today is a super lousy day
first tat byatch bark at me in the meetig room. then i got a series of dumb ass clients who r impatient . rude . demanding.. kpkp. knn ppl one ..
then i knock off late.. no dinner.. wait for boss to slowly slowly finish up work
attended a funeral earlier in hougang. take a train back.. now waiting for ms heng to fetch me to supper.
i wrote a nasty email to provide " feedback" on a veri low class coleague who barks like a dog.. she herself is not civilised . so in order to deal with 2 head snake. i should get back at her own way. shoot email . my boss n thaat byatch 's boss since we belong to the same team different boss. bring it on.. its either i stay or u leave or one of us get transfered
n if my centre manager also thinks she s correct then it doesnt make any incentive for me to stay with this team since i m so easily bullied n victimised.
n y should i .. continue to slog for them when she doesnt treat me with respect n take me for a fooll . get it its . hai gong.. hou lang gan,, machiam a dog .. for fuck. .for wat. e more i think abt it . e more bui song i m .. n its a fri nite man. panda is out with his brotherhood gathering. anyway i must find my sister.. fucking angry now.. luckily someting good happen.. cisco .. MR Gopi.. KOppiii my only fren in ubi.. also listen to me complain .. abt that byatch he oso suport me on the evil email.
next mon . boss will be in ..
so if she side with her ppl .. i opt for transfer internally no pt staying on then
if i continue to keep quiet. nobody knows how humilated it is .. n if i bark back at her. i m just like her crude and uncivilised
even if i was really veri pissed with her. i continue to support her n refer her deals oso. n treat my customer with equal respect.
only happy ting is gopi 's birthday cake. e chocolatecake make me happier
today customers are all palia.. all from dunno where . like we owe them 10 million ,,, out to get us.. front liners get it all the time n my day is like shit
glad to get out of shit hole.. i almost got the impulse to scold KNN at her in the meetin g room .but i decided to write email .. more strucured and can keep as reference a lot of pplp in the branch can be my witness .. n the best part is she didnt even apologise.. too bad la.. she doesnt have much manners.. chao ah lian..
erm took a pic of the green cherry qq.. just find it qutie cute.
0333hrs
3/1/08
we went this place in bedok road to have supper. i had cheese n mushroom with beef burger. i tot it was quite good
met up with cliff and ms heng. how would i describe this new friend. frankly he just love to sweet talk and erm.. veri suggestive in his language.. n perhaps he a llittle MCP oso. if a man doesnt how to treat his mother or a lady with dignity and respect . i really dunno how is he going to do for the gf. or hes just simply finding some fun out for a quick fling. if he is then clearly this man is = BIG FAIL.. treat a lady with respect.
when u comment ur own mother is stupid then u r no better.. imagine how much a woman has to go through so that she can carry this baby to full term.. its a lot of suffering and sacrifises to have a new life in this world.
although i have never been a mother myself . i tink it takes a lot for a girl to give up on certain priviledges and goals to forgone just to be mothers n have kids ..its a different concept these days kids of today. they r not like the ones like me.. fillal piety who cares abt that . its about selfless love.. u got to be kidding these days
papa was refering me consultant he went on his money luck.. n if he had managed to have a windfall he might not have a longer lifespan. y i rebuked at him , maybe if he had lesser money. n have more time for kinship. its also not bad. its only 10 bucks . perhaps i should go check it out
i told dad about my lousy day.. n he was telling me visit this consultant maybe he can provide some tips
在牛年里
牛转乾坤
以退为进
步步为营。。嬴！！！
有些时候以为有些事可以用钱来弥补一切的过失。
到了后来并没有
有了钱有怎样？
失去的更多
美好的回忆很好
现实的残酷更令人惊醒。愕然让你觉悟。
事事无绝对。
还是要为自己打算。。
好好过得更充实， 更精彩。。。
妈妈如果知道有一天我很幸福过每一天。。 一定会很欣慰。。
因为我很开心。。。有多一个很好的人为我操心。关心我。无微不至的款待。。包容和照顾。。
至少我终于有了。。一种说不出的幸福。。非笔墨能形容。。。哈哈哈哈。。。我疯了。。。早上4点还不睡觉。。疯婆子。。。碎碎念。。念力超好。。遗传爸爸。。。
想毕父亲多年父兼母职
爸爸多年都很硬朗从来没什么笑容 ，表情。。酷酷。。。内练的情绪埋藏在心里。。。
妈妈当年走得很突然。。我们以前的依赖是从前的幸福。。。直到现在是种动力。。0433 030108
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