Its been a month since i last wrote.. been busy rushing.. rushing.. and more rushing everyday.. day in and out.. just settled in 1 hr ago.. with about 1 hr travelling from bugis to tampines n then loyang ave.
good news is I been promoted.. to senior .. within 1 year and 4 months with DPI..
next best months for the month of April.. bonus month..
and following come would be increment..
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Monday, February 28, 2011
Tml auntie may is going for surgery
tml is Auntie May's surgery
i suppose. shes worried. n i m afraid if we can cope well too without Auntie Vk in the house helping out. another week for week 1 for product management n market research methods starts again,
Panda applied for bto again. tis time in sengkang fernvale flora or fernvale garden, so high chance that I may be neighbours with Mdm Lim.
We had a fruitful fb conversation catch up during my exam week. seems like ages since i catch up with her.
Well i m still a little angry that ppl ask me how much iearn for a living which is sensitive.
CIMB is hiring.. well if i finish the degree. maybe its worth the hop.
i suppose. shes worried. n i m afraid if we can cope well too without Auntie Vk in the house helping out. another week for week 1 for product management n market research methods starts again,
Panda applied for bto again. tis time in sengkang fernvale flora or fernvale garden, so high chance that I may be neighbours with Mdm Lim.
We had a fruitful fb conversation catch up during my exam week. seems like ages since i catch up with her.
Well i m still a little angry that ppl ask me how much iearn for a living which is sensitive.
CIMB is hiring.. well if i finish the degree. maybe its worth the hop.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
成功的人生十句話
第一句："人都是逼出來的"。
每個人都是有潛能的，生於安樂，死於憂患，所以，當面對壓力的時候，不要焦燥，也許這只是生活對你的一點小考驗，相信自己，一切都能處理好，逼急了好漢可以上梁山，時世造英雄，窮則變，變則靈，人有了壓力才會有動力。
第二句："如果你簡單，這個世界就對你簡單"。
簡單生活才能幸福生活，人要知足常樂，寬容大度，什麼事情都不能想繁雜，心靈的負荷重了，就會怨天尤人。要定期的對記憶進行一次刪除，把不愉快的人和事從記憶中擯棄，人生苦短，財富地位都是附加的，生不帶來死不帶去，簡簡單單的生活就是快快樂樂的生活。
第三句："人生沒有彩排，每一天都是現場直播"。
偶爾會想，如果人生真如一場電子遊戲，玩壞了可以選擇重來，生活會變成什麼樣子？正因為時光流逝一去不復返，每一天都不可追回，所以更要珍惜每一寸光陰，孝敬父母、疼愛孩子、體貼愛人、善待朋友。
第四句："懷才就像懷孕，時間久了會讓人看出來"。
人，切莫自以為是，地球離開了誰都會轉，古往今來，恃才傲物的人都沒有好下場。所以，即便再能幹，也一定要保持謙虛謹慎，做好自己的事情，是金子總會發光。
第五句："過去酒逢知己千杯少，現在酒逢千杯知己少"。
不勝酒力，體會不了酒的美味，但卻能感受知己的妙處。沒有朋友的人生是孤獨的，不完整的，可是，因為生活的忙碌，漸漸少了聯絡，友誼就變的淡了，所以，抽點時間，聯絡朋友一起聊聊天，讓情誼在笑聲中升騰，當朋友遇到了難題的時候，一定要記得挺身而出，即便幫不了忙，安慰也是最大的支持。
第六句："人生如果錯了方向，停止就是進步"。
人，總是很難改正自己的缺點，人，也總是很難發現自己的錯誤，有時，明知錯了，卻欲罷不能，一錯再錯，把握正確的方向，堅守自己的原則，世界上的誘惑很多，天上永遠不會掉餡餅，不要因為貪圖一時的快樂而付出慘痛的代價，如果發現錯了，一定要止步。
第七句："人生兩大悲劇：一是萬念俱灰，一是躊躇滿志"。
現代的人好像特別脆弱，報紙上天天報導眾多名人得抑鬱症，這些人一定是從一個極端走向別一個極端。正因為躊躇滿志，才堅信自己是完美的，是無所不能的，如果受到一點挫折，就會變得極度自卑，甚至失去繼續生活的勇氣。為自己找一個準確的定位，享受生活樂趣。
第八句："人生和愛情一樣，錯過了愛情就錯過了人生"。
愛情是什麼？讓人無所適從，讓人神魂顛倒，面對愛情的時候，勇敢一點，大膽說出自己的愛。人，總會生老病死，怎麼過都是一生，錯過了愛情就錯過了生命的精彩。
第九句："天下有錢人終成眷屬"。
現代社會的人變得越來越勢利，愛情也越來越無足輕重，於是我不得不相信"天下有錢人終成眷屬"就對現代愛情的最確切的描述。
第十句："要成功，需要朋友，要取得巨大的成功，需要敵人"。
有競爭才有發展，因為有了敵人的存在，因為有了不服輸的決心，才會努力的做好自己的事，所以，有時候，敵人比朋友的力量更大，天下沒有永遠的敵人，卻有永遠的朋友，有些時候，敵人也可以變成朋友。
每個人都是有潛能的，生於安樂，死於憂患，所以，當面對壓力的時候，不要焦燥，也許這只是生活對你的一點小考驗，相信自己，一切都能處理好，逼急了好漢可以上梁山，時世造英雄，窮則變，變則靈，人有了壓力才會有動力。
第二句："如果你簡單，這個世界就對你簡單"。
簡單生活才能幸福生活，人要知足常樂，寬容大度，什麼事情都不能想繁雜，心靈的負荷重了，就會怨天尤人。要定期的對記憶進行一次刪除，把不愉快的人和事從記憶中擯棄，人生苦短，財富地位都是附加的，生不帶來死不帶去，簡簡單單的生活就是快快樂樂的生活。
第三句："人生沒有彩排，每一天都是現場直播"。
偶爾會想，如果人生真如一場電子遊戲，玩壞了可以選擇重來，生活會變成什麼樣子？正因為時光流逝一去不復返，每一天都不可追回，所以更要珍惜每一寸光陰，孝敬父母、疼愛孩子、體貼愛人、善待朋友。
第四句："懷才就像懷孕，時間久了會讓人看出來"。
人，切莫自以為是，地球離開了誰都會轉，古往今來，恃才傲物的人都沒有好下場。所以，即便再能幹，也一定要保持謙虛謹慎，做好自己的事情，是金子總會發光。
第五句："過去酒逢知己千杯少，現在酒逢千杯知己少"。
不勝酒力，體會不了酒的美味，但卻能感受知己的妙處。沒有朋友的人生是孤獨的，不完整的，可是，因為生活的忙碌，漸漸少了聯絡，友誼就變的淡了，所以，抽點時間，聯絡朋友一起聊聊天，讓情誼在笑聲中升騰，當朋友遇到了難題的時候，一定要記得挺身而出，即便幫不了忙，安慰也是最大的支持。
第六句："人生如果錯了方向，停止就是進步"。
人，總是很難改正自己的缺點，人，也總是很難發現自己的錯誤，有時，明知錯了，卻欲罷不能，一錯再錯，把握正確的方向，堅守自己的原則，世界上的誘惑很多，天上永遠不會掉餡餅，不要因為貪圖一時的快樂而付出慘痛的代價，如果發現錯了，一定要止步。
第七句："人生兩大悲劇：一是萬念俱灰，一是躊躇滿志"。
