:34:10 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang just now i quarrel with ATB 22/8/2012 8:34:51 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang in 2009 she insist her benefit never claim to her when she stay hospital in china. after 30 min. i a bit fed up. say i wil print the 2009 statement n let her c. she got nothing no chq . no receipt 22/8/2012 8:35:15 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang n she claim did not pay her $75/day for 14 days she hospital ard $1k like tat . 22/8/2012 8:35:21 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang argue beri long .. jin TL 22/8/2012 8:35:45 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng den 22/8/2012 8:36:46 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang then i ask her if she keep any photocopy of her invoices 22/8/2012 8:36:49 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang she say she throw 22/8/2012 8:37:03 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang wa lau. cannot tell me exact amt n say we cheat her 22/8/2012 8:37:07 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang si ATB 22/8/2012 8:37:10 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang pui 22/8/2012 8:38:19 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng hahaa 22/8/2012 8:38:23 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng si at bu 22/8/2012 8:39:00 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng go plan ur dec leave lar 22/8/2012 8:39:13 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng take dec 22-24 22/8/2012 8:39:37 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang ok la.. my brithday leave many ppl on leave 22/8/2012 8:39:41 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang but i will try 22/8/2012 8:39:43 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng and dec 19-21 22/8/2012 8:39:47 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang n check schedule 22/8/2012 8:39:49 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang its which day 22/8/2012 8:39:52 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang dec 19 22/8/2012 8:40:02 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang got ppl quit again haha 22/8/2012 8:40:09 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng dec 26-28 22/8/2012 8:40:10 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang i quarrel with the ppl from claims today. 22/8/2012 8:40:17 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang today kenna say by them 22/8/2012 8:40:28 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang they say i write harsh email 22/8/2012 8:40:33 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang Fuck them lor 22/8/2012 8:40:53 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng ghaha 22/8/2012 8:40:56 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng fark them 22/8/2012 8:41:59 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang ya lor . i kenna fark by cust . n they say i harsh 22/8/2012 8:42:06 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang ask them eat shit first then come n talk to me 22/8/2012 8:42:27 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang then i beri smart i email the whole of claims. msia. brunei . indonesia. all receive m email. damn.. 22/8/2012 8:42:30 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang so sia sway 22/8/2012 8:43:38 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng wahaha 22/8/2012 8:44:02 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng so meAN 22/8/2012 8:44:57 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang wat a dumb assshole 22/8/2012 8:45:06 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang 2009 matter. kp in 2012 22/8/2012 8:45:12 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang 3 yrs dunno for wat neber complain 22/8/2012 8:45:16 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang jin jia lat. 22/8/2012 8:45:46 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang tml i will print out all the cheques issued out for jan 2009 - dec 2010 n put in the bloody envelop and ask her check w her bloody ocbc account if she deposit in 22/8/2012 8:45:58 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang make my last call of today so long . pui 22/8/2012 8:46:20 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang the claims oso quite mean ask me read product manual then go n talk to them 22/8/2012 8:46:22 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang fine lor . 22/8/2012 8:46:29 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang GCB 22/8/2012 8:46:39 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng LOLOL 22/8/2012 8:46:48 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang gong cb. lor 22/8/2012 8:47:02 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang i talk like 5x repeat the same thing for abt 45 min when i call back 22/8/2012 8:47:36 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang i told that atb gcb. no more outstanding. already fully paid no $75X14 days of hospitalisation benefit for the stay in china. 22/8/2012 8:47:54 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang i tink i look ber i fierce just nw. ,y coleague poke me n i almost eat her up 22/8/2012 8:48:01 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang when she touch me when i was on my phone 22/8/2012 8:48:35 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng so serious for wat 22/8/2012 8:49:15 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang serious la . 22/8/2012 8:49:17 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang was insulted 22/8/2012 8:49:38 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang another ATB oso refuse to pay interest n say his wife forge his signature never take loan. 22/8/2012 8:49:45 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang ask to waive $300 22/8/2012 8:49:52 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang ATB . n chow ah neh. my most hated list 22/8/2012 8:49:57 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang hate them deep deep! 22/8/2012 8:50:19 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng kaka 22/8/2012 8:51:02 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang actually is him who take loan n sign . somemore got cctv 22/8/2012 8:51:21 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang in the end. guess wat it was waived .athough this $ this another AH TIONG should pay 22/8/2012 8:51:28 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang interest 6% 22/8/2012 8:51:58 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang i tink abt it need milo dinosaur to calm down 22/8/2012 8:52:05 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang although happen 2 hrs ago. still bui song 22/8/2012 8:52:08 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang BUI SONGAH !! 22/8/2012 8:53:45 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng kakakaka 22/8/2012 8:54:13 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang actually this one should be argue between claims and that GongCB 22/8/2012 8:54:16 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang not me leh 22/8/2012 8:54:21 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang coz i dun pay to them 22/8/2012 8:54:30 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang coz its their call 22/8/2012 8:58:42 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng ok lar 22/8/2012 8:58:43 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng relax 22/8/2012 9:03:07 PM Eng pheng Wang Samantha Sng 9pm show 22/8/2012 9:58:54 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang i got c a bit 22/8/2012 9:58:59 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang beri cute du lao shi 22/8/2012 9:59:04 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang a bit like my character 22/8/2012 9:59:07 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang today i m angry pork 22/8/2012 9:59:16 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang my heart angry unti l i feel a bit pain 22/8/2012 9:59:59 PM Samantha Sng Eng pheng Wang tml need go some stretch classes to relax

