Each time i think of giving up.. or less pushing of myself.. i would look at Kaplan 's invoice due date

Each time i think of giving up.. or less pushing of myself.. i would look at Kaplan 's invoice due date. n thats hw i keep myself sane of all possible distractions with my bonus next month i could have pamper myself and go to the next holiday in Aust.. or even induge in expensive massages..
In today's context everyone works equally hard to provide a living.. yes a diamond ring may mean something.. but to me diamond or no diamond.. its a gesture of the sincerity that counts. When a man puts down himself to strive hard to provide for a family and to be man. Other examples quoted of men who take relationship lightly are lightly to ask the gal to look for a better man out there which is a sign of cowardness.. immature enough to take up responsibilities man should embark on. And of course, with dual income, it makes things easier. its then no longer a man's role to provide for everything. after the house hold is after a family n family shoulder all the pain n woes together. And that to me bonds a family together. Unfortunately i think thats not true for all because not many people think like that. Some may be more self fish and some may fend more for themselves. In 2 yrs time.. i would be 30.. by default wedding bells should be ticking n also maternal instincts should b mugging my hormones. strangly.. I dun feel any ting but ready for it.. On the other hand.. panda finds that having children complete the picture.. i dunno how to bridge this gap.. perhaps staying w e 3 kids would help to fuse this dissonance behavior eventually...time for mugging..