現代的人好像特別脆弱，報紙上天天報導眾多名人得抑鬱症，這些人一定是從一個極端走向別一個極端。正因為躊躇滿志，才堅信自己是完美的，是無所不能的，如果受到一點挫折，就會變得極度自卑，甚至失去繼續生活的勇氣。為自己找一個準確的定位，享受生活樂趣。
第八句："人生和愛情一樣，錯過了愛情就錯過了人生"。
愛情是什麼？讓人無所適從，讓人神魂顛倒，面對愛情的時候，勇敢一點，大膽說出自己的愛。人，總會生老病死，怎麼過都是一生，錯過了愛情就錯過了生命的精彩。
第九句："天下有錢人終成眷屬"。
現代社會的人變得越來越勢利，愛情也越來越無足輕重，於是我不得不相信"天下有錢人終成眷屬"就對現代愛情的最確切的描述。
第十句："要成功，需要朋友，要取得巨大的成功，需要敵人"。
有競爭才有發展，因為有了敵人的存在，因為有了不服輸的決心，才會努力的做好自己的事，所以，有時候，敵人比朋友的力量更大，天下沒有永遠的敵人，卻有永遠的朋友，有些時候，敵人也可以變成朋友。
Saturday, February 26, 2011
actually wanting to settle n the process of settling can be so frustrating
at times. i wonder . its frustrating to find someone worth settling down n when i do come across. it seems that there are so many obstacles to do it too.
Tat old woman gives me some dirty look. ask me sensitive questions like hw much i earn every month which i tink is equally insensitive. my own dad dun even ask me how much i earn.
so i been thinking
do i want to get married becoz i tink i should
hes the right one.
or i just need a house
or its just the age
had tis suggestion from a fren that perhaps i should just share a house with dad.. to act as a backup plan . stop those ppl frm eyeing old man's assets.
well all these acts as catalyst or its the underlying reasons or the norm of a lady whos approaching 30 in 2 yrs..
just nw dad n bro argue over the fact that my niece was taking her own sweet time to prepare for art class due at 3.45pm where shes still in the bathroom combing hair at 3.30pm. there was an earlier debate with dad n bro.. well common. 2 astro clashes.
before i knew it. i just hide int he kitchen with the maid.. auntie vk n focus on frying batang fishes.
if marriage is such a complex issue between 2 famiies. then i should nt just go for the diamond and forsake my own happiness.
issit really worth it for a family.
i really doubt so now.
i wonder if hes the kind that i can entrust myself with or he would just continue to be a tyrant n side with his mum no matter wat happens.
Tat old woman gives me some dirty look. ask me sensitive questions like hw much i earn every month which i tink is equally insensitive. my own dad dun even ask me how much i earn.
so i been thinking
do i want to get married becoz i tink i should
hes the right one.
or i just need a house
or its just the age
had tis suggestion from a fren that perhaps i should just share a house with dad.. to act as a backup plan . stop those ppl frm eyeing old man's assets.
well all these acts as catalyst or its the underlying reasons or the norm of a lady whos approaching 30 in 2 yrs..
just nw dad n bro argue over the fact that my niece was taking her own sweet time to prepare for art class due at 3.45pm where shes still in the bathroom combing hair at 3.30pm. there was an earlier debate with dad n bro.. well common. 2 astro clashes.
before i knew it. i just hide int he kitchen with the maid.. auntie vk n focus on frying batang fishes.
if marriage is such a complex issue between 2 famiies. then i should nt just go for the diamond and forsake my own happiness.
issit really worth it for a family.
i really doubt so now.
i wonder if hes the kind that i can entrust myself with or he would just continue to be a tyrant n side with his mum no matter wat happens.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
ate too full.. decide to cycle in the neighbour hood.
list of items done today
drank tiger beer in the hot afternoon while doing a mask on the face on my bed.
went lim kopi w dad n complain abt black rat bro 2 ..
took mei mei baby corliss to the playground n loyang pt to buy icecream
babysit a bit of the 2 monkeys
eat a lot today
night cycling to jalan loyang besar new spot.
watched mean gals 2, chiwawa2 n meet the little fockers..
nice weekday off work..
was so full that i couldnt sleep or rather.. havent sleep in this bed for the past 5 days. recap the nights without a fan.