Ichiro Films.. nice one

I promise that you never have to go to sleep angry or feel that your love is taken for granted. I will continue to hold your hands even if my other hand have to clutch on a walking stick.. this is a good wedding vow...

Tonite went yum cha with joanna her gugu. n auntie moon.. loads auntie talk but overall still enjoyable who says im the social butterfly of the conversation haha.. Every conversation needs a Marty Zebra to lighten n warm up atmosphere..If i wasnt there perhaps i would have spent the day sleeping in my room.. bro was telling me one day when we grow old maybe.. we would feel our strength n wealth deteriorating.thats when we feel the full effects of aging. Well & now we wont know whos the first to go off among the 2 when we get married so for as long as we are alive. we must treasure so when the day comes no regrets to God for letting u go.. Dad once again dance in his zz n cut his food so what i did was to give Dad a plaster to calm down. i m usually his plaster of the family. in between of the 4 kids. neither too serious nor the too playful one.. dad n his USS adventure.. hahaha

Panda birthday n i m lying on my bed instead of his bed

Total burst out when i decide that i want to go home n sleep in my own bed. n to protect my own interests i have no choice but to say things to her subtly in the eyes of a 3rd party now staying in a family of 8. 相距容易。同住. 难... Usual topics the old hag hoggers about lack of allowance n short payment . Heard lots of it so solution stay separately. no need to face domestic issues every day with old hag. Was tired about everything about today. started off family dispute for Ph. separate death claim cheques between step mum n daughter over deceased. then the idiotic cYQ qho does not answer calls. emails n puts everything on hold. so as a result nth caller complains on the cheque issue again.. so i instant message he and say the PH is VERY FURIOUS. so i txt one day should your family oso in need of claims beware of kharma urself when u receive claims proceeds many months later. also the ph had this growl aft the 6 or 7th call that she might be dead before her $$ rolls in. lol.. so for the record of such idiotic claim colleagues. Her style of works sucks, if she think she can bury in her shit hole can does processing the answer is no. one day if i really lose my cool. i will go right up her cubicle n then give her a good nice thrashing straight in her face . n i just transfer calls up to her shit hole DID.for what shes doing. its ineffective. it pisses ppl off n affect biz reputation. claims to me may be a new thing but if there is no firm attitude to biz. it would be never ending. I realise when i sound more hostile n netural i invite lesser trouble. For a track record, it has affected my day and also my EQ with Panda. on his bdae eve, i decided to get my butt of his bed n go straight home before I run into hysterical bersek. dinner was great. 4 dishes $50.. my theory if wan to give treat then dun stinge on $ if wan to stinge on $ dun bother give treats. spend $ n be sad wat for . As for the Bongs n Wangs episode had enough of the allowance not enough syndrome. decide to go lesser n use less water. Stay at home in room most save $.. had also enough of bro 2 nonsense. decide to avoid him for a while n do my own things. a bit pissed off with his style of ruling his kids whatever. Dad cant say hes on the best of his behavior . but consider stable call centre. stable income. boring scope. claims colleagues Suck big time. claims even took like more than 5 months to be admitted. CYQ really press my button for today and now at 1 am i m still harping on CYQ. m curious how her bloody face looked like maybe should just google linked in around. sat Lido movie w the gals.. BFF.. sat dinner movie w panda.. ramen play Sun.. Ivy.. orchard.. Mon loyang pek kong w dad.. To end today i m happy i choose to go home. really not in a good state of mind to stay in bong residence with all those mouldy smell dog fur. cockroach n filth. get out first or roarrr........

