after thinking thru a few nites i came to a conclusion. perhaps hes nt a lover material after all
instead of waiting , there are much more things i can do
option 1 is to accept for who he is
optioin 2 is the call it quits n break it off
option 3 is to fish for other men while maintaining the relationship half hoping he might change
option 4 is the nt commonly used method is to known as mutiple dating.. which is rather hurting to the another party
some consider it a " backup" plan just in case if plan A fails , we still have plan B, C, Nth
i will never take the initative ever.
feels cheap
demoralising
if hes nt the issue, perhaps i m the one whos nt attractive. good enough
by far, i have considered a few interviews frm my peers n the results i gather so far is that how can someone literally dump u in one corner. no time for anyting...
like some ragged doll
after some time . u convince urself that its just the way it is n its nt going to improve
have i been nt understanding towards him ?
i believed i have practised my utmost patience , for being taken for granted n if this is to be continuing this way. i dunno how to motivate myself to continue in this manner . is there any meaning or value-add in comparison to being by my own
i rather take his intepretation that even with or without someone by his side is secondary.
veri xian ..... what is being expected of him is so bloody minimum.. however out of 100% , i receive like 0.01. this is detrimental between us. yet there is no intiative or any solutions.
he rarely shares n i seldom ask too much
there is a lot of unspoken communication going on..
i m disappointed. shattered by someone. probabby he doesnt even cares.. so b it... shouldnt take long to discover if that other person is someone u wanna spend e rest of ur life with.
i just hang on n if i m still unhappy with someone , then just settle my immiseration then
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