Monday, February 21, 2011
lazy monday w tiger beer at home n mask on the face.
went to the park w mei mei n Rena.. bought icecream moo moo 16 for $4.60 only $0.29 per ice cream.. so worth it n its priceless when i c the smile among the 2 young gals..
Went to lim kopi with lau pei n complain to him abt bro..
Saturday, February 19, 2011
watching incredible tales alone in GB
its abt a revengeful rooster .. not beri scary leh.. a rooster that seek revenge after the owner cook for curry after it lost in a rooster fight..
the international marketing paper is tough .. nt many of the tips came out. a lot was common sense.
the international marketing paper is tough .. nt many of the tips came out. a lot was common sense.
I was re-evaluating my choices again n again at my old house
Originally I got my own room n toilet n I can sleep peacefully Nw I dun . No doubt I give lesser allowance but I lost all my freedom tat I used to have which dun benefit me at all . If u were me can u still b happy as before for my stand of view.. things I watapp Panda.. I got a choice one . but my choice is compromised 4 other ppl 's interest.. During the nites nt sleeping in Loyang no doubt I got no fan just a sofa for bed I was so much happier
Dread e day I got to go back to someone's else place n c his face color to live . Panda still got the cheek to bargain diamond size w me.. Tat 死肥子！I complain his fren diff frm mine, coz tat guy is rich so she would stick w him. I m taking a huge stake anyway ,either I gain a marriage or lose a family .. Or continue to suffer in Loyang
Dread e day I got to go back to someone's else place n c his face color to live . Panda still got the cheek to bargain diamond size w me.. Tat 死肥子！I complain his fren diff frm mine, coz tat guy is rich so she would stick w him. I m taking a huge stake anyway ,either I gain a marriage or lose a family .. Or continue to suffer in Loyang
Friday, February 18, 2011
Wrote complimentary letter to bus 3 driver Mr Lau Teck Huat 8571S
Had he not help me to hand it promptly to the interchange officer, i might have lost my important text book on the bus on 15 Feb 2011.. due for exam preparation this sat.. so grateful to Mr Lau Teck Huat bus 8571S & Mr Goh frm Tampines interchange.. wrote them a complimentary letter to SBS transit to comment on their exceptional service...
after the catch up w tb.
well.. everything happens for a reason.
solutions and back up plan has been put aside .. The domestic issues has been bugging me for a while so while i revise, it has been toiling me. Marriage to me means nothing more to get out of the house. which ever it is . I hope when Dad's $ is depleted after "helping" e others . he wouldnt be thrown ard like a ball n thats the fearful factor which i hope it would not happen.
very soon Geylang Babru blk 96 would be history and the veri table i m sitting at now would be discarded and the original house would most likely be cosmetic renovated by the indian spr buyer.
till this day my Dad still holds some trump card.. part of the reason, A.may refuse to let my dad touch his profits to support my studies. which i tink i would just let it be .
After all i would set up my family ..get my own house n commitment.
If one day the $ gets spilted n due to the bad blood between bro 1 n 2.. that leaves me w bro 3 n joanna n so be it ..
I have foreseen the circumstances .. & i would be mentally strong to accept it ..Everyone thinks for themselves. The value of kinship is veri small to me now.
If one day I should be homeless , i believe there would also be other people there to lend me a hand. people like Joanna who s willing to take me in..
wataspp bro 3 from kuching n he thinks i tink too much.. But then realistically its happening... bro 3 even mentioned he finds its a constraint w 2 kids 1 maid car n house to support. n bro 2 has higher commitments than that. so w me out of the picture. i guess it just relieve him some of the burden.. before our relationship turn sour n we refuse to talk to each other in the house. i rather it maintains like a weekend sibling affair.. coz i dun want to argue or fight unnecessarily due to our differences. 10 yrs ago we had issues staying together.. now come 2011 10 yrs later. we still have issues irreconcilable differences. Its mentally challenging to wake up at 6.45 in the morning to travel that long, n after a long day to face domestic issues at home.. my own port of clientele gives me considerable amount of stress as well as assignments. if family oso is a source of issues, i wonder how long i can gain my cool in the wooden house.
eventually when the $ is depleted. i believe the true colors of the true self will eventually emerge n those involved just becomes another cost element in the picture so before it becomes into this kind of situation, its then better to make some precautions. I m merely protecting myself. n by not just rushing into marriage or thinking that marriage solves such issues could possible salvage the situation. What i m thinking of now is bro 2 needs $ n dad 's $ came just like a contingency plan just in case tings crops up like either of them unemployed or simply no one to fetch the kids. so with me around a not , its secondary. and the reason y i m relocated is just because i tag along coz i m homeless in fact. N i dun think i m pitiful, while bro 3 comments my plight is.. I tell myself. this 9 months it would be over soon. n veri soon i would climb my way up n see the light after the tunnel n those who have scorned me or give me the wet bucket would jolly well c w their own eyes hw i will succeed and get this bloody cert. n with my own capability , i would stand strong and overcome the current obstacles n stand on my own feet without despising or demeaning my own confidence. bro 2 is riding the fact that i have not much choice due to my study commitment, n the veri fact i wont settle just to settle. what other people are doing may be just doing the flow or wats best thing for them now. $ will be my driving factor n it would be my motivation to pay off the $11,984 loan from RHB. it would be the determining factor to result in my future failure or success.