有太多意料不到的不如意，与其跟自己过不去。不如让自己更开心。生活和生命毕竟属各人选择。好好对待自己何尝不是件好事。。。

年少青狂谁没有。。叛逆时期总是看父母不顺眼。嫌他们唠唠叨叨，长大了才会觉得跟时间赛跑。。紧紧把握每一个天天相处的时间吧！哪天百年以后问心无愧 ^_

A normal Tue morning after a Monday blue day

Manage to scrap through Mon. again didnt had this 50 calls per day shit. Had facial, long chat w Peggy my facial expert since 2008. engage her service for 2 yrs n then i break to study n neglected my skin. my second half of the agenda. care for my body n skin then becomes my next goal. shall i say no to macdonalds for lunch again in order to watch my weight. Shall I then be more strict that i should go at least 2 wkdays for gym since I have the tendency to slack on weekends. My next indulgence . shall i get a SAMsung SIII or a note.. or save the $$ FIRST UNTIL the iphone 3GS cannot make it.. 14 days to renewal contract. 5 days to payday since 19th is not a working day.. 1 yr has passed. many friends getting married, how many are truly blissful. Happy in their marriage. Does shot gun marriage lasts, and if the man is not really to commit would it really make of a difference if they were compelled to be fathers where in their heart they stil yearn to be kids who never grow up. Hopping marriage would change the mindset is only 1 sided thinking it would happen ideally. My last trump card when I have no in law support. Learn to be a good mother, wife. daughter. sis. daughter in law n gd fren. One of my old pal tell me, I got this trick of filling up people's gap when they talk or this completion of the social butterfly knack. Its not that i like to be a social buterly.. tb its inborned. Solution to MDB's infamous living habits, learn to ignore certain stupidities and console myself its know my fault that people do not know what questions to avoid and wht not to ask n the art of speaking w Tact n respect for others so people wont get easily offended and worked up. Its like a angry button. once Poked cant be deflated. N some people are just so S enough not to sense it. Its inborned in the genes, if i stay cool n uncontrolled perhaps i could control my sanity better and not let anger get the better of me. Life is precious. do not risk higher BP n let my mother;s curse continue.. Tiger Flying CLub.. here i come... destress watch yandaos..

