i haven been supressing a lot of my negative emotions.. by motivating myself tat its a small issue. because i dun want to stir tings up n cause too much implications between 2 individuals. until last nite i began to see tings from his perspective n i really wonder why we got together depsite being so different.
i forsee a lot of more difficult days ahead. theres much ambiguity on whether we can last to the test of time. however i have been oso reminding myself that this shouldnt affect my grades. a cooling off period would be good to acess whether i need this person. a lot of tings can change n besides i have my doubts , nt due to mistrust but its different wave lengths some times
wOmen noRmaLly forgEt hOw mUch thRy're wOrtH.. tis is a nick frm a fren. towards men they love. they r usually more lenient n forgiving. maybe i should stop behaving like some love sick idiot n pick myself up that i can fend on my own. n b so damn determined n less soft hearted to wicked men n men who try to smoke their way with me n make me lose my ability to reason.
to b fair , after hearing him out , perhaps its time to take some steps back n slower the pace between us. time to re-evaluate if i can accept a passive but promising person. hes defintely nt the bf material , however he makes a ideal life partner coz of his qualities . some rare type of traits i seldom c in ppl his age. hes intelligent but hes the act blur type, quiet achiever but ambitious.
veri cautious , sensitive but seldom shows his true emotions.determined to achieve his goals.....so much abt tat......2 be updated.
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