I hope that my domestic affairs would not affect my academic or work performance although i know i m disappointed by some of the prevalent events which prove me just right. Some things cannot be pushed. it would happen while there are some events which are within my control .
whatever it is . i hope for the best.
always a optimistic person at heart.
if only mum was around, perhaps things would be much different from now. unfortunately things dun happen your way all the time. no wrong to have some of the nonsense event n some adversity. it just toughens me more. n more time to belittle or to despair only more time to look forward. n when i did it. it will prove that i done it. n i can give myself some credit to it... 0056 18022011. 1 day to LM305 n 2 days to LM 200 international marketing n marketing behavior.. at least a credit... nt a pass to justify $2996 per sem.. inclusive of gst..
solutions and back up plan has been put aside .. The domestic issues has been bugging me for a while so while i revise, it has been toiling me. Marriage to me means nothing more to get out of the house. which ever it is . I hope when Dad's $ is depleted after "helping" e others . he wouldnt be thrown ard like a ball n thats the fearful factor which i hope it would not happen.
very soon Geylang Babru blk 96 would be history and the veri table i m sitting at now would be discarded and the original house would most likely be cosmetic renovated by the indian spr buyer.
till this day my Dad still holds some trump card.. part of the reason, A.may refuse to let my dad touch his profits to support my studies. which i tink i would just let it be .
After all i would set up my family ..get my own house n commitment.
If one day the $ gets spilted n due to the bad blood between bro 1 n 2.. that leaves me w bro 3 n joanna n so be it ..
I have foreseen the circumstances .. & i would be mentally strong to accept it ..Everyone thinks for themselves. The value of kinship is veri small to me now.
If one day I should be homeless , i believe there would also be other people there to lend me a hand. people like Joanna who s willing to take me in..
wataspp bro 3 from kuching n he thinks i tink too much.. But then realistically its happening... bro 3 even mentioned he finds its a constraint w 2 kids 1 maid car n house to support. n bro 2 has higher commitments than that. so w me out of the picture. i guess it just relieve him some of the burden.. before our relationship turn sour n we refuse to talk to each other in the house. i rather it maintains like a weekend sibling affair.. coz i dun want to argue or fight unnecessarily due to our differences. 10 yrs ago we had issues staying together.. now come 2011 10 yrs later. we still have issues irreconcilable differences. Its mentally challenging to wake up at 6.45 in the morning to travel that long, n after a long day to face domestic issues at home.. my own port of clientele gives me considerable amount of stress as well as assignments. if family oso is a source of issues, i wonder how long i can gain my cool in the wooden house.
eventually when the $ is depleted. i believe the true colors of the true self will eventually emerge n those involved just becomes another cost element in the picture so before it becomes into this kind of situation, its then better to make some precautions. I m merely protecting myself. n by not just rushing into marriage or thinking that marriage solves such issues could possible salvage the situation. What i m thinking of now is bro 2 needs $ n dad 's $ came just like a contingency plan just in case tings crops up like either of them unemployed or simply no one to fetch the kids. so with me around a not , its secondary. and the reason y i m relocated is just because i tag along coz i m homeless in fact. N i dun think i m pitiful, while bro 3 comments my plight is.. I tell myself. this 9 months it would be over soon. n veri soon i would climb my way up n see the light after the tunnel n those who have scorned me or give me the wet bucket would jolly well c w their own eyes hw i will succeed and get this bloody cert. n with my own capability , i would stand strong and overcome the current obstacles n stand on my own feet without despising or demeaning my own confidence. bro 2 is riding the fact that i have not much choice due to my study commitment, n the veri fact i wont settle just to settle. what other people are doing may be just doing the flow or wats best thing for them now. $ will be my driving factor n it would be my motivation to pay off the $11,984 loan from RHB. it would be the determining factor to result in my future failure or success.
I hope that my domestic affairs would not affect my academic or work performance although i know i m disappointed by some of the prevalent events which prove me just right. Some things cannot be pushed. it would happen while there are some events which are within my control .
whatever it is . i hope for the best.
always a optimistic person at heart.
if only mum was around, perhaps things would be much different from now. unfortunately things dun happen your way all the time. no wrong to have some of the nonsense event n some adversity. it just toughens me more. n more time to belittle or to despair only more time to look forward. n when i did it. it will prove that i done it. n i can give myself some credit to it... 0056 18022011. 1 day to LM305 n 2 days to LM 200 international marketing n marketing behavior.. at least a credit... nt a pass to justify $2996 per sem.. inclusive of gst..
Thursday, February 17, 2011
元宵节快乐 to me.. Happy new year in my old house.