17th year of Mum's death anniversary

After a long day at work, manage to shut down n leave by 6.20pm after my email suddenly die on me.. Some communication breakdown among 2 parties and there goes my lunch but what to do.. its part of the job. so much to think it would be a smooth day today. Had to send out some last min help n help desk.. Still manage to shut it off.. Warm dinner at ah ma's had a great chat with her n sharing since the last meet up was in CNY FEB 2012 almost 6 months since I last chat up with ah ma. While ah ma was reminiscent on the past and how she raise my mum as child when she was 3yr old. n when mum passed on when shes 46 my ah ma still vividly remembers. The next thing was my ah gu whos unmarried n she was blaming herself if she did anything wrong in the past therefore uncle choose to remain golden bachelor n of coz parents do not stop worrying for kids. Her concern was if my uncle would be alone old n lonely.. As usual when she thinks of mum and how she passed on that fateful night she cant help it but start tearing away, Even the young ones falling,, crying.. n with MY.. we need to use the "scare" tactic to tame him using "nine nine would knock on your door if you misbehave" lol.. But of coz we cant comment much as the xiao bei. To remain single or not is an individual's choice , still got to respect one;s decision. Was advising ah ma, to be at this age. Old graceful, healthy and wise was more important. Able to walk freely.. mental state of mind gd. Ah ma is indeed older.. 80 yrs old this year.. Ah ma leads a healthy lifestyle of exercising daily, naps although her concentration is not so gd. She usually falls asleep while reading the news and after her cataracts operation, she tells me her sight is not as gd as before. At 79 , shes one of the fittest ah ma i seen walking steadily though the dishes she whip hasnt changed much over the years. And for many years I learnt to take things on my stride coz maybe for initial years I would tink my mum's sudden loss was a big blow to the family with no pillar. But now after many years, it has evolved. Now the pillar has an extention, life is great! as the slogan says. Not everyday is sunny. While dark clouds gather, there would be sunny days after the storm. We grown to be each other's pillar of strength and encourage each other when we are under the weather. We learnt to move on, to grow n love as well as to forgive. Now that I am going to have a new extended family with the Wangs after 13 months offically, not only i learn to accommodate other's short comings, i've learnt to accept for who they are. As human, they may not be correct always. But ppl learn n for love, since its selfless, it then comes second nature then I believe. There are new roles regenerated just like how my mum choose to be w my dad tat hes naggy, slim and blur, We learn to accept imperfections for no matter how much we plan, there are some regrets which cannot be wiped away. It then remains somewhere for scars to fade away. Its also the pain which reminds us to be strong n to stand while we fall. So after we stand up, we learn to walk steadily in the long unknown path. Many yrs many a time, we would not know how, and where we lead to. M glad I choose not to go Malacca if not I would missed the time catching up with Ah ma. Would not know hw she strives everyday productively.. wake u at 4 or 5 on a morning stroll.. power naps afternoon n her naps on sofa. She was telling me her walking khaki reduce staff strength. N in insurance industry, the mishaps, misfortunes in life reminds how lucky we are with our loved ones. On this day my mum;s special day.. Sometimes it dawns on me that mum;s early departure may b loss, but m proud to have inherited her joyfulness, cheerful positive spirit and endearing attitude to make things work.. For old people, the wants would have been diminished over the years and gets diluted. Much of their wishes would have to enjoy tian lun zhi le.. healthy n happy. Over the past 2 mths coming to 3 mths in GE, have seen n witness much sad stories. Life;s a cycle. Quoted from bro 2, while we are young, our parents take care of us and while we are older we need ppl to take care of us. N for all these years the cycle hasn changed much. N much as I welcome Sat. I hope AGum n Ayi would burry the hatchet so Ah ma wont feel so sad over the sibling fight. Over small argument family fight for too long is no good.. try to give n take a bit.. make the elders happy. Easier said than done. If Bro worm n bro 2 would talk again would b good.. amicable at least I have been grateful both the elderly. Dad n ah ma . They may not have been in the pink of health w slight imperfections. At least they could still lead normal activities. N while I m saving for the upcoming wedding.. I have tried to tell myself for this year although I have more time for studies. More $ has been apportioned for wedding.. n much as i can only bring dad to cheap n budget outings. hope by the time i m done with the housing n wedding, stil can bring dad for a short trip after settling all these tasks.. meantime no big ticket holiday.. Kopi treat.. extra pocket money movies .. gifts are the only more feasibly things to do. Well maybe we r average, at least we are happy. Although we cant stay happy all the time, we try to accommodate. Every family has its own soap opera. but this is how we continue to irritate each other n still stay together as family. family shall not forsake each other.. If mum could have seen me wear a wedding dress n have kids then it would not have been this regretful....Nevertheless we are a tough family which stays united in sharing our bills n love.. What a night.. full of thoughts after a chat w ah ma..

