a veri tiring day for me.. gd bye ubi n welcome to town

i just took a cab back .. n the trainiing gets more and more intense each day. i get worried about my current relationship. about unco-operative colleagues. that i cant cope. n in the end i just detest myself.
6 months.. will be over soon it will be a gd indicator if i m up to this new challenge
the food sucks.. n i dua lau somemore.. no mood man.. for food.. lesser appetite. but after going thru . i m sure i will click well.
just met up with pui fun and germaine. both r doing gd. they also wish me that 6 months later when i c them i wil be more relaxed and happier
the mynmmar food i had was lousy. i didnt finish my dinner n i feel so full all the time knowing i had so much to revise later.. n more new knowledge coming in .. pumping in my head. almost lunch time.. i was almost dozing off when they touch on travel insurance. the pace is like 10 times of my previous branch n i believe the demands wil ljust get higher.
i was like the wrongday today. i was almostlate.
n i walk the wrong way. to meet them for dinner earlier . my toes r sore now so sore. i hate heels.
tml i shall guai guai wear my flats.
did i make a wrong decision by choosing to forgone my time for a better career portfolio n a change to my current comfortable role tat i used to have. maybe he will slowly adjust. i tink i will miss all my family outings tat i have. but i asked for it. so i will bear with it
2 weeks. will determine whether i can pull through from all the other candidates.
today there was a surprise quiz. n tml theres another quiz. it will affect my appraisal together with my score card in end yr
of coz lesser family time n bf .. but i tink oso its a test whether my relationship is strong . nothing will be rosy or perfect.
i should think positive .. tink of all the shing shing that wil lcome. .$$$$
n i will push myself hard .. harder than before to achieve what it takes to get to my goal.. it will be difficult but if i perservere long n hard enough . i should be able to clear all odds and reach target
it might not be a easy route ahead but i guess with all the support that i have. i will definitely make it.. surprize quiz.. hmmn.. i will prove it to my trainer.. iknow my things
tml is day 4// i must remember to bring my water bottle n wear long sleeve . e trainingroom is freaking cold. n maybe i should hold my tongue . keep quiet in class and wait for time to pass.
haha tml is calculation for projected interest rates . n how to do overdue account.s should be fun. n no more fast food. i must promise myself to get back in shape in due time . at least drop to 60kg n below. c a 5 infront.. if not i will not forgive myself
i feel out of sync in town tat i got to dress a little n walk a bit faster. just to be ahead of others. city life is so much differnt from ubi.. my back is aching now from siting too long in class. i used to be in branch. n tings were all so visual including the customer's expression. body language and demands
now that i dun c customer. i m like all in all treading in a whole new world so when colleagues ask me. my new hire team .. sam tis is gonna be easy for u. n my diplomatic answer was.. i m like the same as u.. i never work in call centre before. n i never done shift work before. n i m same level as u.so no difference we r new bird together.. all the new bird bond together n help each other in quiz.. no worries.. although i know there will be competition among other teams . there are about 8 teams . some veri strong candiate while some r not.. but then time is always a challenge in call centre environment who can deny that. we dun have the luxury of the people in branch and thats the difference
oncei intro myselfas hop from ocbc.. suddenly i got more frens sititing beside me to copy my ans.. tink ppl r realistic afterall.. quiz..
on a happier note. the interns are actually quite cute.. one of them like to suan the trainer. anna.. her nameis suzzane but in the call centre she call her self anna too long her name then become anna instead of suzanne.
makes the class fun.. i guess again today i impose myself on too much that i can usually take.. i should enjoy the training afterall it should be "honeymoon" for me not including exam n quiz stress.
its nothing besides the whole jungle out there like patrica my new boss mention.
the manager who hired me left. resigned. makes me ponder y.. but its ok i will pick myself up n show my self n other people i m up to the job n i will live to the name for ocbc ex staff. that we are not dumb idiot who r slow in jobs and less efficient compared to a poly intern or a ex ritz carlton staff. show them some of my "power" whahahahhahahahaha i m xiao. i got so much notes to go through now. .my notebook is filled with highlighter and arrows n charts.
maureen says.. earn for a better future. i m sure my dad understands. he saw me in the cab looking so tired out of the car. i make sure today's stuff gets in my head so i m veri prepared for new imputs tml. being positive helps..