Tonite's dinner was red stove hockien mee which I have been craving for 1 mth..
unfortunately the old house does not have a fan but thats fine becoz its my house n nt someone's house no creaking wood sound.. n everything I do here is paid by myself. no need to see people color face... n although these few days got to sleep on sofa i oso feel quite happy finally.. got some peace n quiet in the house.. later i m meeting tb.. i need to c some old frens.. before my sanity gets looser n i turn into a green eye monster for being such a terror.. wahhahahha
unfortunately the old house does not have a fan but thats fine becoz its my house n nt someone's house no creaking wood sound.. n everything I do here is paid by myself. no need to see people color face... n although these few days got to sleep on sofa i oso feel quite happy finally.. got some peace n quiet in the house.. later i m meeting tb.. i need to c some old frens.. before my sanity gets looser n i turn into a green eye monster for being such a terror.. wahhahahha
Back to old house @ gb from 17-21 bi guan for exam
hahaha i m so fucking happy to be back at home my real home.. n o one to disturb me.. 2 toilets all serve for me.. no need to walk 10 min for food.. n best can watch tv until cows come home. sleep everywhere anywhere.. e luxury is limited till latest Apr 12.. anyway my lifestyle in loyang is like a tenant anyway.. wahahahhaha.. go back tostudy... smoke whole day oso no one care... even better than sex.. although e cab fare back cost me $12 i thought it was well spent... definitely..
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Hope e not so good day of e curse ended
When I thought my day of errand ended.. My textbook was missing must b becoz I was too tired b grouchy . First instinct call 100 to check pasir ris interchange followed by tampines , Mr Goh was kind enough to n e driver who passed to him I must really thank him
Mr Lau Teck Huat bus 3 8571s the feedback w me perhaps I would drop him e feedback form. Total cab fare for yesterday on e few trips abt $40 each $10-$15 avg frm Panda 's place to mine coz it's 45 min bus ride n kallang to pasir ris $13 off peak peak period frm town back home avg $25 .. Damn bloody heart pain. Shld have eat restaurant or go shopping . So to avoid much conflictual effect I decide to stay outside to revise for e next 2 days as yy . Rena n baby Corliss are really distracting n noisy.. Koon commented he didnt expect my condition to b e same as of a tenant except fact I pay 60% lower a room in pasir ris is $600 n I m just paying $200 no wonder my landlord is "concerned of e utility bill" even toilet paper black rat aka stingy bugger bro 2 had to comment veri fast use finish .. Feel like telling them no need cook my share if toilet paper is oso an issue. last nite I was complaining to Panda n Tb tat it is so regretful Blk 96 is sold can only suck thumb play dumb till degree finish less stress tuition fee loan settled. lucky Rhb Alex did not insist I go down to Cecil street to change address .. I love iPhone just take pic forward n hard copy to him. I m so looking forward
Today ends n if possible feel like going old home to revise n nap
. Miss my days of sleeping without noise n disturbance
n my unlimited usage of my tv . occasionally throwing my underwear ard n nt subject to seeing other pp.'s faces at home . Even if I rent room outside oso nt so difficult
Mr Lau Teck Huat bus 3 8571s the feedback w me perhaps I would drop him e feedback form. Total cab fare for yesterday on e few trips abt $40 each $10-$15 avg frm Panda 's place to mine coz it's 45 min bus ride n kallang to pasir ris $13 off peak peak period frm town back home avg $25 .. Damn bloody heart pain. Shld have eat restaurant or go shopping . So to avoid much conflictual effect I decide to stay outside to revise for e next 2 days as yy . Rena n baby Corliss are really distracting n noisy.. Koon commented he didnt expect my condition to b e same as of a tenant except fact I pay 60% lower a room in pasir ris is $600 n I m just paying $200 no wonder my landlord is "concerned of e utility bill" even toilet paper black rat aka stingy bugger bro 2 had to comment veri fast use finish .. Feel like telling them no need cook my share if toilet paper is oso an issue. last nite I was complaining to Panda n Tb tat it is so regretful Blk 96 is sold can only suck thumb play dumb till degree finish less stress tuition fee loan settled. lucky Rhb Alex did not insist I go down to Cecil street to change address .. I love iPhone just take pic forward n hard copy to him. I m so looking forward
Today ends n if possible feel like going old home to revise n nap
. Miss my days of sleeping without noise n disturbance
n my unlimited usage of my tv . occasionally throwing my underwear ard n nt subject to seeing other pp.'s faces at home . Even if I rent room outside oso nt so difficult
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
HDB first appt. Submit title deed to hdb
to me getting married is the idea of moving out legally
to have own matrimonial asset
n to have some form of freedom
avoid conflict at home
changes after i became a " tenant "
ground rules no
snacks in the fridge
no cola.
no excessive candies
no bubble tea for kids n ah gong
no messy table
no more personal toilet
Last sun i was awakened by some freak bus again aft TPE ppl like to accelerate n try to show off n the loyang ave resident here needs to listen to ipod to have some sleep
roll down blinder.
n on the very first nite on 15 Jan 2011 when i shifted in . i was truly unaware of all the ground rules so on sat night.
i happily watched incredible tales & then kids follow . family was in in disequilibrium just becoz i watched tv. e baby refuse to sleep n cry until 1am odd ..
n so happen on my veri first nite as a pasir ris resident.. my stuffy room has 2 lights on. the side light outside my bro's room and the altar light.
so as a result my room became a light bulb and then with the baby crying + a stuffy game = a beri and fed up
" tenant "
on the veri next nite.. i did not on the tv after 10pm anymore n i stick to streaming tv via tudou and mobtv... with foc wireless and that's e only happy ting ard coz i find that my bro under utilize the internet service at home.