Happy National Day 9.8.2012

Had $10ktv w Joanna. AM, Bro 2 , n bro 3.. Provided bro 3 friendly loan $50. Had dinner, marked attendance with Md Bong. Old Mrs Bong ah po n a fren of hers in Boon hwa.. Mdm Ong Ong. aka Bong strike 4d again.. $6k for xiao hong. 5059.. We had ba chor mee after the ktv ended at 1 am ... This morning manage some time off with lau pei.. breakfast n lunch.. I love my city sunny days.. la la lala. My bro2 was lecturing.. ah ling life is a cycle when we reach to a age, we need other ppl to take care of us when we are old. Whether you like her a not, she will become your mother when u marry him. If you start treating her like ur own mum, perhaps you would have her interests and live amicably together.

a nite. out with E Lian Na.. ang mo lian n Serene

Its been a year since I sat down dinner face to face with Elena. Today included Serene as well..preggy mother in town.. circular st.. had some ranmen n ..tea n heineken after dinner. Dinner treat by E.lian.. Shes changed after a year. still as melancholy. Hates n love her job. goes home 9,10pm daily. shifted to Kent hill some posh condos near scotts. her dog passed on n she didnt really get over it much. She has this shaking hand syndrome which requires medication. It could be her.. her quote is relationship phobic n that is hindering her from meeting new men in her life after Guy.. She still loves him but she choose to end the relationship. Rich. but still as usual unhappy w her mum whos an exact mould of her. stubborn strong headed and mood swings. Shared a little bit on my upcoming plans.She was sharing with me today. problems w Mdm Bong n her unsightly habits.. that love should be self sacrificing.. selfless n initiated willingly..How many normal folks have that kind of enduring spirit. This is for housewives of the past era.. Women now are equally capable. Financially stable . Well educated and exposed. Yes marriage means married to the husband's family. Lily.. happily married w a son. Lucas.. Serene.. expecting dragon boy in 1 month.. 110912.. Elena happily travelling. diving trips.. career building.. maternal instincts..Zerrooo... Her advice if i continue to be getting my way . it indicates recipe for disaster potentially. Getting a man to choose between wife and mother. How a man treats his mother will reflect how he treats his wife.. hahaha.. I do have a lot to overcome. maybe bad hygiene habits.. n diets are one of the few areas I cant accommodate yet. Each family member has a equally troublesome person to deal with... Looking back 5/8/2012. YY is 9 n Baby Corliss is 3 yesterday. The family had fun in PAsir ris recreation Mac.. followed by bowling in dt east. Has been a long time since the family had a wonderful time.. My dad bowled well w many strikes.. we bowl w bro3.. Yao Long. michelle n Panda Pheng.. At around 11.30pm while sleeping halfway. my dad yelled n scream. He must have been complacent n stopped his medication when he thought hes ok. Wedding is for a day. marriage is for life. Y fuss over it when it cannot withstands the hardship n trials.. every morning after 29/9/13 I want to wake up n tell myself i make a gd choice when i sign the dotted line. No matter what happens this big bear is someone i w live with n take care of each other as long as we live.. The part of me being self centred n wilful.. stubborn. short temper..greedy and impatient.. I tink whatever the long path ahead.. I should love his mother like how i love mine. And family dun bear grudges. As a da sao.. have to be less ji jiao .. more open.. less narrow minded . more resourceful. tactful n dutiful... Its difficult doing .. executing than just saying it as a bystander.. So as a wife, i should place family above all interest as form of mindset..Although I may lugi a bit in the long run everybody but me is happi..What to do.. a single mother after 20 yrs of slogging would i want to c her stranded n lonely in her old age.. thats being infillal.. aint it... Put up with a grouchy woman... option 2. bear w her nonsense n hopes she could change..pray for improvements.. hahah wishful thinking... Change myself n my mindset probabbly easier.. And this shortly defines boring marriage mundane life...I m unsure if i m already dreading that day.. n life after 30 means commitment to the family. the house . the chores. the in laws. the parents. the kids. the colleagues... n be a super super mum .... its like 13 months to Mdm Sng.. Mrs Wang.. Sept 29 2013 7 months to photoshooting.. Mar 2013 10 months to food tasting.. June 2013 I think of it. as a project in parts to complete tasks. quotes. evaluating. negotiating. compromising n enduring as a daughter in law. sis in law. wife. mother. daughter n many other roles.. After 13 months.. endless contractor shopping n furnishing.. furniture shopping n chores.. This is marriage.. responsibilities n commitments..

早上想的字词灵感

首先感谢大家抽空。

谢谢我的家人，父母亲的养育。英平妈妈。还有表姐，姐妹和兄弟团。

还有亲人，老公给我的包容和谦让。一路走来很感激身边关心支持我。
英平和我很荣幸分享我们的喜悦，

今天是我和英平开始的起跑点。往后要一起过日子by

收到大家的祝福，我们很开心

往后还有很长我哥哥常常讲。我们会一起好好进营婚姻。

最后还有未嫁或娶的朋友，希望你也找到幸福！
 enjoy ur dinner, 如果有招待不周请多多包含
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Countdown.. PH next week

On this night 31072012 in my little room.. i decided to write after reviewing my past entries accumulation since 2005... thats 7 long years of my journey and my memories. Past events from 22-29..... Single jog hopping.. hop bf..lover. partying.. lousy men. jobs. miserable w sch results,bla bla.. YR 2013 30... 29.9.13 Sign on dotted line.. Upgrade Ms Sng to Mrs Wang Eng Pheng.. 31...32..many many yrs.... to be updated.. in my marriage life complaining series.. 2011 was a big jump of commitments.. Finish degree. complete assig. exams 2012 is rosy.. while not for first quarter.. find job. Second half focus on complexion, weight loss. get settled with GE. Yes CSO is a challenging role but to able to help ppl when they need help most lost of loved ones.. painful memories.. money relief.. is meangingful kinda happy with the colleagues now.. hope this would be long term career for me or to internally hope within organisation... Did a wedding online blog..http://pandanporkie.perfectweddings.sg/wedding-story/ well lots to go.. wat to do customary chinese wedding if only we can just sign on the dotted line . have a simple buffet. renovate the house .. buy furniture n shift in.. wishful thinking... 2309hrs.. at my little table little hill house..

Py's wedding over ..Kluang,,,

To summarise the first quarter of 2012, finally found some purpose in my career. tried direct sales after completing my part time studies.. Problems encountered in 2012 sick of DP CS role initially Found Reed Elsevier.. Eguide as a account manager but realise I m not pushy enough as a direct sales. After 3 weeks found a CSO role with Great Eastern Life.. One big round and viola back to financial institution, this time poorer arm of the Bank cousin.. Mother co of OCBC. The culture is similar to OCBC, systems and people managing. Thoughts after 1 month in the call centre compared to Citi, DP and OCBC SA Role GEL more work life balance. slightly higher pay but not the best. Nice colleagues so far within the same floor.. Supportive bosses as I can tell as of current. Quite a stable environment, proven with many working mothers. Cons. Difficult to take leave. MC and AL is controlled tightly with min manpower. Younger colleagues tend to have higher turnover rate. After a week of gorging, its time to revert back to reality. Back to the call centre, this time picking up independently.. Upcoming goals.. Still struggling with weight issues Action Plan, increasing intensity, motivation to go Amore for classes to tone up Counting down to Dec 2012 -> Get GEL confirmation Jan 2013 - May 2013 -> Secure AL for days to settle with studio Finalise wedding vendors to work with April- May 2013 -> Settle bridal photo taking June - Sept 2013 - > Intensive Planning ( u name it.. all the small little tasks which may not b my forte, but still has to be done eventually.. ) RSVP Guest List 25- 32 tables. approximately 250- 300 guests Objectives to achieve From what i view as a 3rd party perspective being jie mei for 2011 n 2012 appro 4 frens n beyond.. Marriage to me after attending X no of weddings so far.. is like going through the motion on that day, and the real deal starts when you start it rolling after the wedding night and beyond.... Try to strike balance of $, ambience and key things Quality Pics Memorable Event Funny video to remember Fun moments with Jie Meis Value for $ vendors Mutual blessings and happy event with the future Wangs Family Oct 2013 - Dec 2014 period To pend for Parkview to be completed Finalise a theme Source for Contractors Get quality furniture lowest cost Shift in with Panda to start a new section of life.. Timeline 2015 & beyond.. Plan C... Children by 35... hopefully second one latest by 36.. fulfil Pig mother n piglet theme.. by then... So much of planning.. by 2018... i wonder how much has these above been achieved.. at the cost evaluated.