Therefore i promise myself
no wood furniture in my own house
my own tv in my own room for my drama
windows is a must in my house.. no stuffy rooms like a mini storeroom
crap the rule of n o snacks
i want cola in my fridge
i wan junk food everywhere
i wan my table big n nice
i wan my cupboard perfect no shaky cupboards
i would not buy a house in front of a freaking bus stop that has bus sounds from 5am in the morning n till late in the morning coz there are night riders.
lastly less of clean freak brother. a nagging father n neighbours who have dogs that bark whenever i pass by my unit.
n that will make me quite happy to stay in the house
out of the 13 hrs i counted 7.25am - 8pm when i reach little woody hill house in Loyang.
after running errands since 8.45 am since i left e house. e room is so freakingwarm that i cant nap for my usually 2-3 hrs kinds of beauty sleep. even 30 min is a luxury now.. i lost my way when bus 3 went up to TPe to Punggol prive. n i was half hating mys3elf for wats-apping n complaining.
there are 2 hrs of travelling time inclusive of abt 1 hr lunch time n abt 10 hrs working time."
n there's this thing that annoys me even till now when the "landlord" passes remark like y aren't u sleeping
y did u switch on so many lights
y must u open the side door ( still in the mini store room)
y u so late still watch tv
y u eat so much
n the remarks on the co landlord.
if i wait till your daughter get married. my kids would no longer require people to fetch them around. and this sentence still bugs me to the core.
i was tin king if i propose to the old man that I m staying w my husband n co habitat . would he have any violent objection.
i haven't had a good nite sleep since i swop in this room either. I EITHER get wake up by buses or baby crying non stop with no snooze function
reason 1 : I m a light sleeper, sensitive to noise.
reason 2 : the bus is just endless with motor and airplanes
reason 3: its exam week. i need a quiet room
reason 4 : the kids like to buzz ard in my room
reason 5: my room unlike my dark room in my old house has less of such noise and I do not have to share toilet w 5 ppl
n on sundays i do noT need to walk 10 mins to get my dump AT LOYANG PT
n becoz of this.. i m still veri pissed off n regretful my Dad still choose to give in n sell the house becoz of the grandchildren
Ultimately it does not benefit me at all. except perks like free meals
n partime nanny
n my bro likes to pass this remark,, its good training for u when u have kids in future. its like this
my remark was.. i m still not ready for kids. n clearly my quiet room of 2 occupants when multiple to 4 times of 8 ppl is 4 times my threshold
n the record is I m free to do anything in the house. n tats includes lying on the floor to watch tv. or just simply lying around.
although i pay a premium much more than i m paying now. the daily to n fro of 1 hr ride do not seem to justify the travel .
I want to get married but then not becoz i want to get out of the house. i would prefer it to b i m ready to settle down n start a family
n the above mentioned obstacles just hinder me to get a house.
the hdb ruling states if i m staying with a sibling as a Singaporean sibling i cant get hdb until i m 35 so till i m freaking 7 yrs in this house . then i can releASE MYSELF OF ALL THIS NONSENSE &CRAP.
Buying bubble tea for my own dad n niece oso stirs some issue frm the landlord..come on la its not as if no TV produce scholars in the house.. Dream on..
N if everything is as planned as you think so , hire police for wat ...
Back to books less of grumbling n fuck tat noise.. ya i believe nt many ppl can stand sleeping a room with moving cars all day long.
IN SHORT I HATE EVERYTHING ABT LOYANG AVE. PASIR STREET 13 N I DISLIKE N DREAD STAYING IN MY ROOM WITH ALL THE " NOISE. DURING MY EXAM WEEK
N THE THOUGHT OF GOING BACK TO SCHOOL AFT 10.30PM FROM LITTLE INDIA TO LOYANG AVE IN MAR FOR CONSECTIVELY 4 DAYS IN A ROW DOESNT REALLY MAKE MY MOOD ANY BETTER.
12 apr 2011 e old house will then belongs to another owner.. wat a sad thought.. my toilet is gone.. my room. my childhood n my home.
Monday, February 14, 2011
Things I miss at Geylang Bahru
Hockien mee. Oily chicken noodle
Duck rice , fishball noodle, e cheap mixed rice, western food , wan ton mee' my fav
Ntuc , 3 stops away frm office. Able to nap whenever I could，shit whenever I wan, cheap cab fare back home $8 frm sch compared to $23 frm kallang leisure park. my childhood , my frens, my messy room , small but cozy
My freedom to watch tv whenever I wan.. Looking at my mum n lau pei title deed dAted 1978 !
$17,500 n Nw sold $300,000 almost 10 times more.. N my dad so blur lost mum's death cert.. decide to set at 5Am tis week to revise .. too tired to read thru.. Till I get a house of my ownwould I enjoy e above benefits again.. If nt if possible I shld get. A place of my own 1) no wooden furniture , nt next to bus stop, n closer to town, e cars make so much noise u
N kids.. Losing my mind soon.. All e deadlines work.. Assig ... Exam.. 4 more hrs beauty sleep till another working day.
Duck rice , fishball noodle, e cheap mixed rice, western food , wan ton mee' my fav
Ntuc , 3 stops away frm office. Able to nap whenever I could，shit whenever I wan, cheap cab fare back home $8 frm sch compared to $23 frm kallang leisure park. my childhood , my frens, my messy room , small but cozy
My freedom to watch tv whenever I wan.. Looking at my mum n lau pei title deed dAted 1978 !
$17,500 n Nw sold $300,000 almost 10 times more.. N my dad so blur lost mum's death cert.. decide to set at 5Am tis week to revise .. too tired to read thru.. Till I get a house of my ownwould I enjoy e above benefits again.. If nt if possible I shld get. A place of my own 1) no wooden furniture , nt next to bus stop, n closer to town, e cars make so much noise u
N kids.. Losing my mind soon.. All e deadlines work.. Assig ... Exam.. 4 more hrs beauty sleep till another working day.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Each time i think of giving up.. or less pushing of myself.. i would look at Kaplan 's invoice due date
Each time i think of giving up.. or less pushing of myself.. i would look at Kaplan 's invoice due date. n thats hw i keep myself sane of all possible distractions with my bonus next month i could have pamper myself and go to the next holiday in Aust.. or even induge in expensive massages..