24 June 2012 ... another jie mei into ren qi club. was a long day but hapi n fulfiling..

一辈子的含义

一辈子的含义意义很沉重，包含了担当，责任和守在的承诺。。
有了担当 让人要更坚强和朴实。。婚姻建立的共同信念， 患难与共应该就是着这个定义。
担当让人顿时逐渐成长， 对另一个人的坚持和期待。。
我做了确定， 为我规划的人生充满憧憬。离开现任的状况， 无论会成。 我会依然接受。。

矢志不渝

一段矢志不渝的感情总需要面对多多波折和考验。可成事必经历千辛万苦。结了婚待多了解维系微妙的夫妻和婆媳关系！
With the dilution of the 80s and below getting married n now facebook is flooded with warm family and baby and children pics. It s no wonder in 5 years time the next patch of the 90s would soon have the next patch of proposal ring pics , boyfriend , galfriend travel pics and so forth.
I read n borrowed some book on how to communicate and embrace differences in partners n in time point in time i reckon like me with people like Panda who are more amicable and yet analytical would have to rough out certain issues to smoothen conflicts.
Merrill-Wilson
The profiles of the Merrill-Wilson system overlap closely with the Personality Plus system:
Driver: Choleric
Analytical: Melancholy
Expressive: Sanguine
Amiable: Phlegmatic

I pluck off my proposal ring today and question myself if i make the right decision to agree to get married.

while waiting for our house to be ready we decide to get married in Q3 2013 before the house instead of after renovation as it would delay 2 years. Our quarrel was on staying separately for about 6 months because his family has poor hygiene habits.This issue then become a bugging issue as my parent believe i should accommodate as the future da shao. I am the youngest so through this preparation got to train myself to switch my mindset to achieve a harmony equilibrium. For some lame reason we argue in the car, I dunno wat came into me today. I pluck off my proposal & return back to Panda..
N shortly while Panda was driving he broke into sobs.. n was truly heart broken.. I was beri guilty but didnt like the fact that he was also yelling at me for missing out my bro 's car while following them to Mt Vernon to pray to my mum.
And while i took off my ring today didnt expect Panda to be so sad. But recalling the few moments. I didnt expect myself to react equally violently as well today. Its the result of other people who has that control obsession..
a total of 8 cockroaches killed. After this weekend i m constantly questioning myself if i have the capacity to really accommodate to such differences in our personal hygiene values. The wedding prep is really giving me a toil and there were times i want to walk out of his house. Today I kill a cockroach when i saw it walk pass me at the kitchen wall. bread was exposed and a lot of food items were left unattended. Even after the cockroach posion was spread, Md Bong stil did not bother to clear off the carcass. it seriously dawned upon me what were her values.

Must have been the day i yell at panda for the worst and good reason

After much contemplation.. cleaned the sty w good dettol mr muscle and all the essential cleaning tools..
I yell at him reason being army of cockroach clan..
well i guess it was good coz i could not longer contain my wrath and fear
indeed Panda proved me wrong. He solved my fears
We bought cockroach poison and despite me throwing my tanturms... Panda equally as scared of cockroach decide to clear up the mess and calm the Pork down..

leap yr 2012Feb 29

Should i take the papers . should i bravely take the step to break from a basic pay n walk towards a recurring income...hiak hiak

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Before my interview for Power seraya

Still 2 hours before my visit with Sam, my VP i m meeting for my round 3 interview.
was still saddened that my iphone4 is lost when i drop it along the roadside when Panda drop me off after i kiss him. what a memorable V day to end it off.
Its been a ride. preparing for round 1 with HR. round 2 sales pitch & now
havent been focusing in DP for the daily follow ups & sales calls.in short i lost my passion for Senior RE there.

Dad's zz walking syndrome has been worsening. he zz walk last fri & tried to hit bro2 by doing zombie stunt. will bring him to the doc at 2pm later.. n i hope my interview would be smooth to impress sam san with my " drive"