In today's context everyone works equally hard to provide a living.. yes a diamond ring may mean something.. but to me diamond or no diamond.. its a gesture of the sincerity that counts. When a man puts down himself to strive hard to provide for a family and to be man. Other examples quoted of men who take relationship lightly are lightly to ask the gal to look for a better man out there which is a sign of cowardness.. immature enough to take up responsibilities man should embark on. And of course, with dual income, it makes things easier. its then no longer a man's role to provide for everything. after the house hold is after a family n family shoulder all the pain n woes together. And that to me bonds a family together. Unfortunately i think thats not true for all because not many people think like that. Some may be more self fish and some may fend more for themselves. In 2 yrs time.. i would be 30.. by default wedding bells should be ticking n also maternal instincts should b mugging my hormones. strangly.. I dun feel any ting but ready for it.. On the other hand.. panda finds that having children complete the picture.. i dunno how to bridge this gap.. perhaps staying w e 3 kids would help to fuse this dissonance behavior eventually...time for mugging..
V Day.. in advance.. 3rd V day w Panda
Its my 3rd V day w Panda. No flower, no fancy dinner just a simple Sizzler dinner and a movie by Jack Neo's Homecoming..
List of movies.. watched
Great great world.
Homecoming
All's well end well
No strings attached
Green Hornet...
Its been almost 4 weeks since I became a Pasir ris resident. would only comment I m gradually adapting to 1hr bus / train journeys back n forth paying more to SMRT.. 18km away from town.. in the far eastern point.. loyang ave..
travelling to work has been a toil as well. except for adapting, its still adapting till panda & i source for a nice. cheap. comofortable cozy love nest of our own.
We have grown out meagre start up of a $200 each start up till more 0000s at the back. Its a great start, exam is out next week. Joined Landy in tampines library for a short revision. Done up some clue cards and summarizes chapt 1-12 for international marketing for reference..
so far.. so good. scored a rare distinction for the marketing behavior assignment.. a mere credit for international marketing.
During project submission week. we had a clown who backed up on us. Nevertheless we managed to complete the assignment within the stipulated period of deadline. I cant be confident that we will score again for these 2 assignment. but i could safely tell myself i didnt copy from tat idiot's sample.
A LAZY BONE WHO EXPECT TO PLAIGERISE N SCORE... no sense of shame n her famous quote would be
I QUIT.. i really dunno wat to write.. dunno wat to do.. n thats her method of handling stess in the assignments.. n it kinda aggravated our wrath.. 3 days before submisson for assig 2. i made the decison to" kick her out of the 4 ppl group n did most of it sadly on my own. coz the other remaining 2 did not contribute much..
My stomach is rumbling now.. n i farted non stops mostly due to the higher portion of raw vegetables ate earlier.. and the salads.. perhaps i m not as herbivore as what my blood sign A should indicate.
Next thur would be the 15 th day of CNY which is yuan xiao.. or hockiens refer it as chup gor meh.. It a day of reunion and family bonding.
On work.. its never been easier.. got to try harder with new sign ups. renewals.. impeccably no major screw ups.. no commission though a big pushy.. try my best in pushin the campigns. looking on the bright side, it does toughen n beef me up to strive hard n stretch ...
Count down to nov 20.. n I can breathe lower.. n focus solely on career... n plans of settling down n be of a less party chick. time to mug textbook.
List of movies.. watched
Great great world.
Homecoming
All's well end well
No strings attached
Green Hornet...
Its been almost 4 weeks since I became a Pasir ris resident. would only comment I m gradually adapting to 1hr bus / train journeys back n forth paying more to SMRT.. 18km away from town.. in the far eastern point.. loyang ave..
travelling to work has been a toil as well. except for adapting, its still adapting till panda & i source for a nice. cheap. comofortable cozy love nest of our own.
We have grown out meagre start up of a $200 each start up till more 0000s at the back. Its a great start, exam is out next week. Joined Landy in tampines library for a short revision. Done up some clue cards and summarizes chapt 1-12 for international marketing for reference..
so far.. so good. scored a rare distinction for the marketing behavior assignment.. a mere credit for international marketing.
During project submission week. we had a clown who backed up on us. Nevertheless we managed to complete the assignment within the stipulated period of deadline. I cant be confident that we will score again for these 2 assignment. but i could safely tell myself i didnt copy from tat idiot's sample.
A LAZY BONE WHO EXPECT TO PLAIGERISE N SCORE... no sense of shame n her famous quote would be
I QUIT.. i really dunno wat to write.. dunno wat to do.. n thats her method of handling stess in the assignments.. n it kinda aggravated our wrath.. 3 days before submisson for assig 2. i made the decison to" kick her out of the 4 ppl group n did most of it sadly on my own. coz the other remaining 2 did not contribute much..
My stomach is rumbling now.. n i farted non stops mostly due to the higher portion of raw vegetables ate earlier.. and the salads.. perhaps i m not as herbivore as what my blood sign A should indicate.
Next thur would be the 15 th day of CNY which is yuan xiao.. or hockiens refer it as chup gor meh.. It a day of reunion and family bonding.
On work.. its never been easier.. got to try harder with new sign ups. renewals.. impeccably no major screw ups.. no commission though a big pushy.. try my best in pushin the campigns. looking on the bright side, it does toughen n beef me up to strive hard n stretch ...
Count down to nov 20.. n I can breathe lower.. n focus solely on career... n plans of settling down n be of a less party chick. time to mug textbook.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
2am dessert assignment due in 3 days... still doing it at 2am on sun moring.. due wed..
again another rough week. assig due. the house is noisy. i m irritable. grouchy and deprived of sleep.due to anxiety in work, house, environment & school work. I know panda gets it when my short temper gets e better of me. 2 weeks in a row. n usually i dun sleep more than 6hrs daily.. i get so freaking pissed and stresed during work.. its pushing me more n more . n the more i tink abt it. the worse it gets
4 ppl in the team.. but only 2 r doing it.. 4 gets distinction while only 2 ppl contributes. tell me abt it . life is unfair but who cares. its e pt when we achieve at the end of the day.. slacker 1 & 2 must be happily sleeping for this rainy chilly night. but at the end of my head. i cant wait to get it over n done with n enjoy cny on wed. wed nite is the submission n we r nt even 80% since we got 2 slackers sitting on it ..
i m sick of complaining n complaining and complaining, when e other responsible one goes back to malaysia.. its only left me myself n lonely Samantha to edit compile, apply and upload file to swinburne blackboard. n tis time if we did well i should "grade" slacker 1 n 2 fairly n then reconsider if i want to continue working with them on future assignments. Can cny come soon... i need a breather n some quality work frm my fellow slacker group mates to furnish me w some encouragement.. n aft tis week its loan repayment week again..
4 ppl in the team.. but only 2 r doing it.. 4 gets distinction while only 2 ppl contributes. tell me abt it . life is unfair but who cares. its e pt when we achieve at the end of the day.. slacker 1 & 2 must be happily sleeping for this rainy chilly night. but at the end of my head. i cant wait to get it over n done with n enjoy cny on wed. wed nite is the submission n we r nt even 80% since we got 2 slackers sitting on it ..
i m sick of complaining n complaining and complaining, when e other responsible one goes back to malaysia.. its only left me myself n lonely Samantha to edit compile, apply and upload file to swinburne blackboard. n tis time if we did well i should "grade" slacker 1 n 2 fairly n then reconsider if i want to continue working with them on future assignments. Can cny come soon... i need a breather n some quality work frm my fellow slacker group mates to furnish me w some encouragement.. n aft tis week its loan repayment week again..
Sunday, January 23, 2011
2011.. One week staying the the little woody house under 1 roof
its been a tough week at work, for school assignment,adapting in the new house. accepting new roles and changes in the the scope of work tasked.
Going out for appointment with boss has also been enriching. The task assigned were challenging. so many first time for a start . All this has been much of a toil for me. Days of unpacking is finally over.
Had a heated argument with panda.. n he almost want to throw me one corner at bedok camp.. The joys of parenting.. tell me abt it.. kids whine n cry. buses horn n go.. first nite was a nightmare at the corner mini storeroom.
with the room switching.. its getting better.. gradually from one 2 person household.. it grown to a 8 ppl household..
we had a surprise cake for Joanna. n frankly shes like a second mum cum da jie with a respectable role in my heart as we wrote the messages on FB.. it teared her.. i guess its been lying there at the bottom of our heart its just nw we as Asians stay more traditional and subtle..
Tks to all my dearest ex bro in laws n Sis in laws for giving me a surprise today. A bday cake to celebrate my 40th bday in advance. Tks all I love u all still the same. To me, we are forever family
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Tks to all my dearest ex bro in laws n Sis in laws for giving me a surprise today. A bday cake to celebrate my 40th bday in advance. Tks all I love u all still the same. To me, we are forever family
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Joanna, I still remember the days u taught and share with your experiences when we needed u most...I will never forget this gratitude and kindness in my life..Looking back, I would not have done it without u during my difficult times... On ...this occasion, I wished u advance happy birthday, happiness and good health...
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Samantha Sng Yo da jie , we known each other more than 20 yrs. Tis yr 22th yr .. Time flies fast, I was 8 when I first met u.. do hope you find ur own happiness one day. The pics are well taken as well, depict many pictures and scenes of my family, we are and always be family despite all.Apologies for e disfigured cake, happy birthday in advance. you are definitely looking gd n glowing well done ! .. Stay chirpy always n may 2011 b an amazing yr ahead & wish that you would meet ur prince charming soon!
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Samantha Sng Yeah i agree w my bro 3.. it was indeed one of our most difficult moments, & u were there to assist us. Without you, i guess we wont have coped so well. To recap, I remembered tat during my short stay @ ur place, I might have got married frm that veri room i stayed. & of course it was indeed memorable, e 4 mth stay .. waahhahahah... where would i have stayed if no one offered me a shelter previously... n above all u still have a "significant role" and respect as a senior to me..
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Joanna Ng Wow my tears role when I see all this posting. So touch by all this. It was very difficult for all of us. But glad that despite all this we are still together n I thank you all for the respect n concern n care especially towards Rick. Not forgetting the support my sisters n bro has given me. U all are always like brothers n sister to me I will never forget the good time together.
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Karen Ng Wow Jie, so touched for you too! So glad that your past deeds were not forgotten by the people around you.
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A good way to reward myself.. Cycling by e park n enjoy cool sea breeze..
5 hours ago ·Had always stayed in town, did not realize the beauty of nature could also be equally captivating and alluring. First time for everything perhaps. Starting to begining to like Pasir ris with the beach n cycling track. birds chirping n all.. n friendly fellow cyclists.
time to complete assignment.. wahahahaha no more emoing..
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